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🎃OC horror tag game👻

because I’m a bitch, I have decided to annoy you all with this OC ask game but I’m just gonna answer all of them unmprompted in one post hehe

everything you never asked about my Deputy Gigi under the cut

What is your oc scared of? Are they easily scared?

Gigi is unfortunately easily spooked but not scared. What she is deeply afraid of is not being truly liked/loved though. She is also scared of cutting herself and painful injuries (which really comes in handy when you’re a deputy gone rogue fighting a pretty powerful cult).

Does your oc have nightmares? What are they about?

Yes, mostly after arriving in Hope County. Especially after her first encounter with John. They are usually about being at the Seed’s mercy or them torturing/killing her friends. Faith never make an appearance though because in my Dep’s mind she is pure but Faith has other wais of tormenting her. She also occasionally gets flashbacks of what really happened at Jacob’s trials and it is not pretty. Especially after Eli’s death, she relives that moment almost every night.

How does your oc feel about bugs and spiders?

Strongly and not in a positive way. She hates bugs a little less than spiders but she’s not a fan of either. She occasionally gets those phantom tickles where she thinks a bug got under her shirt and it freaks her the fuck out.

How does your oc feel about blood and gore?

She was still able to keep her composure at it before arriving in the County but the brutality of the fight against the Peggies quickly broke her. By now she is traumatised enough to be able to shut her feelings about it out though.

Has your oc ever had a near-death experience?

It’s literally in the first ten minutes of the game. The helicopter crash was followed by many more though. (My poor traumatised baby...)

Has your oc ever witnessed a murder, or some other crime?

Being a junior deputy she has but she had been around herself before the job. She just never got caught. Now she has already severely injured, sometimes even worse, so many Peggies and unfortunately the occasional resistance member too.

How does your oc die? How old are they when they die?

I’m gonna skip this one actually :)

What would your oc do if they knew they were going to die in the near future?

Considering what happens around her all damn day, every day, she is constantly more aware of her own mortality than she would like so she tries to always let the people close to her know how loved and appreciated they are. She tries to not let things pile up until the next day which has cost her countless hours of sleep already but the fear of possibly not experiencing the next morning and therefore failing those who rely on her keeps her up.

If she knew for certain she would probably get her will up to date and all of that boring responsible adult stuff in order. Gigi is practical about it and doesn’t want to burden those left behind with organisational crap.

What role/archetype would your oc fulfill in a horror movie?

I really do wanna say final girl because she is strong and badass (and hot) but she is also stupid and horny so eeeeh ya know where that usually leads people…

Could your oc survive a horror movie?

Definitely. She is a fighter and the deputy after all so her training would benefit her. Once paranormal shit is added to the mix she’s definitely be one of the first victims tho.

Has your oc ever killed anyone? How many? Why?

Some Peggies despite being repulsed to killing. She does not kill if she does not absolutely have to. Taking a life is her last resort.

Has your oc ever engaged in cannibalism?

Not… knowingly at least. But Nobody knows what exactly Lunch Lady Jacob’s mystery meat slush is made of. Gigi hopes it was game or at least expired dog food…

Has your oc ever tortured/hurt someone else without killing them?

not tortured but definitely hurt her fair share of cultists. something she is most certainly not sorry for.

Does your oc have a signature weapon? If they don’t, what would it be if you had to design one?

ooooh I like this one! she takes her trusty baseball bat everywhere, it even sleeps in her bed. she is not too picky with guns (just takes whatever she can get her hands on as long as it works and she can find ammo for it) as she is most comfortable whacking the shit out of cult idiots with her bat anyways but she does at least carry one in her holster. can’t just show up with a knife to a gun fight after all…

Whats the worst thing your oc has done?

she deeply regrets the times she has hurt the people close to her, despite it being unintentional and it haunts her. especially now that Gigi doesn’t know if she will ever make it home alive... but the worst thing in her eyes is having killed someone. sure, they were Peggies but she believes few people truly deserve to be killed and they most certainly didn’t.

Whats the worst thing that has happened to your oc?

all of the shit going down in Hope County. first their fucking helicopter crashes, then her friends and coworkers do not only get taken hostage but are being tortured, and then she is suddenly herself captured by The Stinky Boys. not only once but multiple times. encounters with John always leave her feeling particularly tense due to past sexual abuse. (there is no way in hell he hasn’t found out somehow and purposefully torments her with his shitty sexual speeches.)

Does your oc have an enemy? How far would your oc go to stop them?

she’s got three. okay, four but she truly believes that Faith can still be saved. the brothers are too far gone but she does believe in humanity. she is not fond of it but she would definitely kill them if she saw no other option. she is pretty much already giving herself up piece by piece to stop the cult and protect the people of Hope County.

Is there anyone your oc would kill? Anyone they would kill for?

definitely the seed brothers. as I said, she is not happy about it but she will do what is neccessary if the circumstances demand it.

otherwise she has killed for Jacob, of course. many times. Gigi is eager to please, ambitious and competetive. even if she does not want that to show, not during her trials. but the conditioning has her too fucked up. she is also filled with rage and a naturally athletic motherfucker, despite not at all being in good shape.

If your oc were to turn into a vampire or a werewolf, which would they be, and what would they be like? If they already are one of those, what would they be like as the other one?

I’m skipping this. I do not really care about werewolves or vampires (I ONLY CARE ABOUT MOTHMAN)

Are there monsters (of any kind) in your oc’s world? Is your oc one? If not, how does your oc react to monsters?

not in the fantasy spoopy kind of way but she considers the Seeds monsters. anyone who could easil justify the death of another person is, just like abusers and any people who like to hurt and exploit others for their gain.

If given the choice to become a monster, would they do it? Would they give up their humanity for power?

absolutely not! their humanity is what Gigi thinks is the most important thing and soon all they will have left. she would never willingly give that up.

Does your oc believe in ghosts?

no. yet you can still scare her by pretending a place is actually haunted if you’re smart about it.

Has your oc ever been possessed?

by demon? no. by sudden and voilent feelings of horniness and dumb bitch desease? Y E S.

Has your oc ever summoned a demon?

Deputy Gigi has never (and probably never will, considering the cult has a death grip around the county) placed an order with baddragon dot com. She is a good christian woman after all.

Has your oc ever been kidnapped? How did they deal with the situation? How would they, if they haven’t?

BRUHHHH okay haha this is gonna be fun for me to write! soooo the first time she got captured was by John’s orders. lucky for them they completely blissed her up upon taking her because otherwise, she would have put up one hell of a fight – kicking, screaming, biting scratching. when shit is about to hit the fan Gigi won’t fight fair. the others wouldn’t either so why should she? but the thing about bliss is, if you do not completely overdose on it, it makes your head feel nice and empty, your limbs heavy as lead. when your mind is blank and you feel like you have been wrapped in the most heavenly rich blanket, there is not much fighting back you can do. you are lucky when the voices of those around you actually reach you. but if your brain will process their words is a different question.

the bliss is the only thing preventing Gigi from resisting her baptism when that dirty Peggie pos is pushing her down into the water. she is so high on it, she truly considers giving up and just letting go. letting them drown her right there. it could all be so easy! but the second John lays a finger on her to “cleanse” her again, and again, the rage it fuels in her helps her push through the high and struggle. at least she is able to resist, if only barely, but it does help her not give in to what the drug is so suavely suggesting.

we all know what happens after. good thing Jerome came to her rescue. good thing Wheaty and Eli did the same the first time Jacob got a hold of her ‘cause she is sure she would have perished among the bodies, too weak and disoriented to carry herself to safety on her own.

Gigi never wants any of this to ever happen again. merely thinking about what she was made to do to those Whitetails at the Veteran’s Center makes her stomach turn and heart drop. on top of that, she is certain she does not even remember half of what actually went down, up in the mountains but if she’s being honest, she would rather not know anyway.

while she despises the brothers to equal amounts, she appreciates Jacob not being as touchy as his youngest brother is. so when another bliss bullet rips first through the fabric of her jeans then through her skin, burying itself in her flesh, she starts to panic at the prospect of what John might do to her this time around. had she heard him torture Joey, tough, capable, smart, strong Joey, into finally saying yes to him only a few days ago over the radio... the last thing she feels before her mind goes blank is fear and a very sad glimmer of hope that she might at least be able to help her friend somehow, even if Gigi does not fully believe in it.

Johnny boy, our beloved, gives her her lust tattoo down in the bunker and while she is happy to see Hudson alive, she is absolutely not as thrilled as the Baptist is that he is having her coworker watch him violate the Junior Deputy in such a fucked up way. Gigi is glad that she is able to make an escape and swears to never let anyone see the scars he gave her on her hip but what’s eating away at her much more violently than the pain from what could barely be called a tattoo is the fact that she has not been able to free the others from the heralds’ grip yed. (Gigi is only the tiiiiiniest bit worried about the Marshall and he is definitely not top priority rn. She does not truly believe that faith is a bad person and would actually hurt him that bad, which is ... still a little naive of her to be fair.)

at this point she has almost gotten used to getting drugged and up being dragged in the capture of some psychopath brother. only almost though because, as gruesome as the trials are to her, she thinks the starvation Jacob subjects her to before them is just a tad bit worse. it makes her miss John’s touch in a way that makes her want to retch. at least she was never his hostage for long and Jacob leaves her in the cage for days. every time Staci walks by her heart hurts as if it is about to burst into a thousand pieces. John had hurt Joey badly but she was at least still... some version of herself. What was left of Staci is now barely a shell of what he used to be and she hates Jacob even more for it.

Sorry, I got carried away here. Gigi is, I would say, coping the best she can..? Some time after that something in her completely snaps tho. She goes from “I’m the Junior Dep, a respectable person who is here to protect people as a professional” in uniform to a crop top wearing, banshee-screaming hurricane and lets out literally every emotion she has ever experienced in the fight against the cult.

What would it take to “break” your character? What would destroy them completely?

honestly the bunker ending is probably up there. the people she tried to protect, the people she loves, are dead. she cannot be sure that the ones who actually have access to a bunker also made it there in time and now all that she has left is some sweaty stinky youth pastor psycho who wants to have a family with her.

Jacob starving her during all the stress is close to that though. it is somethign Gigi has never experienced and hunger can quickly turn a person.

Imagine your oc in a world based on their inner psyche, with physical representations of all their problems and life experiences. What would it look like? How would your oc deal with being in it?

Hell. Literal hell. Do not make me descibe the inner works of this woman. She and I already have enough problems to wade through.

Okey, this was a LOT of fun. (I hope the like three people reading this are enjoying it too!) If you would like to do this for your OC please feel free and tag me in it so I can see!!!!

#my dep #writing about her getting captured makes me wanna write a full dumb little fanfiction hehe #also bruh I finally figured out the backtory for her lust tattoo/scar and oof #poor bby #she does like to fuck tho #but I'm not gonna let some slutty little fashion twink shame her for it #(they might fuck one day tho we don't know lel)#good bye #Far Cry 5 #tag meme #mine #?#my writing #??

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