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teddybear7tearz · 3 days

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Stomach : 27”

Thigh : 21”

Hips : 38”

Arm : 12

I don’t know how I’m not losing that much weight. I’m so fucking done.

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teddybear7tearz · 6 days

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Hung out with people instead, but got my steps in. Kms

The front view is the worst.

Going to the gym.

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teddybear7tearz · 6 days

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Funny, not so funny story.

My boyfriend looked through my tumbler.

He made an account as well to see my posts so I’m low key fucked.

I will not be posting, but I will keep up chats and keeping up on everyone’s posts. *stay safe*

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teddybear7tearz · 7 days

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I think I’m going to kms. I want to chose a date and get everything together beforehand.

I already made a note and I have a journal, the journal could be a “why she did it”. And maybe give the people around me an insight of what was going on when I was alive.

I’ve had a plan for a while, and I took my boyfriends lack of caring and not making sure I get ride of the rope as a sign.

Something that has me regretting is my boyfriend telling me a bunch of things about how I deserve to live and shit but it’s the run of the mill shit people tell you when you have gotten help. It doesn’t seem genuine. Maybe a “your my girlfriend I don’t want to deal with the bullsjit of you dying and me being single”.

Idk.

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teddybear7tearz · 7 days

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TW: Meansp0 🙄

Do you ever watch people that watch you eat? They're staring at you, wondering why you are stuffing that shit in your mouth. They see how big you are, how your fat hangs over your pants. You disgust them with every bite. Stop embarrassing yourself.

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teddybear7tearz · 7 days

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I try so hard to be open minded but some of you are fucking weird

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teddybear7tearz · 8 days

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Photos from Pinterest

#thiinspii #th1nnsp0 #th1nnspo #tw thinspi #thiinsp0 #th1nspi #thinspø #th1nsp1ration #thin$po #th11n$p0 #sp0 #thin sp0

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teddybear7tearz · 8 days

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So i found this today on Pinterest today and it's true! People will only Love you if you're skinny and pretty!

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teddybear7tearz · 8 days

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The front view is the worst.

Going to the gym.

#@nor3xia #@tw edd #@n@ buddy #@na buddy #@na vent #⭐️ve #th1nsp1ration #💡as a 🪶#th1gh g@p #i want to be weightless #b0dych3x #body ch3ck #bdychex

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teddybear7tearz · 8 days

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50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly

free piggy back rides from your friends

so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap

so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)

when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)

someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"

to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)

so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)

to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything

you'll sweat less

to look good in tight clothes

to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute

you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger

so you can wear a bikini

to feel more confident

people will treat you better

if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers

people will pay more attention to you

people will worry and care about you more

for the skinny/pretty privilege

to make people jealous of you

to prove that you can

to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit

so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's

to look prettier in pictures

so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure

no more dressing room breakdowns

so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)

for the thigh gap (duh)

to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed

so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand

so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs

to be desirable

you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc

to be more attractive

you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)

people will take you more seriously

you'll be able to move through crowds easier

to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier

you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small

to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)

to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...

to finally be in control

so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU

to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation

to finally feel pretty

to take up less space

to be able to wear low rise bottoms

so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed

if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!

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teddybear7tearz · 8 days

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IM SO FUCKING SCARED FOR MY CRUISE WHITH MY BOYFRIEND. Being in a bikini, half naked, taking a ton of photos, ofc having sex because it’s an exciting vacation.

I want to be perfect.

I want him to look at me and think, “I got so lucky to be here with you”. Not, “her body is ruining this for me. She’s so ugly compared to the other girls on the beach.”

IM SO TIRED OF BEING 130lbs!! SO FUCKING TIRED. I was still chubby at 122 why THE FUCK DID I LET MYSELF GO.

WHATS WRONG WITH ME