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#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#varian wrynn#Llane Wrynn#Barathen Wrynn#Wanted to see if I could duel wield on my rouge the kingslayer and the sword that killed Barathen so I looked and to my dissapointment#it appears they used two different one-handers for reference in the comic so you can kinda get close but its not the right sword#they used the design of one and the shape of another uggh#Let me run around ingame with the swords that killed Llane AND Barathen please is that too much to ask#anyway#All three of the last Wrynns were killed in the same area#their breastplates aint do SHIT to protect them#which is why i am now gonna go off into a 10k rant about how this prooves there is NO reason for Anduin to be forced to wear plate armor#infact prehaps he would be safer in cloth like a proper priest#UNLESS sayyyy the little lion gremlin face on Anduin's breastplate is enchanted and anytime anyone gets too close it breaths fire at them#Someone gets too close and an alarm goes off and the little lion mouth moves up and down with a loud 'STAND BACK- STAND BACK- STAND BACK'#Anduin forgetting about hte annoying lil shit until hes getting back to his room after a long day and his bf wrathie is there and they get#a littttle tooo close n touchy before Anduin can remember to undress and the fuckin lion alarm goes off and guards rush into the room#anyway ive never done stained glass before and tried a new way to make shattered glass so i think this was good#that said the canvas size was maybe too small and it got compressed to hell on twitter and it bothers me so much#cuz anduins face is really nice but it looks blurry when i upload itttt aagh
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Going through all the magic related tags on AO3 and finding nothing about Witch!Dick running a metaphysical shop.
#me mourning my old fandoms who have these types of AUs even though i can go back to revisit them anytime i want salkdja#no but i know what the problem is w our fandom and it's that there isn't one dick ship to rule them all#and batfam is more popular to write about#and the witch shop au is typically done for a ship (and there actually Is a fic where tiger owns a magic shop and dick comes to him but eh)#without a romantic reason to bring someone to the shop all the time--people don't have as much use for this type of setting#but tbh i think it would be fun to have raven come across hurt!dick and to have him work in her shop#and then one of raven's regulars *cough* idk roy or joey or someone *cough* would see dick and be like helloooo#are you picking up what i'm putting down patricia#Witch AU
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handsome theys should have an allowance to pay rent in a spacious luminous apartment and furnish it to its coziest, comfiest potential and then giving their lovers a nice break from real life by cooking them a nutritious and delicious meal and then giving them a good night’s sleep on the comfiest bed and giving them head until they can’t take it anymore
#if you can walk when i’m done with you i’m going back at it#honestly i just wanna learn all my lovers’ favorite meals#i want my ppl to know they can come over anytime and i’ll have warm plate of food for them#want my ppl to look forwards to coming over bc they know they’ll be taken care of#just wanna dote on everyone tbh#friends and lovers alike#like oh you feel trapped in your apartment and want to crash somewhere for a few days for a change of scenery?#i got you#etc#Anyways
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"We should call out Egypt & Jordan for not accepting Palestinian Refugees"
Baby girl you can't even call out genocide that's happening live on your screens in full color. Sit down.
#if the Palestinians leave then its 1948 all over again and they will never be able to come back#we learned the first time that if we leave then we have no rights to return#we dont want to leave#we want them to stop killing us#its not that hard to understand but sure blame others blame everyone except the ones killing us let me know how that works out for you#tw: genocide#palestine#current events#sometimes I actually feel insane bc you do know thats what they want right? thats exactly what they want#they want us to leave#they want to make it hell for us to ever set foot on our land#did you know that if you are Palestinian and anytime you travel even with legal documents in or out of the country#they can stop and harass you?#did you know anytime I travel I have to account for at least 4 hours of interrogation at an airport? and I have legal documents#I account 4 hours bc thats the longest time they've held me in a windowless room#anyways im so done with people who do not understand the history every fucking year its the same thing: just go somewhere else#we dont want to go somewhere else
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scary that there's still Will bowlcut haters around. like... that's his core character design, it looks nice too. sorry to all the different hairstyle enjoyers out there but Will without a bowlcut simply wouldn't be Will to me. that's the side effect of them doubling down on that one single hairstyle for 8 years. they can style it different or make it messier sure, but he needs Some version of a bowlcut otherwise who is that
#Duffers did it to themselves#if they'd change the haircut Now i'll call the s5 hair department a flop no hesitation#not because it would look bad but simply because That's Not My Will that's just noah schnapp with a wig#also unrelated side tangent ik this is just about silly hcs but anytime i talk about Will's hair i get annoyed about how the#bowlcut became the minion meme equivalent of the fandom#i simply refuse to believe people actually hate bowlcuts that much that has to be some kind of moist phenomenon#i've never in my life seen someone irl make fun of bowlcuts or personally even noticed one as 'strange'#but go online and there's apparently consensus that bowlcuts are cringe or something? lmao?#you can probably imagine how surprised i was when i found the st fandom for the first time and everyone just kept talking about Will's hair#when it's literally a normal ass haircut#and meanwhile no one realized that Mike also had a bowlcut for 3 seasons. i swear 'Will bowlcut lmaoo' just became a meme#i'm convinced half of these people don't even know what a bowlcut looks like since they apparently can't recognize one#side tangent over this had nothing to do with what people are talking about actually 😭#my furstration about the way a fucking haircut out of all things became the funny stinger of the show apparently never goes away#and comes back out any time i type the word hair.... oh well#ignore the tags i was having a moment (flashback having nothing to say after a show besides 'the hairrr 😭')
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So I tried to go out on a walk and I regret it.
Its always nice when i first get out of the house. Even as foggy as I've been the sun still feels nice on my skin. But its late, and I really should have known better then to think it would stay good
Charlotte stopped by on my the foggy walk. i twas nice to be able to talk to her again. i hate how the whole thing makes me feel though
i always feel a little cold when she stops by. it feels like a little piece of me gets leached away when the fog rolls in. its that cold feeling that reminds me just how fucked up ia m as a person. charlotte seems so...peaceful, i guess
why can i be that?
she isnt stressed out or anxious anymore, she just seems peaceful. content.
i wish i could do that, that when the fog rolls back out and she fades away i could do the same and go with her to wherever she goes.
im so tired of feeling like this. of having to wake up every day and hear my brothers talk about the latest problem or think about how my own mother thinks im just as bad as my oldest brother because of all this custody shit
i wish i could make it stop, the feeling of my skin crawling when i go outside by myself too close to dark.
i hate how till she was there i just couldnt be alone without wondering if every shadow was going to grow hands and claws and hurt me agian
i want this to be over, i want to learn to fly and leavce all this behind
#i hate how easy it is to cry myself into a headache#you ever feel so tired you physically cant make yourself cry anymore?#theres no tears left its just empty and hollow and cold in my chest#i want to go home but home isnt there anymore#mom wont even look at me anymore and anytime she does its 'are you sure you want to wear that out of the house Osa? I wouldnt if i were you#or that ugly expressino she used t only use for him#i woudl go wake up yuuma but hes been working and jova doesnt get back till late and he'll wanna spend time with Jonah#i just wanna go light a fireput outside and feel something warm for once#im so tired of everything crumbling around me and nobody can hear me screaming for help#was it my fault that everything ended up changing?#please make it stop
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Maybe the trick is to come up with the meta after I start writing. After failing to finish so many started stories, I got in the habit of having an outline and characters and themes before I started a story. But the stories I've finished lately have been much more spur-of-the-moment. I'll have a basic idea for what I want to happen in the story, start writing, and then start digging deeper as the stuff I write gives me new ideas about how the story should go and what the story means.
This means the writing process is a continuation of the fun brainstorming process, rather than a frustrating failure to live up to the cool story I came up with during the brainstorming process. I don't have to try to fit in all the cool foreshadowing and set up character traits or whatever. I can just write and have fun watching the story grow. It's not outlining or discovery writing or even "plantsing". It's just trusting that I know how to shape a story and letting myself have fun doing it. By letting the ideas take shape with the writing rather than coming up with too much cool stuff before.
#adventures in writing#anyway the 12dp retelling is going great#anytime i actually sit down to write it i have fun#because i'm not worrying about whether i've got good characters or whatever#because i'll figure them out as i go#and i can come back for the foreshadowing later#i know this is all basic writing advice but also one of those things where you have to learn for yourself what it feels like#so you can recognize it when it happens#as the great cheap trick put it#you've gotta hold on loosely but don't let go#if you cling too tightly you're gonna lose control
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I just want to say that I read To The Victor Go The Spoils every few days religiously. Oh my fucking god, that one drives me absolutely feral. He is such a horny boyfriend, if Imelda ever tried that again I’m sure he would quit the team. You’d sleep in his room every night with him wrapped around you after he’s had his fill and his roommates would just expect you to be there. A silencing charm and the curtains around the bed closed, they know exactly what’s going on. Rooming with a filthy boy.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU JAHFKSjgkajsAKFJSKGJ
That fic is easily one of my favorites to this day, it was so fun to write and I love a good needy boyfriend trope >:))
Sebastian's roommates can never catch a break after the fact- it's a given that you're in bed with him all the damn time. If he ever forgets the silencing charm, there's instantly like 6 wands pointed at his bed to do it for him. Will they ever get a peaceful night's sleep ? Probably not. Will Imelda ever go to such lengths again in the name of Quidditch ? Absolutely, but Sebastian will go down swinging before he ever puts himself through that shit again LMAO
#asks#I LOVE THAT YOU REREAD IT I SWEAR MY HEART IS FULL ANYTIME YOU GUYS TELL ME YOU GO BACK FOR SECONDS#I need to write more goofy funny smut fics cause those are the ones I have the most fun with#especially when I can stick other characters into the story#like Ominis with his sassy remarks AUGH I love that shit#THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK you've made my day anon I love you MWAH <3
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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some really cool stuff in the chuuoku album cover that i’m dying over
otome’s mic is LITERALLY INSANE that is incredible and it’s also a vintage broadcasting mic lol. a nod to her overthrowing the government on live television i think as well as chuuoku’s/otome’s antiquated themes
THE SWORD HANDLE ON ICHIJIKUS MIC SHE CAN STAB ME NOW but if you look at the bottom of her third of the image, the chain she’s pulling taut has an end to it!!!! so it might be a chain whip mic actually!!!!
NNNNNNNEMU nemu’s skull with the red gem eyes matches her brother’s 😭😭😭😭 it’s giving sword vibes tbh like crusaders stuff lol. her’s also has a cross on it. martyrdom is what comes to mind with crosses but so does death. so you know, the usual aohitsugi haunts 😭😭😭
the way nemu’s mic is blue and silver whereas her peers are pink and gold nemu is the slightly misaligned 3gumi frfr 😭😭😭😭 (also that set up parallels dh’s mic/speakers the way sasara and rei’s mics/speakers are gold whereas rosho’s is silver)
i like the bow tie on ichijiku’s mic it’s like her hair bow tie😭😭😭 it’s pretty reminiscent of ramuda’s bow tie mic too if you want to start crying over how they’re the only two people that we’ve heard crying over a loss of sort (ramuda crying begging for his life, ichijiku crying begging for her sister’s life)
the stylisation on the chuuoku kanji 😭😭😭 the one 1️⃣ on the chuu, the cross on the ou the sword in the ku and the way it lines up with the women too like!!!!! ichi➡️ichijiku, the crosses/sacrifices otome must bear, nemu’s mic is giving sword!!!!!!
there aren’t that many mic/speakers of actual weapons in this franchise, in fact only kuukou and rio have weapons, so it’s hilarious that maybe two out three women have weapon mics lmao the pen is mightier than the sword you say
#this is vee speaking#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#MALE SUBJUGATION AND WOMENS RIGHTS TO OWN THIS SHIT HAS NEVER LOOKED BETTER#*inhales* NEMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#NEMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#I HOPE YOU SUPPRESS ALL THE VIOLENCE AND DIRT BENEATH YOUR HEELS ILL BE GLAD TO CLEAN THE FILTH OFF OF YOU WHEN YOURE DONE#ICHIJIKU ANYTIME YOURE READY TO ASSERT DOMINANCE THERES A BACK RIGHT HERE YOU CAN STEP ON FOR ELEVATION ID MAKE A GREAT SOAP BOX#OTOME BELIEVES IN MENS RIGHTS TO STFU AND I SAY LET HER COOK THAT MEGAPHONE MIC SURE IS GOING TO BRING THOSE MEN TO THEIR KNEES#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#IVE BEEN UP FOR TWO HOURS SCREAMING ABOUT THESE WOMEN BUT W O M E N AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH#c: otome#c: ichijiku#c: nemu
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today we say a prayer that the most annoying man on earth is sick, has quit his job, or comes in late but starts behaving like a good & chill coworker 🙏
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Travelling back home tomorrow hoping for a smooth groove
#i did have a really nice week last week but now im back to everything feeling busy#(its not really that busy)#and oh i miss being slow like idk ever since i was a literal child doing ONE excursion weekly#for an hour#always felt like such s draining burden#and tbh i would like to know why thst is because while it's easy to see as poor habit as an adult reinforcing itself#as a kid i was always made to do things. see people.#i did a summer camp every year at least during the day#i did sports i went hiking in forests#but i remember so distinctly like an age where i stopped asking my parents to try new things#because i would get so excited!!!! but then every week it would become this overwhelming presence#despite being something that i actively enjoyed#and it eventually felt so awful i was like okay no more wanting things you dont use them wisely#like ouch yeah actually that's a big one. wanting things usually wraps back#around to shame or guilt just about always#anyway how is this relevant to travelling?#it's just that i have to travel tomorrow and i have a doctors appointment Friday i have to go to in person#ive changed beds ive slept in 3 times in 5 days#and all i can say at the end of it is that even these little things are JUST enough to be on edge#to feel like im putting my hands over my ears and closing my eyes and pretend nothing bad is gonna happen#even thougu DEFINITELY something bad is going to happen#but of course it doesnt because this is all benign stuff ive done a trillion times before of no note#crazy how complicated it can be to be a person#it is why i dream of living in a small village where i am an apprentice tradesperson and i live simple house#and the house you can walk to anywhere you need to anywhere you need in an your#but no one is that urgent about anything anyway.#beautiful little place that has never actually ever existed for anyone in anytime#but i am still wanting to scream and pull my hair out just asking why why cant everything slow down and be smaller
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#it’s so hard to get up today#I started my laundry at least#but now what#should get food but no motivation#I want to paint but I can’t here#I should organize and put back all the shit I brought to murphys#but it just makes me sad#why organize all this shit when I know I won’t be able to use it anytime soon#could go out and smoke but man it’s exhausting always looking over my shoulder to see if someone called the cops on me#FOR JUST CHILLING IN MY CAR#I want a safe space where I can do what I want#I miss my old townhouse more than words can express#should get up#but I’m at the point where I’m like what’s the point?#my friend is most likely coming over after they get off of work to help me get up#but until then#how much do you wanna bet that I’m gonna just fall asleep for a few hours#sigh#shut up rosie
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You know what, joining that Discord show club was a great idea, like half of my favourite PKC folks are there. And is there anything more wholesome than someone going '1!! hey, I remember that dog!! she's adorable, I'm glad she's doing well!' about a little pixel friend they made for you years ago?
#someone also said they liked one of my older petz that I got from a member of the Polish Petz community back in the day#and we went on to reminiscent about how the community used to be back then#honestly? in a way that talk is the closest thing I'll ever get to closure in regards to what happened with the PKC#and I think that with that I can actually try and move on#even though it's pretty damn tough when a niche site that's been around since you were born just...... falls apart due to technical issues#but I've done it before. SHiR felt like it would never go away too after all#and I was there with PTI practically since the very beginning and until the very end#anyways the Petz community is still so vibrant and cool#it hurts but it'll heal. It somehow hurts way more now that I'm an adult though.#maybe because now the Polish Petz community basically /has/ no home? and I've known some of those people since I was 11?#still.... all good things must come an end and I can accept it. I feel I'm slowly getting closer to that point.#maybe I'll slowly warm up to the concept of using my RKC account ahahaha.... the RKC people were always really nice after all#the Petz community at large won't die anytime soon I don't think. Most of us have been here for at least 10 years after all.#a huge chunk of them for 20+ years#again. some people have been here longer than I've been alive#it's not something that can entirely disappear
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#tag talk#anytime my friends point out that something I say is good advice or express that they see me as aspirational I'm always just like....#wtf how am I am example to look up to I'm just an idiot bumbling his way through life trying to avoid hitting her head on cabinet corners#honestly it's mostly just seeing mistakes others have made and going “I will not make those mistakes. I will make weirder mistakes than that#like. it feels a little like the “I'm eighty years old I'm done with putting up with everyone's bullshit” except it's#it's “I didn't kill myself so I'm not gonna put up with bullshit anymore”#like. I chose life. I'm not about to half-ass that decision. I'm not gonna walk back that decision. I'm not going to flinch away from it.#that fuckin... “what do we have to fear but fear itself” quote or whatever. like.. I died. you think anything else is gonna scare me?#if I'm going to be stuck here on this planet you bet your ass I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm not gonna be embarrassed. no shame.#we're all living here until we die and the things that matter are your own life and then the people around you.#I'm not going to miss out on a chance to find community and connection just because I'm afraid. I'm done being afraid.#though... I have been feeling shrimp emotions for the past two weeks and my stomach has tied itself up in knots over it.#I'm so detached because I'm afraid of feeling my emotions too strongly. so letting go and experiencing emotions is a lot for me.#and agghfffgghh I'm going to make it through this I'm going to make it through this but damn it's really rough#allowing yourself to get close to someone again after solidifying your position as unassailable is so hard.#especially because I've gotten so used to shielding the emotions of other people. hard to be honest when your honesty will hurt them#it's wild being around someone who's not wildly insecure because I can be genuine and honest and not worry about what I say hurting her.#I could say “I'm leaving in a year do you still want to date?” and trust that she would actually think it through and give a reliable answer#like. I can handle just my emotions because she's able to handle hers.#being in mental health spaces for so long I'm not used to interacting with emotionally stable people lmaooo#do you think I'm emotionally stable? I don't think I am. but then I meet other people who are wildly more unstable than I am and hmmm#like. sui wasn't an emotional choice it was a cost benefit analysis. I get emotionally unstable sure. but I contain myself until it's over.#I know enough to not be impulsive because I recognize impulsive behavior in others and thus in myself as well.#so like. I'm unstable but I'm not externally unstable. I know how to isolate when I'm in a wounded lashing out state.#anyway I've been processing so many emotions this past week because I'm wildly out of practice with allowing myself emotional honesty#instead of just bricking myself up behind my defensive apathy. I want to hold onto this. I want to continue to channel these emotions.#I want to be unafraid to tell people when I love them#though with her it's more of a Nerevarine situation. you are not someone I love but rather someone who might become that.#like. I haven't known her long enough to really say I love. but I very much think if things continue how they are I will be confident in it#and not even romantic love per se. I have some old friends who I genuinely love. several siblings who I love. most people I know I do not.
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you ever feel so sad whenever someone leaves your life?
#personal#i'm not talking about de*th here#but when you're at work and you make friends with your colleagues#and then one of them leaves and now every time you go back to work you have this gaping hole in your chest#but you just have to act like everything is fine because 'there's a new guy joining!'#and somehow it sucks more bc like this friend isn't de*d or anything but... you just know you won't really speak to them anymore#and it feels like a loss of a friendship even though you can actually just reach out to them anytime#idek how to explain it i just know i get too attached to everyone that joins my workplace and then i get very very sad when they leave#i thought i'd cry but i feel so emotionally dead that i can't cry even tho i really really want to#anyways i hope everyone here is doing well
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