#wish i could focus on literally anything. wish i had any thoughts other than aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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some void screaming, if you don’t mind
#been a long.....well.#it's been a long [unit of time]#absolutely desperate for connection but also completely incapable of making it lately#wish i could focus on literally anything. wish i had any thoughts other than aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#if only i could contribute anything of value to anything or anyone!! if only i could have the space and time to be a person!!! if only!#is it writer's block if the block is to your whole life#truly genuinely need to start looking forward to some sort of path to some better way of surviving but the trick obviously is#you cant do that when you cant think at all#you know when all you do is Yearn and second guess yourself#sure wish i could live the dream and [redacted] in a [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]#anyway that was ur semi-annual vent post thank u for ur time#i hope everyone out there has something they can lean on when times are hard. i hope everyone out their finds happiness.#the hope i have for you is genuine and it's the best i've got <3#i refuse to be embarrassed by these we're all anonymous internet friends we've seen each other's fanfic this isnt that big a step further#sometimes u just gotta say something out into the world u know. u just gotta release it#maybe someday i'll process my grief and loneliness but until then we've got tag rants that people absolutely do not have to read!!#a perfect system#u know who would do these. jiang cheng#now i AM embarrassed
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