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#the woman said she was adopted as a child and doesn't know korean/her korean name
yuugami-tan · 2 years
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just watched ode to my father..............CRIED SO MUCH
#when i say cry i mean like GENUINE sobs dude oh my god#SUCH A GOOD MOVIE#it takes place from the korean war to present day#following a guy who lost touch his father and little sister after escaping from north korea#he was carrying his sister on his back while boarding a US warship that was going to bring ppl to safety#and she fell off him into the water. he wanted to go down to save her but his father did instead#telling him that he'd be the head of the house until he (dad) and little sister came back to find him#main guy dedicates his life to following his dad's words and. oooouuuguhhhghhhhgjhhhhh#a very bittersweet ending........MORE SWEET THAN BITTER..............but still bitter nonetheless#i really really sobbed near the end because an amazing thing happened and#it showed clips of people reuniting with the loved ones they were separated from during the war#the organizers contact deoksu (main guy) saying they might have found his father but it wasn't a match#and then they contact him again about his sister.#the woman said she was adopted as a child and doesn't know korean/her korean name#deoksu says his sister has a mole behind her left ear#SHE MOVES HER HAIR TO SHOW BEHIND HER EAR#AND SHE HAS THE MOLE. AND SHE HAS THE CLOTHES SHE WAS WEARING THAT DAY. AND SHE SAID THE EXACT THING DEOKSU HAD TOLD HER BEFORE SHE FELL#and that was when i started SOBBINGGGGGGGGGGG I CRIED SO HARD I HAVE NEVER CRIED THAT HARD FROM A MOVIE#i was already crying leading up to that part too cuz of the real clips they showed#but man. my eyes are still puffy now#i am just very very touched by beautiful moments like that okay.........#i see a family reuniting and i'm immediately in tears it's very shrimple#BUT YEAH AMAZING MOVIE#it was funny and interesting and awww and lol cringe and OUCH MY HEART. truly amazing#100/10 would recommend#my professor was like 'oh yeah this is a nice movie :)' THAT WAS AN UNDERSTATEMENT SIR
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charmers-kpop · 5 years
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{ Basics }
• Birth Name // Matsuzaki Fumiko {松崎 文子}
↪Japanese: ‘pine tree cape’. This name is found mostly in both the Tōkyō area and on the island of Kyūshū
↪From Japanese 文 (fumi) meaning to "sentence" and 子 (ko) meaning "child."
• Other Name(s) // --
• Stage Name // Fumiko
↪'Fumi-unnie', 'Team Too Posh', 'Fumiko-chan', 'Fumi-zumi', 'Mama Long Neck'
• Birth Date // 10:03AM. October 28th (dd. Nov 25), 1999
↪Scorpio, the Scorpion
↪Due to complications with her mother's placenta placement, she had to endure a C-section, along with being 4 weeks born prematurely.
• Birth Place // Shinjuku, Japan
• Heritage // 100% Japanese
{ Career }
• Profession // Rapper, vocalist, singer-songwriter
• Band/Group // CHARMERS (매혹하는)
• Position // Main Rapper, Lead Vocalist
• Agency // HeartEater Events & Artist Management
• Training Period // 1 year, 3 months
{ Personality }
{+} Organized | Diligent | Gentle
• Fumiko knows that the best way to complete a task is by being organized. Planning out every hour of the day in order to get the most out of life. She finds having a schedule and weekly planning to be rather cathartic and eases her soul when she knows what happens next in her schedule. Her members often talk about their future plans casually without thinking too much, meanwhile Fumiko planned her life out up til the day she dies, and at first it's odd but the members get used to hearing her ask what's next in the schedule. She feels complete with a plan and always sticks to it like glue.
• When Fumiko has a goal, she is laser focused on it and will push herself past her own limits if it means success. She was always taught that her sex was deemed inferior in the business world so she always has to try 10 times harder then the boys, and she's willing to do that even if she knows that it's a very sexist way of thinking with a small sliver of truth behind it. Being surrounded by diligent people also pushed her limits to do everything and succeed in it, which is why she is very multitalented in various things.
• Fumiko is usually strict on herself but when it came to others, she takes on a whole different approach. She is instead laid back and more gentle, a trait she's learnt being a woman and being around sensitive people, mainly women. She herself feels empathy towards other's suffering and often is obliged to help them out and give them some sort of moral support even if she cannot directly relate to what said others are suffering about. She still tries her best and hoped that it showed.
{<} Passive | Picky Romantic | Mature
• Her quiet nature can easily be misconstrued as reserved or even standoffish seeing as she rarely talks. Still, she does enjoy being around people, even if she doesn’t contribute to the conversation in any way. Fumiko has always been a rather passive soul. She isn’t one to start a fight or an argument and will only fight back in order to defend herself. The only times she will be the aggressor is if someone were to hurt or threaten someone she cares about. She will often take a backseat in conversations, activities, even battle if she can.
• Despite all this, Fumiko is a hopeless romantic who thinks Shojou mangas are accurate depictions of romance. Because of this she has a tendency to develop crushes, multiple ones, at a ridiculous rate. This could be her peers, famous people, or characters from shows and books. These crushes are to be taken lightly though— because even Fumiko herself doesn’t even consider them serious. She is, rather, extremely picky with whom she would consider date material as she has a whole list of traits she wants in a man (or woman, if given the chance) that spans pages and often contradicts herself in her diary.
• For most of her life, Fumiko has been expected to be mature and disciplined. She is used to being treated as an adult and treating her like a teenager will likely upset her. Since interactions with children or people her age were almost nonexistent, she tends to treat everyone as an adult and is confused by immaturity. Resulting in this, she never understood the point of whining about things, petty fights, unprofessionalism or even simply memes because she's a dense as a brick when it came to those especially
{–} Unforgiving | Stubborn | Secretive
•Everything needs to be in place, the dominoes must fall according to her dictation, and therefore life must play to her liking. If Fumiko's thought through a plan, she's thought through it a thousand times and if anything fails, it frustrates her and she tends to punish herself mentally, verbally, and physically. She's unforgiving of her own mistakes and is less forgiving of repeated mistakes whether it was on her behalf or someone else she is close with. This leads into an obsessive downward spiral of self esteem. Though when it comes to the mistakes of others, she’s more forgiving for a first offense and will offer corrective help—whether they want it or not. But continued mistakes will often be taken as an intentional insult against her which will result in the most cold, awkward and silent treatment in this plane of fricken existence.
• Fumiko's a stubborn soul who is rooted in the 'this is how I do things' mindset and follows the beat of her own drum. If she thinks she's right, it'll take a lot of evidence to make her think otherwise. Whether that be tied to religion, science or just any kind of resource, you better bring a whole Illiad's worth of information to feed into this stubborn mind. Her stubbornness isn’t loud or obvious. Instead she’s a quiet and passive person who’s stubbornness can be seen in her silent disobedience or an obvious look of "I see you speak but I’m not listening."
• Despite her gentle and soft outward exterior, Fumiko keeps everyone at arm's length and holds her cards close to her chest. She's reserved with her true emotions and dislikes nosy people who wish to see past the mask. She's been taken advantage of for having a heart on your sleeve attitude and so she prefers to just keep everyone out of the loop of what happens in her mind because she deems it irrelevant and unnecessary.
{ Trivia }
• She's actually hardcore questioning her sexuality after she met the Crackheads of CHARMERS.
• (but tbh she's into those types too sksk)
• She stumbled upon HeartEater when she was looking for an entertainment label to train in since she only wanted to gain experience in producing rap tracks but ended up finding herself in vocal and dance classes, and soon in a girl group with other women. So it just happened and she took the opportunity
• Fumiko was last to come into her group as she had almost no knowledge of the Korean language but was learning day and night throughout her training period to get the basics down and once she was put in the final lineup, she didn't feel as alone anymore.
• Being allergic to fur meant that Fumiko can't go too close to Pearl's dog Theia without the urge to sneeze and get skin irritations, so to have something alive from home with her in the dorm and also give the dog a playmate, she brought her 1 and a half year old female calico Devon Rex named Kaeru.
• She found Kaeru off the side of a road in a box and adopted her when no one else wanted to just because she needed a little tummy surgery.
• She found it peculiar that someone would throw out a kitten, mind you a sickly kitten, that 1. Would be expensive to buy from a breeder because of their high rarity and 2. Would be sold at high prices in Japan at auctions, when they could be making hundreds of thousands of Yen if they were smart and chose to keep and take care of the kitten in the first place.
• She will also sometimes read her mangas and watch some documentaries as well as anime with the girls.
• She was nicknamed 'Mama Long Neck' for the distance between her jaw and her shoulders and how her short hair accentuated how long her neck was. Fumiko herself found it weird that the girls would choose something so weird to name her after, but after a while she didn't think too much of it.
• She always says that she prefers short hair as it was easier for her to move around and do things without feeling hot in the neck and back area as well as having it fly all over her face when she performs.
• She and Nerissa are a part of 'Team Too Posh' for their 'uptight' personality traits and behaviours around the group and just new people in general.
• She HATES psychologists and psychiatrists with her whole life. She just sees them as over glorified mind readers, but if she were to meet one in person, she'd be agreeing to their professional opinion because she doesn't wanna be a dick (hYpOcRiTe)
• She hates the idea of being able to read minds and body language because she's afraid of being predictable and vulnerable to those around her, which is why she keeps everyone (except Kaeru of course) at arm's length
• Favorite food: Salmon
• Favorite drink: Any kind of herbal tea
• Her current concerns: how to keep Kaeru from randomly licking the dirty ass fLOOR–
• Her future goals: to be able to produce good and enjoyable music for years to come
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