#which I got kicked out of for being a scawy pwoshipper | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

palominodragon · 1 year

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I have a bizarrely long history of being kicked out of online groups/roleplaying games and then weaseling my way back in. It's a whole thing.

But I was just thinking about it in terms of how autistic people are more likely to ignore rules that seem unnecessary/illogical, and while that hasn't been the reason for all my escapades, it's definitely played a part.

And I guess even when it's not the direct reason, there's still the mindset of "well, I was kicked out for a stupid, unjust reason, so I'm just gonna refuse to accept that."

I can be a real brat about it.

I once hid my identity and continued playing in a game for years after I'd been told I couldn't play the character I wanted to. Did play her. I was just impressively sneaky about it. They only found out after I got bored and started testing how much I could hint before I got caught.

And no, their reason for not letting me play that character never became an issue.

#autism #neurodivergence #probably autistic #there was the time I got kicked out for saying anti-American things on 9/11 #and then snuck back in anonymously to have my character leave christmas gifts for her friends #there was the time I led a whole protest to save another player from being banned #and we were all welcomed back with no consequences after the issue was resolved #there was the Kingdom Hearts self-insert roleplay where we weren't allowed to play our Nobodies #so my character kept it secret until I felt I'd proved that I could do it without “being a mary sue” or whatever the mods were afraid of #this ended up becoming a major plot point that changed the course of the game #and THEN there was the indirect sequel to that game in which we weren't allowed to play any of the characters from the previous game #which I felt was unfair and I really wanted to continue my character's story #that was the one where I hid who she was for actual real-life YEARS #and now there's that star stable club made for the sso tumblr community #which I got kicked out of for being a scawy pwoshipper #but all members have the ability to send club invites and I've already been reinvited and kicked out again once #wonder if that will go on...#oh yeah back to the top of the list: I did get an apology many years later from the mod who kicked me out on 9/11 #and we followed each other on twitter until I left that hellsite #so that was pretty great

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