#whether or not i want kids RIGHT NOW bc i gotta go through hormone therapy and then an extra surgery . unless i decide against it which
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update: im gonna be on extended hiatus for a while!
#i found out last week that i have to go for six weeks of intensive radiotherapy every single day at the cancer hospital.. and then#i need to have more chemo. and i found out today that the chemo treatment could make me infertile which means i gotta make the decision of#whether or not i want kids RIGHT NOW bc i gotta go through hormone therapy and then an extra surgery . unless i decide against it which#means i run the risk of never being able to have children which isnt an issue for me rn bc a. im ill and b. i dont WANT kids im only 27 ://#but its such a huge decision :( i dont wanna make it :( and i want to be better already bc this illness is dragging on and on and on#im so sick and tired of being sick and tired fjdnfjs#anyway my radiotherapy is up in the air rn bc they dont know if im having proton beam therapy or not yet but#i'm really struggling mentally to cope with everything and tumblr is taking the least amount of priority so i'm on hiatus rn fjdnd#i'll fill up my queue!! or at least try to do that once a week or smth just so my blog doesnt die but ahh#please dont forget abt me while im gone im so sad i love u guys n i will miss u so much 😔💔#rin.txt 💬
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