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thesmokinpossum · 1 year
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for real tho, i managed to get away from the inherently erroneous belief that people are against me by default quite a long time ago but my traumas still manifest in the latent belief that people kinda forget me the minute they stop seeing me on the reg so it's incredicly comforting/validating but a little hard to believe when people say or do things that very much confirm that they still think and care about me even if they haven't see me in quite a while, idk
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Spider-Web ||A.T|| PT.1
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MODERN!AU Aemond Targaryen X OC!
Every time he recalls the afternoon he must always drab on and on about how painful it was for him to endure. But it wasn’t all that bad.
Thats when he saw her.
She wasn’t remarkably out of place by any means. But her smile was bright — brighter than the sun, even from where he was standing, he could see her eyes light up with each grin and chorus of laughter. The air around her just seemed so pure, a light in the dark, an ignite to any flame. And, perhaps cliche as it sounds, she was like gasoline to Aemond’s fire. And with a small but sharp glimpse, he was utterly and completely obsessed.
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WARNINGS: Drug Use, Excessive Alcohol Use, Aemond being an average Joe Goldberg motherfucker, Obsessive behaviour, depraved thoughts, Aegon is his own warning but he’s mostly just an idiot.
It was summer — he recalled. In fact, a late afternoon in summer where the heat was just right, not too uncomfortable and not too hot if one wasn’t to move out of the shade. It was the perfect day, a southernly draft kicked through a nice cool breeze to soothe the exceptionally sized gathering of people and offer just the slightest amount of respite from the suns glare, even as it began to slowly fall.
Even through the trees of his families estate, the sun beamed harsh and bright. Enough that many party goers migrated to the pergola, closest to the house and those who were dripping wet from their recent escapades in the pool lounged calmly on the decking to dry off.
All these people, here at the behest of his own brother.
A scoff fell from his lips as he scanned the bodies polluting the family’s auspicious garden. Aemond was convinced his brother had no clue who half these people were, and yet here they were creating so much noise. It was pathetic. Truly. Half of them too drunk to hold conversations, let alone hold what was in their stomach and the other half obnoxiously filling the air and therefor Aemonds ears with absolute nonsensical garbage.
Helaena had left some time ago, the regret protruding from his sneer manifested into a low growl. He should’ve gone with her, at least whatever insolent and inconsequential dribble she would get up too is far more entertaining than the sight of high and drunk twenty-something year olds.
Every time he recalls the afternoon he must always drab on and on about how painful it was for him to endure. But it wasn’t all that bad.
Thats when he saw her.
She wasn’t remarkably out of place by any means. But her smile was bright — brighter than the sun, even from where he was standing, he could see her eyes light up with each grin and chorus of laughter. The air around her just seemed so pure, a light in the dark, an ignite to any flame. And, perhaps cliche as it sounds, she was like gasoline to Aemond’s fire. And with a small but sharp glimpse, he was utterly and completely obsessed.
No… Dear reader, this is not a story of joy. It’s one marked with depravity, callousness, and how ones obsession rules them utterly and completely. There is no good end — after all, who better to get away with crimes than a rich man with just the right amount of people in his back pocket.
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“Can you hurry it up, girl. I’d like to get there sometime this century.”
Eveline sighed and adjusted her outfit for the fourth time, looking at herself in the mirror and catching the glance at her own reluctant reflection. “Y’know what… I think I change my mind, I don't think I’m really feeling it today…” she slumped down onto the edge of her bed, not particularly bothered if she undid any of the work she just spent on her hair fifteen minutes prior. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to go, she was merely feeling a little flat overall and didn’t want to bring down the mood. Not to mention how incredibly exhausting it was being dragged to someones house party where she knew approximately three people and two of those were acquaintances.
“Nuh-uh, you’re not bailing on me again… This isn’t some shitty house party out in the suburbs - alright? Lea really swindled us an in with this. Apparently the dude throwing it, is like… insanely rich and super good looking too. We might get you a sugar daddy after all, so you can quit your a million jobs—.”
“Three, is a normal amount of jobs, I’ll have you know.” Eveline scoffed, rolling her eyes at her companion. Sasha, for all the trouble she brings, there’s never been a single time in her life where she’s let Eveline down, and that reason alone is enough to encourage her to at least do her the courtesy of going to a party.
Sasha pulls a face, looking her friend up and down, “sure, Jan.” The reference doesn't go unnoticed by Eveline who simply nudges her before getting up. Without saying so much in words, both girls understood that this was the universally known signal that there was indeed no one changing their mind on going to a party.
All the years of friendship, sprouting from early childhood to now, the two friends always had a funny way of communicating even the slightest of issues, with just small gestures.
With just one look, one could tell if the other needed back-up, or if they needed the other to stay within a safe distance. Much like this particular instance, Eveline coming to her friends aid sometime between the third mojito and the pool incident at this egregiously wealthy party.
A group of guys had situated themselves in the ever boisterous Sasha’s presence - not to mention how much more unhinged she got the drunker she gets - but the bubbly personality was always a hit with different types of people and different intentions. Usually by the eighth or ninth drink, that's usually when the word threesome gets thrown around in the drunken woman's vocabulary. And without fail, Eveline was there to monitor the situation so no one was being taken advantage of.
However, being one's drunken babysitter almost always meant that they would be on clean up patrol and then gradual chauffeur back to somewhere safe and familiar. (I.e, Eveline’s flat.)
Luckily neither of the girls were at that point yet, but Sasha was edging dangerously close to that line and thankfully for her, Eveline was passively overseeing the chatter from her friend to the group of guys lounging on the freshly cut lawn before them.
One of the men, was clearly wiped out and most likely coked out of his mind based on his mannerisms; was trying a little too hard to impress the two women before him. He had seen the pair come in together which was odd, considering he had definitely not met either of them before this particular day, and that alone piqued his interest.
He was even convinced that perhaps one of the two had been a drunken hook up and he had forgotten their face — but no, he would definitely recognise the shape of their bodies at least.
“— sorry I didn’t catch your name?” Her voice, as sweet as honey and as calming as Valium. Sure she was being polite, with all the party ruckus and all but hearing her speak alone was enough for the man to picture the most depraved scenarios involving the woman in front of him. Not to mention, the way she lounged casually and comfortably, peacefully blending within the intricately cut shrubbery that surrounded them. If he hadn't known better, he’d have thought she was an art piece, a sculpture even.
“Aegon.” He winked at her.
On the contrary, despite her cool composure she was almost certain this man was so drunk and high that he wasn’t comprehending his surroundings. His eyes were darting all over the place, he was sweating profusely, more than the others that were sitting around her and his pupils were so large that she was convinced his eye colour was truly just black.
Not to mention, the strange name.
She hadn’t heard anything like that before.
“I haven’t heard anything like that before..”
His lips pulled into a slight smirk, ah, she was ignorant. Unaware of the importance of his family and their large fortune. My, wasn’t he going to have fun with this one. The best ones are always the ones out of the loop, they’re easier to manipulate and bend to his own sick will.
What was he going to say this time? That his uncommon name comes from his perfect and long lineage, that it was documented to be a direct link to royal ties… In a country no one knows about of course… Or… Was it that his family are eccentric enjoyers of the exotic, citing that all their children’s names come from uncommon wildflowers… Or was it as simple as being cool and collected, shrugging it off as unique…
“It’s unique…” He shrugs it off, being cool and collected as he awaits her reaction.
Okay… Well now he’s simply taking the piss.
Their first interaction hadn’t gone much further than this, that was a part of Aegon’s game after all — be mysterious and intriguing enough to get the attention he craves. Unfortunately for him Eveline wasn’t for grandiose gestures, it was uncomfortable enough for her that she was in probably the most expensive house and backyard she’ll ever set foot in. But it wouldn’t benefit her in any way to get entangled with a rich guy. ‘Rich guys that show interest in the working class always have an agenda,’ she had once lectured Sasha about her friend's entanglement with some CEO’s son. Quite frankly it was an agenda that she chooses to opt out of for her own wellbeing and personal reasons beyond that.
Aegon was sure he had his in, when shortly after their small conversation Eveline had excused herself and left, looking as lost as ever as she navigated through the gardens, under the pergola and into the house in search for a little more quiet. So many smells, chatter, noise… Not to mention the heat was beginning to close in on her and brew up nastily, if she didn’t find respite from the overstimulation, she was sure to burst.
Given the temperature, the party is exclusively outside which provides much needed peace, quiet and shade. She wasn’t ever one to snoop, and if the ornate interior design of the open living dining area and kitchen were to say anything, she definitely wasn’t going to be snooping in some Rich guy's house. She didn’t even know what the big deal was with the guy, she hadn’t seen him before… On social media that is, given that it was her most direct source of news these days. It gave her the impression that maybe he was simply a parasite to a family fortune, taking into account the artwork that was strung around the place.
She didn’t strike him for a man who cared for art, or had taste for that matter and as simple and strange as the art was, it indicated wealth and power. Giving herself a mental note to steer clear from the phallic shaped vase, haphazardly sat upon a podium without any protection. That was a disaster waiting to happen, and it was a disaster she wanted no part in——
“I would say it's impolite to snoop, but I have to say you look as comfortable as that rug to be in here right now.”
Smooth, velvety and calm. No less, the sudden voice startled her from looking at the art any further. Her heart racing ever so slightly, and her eyes widening with shame, flickering to the auspicious bear skin rug that was splayed on the floor. Yes… the kind with paws and all still attached to it.
“S-sorry! I didn’t mean to intrude.” Her eyes slowly flicker up to the owner of the masterfully delicate voice. He stood tall, despite leaning on the kitchen counter, a glass of wine in his hand and silky smooth hair that was as long as her own. It was clear based on the colour of hair alone, that she was in the presence of Aegon’s brother. Not particularly ideal for her case. At least he seemed well adjusted in comparison.
“If you think stepping a foot and a half into the house is intruding, I’d hate to imagine what you consider is a pleasantry.” His tone was deadpan, clearly and obviously jesting at her already obvious overly-apologetic nature. However, it only seem to fumble Eveline more, not expecting a person to be here and not expecting said person to have such a… distractingly beautiful voice.
Her palms began to sweat, unsure how to proceed with this situation.
He watched as she shifted her weight from foot to foot, either in an attempt to help her think quickly or to self soothe from his unintentional ambush. Truly, he hadn’t meant to meet her like this… Well… So soon, he was in the midst of concocting some grand plan. Find out her name. Where she works. Who her friends are. Where she lives. Yet here she was, right in-front of him (more like across the room) and she was flustered.
As much as he enjoyed observing the way her body was reacting to being put on the spot, he was growing tired of the lack of interaction occurring. He hadn’t counted on her being quite literally the most polite and accommodating person on the planet when he spoke up. Yet it still endeared him, he is yet to ignite that fire within her.
“I must apologize, I didn’t think I startled you that bad.” He briefly held a hand to his chest, slightly bowing his head. He wasn’t truly sorry, more or less trying to throw out a line, in hopes that she might bite and continue to speak with him.
She shook her head, a smile pulling at the corner of her lips as she awkwardly tried to muster up some semblance of a sentence, “I-I don’t think you need to apologize for anything… It’s your house after-all.”
Got you. Without revealing too much in her words, it was plenty for him to work with, for him to weave a little web and slowly get what he wanted… Which was her.
“So…” He gestured toward the window, presumably at the gathering that was outside, “you must be acquainted with my brother then?”
He knew the answer, no girl of her essence would clamber around Aegon, vying for his attention and be used by the whims of his own depravity. It did beg the question, however, what was a girl like her doing at his family's estate with the likes of his brothers crowd.
“U-uhm… well not exactly — I-uh… I guess you could say I'm a plus one?” She visibly began to relax, her shoulders dropped and her arms no longer stuck rigid against her body. Which is exactly what he wanted to see, his calming allure clearly enticing her somewhat, even if she wasn’t fully aware of it. “I did talk to your brother though… I think it would be pretty rude to show up to a party and not at least greet the host.” She smiled sheepishly, looking down at her hands which picked at one another. In her head, a war was going on, calling herself out for being so damn awkward but it was only because she was in search of somewhere safe to gather her thoughts and then he came along which disrupted her soothing thoughts.
“Then I wish you the best of luck…” He trailed off, looking at her with an expectant look.
“Eveline… But - uh.. feel free to call me Eve…or uhm… Lynn?”
What was she doing? No one ever called her Lynn before, why would she start introducing herself like that now? Completely, utterly embarrassing. Lynn was the name she would take up in the retirement home, not the name she would use at age twenty-three. She was not going to forget about this interaction for the next seven to ten years.
Aemond raised his glass of wine up, a polite smile on his lips as he took a short and poise sip, “best of luck out there Eveline,” he pushed off from the counter and exited the kitchen without another word. Leaving the poor girl standing awkwardly as she barely fumbled out a ‘i didn’t catch…’ but he was long gone by then.
You see, unlike his brother Aegon, Aemond has the patience of a crocodile. Scanning the object of his desire and studying it, the inside and the out, their routine, what time they leave for work and what time they get home. He would bide his time, and strike when the moment decided it so. It wouldn’t hurt to dabble a little bit of intrigue and mystery in the meantime, that’s where the differences lie between him and Aegon. His petulant older brother thinks he has mastered the art of planting the seed of ambiguity to raise curiosity in a woman, but he hasn’t got the slightest clue on how to lure a woman in with wit.
If all went according to plan, he wouldn’t need to deviate off his path. But that still won’t stop him from knowing everything about Eveline..
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jellijellybean · 2 months
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Ello new writer I think ur writing is fantastic don't be so hard on yourself!! Are you interested in getting a beta readerr perchance becuz BOY I need an extension to gojos like u cant just leave me out like this ????
thank you, i appreciate your kind words. but you can't just say perchance and expect me to be normal about it.
anyway more thoughts on gojo below because he makes me insane.
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gojo is someone who only has little time for himself or the things he loves. i mean, can you even imagine having the responsibility of being the strongest resting on your shoulders? so when he finds the time, even if it's for an hour, a few minutes, or a couple of seconds i guarantee he'd spend it with you. because to him you mean everything.
when he's with you he's given just enough of a distraction to forget himself. forget that persona he wears and instead be his real true self. the side where he doesn't hide away his insecurities, his darkest thoughts, his pain and his anger.
you give him an escape. a way to feel like the average joe for as long as he's with you and to say the least, my man really needs it. gojo is someone with a hard shell to crack but i know for a fact that if someone ever gives the time and effort to break through it, he won't let you go afterwards. have you seen him with geto? ten years later, he still calls him his best friend while he’s running a damn cult and killing humans left and right. now imagine if you meant more to him than that, i mean it, he really won't let you go.
he just seems so clingy to me. like downright whiny if you don’t place your one-hundred percent attention on him. you know when you have a pet and they won’t leave you alone, following you around in all areas of your home and sometimes waking up and seeing them right beside you? yeah. that’s him. your doors and windows could have been locked, and he wouldn’t have had his key, but you would still wake up with his arms around your torso — pulling you tight to his chest while he sleeps. he doesn't like leaving you alone. when you both have the time to sit and watch a movie or he drags you along one of his missions out of town and you find yourself chilling on the couch or bed watching a movie. and he’ll casually place his hand on your thigh or your calf, your shoulder if he’s close enough. maybe your hand if he’s feeling like it. in general, expect his touch.
that leads me to what everyone wants.
during sex, gojo expects close proximity. he rarely lets anyone within his vicinity so expect this to be a tender and loving moment for him.
he'll be pulling you into his arms right after the high starts to fade, face pressed into your neck, and he's aware of how big and lanky he is so he won't be putting his full weight on you. he'll cup your face, thumb tracing the skin of your cheek when he presses kiss after kiss onto your lips.
gojo isn't one for talking during intimacy, not too much of a dirty talker but he doesn't have an issue with letting out the soft noises he makes. you could make a symphony with his quiet gasps and drawn-out moans, maybe he'd throw in a curse word here and again, but ultimately he saves his words for after. when you witness his smile and soft gaze that traces your face before he bites his lip teasingly as he drags his eyes lower and lower.
“..you’re beautiful.” he'll whisper into your mouth with a kiss, like a secret no one else must know. “everything i could ever ask for.” he's sweet like that and wants you to know it.
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April is sexual awareness month 
Since this is near and dear to my heart and with the conviction of Bill Cosby, R Kelly, and many others lately, I wanted to give everybody some staggering facts about sexual abuse.
* Approximately OLNY 30% of sexual assault cases are reported to authorities.
* 962,939 cases of child sexual abuse were reported in 2012. 
* There was a 56% decline in physical abuse and a 62% decline in sexual abuse.
* On average, there are 321,500 victims (age 12 or older) of rape and sexual assault each year in the United States. 
*Ages 12-34 are the highest risk years for rape and sexual assault.
*As of 1998, an estimated 17.7 million American women had been victims of attempted or completed rape.
These are some chilling statistics and this is happening each and every day. This has or will happen to someone you know and love, how eye opening is that?
I have always been a huge advocate of speaking out about rape and I was even blessed to be part of a documentary called This is rape.
We were opening people's eyes about what the "victims" look like, what we go through and how years later, this still affects our lives.
With Bill Cosby, Harvey Weinstein, Kevin Spacey, R.Kelly and even Trump getting exposed we are finally seeing some type of conversation about this terrible crime.
While I was doing this documentary, I've come to realize that this does not only happen to women, it happens to children, to men, to everyone no matter of age, race, demographics, religion, it affects everyone.
I was also shocked to realize that most people don't tell until later on in their lives and only 30% of victims tell at all.
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I remember someone asking 
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I can tell you from personal experience I thought it was my fault, I thought because I knew him, took a ride with him, smoked a joint with him, it was somehow my fault. That when I said no, when I screamed no, when I kicked and scratched at him screaming NO! and he still raped me that even then it was somehow my fault.
Society makes us feel that way, well he didn't jump out from a dark alley, you must have dressed a certain way, said something for him to think it was okay, did something to turn him on? 
We don't think we will ever get justice and if we are lucky enough to get to court, we are then dragged through the mud, our sexual history, our lives are taken apart and analyzed to victimize us yet again.
Maybe it was a family member and you are afraid of what it will do to your family, it might be a father, uncle, grandfather and you're afraid of the things they told you they would do to you or your family. Maybe these women of Bill Cosby or R. Kelly didn't think anyone would believe them over a well loved celebrity.
There are so many reasons we are afraid to speak up but to victimize us again makes you as bad as the perpetrators. This is about having the courage to step forward knowing people will judge you for a crime you had nothing to do with. Letting the world into our pain, to rip off that band aid that is sometimes holding us together, to expose ourselves yet again.To relive the memories that haunt us when we sleep and bring them out into the daylight to haunt us there as well.
Yes, there are many reasons we keep silent but keeping silent only makes more victims, most abusers abuse over and over again to more than one person. If you don't tell, it will happen to another person, guaranteed.
We need to talk about this, we need to post about it on social media, we need to make more documentaries, talk about it in schools, in our churches, at the dinner table, it needs to come out of the dark and we need to shine a bright light on it.
Maybe just maybe with more and more  convictions of famous people, we will get the ball rolling not just on rich, famous, privileged men out there doing this but everyday Joe's who are praying on our children, destroying lives out here each and every day.
So today my friends please don't victim blame,don't judge us unless you have walked in our shoes, we are still hurting, still in pain even though many years have passed. We need to know who the victims are and clearly know who is the predator. 
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📖📖📖📖📖 [PSALM 111:4KJV] 📖📖📖📖📖 HE HATH MADE HIS WONDERFUL WORKS TO BE REMEMBERED: THE LORD IS GRACIOUS AND FULL OF COMPASSION.
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DID ANCIENT ALIENS/ANGELS BUILD THE PYRAMIDS?
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YOU BROWNSTAR DEMONS👹WORK FOR SATAN'S👹DEMONTRUMP👹ALL THESE YEARS DISRESPECTING GODS ANGEL WHO BLESSED GODS✝CHILDREN WITH YEARS OF REAL MIRACLES💫AND REAL HEALINGS!!!
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BUT THAT SHIT BACKFIRED ON YOUR ASS!!!
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FOR YEARS YOU DEMONS👹GOT OVER AND NOT 1 BROWNSTAR SAID NOT 1 WORD TO U!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝
[THE ONLY ONE] WHO COULD HELP YOUR [RACE DISRESPECTED FOR YEARS?] SHITTT,
THAT WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED IN A DARKSTAR COMMUNITY!!! NOT EVER, EVER
BUT IT'S TOO LATE GOD GAVE YOU YEARS!!!
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NOBODY SHOULD ASSUME GOD WILL HELP HE✝WILL TEST TO SEE IF YOU'RE READY FOR THE HEAVENLY GIFT🎁YOU'VE PRAYED FOR!
MANY PEOPLE OF DIFFERENT SKIN COLORS LOST THEIR LIVES FOR MINORITIES TO HAVE THE RIGHT TO VOTE🗳IN AMERICA🇺🇸
SOMETIMES FREEDOM💫COST REAL LIVES
FREEDOM🗳TO STAY WHERE YOU WANT TO COSTS MORE THAN THE TIME PROTESTING
TESTS ARE GIVEN BY GOD✝ FOR REASONS ONLY 1 HEAD ANGEL KING👑 COULD HELP THIS SERIOUS SITUATION!!! 1 SPIRITUAL💫VIDEO POST AND POOF PROBLEM IS GONE
👉👉BUT THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!!!👈👈ME DISRESPECTED AND YOU SOLD OUT!!!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝
SO ASK DEMONTRUMP👹TO RECONSIDER MAYBE HIS👹[SUPPORTERS] WILL FORGIVE HIM👹IF HE LETS YOU STAY IN AMERICA🇺🇸
THINKING ABOUT IT SINCE YOU'VE WORKED FOR DEMONTRUMP👹FOR YEARS YOU WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE BUT [THE DREAMERS] WILL!!! THAT'S FUCKED UP SELLOUTS!!!✔
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TRUST, YOU'LL GET NO HELP FROM ME!!!
👉BETTER ELECT ANGEL JOE😇BIDEN🇺🇸 HE SAID HE SUPPORTS ALL DREAMERS🇺🇸
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HEAVENLY💫[FREE] MIRACLES, HEALINGS AND BLESSINGS WERE GIVEN [FOR YEARS] AND WHAT DID YOU DO?
[CONFIRM AND ACKNOWLEDGE?] NO!!!!✔
DISOBEYED AND DISRESPECTED EVERY YR!!LIED, PLOTTED, PLANNED EVIL EVERY YEAR 🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵🔵☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝
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THEY TURNED AWAY FROM ME, THY GOD✝ AND [CHOSE TO REBUKE ME] AND [DID NOT] LISTEN IN ALL THOSE YEARS!!! SO, TRUST✔ THEY KNOW THAT NOW I DO NOT CARE AND HAVE TURNED MY FACE AWAY FROM THEM
JUST LIKE WHEN [THEY SHOWED ME] THAT [THEY DIDN'T CARE] THEN OR NOW!!! THEIR EVIL👹SOULS HAVE BEEN CAST ALREADY!!! SURELY THERE IS NO RETURN UNTO ME!!!!!
~I AM HE, THY LIVING SPIRITUAL💫GOD✝
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WORLDWIDE🌍[IT IS COMMONLY KNOWN] ANYONE PREFORMING REAL MIRACLES💫REAL HEALINGS💫AND REAL BLESSINGS💫 ⬛YOU DONOT EVER MESS WITH OR STOP⬛ THEY'RE UNIQUELY RARE GIFTS FROM GOD✝
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🤜[STAY OFF OF THE STREETS] BE SMART💡🤜UNLESS YOU MUST [GO TO WORK] OR IF 🤜YOU NEED TO BUY FAMILY GROCERIES🛒 🤜KEEP SOCIAL DISTANCES FOR SAFETY😷
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GODSAYS💫TRUST MY [SECOND] WRATH✝ SHALL DEVASTATE THEE, A TRUTH REALITY OF 🤜THE CHANGING TIMES!!! FOR SURELY [YOU STILL DISOBEY] AND DO NOT TAKE HEED TO THE WARNINGS OF REAL DEATH💀THAT IS TALKING LIVES WORLDWIDE DAILY!
▶YOU DIDN'T LISTEN TO MY WARNINGS TO PREPARE THYSELVES AND THY FAMILIES🙏 THE 1ST TIME BEFORE CORONAVIRUS💀SO, I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO LISTEN THIS TIME!💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
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["LOOK UP TOO THY SKY I HAVE FORMED"] SAITH, OUR POWERFUL✝ LORD GOD✝ FOR [TRULY UNEXPECTEDLY] THOU SHALT SEE 👉MY SECOND POWERFUL WRATH✝UPON👈
THEE, ▶SURELY MANKIND'S LESSONS◀ NOT YET LEARNED! THE WORLD [WILL NOT] EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN, FOR SURELY WE [TOLD YOU SO] USING A SPIRITUAL💫SONG [CHANGING TIMES] BY MY ANGEL😇GROUP E,W & F!!! A NEW DIRECTION YOU MUST FIND
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BABYANGELS😇SAY SATURDAY JULY 11TH👌 DEMOCRAT GOVERNORS IT'LL BE ALRIGHT [THIS SO WAS POSTED A FEW DAYS AGO!!!]
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GODS✝PROPHECY BECAME TRUTH REALITY OVER [3] YEARS AGO ON FACEBOOK I DID POST THAT OIL🛢PRICES WOULD GO DOWN TO $11 DOLLARS A BARREL🛢
WHICH WAS LAUGHED AT MANY TIMES!!!
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84% OF TENANTS IN THE U.S.🇺🇸HAVE PAID [ALL OR PARTIAL RENT] AS OF APRIL 12TH USING A CREDIT CARD WITH AN AVERAGE RATE OF 17%
A 13% INCREASE IN CREDIT CARD USAGE IN APRIL [COMPARED] TO THE 1ST [3]✔ MONTHS OF THIS YEAR ACCORDING TO THE NATIONAL MULTI-FAMILY HOUSING COUNCIL.
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BLESSINGS4 DAVID QUINTIERI💫AND HIS ENTIRE FAMILY💫
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WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OVER 7 BILLION SOULS!!! THOSE SPIRITUALLY💫AWAKENED KNOW THE [TRUTH REALITY]
THOSE NOT WANTING TOO SEE THINGS THE WAY OF OUR GOD✝ SHALL PERISH BY HIS MIGHTY AND POWERFUL HOLY💫WRATH2!!!
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SEEN ON POSTHAVEN PAGES 1,2,3,4 AND 5!!!
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April is sexual awareness month 
Since this subject is near and dear to my heart and with the convictions of Bill Cosby, R Kelly and Harvey Weinstein, I wanted to give everybody some staggering facts about sexual abuse.
* Approximately only 30% of sexual assault cases are reported to authorities.
* 962,939 cases of child sexual abuse were reported in 2012.  
*Ages 12-34 are the highest risk years for rape and sexual assault.
*On average, there are 433,648 victims (age 12 or older) of rape and sexual assault each year in the United States.
These are some chilling statistics and this is happening each and every day. With these facts you can guarantee that this has or will happen to someone you know and love, how eye opening is that?
I have always been a huge advocate of speaking out about rape and now with these documentaries that are coming out all over and the fact that I was blessed to be part of one as well, we are opening people's eyes.
We are showing what the "victims" look like, how we can be any age, any race even male or female. This shows what we go through and how even years later, this still affects our lives.
With Bill Cosby, Harvey Weinstein, Kevin Spacey, R Kelly and even our President getting exposed we are finally seeing some type of conversation about this terrible crime. While I was doing the documentary about rape and sexual assault, I've come to realize that this does not only happen to women, it happens to children, to men, to everyone no matter of age, race, demographics, religion,it doesn't matter, it affects everyone.
I was also shocked to realize that most people don't tell until later on in their lives and only 30% of victims tell at all.
What?? We should be outraged at that fact alone.
And so many people have the same reaction about people coming out years later to talk about it. My girlfriend said during the documentary I was filing "Well, why didn't these women step up sooner? How can you believe them 30 years later?" 
I can only tell you from personal experience that I thought it was my fault. I thought because I knew him, because I took a ride with him, because I smoked a joint with him, that it was somehow my fault. Even though I said no, when I screamed no, when I kicked and scratched at him screaming NO! and he still raped me, even then, I thought that somehow it was my fault.
Society makes us feel that way, because he didn't jump out from a dark alley, or behind some bushes that it had to be something that you did. You must have dressed a certain way, said something for him to think it was okay, did something to turn him on? 
We don't speak out because we don't think we will ever get justice and if we are lucky enough to get to court, we are then dragged through the mud, we are made to seem like the predator not the victim. They will bring up our sexual history and our lives will be taken apart and analyzed for the world to see and  to victimize us yet again.
For some people it may have been a family member and you are afraid of what it will do to your family. It might be a father, uncle, grandfather and you're afraid of the things they told you they would do to you or your family. Maybe these women that were raped or assaulted by Bill Cosby, Harvey Weinstein, R Kelly and #45 didn't think anyone would believe them over a well loved and popular celebrity.
There are so many reasons we are afraid to speak up but to victimize us again makes you as bad as the perpetrators. This is about and should always be about having the courage to step forward knowing people will judge you for a crime you had nothing to do with. Letting the world into our pain, to rip off that band aid that is sometimes holding us together, to expose ourselves yet again.To relive the memories that haunt us when we sleep and bring them out into the daylight to haunt us there as well.
Yes, there are many reasons we keep silent but keeping silent only makes more victims. Most abusers abuse over and over again and do it  to more than one person, more than one family member and if you don't tell, it will happen to another person...guaranteed.
We need to talk about this, we need to post about it on social media, we need to make more documentaries like these. We need to talk about it in schools, in our churches, at the dinner table, it needs to come out of the dark and we need to shine a bright light on it.
Maybe just maybe, with the  conviction of Bill, Harvey and R.Kelly we will get the ball rolling not just on rich, famous, privileged men out there doing this but on the everyday Joe's who are preying on our children, who are destroying lives out here each and every day.
So today my friends please watch the amazing documentary we did, follow us on social media @thisisseries 
Repost our YouTube videos
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCyJ_Pok09y1miS0kmdUeoMA
Let's talk about this, we need to speak out and get help. If you or someone you know needs help please contact me and I will put you in contact with some amazing groups to help you heal. 
We need change so let your voice be heard!
All of our voices together can and will change this…
And remember what I say at the end of every blog...
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