Completely feral Sephiroth and Genesis both stuffed into a single massive white t-shirt with 'This Is Our Get-Along Shirt' scribbled on in sharpie.

Extremely wiggly over wanting to write but not feeling any of my ideas/my characters voice/etc

i apologize for having great taste in everything. i'll do better. listening and learning.

good morning!!

back to looking for a job

why do i be nervous to say im trying to actually write characters. i need to be cringe, to be free. to be into doing silly fun things

actually, yknow, this isnt my next minecraft post so maybe ill just say Interesting story ahead, from when I was a kid. Its sort of a vent, but its also not something Im upset with or need help with, so more of just. if you want to read my ramblings of real life, keep reading

As a kid, I did indeed participate in halloween. Though, my first halloween I didn't really understand what it was and my mom just got me PJs that looked kinda like a doctor outfit, and i was like sick PJs are awesome. woo. then, I was into halloween some years in kindergarten - went as spiderman, went as bumblebee from transformers. was nice but I distinctly remember that a LOT of me as a kid... I didnt dress up for halloween. No, I didn't hate halloween. I'd go with my at the time best friend, and go door to door with him. I was afraid to be the one to knock on the door though. The main thing that was odd though, was that I was afraid to dress up. I remember one time my mom got a witch hat for her own costume and jokingly held it up to me like "you wanna try it on?" and i like, ran from it. thats the extent to which i didnt wanna wear a costume. I didnt wanna be out of place, though. I wanted to be seen as normal, but ultimately stood out as far less normal beinG THE ONLY KID IN THE CLASS WITH NO COSTUME. when i was like 13, I finally wore a costume. But its odd... I was always afraid of like, doing such a childish thing. ive always kinda had that fear, esp when i was a child... to do childish things. to be into childish things and i guess it just combined with my. desire to not stand out but also stand out at the same time idfk. I just felt too weird, too cringe. to enjoy myself and have fun.

I'm Choosing Violence

I woke up today realising there are very few objective truths. The only thing we can hold onto is the knowledge that both Ryan Ross and Jeremy Clarkson are sigma males.

my friend told me that her boyfriend got her a super cool rock while they were on vacation together and you would not BELIEVE my disappointment when i realized she was talking about her engagement ring

Are you mad at me? -> me to the disembodied manifestion of my past regrets and future mistakes

in a funky haze today

it genuinely makes me sad that “happy wife, happy life” is a phrase that means “I make my wife happy because if I don’t she’ll be annoying and fuck up my day” when it should mean “I keep my wife happy because seeing her smile genuinely makes my heart light up with mirth, I love hearing her joyful laugh, I love making her happy”

nothing hits quite like listening to by your side from omori and just, shutting down for a while as it's raining softly