Cannot believe I am writing this ! 5 years without my Abbie girl on 5/18 & I’m broken beyond repair 💔💜😢 not just my heart , my soul and every ounce of my being , this is not the shoes I ordered but they are the ones I got , life had never returned to “normal “ it’s the “new normal” full of anxiety and gut wrenching pain this is such a cray week as if you follow me on social media you saw the ups and downs only to end on the biggest low I think humanly possible. I still cannot believe she’s gone I cannot believe I got that call that it all happened and THIS is the life I was handed everything changed in a second I want my life back from pre 5/18/15 , Abbie has missed so much and people don’t realize how incredibly difficult it is to see her friends and kids her age and think “why?” “Why Abbie?” She absolutely LOVED life , family , friends , the sunshine , soccer , the beach , and making others HAPPY and that is what she brought me was pure happiness. I miss you #abbiegirl #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez #foreverheartbroken #grievingmother please share anything you do for @abbiezuko1 on social media and tag me please (wear purple , tie a purple ribbon, do an act of kindness, anything “ABBIE” help me get through this day it is what gets me through days like this and being with family ! Keep us in your prayers and Abbie please come to me in my dreams! #angelanniversary #wearpurpleforabbiez (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAT6jlGHpZb/?igshid=78bxuw9b4q81