replayed pesterquest and felt an uncontrollable urge to make this

current mood: cautiously optimistic

despite expectations, i quite enjoyed the new upd8. it was nothing special, but it was a fun little time with some jokes i genuinely chuckled at and some cute bits. the characters felt, well, like the characters i came to know and love throughout homestuck proper. i didnt hate ult dirk, inexplicably. this is a start, but its not a huge one. theres a lot of bad hanging over the head of homestuck 2 that tbh im entirely unsure theyll be able to salvage, but im cautiously optimistic slash going to keep reading. maybe itll be actually properly good! who knows. but right now i dont have that much faith in postcanon homestuck. that being said, this upd8 was serviceable/fun enough for me to at least have some hope. the terezi bits were a ton of fun, i found her interactions with ult dirk surprisingly enjoyable, and the john/sollux interactions were really fun actually. idk. its nothing amazing but its a hell of a lot better than what came before. we'll see how it goes.

favourite bit: john was roxy's bitches, because thats so true.

👀👀👀👀!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUGHORTHUIFGUH HIIIII!!!! :3 ok splitting this evenly between u and mac bc u both sent me MULTIPLE EYE EMOJIS!!! wonderful :3 thank u for giving me the opportunity 2 talk about my abandoned fics maybe it will give me inspiration 2 keep writing them??? perhaps??? unsure ANYWAY

OUGHHHHH ok ok gonna scroll thru my folders real quick. lets see hmmmm HOLY SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT MY MIDVALLEY THE HORNFREAK ORIGIN STORY FIC. forgot about that one. idk if i'll ever finish it because tb-fucking-h i fell out of trigun like super fast (the fandom's treatment of vash and ww has. really put me off. stop infantilizing vash and turning ww into a hot dangerous daddy dom i'm soooo fucking serious rn) my midvalley backstory it is still. sitting there. in my drafts. even if i never finish it perhaps i can put it in a google doc and send it 2 u and mac and the other hornfreakers!! but for now. here it sits. in the fic graveyard

in the same vein as that: trigun modern au roadtrip fic. i was so fucking excited about it i had a fucking blast writing the first few chapters, but again, Fandom Issues put me off (I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS URGHSGHHG I WANNA ENJOY MEDIA BUT SOME PEOPLE JUST MAKE ME AUTOMATICALLY ASSOCIATE THE MEDIA WITH THEIR SHIT TAKES AND PERCEPTIONS I'M GOING TO EAT A BRICK WALL) but also maybe i can throw it in a google doc and write out the plot points that were going to happen and toss it to the masses at some point??? it's just sitting there. looking at me. MENACINGLY

hmmmmm oh i had another trigun one i wanted 2 write. where after the events of trimax vash ends up going back to lena and staying with her and eventually meets livio again and then knives is still alive and then milly and meryl show up and they all get to live happily and everything. wonderful times <3 there was also ANOTHER one that was meant to be post canon trigun 98 where knives is being forcibly rehabilitated into society by vash and he is being such a little shit about it but he slowly but surely learns to love and be happy, and one day he's smiling and laughing with meryl as the two of them make soup in the kitchen while vash and milly play cards and eat donuts at the dinner table and he realizes huh. maybe it's a good thing i didn't destroy all of this. and i will never finish writing it but man it is always going to be a concept that i will hold dear to my heart

man this entire thing ended up being trigun huh. did not intend that but i got rambling <3 let's finish with a homestuck one!! i was going to write a post meat epilogue fic with ult!rose as the narrator bc we all know ult!dirk is a lying little bitch and does not talk about his feelings ever but ROSE sure as hell will talk about his feelings. not her own not EVER but she will put her father on blast at any opportunity she gets. i wanted to like. explore ult!dirk more thru her eyes bc he's so interesting to me but i never finished it. maybe i'll get back 2 it someday but for now it sits in the notes of my phone. half a chapter done. probably all it will ever be </3

Huh?? Wha??? What fuckin year is it, I haven’t posted in a hot minute… Uhhh here I drew this instead of sleeping. Ruler of the lore, this is Ultimate Athena. She’s the “original” one and made all the AU’s by writing fan fiction about herself in the book God used to write history in. (There’s a lot of lore) she’s a mixture of Ult Dirk, Bill cypher, and one of the Heathers. So basically she’s a little whiny bitch who was given admin privileges to the world. https://www.instagram.com/p/CoB3hwfs6Vt6qrQQpUNNzHexJSIz9JGyK-2PpA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

if I had the option to change one thing in pesterquest it would be that after ult dirk says "andrew hussie would never do this to me" the director says

"andrew hussie is a little bitch!!!!" and just bodies dirk