NO FOR REAL CUZ. WE'VE NEVER SEEN HIM FUCK UP BAD

WE SEE HIM SLIGHTLY FUSTERED AND SHIT BUT THOSE ARE MINOR TIMES

I WANT TO SEE HIM BACKED INTO A WALL, A MOMENT WHERE HE GENUINELY DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHAT "KANAME" WOULD DO

I WANT HIM TO BREAK AND REALIZE THAT MAYBE HE CANT BE KANAME, CUX HE FUCKING ISNT!! HE FUCKING ISNT!!! HES NOT HIMERU HES NOT KANAME HES JUST HIM, A HIM THAT HE SCRATCHES AND CENSORS FROM HIS MEMORY

okay im back to normal

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ye god yeslike the closest is probably romanitc?date where he lashes out at tatsumi but he doesnt really question his behaviors similarly in ariadne there the overthinking to try and guess at what HiMERU would want vs "him" but no click and honestly yht efact that hes constantly trying the refer to HiMERU - the perfect idol, who is incapable of being wrong, being cruel, of being human- instead of kaname who is painfully human is jsut setting himself up for grander failure