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dustykneed · 4 months

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The Doctor is hurting, Spock realises, and it sinks like a stone in his chest, terrible and suffocating-- he has been hurting for very, very long. Leonard clings to his shirt and he shakes and shakes and does not seem to be capable of stopping.

Spock has never seen him so fractured.

Spock has never been so terrified in his life.

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in spirit a semi-continuation of yesterday's insane word dump: in fact the long story short before spock drags bones to jim is bones breaking down in front of spock when spock tries to bring him to jim, spock being very worried because the logical solution to him is to make them talk and he doesn't understand why bones is so desperately, vehemently against the idea of talking to jim at the moment. ("Doctor- Leonard, might I ask, are you opposed to conversing with Jim indefinitely, or temporarily?") and they talk and he begins to understand that bones needs time to adjust and to heal (in the sense that you're supposed to adjust to food in small portions after a period of starvation, bones needs time to adjust to knowing that spock (and jim, too, but he can't make himself believe it at the moment) care for him as much as he does them).

personally about aos jim vs tos jim (solely based off of vibes and whatever i've picked up from absolutely barrelling through the trek tags on ao3 every few weeks): in my head tos jim is much more in touch with the emotional needs of the people he's closest with and he's very good at wading through the hangups or navigating the boundaries of the rest of the triumvirate, while aos jim is very >:333 and he's got that bright-eyed, bushy-tailed sort of enthusiasm about everything that catches his eye and that results in him being less attuned to other people's unspoken emotional needs. and to expand on this i strongly headcanon that aos spock in fact takes on tos jim's emotional attunement more quickly than aos jim himself (partially because it is incredibly interesting but also it makes so much sense in my head. seriously when i have more brain juice ill yell about it more) LIKE. for aos spock and bones, they get each other on an emotional level and it scares the hell out of both of them but they make it work incredibly well.

if y'all read this far thank you so much !!! appreciate y'all so much here's some aos spones (pre mcspirk?) fluff as your reward (BONES TUMMY BONES TUMMY BONES T) (ABSOLUTE CUTIES BOTH OF THEM)

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williamshieldshorses · 7 years

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INSIDE.........Garden or Ghetto? Maybe a bit of both?????

Years ago there was the phrase,”Your thoughts are like seeds. You must plant them and water them to make them grow.” And that was ‘true’ fr the most part

.back THEN..........But what about NOW?

EVERYTHING HAS BEEN SPED UP!!Time, Energies, Results, creations......REALITY!!!!!

SO.what does that have to do with YOU?????EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

What you are doing within your own Mind is creating YOUR Reality!

ALL of the “Tools” in this Blog have been shared with you with ONE GOAL - To help you realize that YOU HAVE A CHOICE in your Life!

Are you CHOOSING a Garden or a Ghetto??

Most of us have both due to : What we have believed about ourselves, who we have listed to, what we have listened to, what we have watched, what we have been told is “truth”.

Creating the manifestation of your INNER THOUGHTS/BELIEFS has never been faster in our lifetime..............and it will be only speeding up from here.

So.why should you care? Can’t you jut “float along’ in your Life, taking things as they come along, listening to whatever THEY tell you that will make you Happy.?

SURE! Go ahead!!! This IS a “free will zone” after all........

BUT.....

How deep and lasting is that Happiness?

If it’s simply a reflection of the OUTER it’s about as lasting as “dust in the wind” as the song says.

Is that how you want your Life to be?

It’s YOUR CHOICE: Float like a piece of paper in the wind

CREATE from Within - have the Lasting, Delightful Reality YOU DESERVE!

Next time: The Duality within you...............

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