Being in the mcyt fandom is having to delve into many scientific research of axolotls to make one fanart about a fish lady who ruled the empire

I cannot shake my thoughts about this and I’ll know I’ll keep this drama close to my heart. The fact that Myung ha’s ‘sunbae’ opened the riff to the world with the question “would you change it for me?” Also the fact that Myung ha’s alternate universe/game world started with the sound of an ocean tells already a lot about it but we won’t know until Episode 8 why. Throughout the series we watched Myung ha doing everything in his power to make Yeo woon happy while he himself couldn’t rely, couldn’t trust, couldn’t open himself up to him. We know the phrase of his ex gf “you don’t know how to love anyone.” left a deep scar in his soul which he carried with to the alternate universe/game. I try to think the system errors which occurred during the game was a way to change Myung ha’s mindset to not make the same mistakes and/or go on with his habitual habits he did in his life before he drowned himself. Also the different tasks was it actually for Myung ha to realize that he’s the one who makes Yeo-woon happy (which he didn’t). He retreated himself from Yeo woon because he couldn’t choose between the most important persons in his life as we saw his grandma died in real life which makes me think if he also knew that because in one sequence in the game/au it asked him if he wants to bring back some memories of Myung ha’s life. Also the last I love you from Yeo woon was the cherry on top to let the system completely crash where he distanced himself from Yeo woon. “I want to spend my remaining time making Yeo woon happy as best as I can. But it seems the more I try, the more unhappy I make Yeo-woon.” Which Myung ha remembers what Yeo-woon said: “whenever I see you, I both feel good and want to cry. I feel so much about every little thing. But I’m not happy at all right now.” Which again I try to think it is about why Myung ha doesn’t rely more on him? Why he doesn’t open himself up to him? A relationship is based off of trust, give and take… etc. but Myung ha goes into this relationship with deep rooted traumas which causes lack of self love. If one loves not itself enough how can they expect to love someone else which what explains Myung ha’s last phrase in the same scene so much. “Why did I think I could make you happy?” It’s as if he doesn’t think that a loner like him could be the one to give him love and happiness. What follows after is that he choses Yeo woon’s happiness even if he’s not his happiness… which again brings me to the beginning where Myung ha thinks “but I prefer lonely supporting characters to happy protagonists.” In this case he’s the lonely supporting character to our happy protagonist Yeo-woon. “But being fated to live that kind of life… is just so unfair.” He knew/knows how cruel life can be so he chose his happiness over everything and got vanished from the game. He realized by now that Yeo-woon is/was more important than he wanted to admit. Yeo-woon is/was a glimpse of happiness in Myung ha’s life. What brings us to the tragic backstory of his life and how he lived. All the obstacles he endured and went through led to his drowning (at this point we saw Yeo-woon’s obstacles in the alternate universe/game at least in my opinion). This is the turning point for Myung ha. “I was hoping if you saw yourself from someone else’s perspective, you would learnt to love yourself. I thought if you learned to love someone, you would be a little happier.” I want to make a reference here to the title itself “Love for Love’s sake” because all the sacrifices he did and cared more for others than himself… but he found happiness. In Yeo-woon. And he chose his own happiness for once. It’s the way he chooses all these things for himself, to open himself up for him, to rely and be cared for. “It would be nice to have someone. Someone who cares by my side. Someone who gives me chances when I fail and feel hopeless. It would be nice to have someone who always gives me love.” Which they found both in each other.

how did i manage to accidentally make an entire ref sheet twice?? this was just meant to be silly art what the fuck.. anyways. rumi.

to all the adults that used to tell me tattoo was an addiction…you were right i apologize.

someone please help me stop.

I hope you’re well! You dropped off the face of the earth!

hi there!! i’m doing good, thanks for checking in!! it’s very sweet of you, i hope you’re doing well too!

i just haven’t had as much time to draw as i’d like, hence my quietness lmao… hopefully i can get back into the swing of things again ♪(^∇^*)

darling beloved 🏳️‍⚧️ for hobie brown please <33

ooooh fun, thank you love <33

🏳️‍⚧️- a gender headcannon

hobie loves herself some contradictory labels! lesboy? girlfag? boydyke? all of them, he uses every pronoun and hordes every neopronoun and label it sees. if ey put all the genders and sexualities and pronouns and romantic attractions they use into a google doc, it would easily be like 50 pages

Speaking of, I have written it before (in one my HCs post I think I’ll look for it later) that Mammon does collect teeth and any articles of stuff from those he kills or eats but with the teeth they have to be gold teeth. Him collecting imp’s horns and such wouldn’t too far fetched actually...

My solace is that this Saturday, my brother and I will be playing BG3 as part of his bday celebration, we've played Baldur's Gate Dark Alliance 1 and 2, the second is our favourite, so to keep the tradition going we will be playing BG3 next, we can't get too much of Baldur's Gate we just love these games so much

And my brother is the best gaming partner

Gift for @miss-zei of her OC Léonie posed in the Kingdom Hearts Dive to the Heart

As soon as school stops being a thing for me I just started binge watching Netflix's series Carmen Sandiego and- WHY DID NO ONE TOLD ME THEY SEPERATED AT THE END???? WHY DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS TO ME???? WHY DOES THE FOUND FAMILY ALWAYS UNFOUND THEMSELVES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

I’m used that my gifs being stolen and uploaded on twt but seeing a screenshot of my gifs on TikTok was not what I expected.

Original. Screenshot on TikTok.

I screamed first and then realized that I know this somewhere. That this one looks exactly the set I made… (I truly recognized my own set from the font I used back then). The person whoever first screenshotted it zoomed on/cropped it a bit and made it hell-ish lighter (for the aesthetic?). And also what gives it away is I forgot the dot after Derek says ‘…making sure guys like you go down’ I really forgot the dot after the sentence and it’s also missing in the screenshot I— wow going viral for things I didn’t even knew.

wait today's international mother language day? can I speak drozdli even though it doesn't exist

it's more of a language to me than english bc it doesn't require any correct grammar <3 bc I made it up <3 o gualt zbieg drozdli vù dhi wisd uv dhi tey? rholi riwi ed od o rend du mindoun hur hud dhi rhu ewi o em zu vovdín epuad dhim auhghaaahshfhfhtuturueidi

im at a point where im pretty sure a uni degree is useless. like what am i gaining from writing essays last minute (i can’t fix my procrastination)??? i see people doing a lot with just high school diplomas maybe that’s the road i should go.

or to put in simple terms, “this uni degree is looking like i should marry a rich man”

guess who caught covid (╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻ me. i caught it.

collecting pronouns like they're lil funky rocks. expanding my collection at every possible chance

papyrus for the ask game :3

Thanks for the ask!!

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

Frankenstein (12-10-17) [first full band run through] by i.am.orange and fredo disco

I associate this song with my ex, it's just one of those songs I stumbled into at the right time to be a hella good breakup song. Also, kinda reminds me of my school's drama club and how awesome the fall season was for us this year. Makes me reminisce a bit