How are you doing?

Hey

I'm doing goodd thankyou for asking how about you ??

Meri di hui chiz ghum ho jaqne par wapas na milne tak voh khana tak nhi khata tha

Aur ab jab mai uski zindagi se ghum ho gayi toh usse afsos tak na hua....

koi " तुम्हारी शायरियां पढ़ी, तुमसे भी ज्यादा खूबसूरत है" kehne wala chahiye।

Sometimes I enjoy being alone, a lot, but sometimes I feel like outgoing and be social.Sometimes I'm loud and sometimes I'm quiet. I read the energy and adjust. There are time when I'm at the highest point of my life romanticizing every moment of life and there are sometimes where I'm at my lowest. I want to turn up and then there are moments where I want to read a good book, or process thoughts alone.

आज पहली बार हम खामोश बहुत थे ।

शायद चूपा रहे थे आंसू

एक दूसरे से अलग होने के

या फिर खोमोशी से पुरानी

यादों को समेट रहे थे

कहना कुछ और चाह रहे थे

मगर केह कुछ और रहे थे

आज हम खोमोश बहुत थे ।।

Day by day mujhe aisa lag raha hai all these social media sites are useless previously I use to have these urge of saving pins in Pinterest, making my board look more aesthetic then others, increasing my followers in Spotify, growing my page in Tumblr, getting into random gc meeting new people, having fun in gcs but ab aisa lagta hai chhod na yaar kya farak padta hai isse. Ab Tumblr ke jagah LinkedIn use karti hu connections badhati hu , ab saare gc se leave ho gayi hu , ab Pinterest use kiye zamana ho gaya hai, ... I have seen changes in myself may be I'm becoming mature day by day or just numb day by day but now I don't feel like doing any thing just wake up in Morning, get ready to go to Office, work , earn money, watch stories of people, starts thinking kya majedaar life hai inki , listen to that one song everyday and go to bed.. Ab yaar sochne ko time nahi milta I just feel like I'm blessed with this life or may be cursed whatever lol I'm posting this in my Tumblr account with zero followers 😂🤪

The only thing I love about Delhi is "FAQIR CHAND AND SONS BOOK STORE."

This feeling..

The feeling of emptiness and disappointment. The kind where you feel like everything is falling apart. The feeling of loneliness that you feel late at night when you are sitting alone unable to sleep because you feel like a failure. This feeling that never wants to go away no matter how hard you try to make it. I know this feeling wont last too long but....