But what's worse?

Tellin' you my feelings

Or to die without revealing

That you got inside my head

And set a fire there instead?

Letting all my insecurity

Devour me with certainty

That love is just a currency

So take my pockets, take me home

Take my life, and take my soul

Wrap me in a wedding ring

You know I swear I'd give you anything

peril

Pairing: SasuSaku CW/choking stuff, nsfw

Six months past a world war, two weeks post-prison, and all he’s been dreaming of are her dangerous, beautiful hands. 

“Sasuke-ku—”

Everything burns:  His mouth on hers, every inch of skin, the palms of her hands. She kisses him back, fiercely, tapping around behind her to locate the lock on the door. Her fingers touch cool metal; he hardly gives her time.

Click.

She’s beyond caring about the sounds outside her door, because he’s crushing her against it to support her weight and her legs wind themselves around his hips and he’s hard, there, he’s ready and none of it ever needs discussion. Hates that his shirt is in the way and that she’s still at work for two more hours and she might just tear it to shreds anyway, there’s extras in the bottom of one of her desk drawers— 

“Tell me,” he hisses. Slams his hand against the door and kisses her neck, feeling her rabbitquick heartbeat beneath his lips and tongue. “How did you kill him? With these hands?”

Stronger than any man, causing earthquakes with a well-placed tap of her foot, tearing a fissure in the earth with the strength of one finger. She can play a destructive tune, rattling the ground and bringing an army to its own bruised knees. 

Six months past a world war, two weeks post-prison, and all he’s been dreaming of are her dangerous, beautiful hands. 

When she understands what he’s asking about, she almost laughs — instead it lodges itself somewhere in the folds of her vocal cords. Perplexing and wanton in the same shaky exhaled breath:  The day he watched her kill a man on their first mission just reunited as a dysfunctional triptych, there’s been a glimmer in his eyes she can’t quite parse.

Only he can do this, put her on display but also beg for clemency in some arcane code of silence composed only in the song of touching her.

But who was she, anyway, indulging it? She knows what they say; about their team, about her. About him. 

Who was she, imagining what it was to play with fire? 

“Of course,” she responds, tightening the embrace of her legs. Powerful, taut, the delicate threat. “People are … fragile.”

He groans, readjusts her hips, hand tangling in her hair and holding her head fast to the door. She trails her thin, cautioning fingers over his jaw and brushes the tips across the strong knot in his neck. 

He swallows, letting his eyes fall closed —  breaths ragged and cleaved from his throat in thirsty mania. 

“I broke him … with my bare hands,” she whispers. Places her fingers on the side of his neck, thumb poised on the apple of his beautiful throat. 

Another low, strange groan vibrates against the pad of her thumb, and his hand falls from her hair and now moves between them, making short work of the layers of fabric beneath her dress; she reciprocates quickly with the hand that’s free, scrapes of her fingernails singing songs against the metal of his buckle. The bones of her shoulderblades bruise against the door as she’s pinned.

Never moving her thumb from its threatening perch, a finger on the trigger.

“And me?” he croaks. She knows what he’s asking, do you hate me? Could you ruin me? 

The question is so sincere and perverse all at once that it threatens to undo her; his glittering, feral gaze skewers her right through. When he lifts her hips, brings her down hard on his cock, it tears a moan from her throat and now her thumb slips into the valley of his carotid artery, presses with a little more force now, and the potency of this feeling, and that frantic heartbeat, he realizes, is his, threading this lovely, breathless strangling sensation around his chest and he isn’t able to breathe, 

and he doesn’t fucking want to.

The OTP Game

Pick your 10 top OTPs without reading the questions: 1.  Mimato (Yamato Ishida × Mimi Tachikawa — Digimon Adventure) 2.  Clerith (Cloud Strife × Aerith Gainsborough — Final Fantasy VII) 3.  Zutara (Zuko × Katara — Avatar: The Last Airbender) 4.  VaniHopu (Hope Estheim × Oerba dia Vanille — Final Fantasy XIII) 5.  LuluShir (Lelouch Lamperouge × Shirley Fenette — Code Geass: Hangyaku no Lelouch) 6.  KAIMiku (KAITO × Miku Hatsune — Vocaloid) 7.  MaouEmi (Sadao Maou × Emi Yusa — Hataraku Maou-sama!) 8.  MikoChiyo (Mikoto Mikoshiba × Chiyo Sakura — Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun) 9.  Lancaster (Jaune Arc × Ruby Rose — RWBY) 10. SasuSaku (Sasuke Uchiha × Sakura Haruno — Naruto)

Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6 (KAIMiku)? In 2011 I got curious about wtf Hatsune Miku was and watched World is Mine then Another: World is Mine and it all went downhill from there :’D

Have you ever read a FanFiction about 2 (Clerith)? Yeah, but I haven’t read any in a VERY long time. I think the last FF I read for them was somewhere between 2002 and 2005, ahaha.

Has a picture of 4 (VaniHopu) ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr? No, actually.

If 7 (MaouEmi) were to suddenly break-up today, what would your reaction be? *SOBS GROSSLY*

Why is 1 (Mimato) so important? Mimato was the first fandom I ever truly was a part of when I was a teenager and then got back into when I picked up drawing again in my 20s. I made an LJ community (yamatoxmimi) and was friends with a lot of FFN writers back in it’s heyday; I keep in touch with a few oldfarts of the fandom. And it’s amazing that such a crack ship has so many supporters even to this day :> In their respective world though they’re 1/4 of the Chosen Children. As a pairing, they’re not important towards the story at all considering they only interact once in the series, bahaha... *cries softly*

Is 9 (Lancaster) a funny ship or a serious ship? More of a funny ship though they have their serious moments.

Out of all of the ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry? Ahhh, it’s so hard to choose?! I’m going to say Zutara. They went from bitter enemies to trusting each other, a betrayal and then earning that trust back to eventually becoming a power duo. They’ve both had similar life experiences that they’ve bonded over and the tension between them urrghh. And they just work so well together. I’ll be honest though, Clerith probably has the best chemistry, especially since they pretty much were attracted to each other on their first meeting. But instead of having this entire post be about Clerith, I figure I’d talk about another pair, hahaha.

Out of all of your ships listed, which ship has the strongest bond? CLERITH, fosho. Their love transcends death *cries* Aerith’s presence lives on in Cloud and helps him even in the Lifestream; they’re connected to each other spiritually. Though literally SasuSaku has the strongest bond. I mean Naruto as a whole is about bonds, especially within Team 7, hehe. Y’know maybe I should switch my answers for this with the last one, lmao.

How many times have you read/watched 10’s (SasuSaku) fandom? Hoo boy, going through all of Naruto is a job, but I think I’ve re-read part 1 of the manga like 2-3 times while it was still in syndication. I dropped it a little bit into part 2 then picked it back up near the end and I don’t follow Boruto at all, but I did read the Sarada side-story after the original manga ended. I’ve watched all of Naruto’s original anime once, but only about 5 episodes of Shippuden.

Which ship has lasted the longest? In real life? Clerith. In universe? SasuSaku.

How many times, if ever, has 6 (KAIMiku) broken up? Hard to say since I don’t know all of their songs. Also depends on which version of a certain song you consider your canon (i.e. From Y to Y). But that’s the beauty of Vocaloid: you can use the characters as you see fit :>

If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 2 (Clerith) or 8 (MikoChiyo)? LMAOO, Clerith, hands-down. I can’t even imagine Mikorin and Chiyo in a zombie situation unless it was one of Nozaki’s manga ideas xD

Did 7 (MaouEmi) ever have to hide their relationship for any reason? Yeah, as individuals they do. Emi as the Hero Emilia Justina and Maou as Demon Lord Satan. And it’s very strongly hinted that Emi harbors feelings for Maou which she denies/hides. I’d imagine if they got together they might try to hide their relationship for awhile if they were to ever return to Ente Isla but we’ll just have to wait and see since HataMaou isn’t over yet :)

Is 4 (VaniHopu) still together? QAQ noo… They’re doomeddestined to be star-crossed lovers till the end of time. In fact the last time they were together were in the original FFXIII ;^;

Is 10 (SasuSaku) canon? *flails and cheers* It’s the only pairing on my list that’s outright confirmed and shown being canon. And it still feels so good after 15+ years of shipping it.

If all 10 ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win? HMMM. About half of my list is power couples so this is a toughy. BUT I think LuluShir would, if only because Lelouch would use his geass to come out on top, lmao. Though thinking about eye powers now, SasuSaku might because of Sasuke’s Rinnegan. Definitely a tough choice between those two pairs; depends on whose eye would trump the other :D

Has anybody ever tried to sabotage 5’s (LuluShir) ship? Beeeeesiiiiides the other Lulu ships…? *shields* Not really sabotage, but C.C. said it was a bad idea for Lelouch to get involved with Shirley if he wanted to pursue his dream (please excuse is this is wrong, it’s been so long since I’ve watched Code Geass. Definitely need to do a rewatch soon esp with the upcoming third season). And… oh… well, I guess Rolo >_> *cough*

Which ship would you defend to the death and beyond? Alllllll of theeeeeem~ But my OTP of all OTPs will always be Clerith, so them first and foremost.

Do you spend hours a day going through 3’s (Zutara) tumblr page? Not at all until very recently (like since a week ago). It was always a ship I idly supported until I got back into ATLA again, and now I’m hopeless :’D

If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break up forever or else she’d break them all forever, which ship would you sink? I… well, most of them are impossible or separated somehow anyway… but… M-Mi…mato…? Because it’s utter crack and they only interacted on-screen once (thanks to tri) so nothing would change anyway ;-; I was going to suggest MikoChiyo, but at least they have their canon friendship (which is BEAUTIFUL btw) so I gotsta pick the obv pair that has no chemistry except in fanon.

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Relationship Status: Single

Favorite Color: nayv blue

Lipstick or Chapstick: none 

Last Song I Listened To: Bath Room - the GazettE

Last Movie I Watched: I guess it was Brother Bear, i love this film too much!

Top Three TV Shows:

Code Black

Stranger Things

The Office

Top Three Characters:

Donquixote Corazon (One Piece)

Gandalf (The Lord of the Rings)

Obi-wan Kenobi (Star Wars)

Top Three Ships

Sasuke Uchiha x Sakura Uchiha (SasuSaku)

Viktor Nikiforov x Yuuri Katsuki (Viktuuri)

Takaishi Takeru x Yagami Hikari (Takari)

Now I tag @nataliebgdh, @behindheremeraldeyes, @atraido-pelo-labirinto, @theyllhideeverywhere, @nakamatoo♥

OMG THIS SONG IS BACK ON SPOTIFY OMG OMG

This was taken off a few months ago randomly

Anyways this is super SasuSaku coded so listen to it please🙏🙏🙏

Sasusaku Lyrics

Halsey lyrics that are SASUSAKU coded (well at least in my mind lol) "I get undertones of sadness When I think about the moments That I never got to spend with you I can't decide If I love you more in morning Or I love you more at night With its luminous lux tides Maybe in the daylight All its pretty madness And the complicated status 'Cause the moon don't pick sides And the sun won't resign Until you're by my side Because the longing leads to leaving And the loving leads to bleeding And your beauty is a blessing And I never got to tell you how I lovе the way my eyes makе yours look green too" -Ya'aburnee Halsey

Never knew the feeling of a stable home Been a couple years of living on the road Couldn't really tell you where they'd leave a stone To visit me when I am dead and gone Darling don't you weep There's a place for me Somewhere we can sleep See you in your dreams Darling don't you cry Head fast toward the light Foolish men have tried But only you have shown me how to love being alive -Darling Halsey I find it very, very easy to be true I find myself alone when each day is through Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you Because you 're mine, I walk the line Because you're mine, I walk the line You've got a way to keep me on your side You give me cause for love that I can't hide For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide -I Walk the Line Halsey Your eyes, so crisp, so green Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet .... The truth is this That I've never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss And I'm terrified, but I can't resist .... And I wonder if it goes too far to say I've never recognized a purer face You stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place Used to think that lovin' meant a painful chase But you're right here now and I think you'll stay -Finally//Beautiful Stranger Halsey {Halsey is my fav artist, and these are the lines I can think of that just remind me so much of SasuSaku!! again you can find these song on my very long and growing SasuSaku Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4xpWlmUlZAnxbmwFf5NE1Z?si=83fdbd599b61409b}