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#thank you for asking me tbh bc now i get to have the main concrete things i find shady all in one post!
quietzap · 10 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/wh0re-behavi0r/722846786374565888?source=share
Have you seen this clip yet? Any thoughts? I do get tired of people asking about 1D questions in general but it's interesting nonetheless - Joey/wh0re_behavi0r
Hello! I have yes. Yeah most 1D questions are annoying now lol! Well. This is gonna be a little bit long but please read till the end to understand my point of view. Things are still shady to me. I mean first he left to be a normal 22 years old with Perrie (whom he'd been seen cheating on a couple days before and obviously the sun got the exclusive). Then it was bc of anxiety and he needed time to himself. Then it was coz 1D wasn't for him and the music wasn't his thing and he didn't get along anymore with some of the boys. Now, on top of the boys getting sick of each other, it's mainly bc he wanted to be the first to go solo (implying he knew the end of 1D was coming and/or that at least one of the boys was planning to go solo). He said people didn't want to sign a contract but we all knew the boys weren't signing with syco again. Also the narrative was that H asked for a hiatus, everyone (except Zayn apparently) trusted him it'd only be a break but then he signed with the azoffs whom he'd been close to since like 2013. Also idk if you remember but Zayn actually left on March 19th to go back to the UK to rest bc of stress. So then.. if his plan was actually to leave to go solo, why didn't he leave just then and there? Why make it sound like he was coming back after the Manila and Jakarta shows if he knew he was leaving for good? As you can see, there's been several different versions for him leaving over the years.
But anyway there's still many things I don't understand. First, why had the boys already shot promo adverts etc without Zayn around 5/6 months before he left. If Zayn didn't actually leave bc of anxiety (he didn't mention it as a reason on the podcast) but bc he wanted to go solo first, why didn't he stay for the rest of the Asian shows and then wait after the Dubai show to leave? In interviews and on twitter he'd said he was so excited for these shows and that it meant a lot to him to go there and the Muslim fans were so excited to see him. So why couldn't he do these 3 more shows before leaving? Now you might say, maybe he was so sick of everything that he didn't think he could even perform anymore and felt the urge to get out of there? But then... How come Simon Cowell and his label/team, who are known to make their artists perform while sick, while injured and mentally and physically unwell (as seen with 1D, Little Mix, Rebecca Ferguson etc) and known to give their artists meds and all kinds of things to force them to perform, suddenly decided out of the kindness of his heart to let Zayn go in the middle of a tour esp the last tour before the end of the band? Now people could say Cowell let him go and then sabotaged him later on with a smear campaign and blacklisting but you're telling me... Zayn, who was seemingly the only one to notice what H was doing, didn't realise Cowell would stab him in the back? After all these years being treated horribly? Or that he preferred to sacrifice lots of money (breach of contract) and his public image and his music being sabotaged for god knows how long, bc he couldn't wait a few more months? There were only several months left of tour so why not hang on until then? Why did Zayn have to leave to go solo when he could've still released solo music first once 1D ended? And if he could leave so easily then why didn't Harry leave the band to release music? Why didn't they let Liam leave the band or at least rest for a while when he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown? Also why did Pillowtalk come out under Simco, Simon Cowell's company? Why were the 1DHQ reps with Zayn at the Asian Awards? And why did the narrative with the boys change so much with the boys and Zayn saying they still talked and loved each other, then they didn't and phone numbers were changed, then they made up, then they didn't talk anymore etcetc it was inconsistent for ages!
So yeah anyway there are many things I will never understand when it comes to Zayn leaving. And I've seen my fair share of band members leaving various bands/boybands/girlbands and I've never seen so much shadiness lol.
(Tagging you so you get the notif! @wh0re-behavi0r)
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enigma-absolute · 11 months
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What is Eddsworld about?
3 British idiots (and occasionally an additional Norwegian one) have silly misadventures in a long-running animated webshow. There’s been zombies and clones to fight, movies to make and even a trip down to hell AND Atlantis. It’s a bit of a wacky show.
To make a short story long, Eddsworld was made initially in 2003 by Edd Gould, and featured him and his friends as the main characters. Over the years after Gould passing from leukaemia in 2012, the show, show crew and fandom has seen some rocky times (I could make a tome of lore about all this but NO THANKS), but is still a fond spot in many people’s hearts - including mine. Without coming across it in late February 2013, I genuinely wouldn’t have a foundation for my current art style and the push to pursue my passions in animation.
That and if you come into Eddsworld fandom (not recommended if you go into the main body, just find a few folks and stick with them), be expected to draw a LOT of hoodies and develop an annoying (affectionate) habit of making puns.
So who are the three British idiots anyway? Keep in mind: while they were initially based off IRL Edd and his friends, they’re not the same as them and are seperate things. It’s seen as VERY disrespectful to keep using IRL surnames for the characters, so we often substitute our own made-up or similar-sounding ones.
Edd: Head of the trio, brown hair, green hoodie. Looks like the most normal. Is not, really. The artistic one and pun-maker. Loves cola to a fault, to a point where in canon, his future self went back in time to kill his past self because cola got banned globally. (And it’s the highest ranked Eddsworld episode and the one with the most views.)
Edd is my personal favourite character and I will fight on the hill for him to have a good Edd-centric story that isn’t about shipping him with the other lads or as an angst punching bag. He doesn’t even get enough fanart as the title character of his own show! Let my boy have PEACE AND A FUN TIME FOR ONCE.
Tom: Blue hoodie, spiky hair, weird eyes. The grumpy ‘voice of reason’, but he is also not immune to the Shenanigans. Often the alcoholic, but less so in canon. Has a beloved monster form since it was seen in the eddisode PowerEdd. If you’re asking why his eyes are Like That, we don’t have a concrete answer either. Are they voids? Portals to other things? Just black? Who knows? (The void though is my favourite bc it’s funny.)
Tom is one of the more popular characters of the fandom, and I can see why! However, as an Edd girlie myself, I will admit that it has been a bit TOO much to see over the years. Him and the Norwegian character, but that’s another story.
Matt: Ginger, purple hoodie and green overcoat. Highly narcissistic, with (and I quote the theme song here) ‘the intelligence of a kitchen shelf.’ Can often be found admiring himself in mirrors. Surprisingly has the highest body count of all his friends from over the episodes. Was at one point, a vampire from a Halloween special - that has still carried through into many fanon designs of him. And he was also leader of a zombie army too.
I remember a time when Matt wasn’t so popular as Tom and the Norwegian one, but now he’s just very shipped with the rest of his mates and given plenty of fanart as he likes. And good for him! Now at this point you'd expect me to talk about the Norwegian.
And you know what? No.
I respect him, I can enjoy him as a character and part of the unit with the boys, I can enjoy some takes on the concepts his latter days brought to the table, but overall? I would like to see him Goncharov'd OUT of relevancy.
That character has done too much damage on the fandom, tbh. The days in the fandom where he was basically nonexistent were peaceful. The final episodes of the Eddsworld Legacy season were a flashpoint (derogatory) and while it did unearth old (metaphorical) cursed relics from under the surface, I'm becoming more convinced by the year that he and his last two episodes have done MORE harm than good - stretching even into now!
I'd rather be careful to talk about him. And we don't make any mention of the person he was inspired by, just for the sake of the IRL man to be LEFT ALONE. As should most of the others and their families who played these characters.
Speaking of these kinds of things: A warning.
As for the more recent episodes in the Eddsworld Beyond season: tread with caution. From the first proper episode, people from the crew have been kicked off for genuinely serious reasons that are too dark to explain here and discourse has been rife about the current showrunners.
If you decide to take a look at what had happened - take everything with a grain of salt and come to your own conclusions. The bias can be easy to fall into one group or another so I strongly don't recommend to go looking for it. If you're here for a fun time, do NOT go near the discourse. Especially on tumblr.
So, rant aside, I'll stop myself here. If you want some recommendations on where to begin on Eddisodes:
The Zombeh Attack Trilogy (yes it's spelled like this on purpose): The lads encounter zombies. Not all of them will survive.
Ruined: The lads investigate an egyptian temple.
Spares: The lads get cloned by an evil director. Who is also an idiot.
Hello Hellhole: The boys go to hell. For a vacation.
Moving Targets: The boys join the army.
The Zanta Claws Trilogy: The lads encounter and fight against a Zombie Santa Claus. Shenanigans ensue.
Matt Sucks: Halloween special in which Matt is bitten by a vampire.
Moviemakers: The lads make a movie.
WTFuture: Edd and his friends are chased after his murderous future self. Fan favourite, and if you only watch ONE Eddisode, I HIGHLY recommend this!
Hammer and Fail (Parts One AND Two): The lads try to renovate due to Matt's kleptomaniac tendencies. (Also the introduction to fan-favourite side characters.)
Space Face (Parts One AND Two): The last of Edd Gould's work and animation before his passing and the start of the Legacy season. The lads get abducted by aliens.
Hide and Seek (minisode): Matt tries to play the titular game.
Fun Dead: The lads go to a zombie-infested theme park.
Mirror Mirror (minisode): We meet the genderbend version of the lads and spend the time with the girls, Ell, Tamara and Matilda! (I've also lost count how many times I've cosplayed as Ell. Best girl, you can't change my mind.)
PowerEdd: Edd gets superpowers and has a rivalry with his neighbour.
Saloonatics: The radically different art style and some of the story was quite divisive among fans upon release, but has now become a beloved cult classic. A spiritual sequel to WTFuture, we go back in time and encounter 'ancestor' characters of the lads in the wild west.
Surf and Turf (Part One): (Shh part two is currently in production) The lads go to the beach. What could go wrong?
Should be all I can wholeheartedly recommend to a first-time viewer. If you decide to take the plunge, good luck!
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timeworncalamity · 1 year
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hello!! :-D ✨ your partner linked me over here to look at your universe and ocs and tbh I'm REALLY interested!! what art you've posted of some of them is cool, I'm honestly not sure where to start with a question though so I'm sorry if this ends up being long winded...
Weather Warning has some guys called Calamitys, are they made out of weather? I don't have a great way to phrase that SGDHD but I'm genuinely curious, they're like living natural disasters? the two I've seen that you post about a lot are Ashi and Eli, and like I said I don't have a lot of like concrete questions but, if youre willing to talk about them or the story or anything, I'd be happy to hear! :D I'm kinda curious about Val too but I know they're not a part of that, I just wanted to bring em up bc Cadence in general I think is neat !
btw if this is like probing too much or anything please do say!! Im really interested but I understand how it could be weird for a rando anon to pop in and ask a lot FWEFSD
OH HELLO!!! This is so sweet omg thank you for being interested!! That means so much! Also please anon don't worr, this is probing ot anything at all it's really cool tbh!!! So the story I have been working on for a while now is called Weather Warning! It's set in a world where the fabric between multiple realities has become damaged, frayed, and is extremely delicate. Because of this when extreme weather events occur on a scale not even fathomable to what Earth experiences, the fabric rips allowing energy from an underlying reality to pour in. These two converging energies are what creates Calamities. They are beings of nature and chaos, born from another reality. Ashi is my favorite oc and has been around for a few years now, he is the main character of Weather Warning and the story mostly follows him and his group of friends. Eli was never supposed to be important he was supposed to be a throw away character but then I got attached and he is one of my favorite OCs and also one of the most threatening antags within the story.
Val!! Oh my sweet Valentine. I love them so much. As you already know they are part of my bf's universe Cadence (Hiiiiii Aidennnn). They differ alot depending on the branch of Cadence but for the main branch they are very sweet and help Hunter learn how to express himself and learn emotions and how to enjoy things around him. They love Hunter and have a group of friends that they care about very much. Val doesn't really have a mean bone in their body and are usually very shy, even being mildly afraid of blood funny enough. Their favorite hobby is actually street art and they will often run around town, spray painting anything they can get their hands on.
I hope this helps!! I am always open to answer anymore questions u might have or elaborate more on things if you would like but I tried to keep it short and sweet lmao. Oh! and thank you again so much for the interest!!!!
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saintlaurnet · 6 years
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Sinners Crawl ♡ Bill Skarsgård
an unnamed bill skarsgård random (and extremely long) imagine/fanfic.
warnings: murder (is this a spoiler? lol). swearing. 
word count: 2.245 
notes: this is awful and extremely random ugh. I just wanted to write something related to the amazingly sweet Bill Skarsgård tbh. it’s an AU and I honestly don’t know if it’s going to be a Bill x reader thing or if I should explore the O.C lane. it might be a part one for a little something so… feedback is requested and appreciated! (also, let me know if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes bc I didn’t review it as expected and also because it’s late af lmao). <3
He killed her.
It’s almost impossible for me to catch my breath, to get any clue of where I might be. It has been two hours since we got the first call, and I haven’t stopped walking ever since. For the first time in two decades, I’m utterly lost. 
This can’t be right. It’s not real. Just like any other thing in my stupid, useless life, it doesn’t make any sense. I might be suffering from a badass hallucination. It has happened before, so it wouldn’t be a complete shock if it’s happening right now. 
We are best friends. Family, almost. We wouldn’t hurt each other like that, it’s ridiculous. To suppose that one of us caused the other’s death is so incredibly immature that I shouldn’t even be considering this as a hypothesis.
But I am. And this is one of the main reasons why I feel like my brain is about to explode.
Snow falls unceasingly against my warm skin, from a sky I don’t remember ever seeing before. Unlike my very own mind, the streets are completely empty. People must be at home, safe and happy. Hiding themselves from the maniac who killed the professor’s daughter. Undoubtedly terrified of a boy they used to love.
My cell phone buzzes against the thick fabric lining the inside of my brand new coat. I let out a long, long breath in a clear display of unhappiness. People keep trying to contact me even after I’ve made it pretty clear that I needed some time alone with my own thoughts. Unfortunately, they know me well enough to know how dangerous this can be.
Legs are aching and lungs are starting to burn like hell, but even so, the sense of self-care is not enough to force my body into inertia. I know I should be at home, comforting what’s left of my family, but I simply don’t feel the urge to spend another single second in a home torn apart by disappointment and loss. 
I laugh at the cold and sharp wind. I trusted him. We all trusted him. I said this before and I’m gonna say it again: he was the basic synonym of family for both of us, so how on earth he dared to betray us like that?
My whole body shakes as I brace myself against a telephone booth. It’s old, dusty and apparently useless. If I look close enough I might even see the cobwebs surrounding the worn out machinery. Soon enough, the mayor will get this thing removed from the sidewalk, since no one is going to have the need to use it anymore. It will be dumped and forgotten. Just like her.
I force myself to close my eyes tightly, consequently preventing hot tears to stream through my cheeks. Although I try to think about something else, about anything other than the way my own sister was murdered, my imagination is stronger than my will to keep my sanity. 
The images are so vivid that I have to warn myself over and over again that it’s  not actually real. But I can almost feel the way his large hands are wrapped around her throat; all the air leaving her lungs as fast as possible, with no guarantee of ever returning; her probably dazed and confused from the sudden lack of oxygen. I can easily see her fighting to get his hands off her, but failing miserably. Crying, begging, gasping for air as life slowly leaves her eyes.
I’m pretty sure she did all of this. The police said there was a fight, and I know my sister well enough to know that she wouldn’t give up on her own life that easy. Unlike me, she was a tough girl. She knew how to stand up for herself.
Apparently, she wasn’t tough enough to prevent herself from him.
But… how could she? None of us ever suspected that the gentle, kind-hearted Swedish boy who lived across the street would do us any harm. I used to say that the most dangerous thing about him was the way he narrowed his green eyes at me or the way he ran his hand through his hair as he watched us both do something mercilessly questionable. 
Damn. How stupid can I be?
“You’re not stupid, okay?” my sister used to warn me every time I came up with some self-destructive comment. “You’re just… young.”
And I want to tell her that it’s perfectly possible to be young and stupid at the same time. 
It hits me then. She’ll never hear it. She’ll never be aware of my ridiculous excuse. All because she is dead. All because of him.
My fist hits the cold metal behind me in a desperate attempt to get rid of the anger. I don’t want to think about her, about her current situation. But I know I can’t keep ignoring reality like that, because even if it sucks, it’s still my reality. And I have to deal with it either way.
My heart bleeds and I feel every bit of my consciousness crash like an old, forgotten vessel. I raise my eyes to the overcast sky, desperately trying to drown my sorrows in its darkness. I can’t go on pretending that what he did wasn’t able to tear every corner of my soul and confuse my already perplexed mind. 
Again, the frantic buzz of my cell phone is there. This time, I decide not to ignore it. I’m ready to give a shy, unprepared answer when a trembling and still strangely fearless voice cuts through the air.
“Where the fuck are you?”
I almost laugh. 
“Hello to you too, Landon”
Landon. For the first time in hours, my thoughts turn directly to my not-so-tall, hairy friend. The knot in my throat becomes obviously painful while I think of the possibility of having him here, by my side. I feel guilty for leaving him completely alone in front of my house, crying like a lost puppy in need of care.
Great. One more item to add to my list of regrets.
“Where are you?“ he repeats each word in a slow and almost absurd way, as if he doubted my ability to understand clear and basic phrases. 
“I have absolutely no idea,” I laugh at my own irresponsibility. 
Landon coughs, “So… you’re lost?”
“Pretty much, yeah.”
The lack of guilt in my voice can make me feel even worse.
“Fine, just… just give me a hint of where you might be and I’ll see if I can get to you,“ he sounds so determined that I can hardly tell him that maybe, just maybe, I can manage to be alone.
I can’t. It’s a pretty obvious little white lie, and we both know it. I just don’t think I have what it takes to look at him right in the eye after all that has happened. I won’t be humble enough to admit that he was right about us the whole time, that I’m sure. 
Asking for forgiveness is something I’ve never been able to do, at least not in the right and sociable acceptable way. I’m not going to contradict my own nature right now.
“No, wait, wait!” I try not to sound so desperate as I search for the right words in my mind, finally being able to walk again as I squeeze the cool screen of the cell phone against my skin. “Are you still in my house?“ 
For what feels like the first time in forever, I let myself pay attention to the daily noises that follow on the other side of the line: cutlery and crockery clashing in a almost nostalgic harmony; muffled and slightly hoarse voices doing their best to hide the sadness within. 
"I am, thanks to you,” he tries to sound cool but end up failing miserably. 
I know how Landon feels. I’m pretty sure he’s just as broken as I am at the moment. We share a similar amount of pain over what happened. Landon adored my sister just as much as he adored… Bill.
His name. Oh, heavens, his name. The simple thought of him — of all the significant letters forming his designation — causes hatred to flow through my bloodstream. I remember all the times this word escaped my lips as a joyful prayer.
Bill, Bill, Bill. 
Back then, I wanted nothing but be able to adore him, love him. Right now, I want nothing but be able to forget.
Landon’s forced cough is able to get me to return to the present time. “Are you still with me?”
I roll my eyes as I walk away from an almost frozen puddle. He coughs a lot, and I hate it. But I’m not going to tell him that, simple because I’m not in the mood for an unnecessary, heavy discussion about his nature.
“Yes, and I need you to do me a little favor.”
“How little?” he asks, surprising me with his sudden determination. Normally, he avoids helping me out.
But today is anything but a normal day, so it should be suspected that none of us would follow our basic behavior.
“New York little.”
Landon gasps and I can almost feel him bending over my father’s old and dusty armchair. I can also hear my mother crying, too. 
“But it’s a huge city!”
“Yeah, there’s something we call "joke”. Ever heard of it?“ 
My provocation is forgotten as a result of the fact that we both have more important and concrete things to worry about than bad and unnecessary jokes.
"God, you’re so hilarious!” sarcasm flows through his words and I manage to let out a little laugh. “What do you need?”
I hear the cogwheels of my brain go into work mode while the worn soles of my boots make an almost comforting noise against the damp surface of the sidewalk. I see the strongly familiar signs in a lunatic attempt to form a compelling argument. This is my hometown, the place from which I can never escape. In theory, this is my safe haven, and yet I still feel like a complete stranger every second I step under the effect of this atmosphere.
“I need you to meet me in front of the old Goyle’s Cave”, I basically scream when I realize that I was finally able to connect the rest of my brain to the mechanism that processes reality as a whole.
“Wh.. Why?!”, Landon questions my decision, and I realize that he struggles not to complain about his probable hearing loss. "This place has been closed since we went to college.“
My stomach wraps up. I hate every memory I grow from that now detestable place. It was there where the problem began to unfold, or so I think. Which implies that it’s the perfect place to inform Landon about the plan that I’ve been developing in my mind since I acknowledged the death of my sister. 
"Yeah, yeah, I know. I just need you to be there.”
He takes a deep breath for the hundredth time since we started talking.
“But…” he begins.
I quickly cut him off.
“Be there for me, Landon.”
“Weren’t you completely lost, like, five minutes ago?”, he provokes and I get ready to cross the empty street.
“Just come!”, I practically beg, tightening the purple scarf around my neck even more. 
“And what am I supposed to say to your parents?”, Landon asks and, somehow, I can tell that he’s truly concerned about my parents well-being,
Unlike me, apparently. 
“Just say you’re coming for me, okay? They’ll let you go in a heartbeat.”
“Fine, I’m coming! But just because you’re asking me so nicely…”, he gives in and I try my best not to squeal at his statement. 
“I’ve always knew I could count on you.”
“Whatever, my lady. Anything for you,” Landon mocks.
“Stop being such a baby and hurry up,” I demand. “We don’t have enough time.”
He stops breathing, feeling as confused as someone can possibly be.
“Enough time for what? What the fuck are you up to?”
I take a deep breath, trying really hard to organize my own thoughts once again. I knew this was going to be complicated, but I honestly didn’t believe it would take me that long to absorb this new idea. My old-self would never consider doing this to anyone, especially when it comes to Bill.
 But the old me is dead and gone. It has been dead alongside with who my sister used to be.
Or so I think.
“He destroyed us,” my tone is almost disturbing. “You know that, don’t you? Bill destroyed us.”
“Yes, yes he did,” the pain in Landon’s voice is almost unbearable, but I force myself to keep going either way. 
“The police couldn’t catch him, so we’re going to.” I stare at the dark sky once again as I speak, feeling the snowflakes crowding gracefully in my hair. “Just as my sister used to say: an eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth. There’s no turning back now.”
I can feel Landon’s protection walls tumbling down like it was stone.
“What the fuck do you mean?”, he requires an explanation, irritation blending with fear to each syllable.
His swearing only makes me feel more motivated. 
“You heard me. I’m going to destroy Bill Skarsgård, and you’re helping me.”
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7teentexts · 7 years
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Wonwoo — A Very Happy Birthday
I tried my best to make something for Wonwoo’s birthday and post it on time(?) I also wanted to make one of this bullet-point AUs for Hoshi and Jun on their birthdays, but I didn’t have ideas, I was still at school and going through my final exams(?) This was going to be a Hoshi scenario but since Wonwoo’s birthday was approaching and the plot suited him better, I decided to change everything I had written to make it a Wonwoo scenario.
Hope you all like it!! And happy birthday Jeon Wonwoo ♥
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Wonwoo’s birthday was approaching
more like- the moment when you would celebrate it together was approaching
and ‘approaching’ meant ‘wonwoo is coming home tonight at 9pm and it’s already 6:30pm’
and guess who didn’t have any gift ready
exactly, it was you, who had no idea of what to give him and thought “i’ll get an idea before his birthday” to make yourself feel better
“mINGYU WHAT AM I GOING TO DO I’M A HORRIBLE FRIEND”
you were texting mingyu, one of your best friends (tho also one of his) for advice
“I don’t know what you can do, to be honest. It’s 6:32pm, and when was he coming over to your place?? at 8?? 9??”
instead of replying to his message, you called him and as soon as he answered the call, you talked before he could say anything
“HE’S COMING AT 9. I HAVE TWO AND A HALF HOURS TO GET HIM A GIFT”
“Just get him anything! You know Wonwoo would like anything. And just the fact that you got him something whatever it is will make him happy!”
“I ALWAYS GET PEOPLE ANYTHING, BUT I CAN’T GET HIM JUST ANYTHING, IT HAS TO BE SPECIAL. I WANT IT TO BE SPECIAL BECAUSE-”
then you stopped
“Oh my god, (Y/N)”
“i mean because we’re good friends”
“OH MY GOD (Y/N) YOU’RE IN LOVE WITH HIM AREN’T YOU”
“wHAT NO WHERE DID YOU GET THAT IDEA IT’S SO STUPID”
“tHAT’S WHY YOU WERE SO HAPPY WHEN HE ASKED TO SPEND THE REST OF THE DAY JUST WITH YOU AFTER BEING WITH US”
“nO I WAS HAPPY BECAUSE, BECAUSE I WAS HAPPY CAN’T I BE HAPPY WHEN MY GOOD FRIEND WANTS TO BE WITH ME ON HIS BIRTHDAY”
“you are in love with him”
“no,,,
,,,,, but has he ever mentioned me- like, does he like me???????”
“yOU ARE IN LOVE WITH HIM”
“OKAY OKAY NOW PLEASE ANSWER AT LEAST ONE OF MY QUESTIONS PLEASE”
“Cook his favorite food for him!!! Oh my god that would be so romantic. A cute dinner, with candles and all that”
you stayed silent for a few seconds
well, maybe not just a few since you heard Mingyu calling your name a few times, maybe thinking that he couldn’t hear you because of bad signal or something
“but,,,, that’s so cliché”
“Do you have any better ideas?”
“I don’t have ideas”
“Well, you’re welcome. You’ll thank me when Wonwoo hyung is hugging you tightly because your gift was very sweet and then—-”
“yAAH I’M HANGING UP ON YOU”
and so you did
but one minute later you were calling him again
he didn’t respond the first two calls
but he answered the third one :^)
“i’m sorry mingoo”
“call me that again and now i’m hanging up on you”
“nO, PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP, I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S HIS FAVORITE FOOD”
“He likes meat, and can’t eat seafood.”
“and how do you cook a good dish with meat,,,,
,,, more like HOW DO YOU COOK IN THE FIRST PLACE”
“you know what, I’ll see you in 10 minutes at the supermarket closer to our houses. Don’t make me wait or I’ll leave!!”
“wAIT 10 MINUTES??”
“10 minutes!! Bye (Y/N)!”
you looked around you
you still had to clean a little bit your living room (and maybe also your room- bc who knows)
you had decided you’d do it a little bit later but a little bit before he arrived
but now you weren’t so sure if you’d have time
“aH TEN MINUTES!” you reminded yourself
you were wearing some old clothes that you didn’t feel that were good enough to wear to go out
but you had ten minutes and the supermarket, as close as it was to your house, was probably around 5-10 minutes from your house
so you didn’t even change clothes before going out
thankfully your hair didn’t look that bad
and hopefully you’d have enough time to properly get ready before wonwoo visited
You got to the supermarket just in time, and Mingyu was already there. When he saw you, he waved his hand and smiled, but took a look at your ‘style’ once you were closer
“… You don’t wear that often when you go out…. right? I hope you don’t”
“wELL I’M SORRY I’M DISTURBING YOUR FASHION SENSE BUT I DIDN’T HAVE TIME TO GET READY, LET’S BUY WHATEVER WE NEED QUICKLY”
He didn’t say anything else and you entered the supermarket to buy every ingredient needed to prepare a good meal
and sooner than you thought you were back again at your place
if you were this quick with the cooking proccess, then you would have time to prepare for wonwoo’s arrival
“Okay, what dish do you want to make? There are a lot of dishes that have meat in them.”
“something fast to make. And that tastes good.” Mingyu stayed silent a few seconds. Your idea was concrete and at the same time not concrete enough, so he realized he should come up with an idea by himself
“Okay, I know what we’re going to make, take out all the ingredients we bought”
“yes chef”
a while passed and everything was going well. Just the smell of the dish you had cooked was delicious. 
There was some point when you almost burnt the meat, but Mingyu saved it, so there were no regrets
“Should we make something for dessert?” Mingyu proposed, and you looked at the clock on the wall of the kitchen before deciding
it was still pretty early, so mingyu had made a good choice when you said that you wanted to cook something quickly
“Okay! Let’s do it”
sadly, the dessert wasn’t as successful as the main dish
“(y/N) CAN’T YOU SEE- THAT’S SALT NOT SUGAR”
“aAAAAAAAAA WHAT DO WE DO NOW”
“… Do you have cookies or something? Ice-cream?”
“Does ice-cream fix the mistake? wow :0″
“No. it doesn’t. We’re going to throw this away and you’ll offer him ice-cream for dessert.”
“… okay, good idea”
before Mingyu left, he reminded once again that if the dish was cold by the time wonwoo arrived (and it probably would be), you should just warm it up on the microwave or something, since the taste wouldn’t change
you nodded and finally said goodbye
once he left, you ran to your bathroom and showered. Then, you put on your favorite outfit that wasn’t too elegant for the ocassion (since you weren’t even going to eat at a restaurant, you thought that dressing up too elegant wasn’t a good idea)
you also cleaned your house a little
it wasn’t that messy after all, so you got the work done quickly
and you even got a few minutes to rest sitting on your couch before the door bell rang
you ran to the door, but once you were there and before opening, you took a deep breath just to not let him now that you didn’t just get up from the couch with a jump and ran towards the entrance door
“Hello!! Happy birthday!!” you said excitedly as you opened the door, to see Wonwoo smiling at you
“Thank you”
After he entered, you closed the door and walked towards the kitchen with fast steps while saying “I have a gift for you!” with a smile on your face
“Really?? What is it? You didn’t have to, (Y/N)” he said that, but it was obvious that he was very happy that you had something for him on that special day
“Yes! I prepared dinner for us!”
“I didn’t know you could cook” he said, slightly impressed
“neither did i tbh” you thought, but you didn’t say that
“I’m going to heat it up a little because it’s a probably a little cold now” you said as you entered the kitchen and grabbed the plates, putting one of them inside the microwave
“Ah, did I take too long?” He asked, thinking that maybe the plate was cold now because he took too long to get there
“No! I cooked it before.”
“Oh, okay”
You saw him sitting on the couch from the door, since the microwave was close to it and you could still look at him
“You can turn on the TV if you want!” You said, and he thanked you before grabbing the remote and turning the TV on
and once he started watching it
discreetly, you took out your phone, unlocked it, and tapped on mingyu’s chat
“mingoo, how many minutes do i have to heat the food up in the microwave”
“what did i tell you about calling me mingoo”
“how many minutes”
“not many or it will be burning hot and you don’t want to burn his tongue, do you?
maybe you do, so you’ll have to kiss it to make it better”
“bye *blocked*”
You brought both plates along with two glasses of water (because children, drink water, not alcohol.). Also a water bottle in case any of you wanted to re-fill their glass.(?)
actually i’m sorry you have to drink water
it’s usually the only thing i drink so
if i have a date at my house i’ll share with him my water
Half of you wanted to try the dish before him, to know if it would taste bad
and in case it tasted poisonous, you could tell him to not eat it
but that would be horrible
a big shot right to your self-esteem
and to your pride
and to your crush on him
But the other half of you was so nervous that didn’t even think that was a good idea and also thought it was more polite if you let him try it first
“Okay, I’m going to try it” Wonwoo said, still with a smile on his face
And seeing him smile, looking so calm
as if he wasn’t worried that your food could taste horrible because it was your first time cooking(?)
it relaxed you a little, even when he took the first bite
“Oh”
You froze when you heard him say just that, but waited until he finished chewing and swallowed
“It’s very good!” He said, and then smiled again, his eyes meeting yours
and you couldn’t be more happy and relieved
after thanking him, you tried the food yourself
and he was right, it was actually very good! And you remembered the recipe, so you would totally cook it again some other day!
Just as if he read your mind, he said just that
“If you cook this again, make sure to call me and I’ll come here”
attributing the achievement to you alone would have been nice, maybe it would cause an even better impression in your already impressed crush
but it was maybe a little too selfish for your liking, so you just said what you wanted to say
“Mingyu helped me cook it, so maybe he can also cook it for all of you someday”
He nodded, agreeing
“That’s a good idea, but I’d like to have dinner with you again, someday. And I think I’d like it more if you were the one to cook this.”
you heart started beating a little faster after hearing that
okay maybe not just a little
you wanted to take out your phone, unblock mingyu’s number, and fangirl to him about what wonwoo have just said
he liked you, right? he made the moment sound so much like a date
and also indirectly saying that he really enjoyed the ‘date’
and the food
but soon, you tried to get your hopes a little bit down
He could like you just as friends
You could never know unless he told you 
But would he ever tell you? If he didn’t, wouldn’t it mean that maybe he doesn’t like you?
Could you maybe get him to tell you?
You agreed with the vague promise of someday meeting again and repeating that cute dinner that you had
also, the rest of the time you kept talking about anything and everything
he told you about his day
you told him a little about yours
he told you about the members
you also commented about them, mostly mingyu, since he was your bestfriend
you talked a little bit about said boy
and one topic led to another topic, and you ended up talking about your hobbies, then about your likes in general
and without even thinking about it, you asked him what you wanted- no, what you needed to know
“What would you say…. if I told you that I did this because I like you?”
He was surprised, and glad that he had finished eating because he probably would have choked on his food or on his drink
“Did you do this because you like me?” He answered the question with another question
and you weren’t going to answer if he didn’t answer your question first
“If I did, what would you say- what would you do?”
He got on from his chair, and in a second, you had all kind of thoughts in your mind
and they weren’t very nice
“Is he disgusted?”
“He really does not like me, right?”
“I probably ruined this- everything”
“Why did I ask him that, everything was already so perfect”
“Is he going to leave now?”
but he didn’t leave
instead, when you got out of your one-second-short but intense panick attack, you saw him right in front on you
he was leaning down a little to reach your level since you were still sitting down and slightly in shock
It was when he tilted your head slightly up that you noticed that one of his hands was right under your chin
and in a second that felt even shorter than the previous one, the distance between you was reduced to 0, and his lips met yours in what you were sure would be the sweetest kiss you’d have in your life
when he pulled away and saw your expression, even more shocked than before, he chuckled
“If you told me that you did all this because you like me, maybe I’d tell you that I like you too”
you took a deep breath, feeling as if all the oxygen in your system had disappeared after that kiss and even after he pulled away
“maybe?” you said, questioning that one word in his response
“maybe i’d tell you, or maybe i’d show you that i feel the same way”
you knew your cheeks were red from the burning sensation you felt on your face, you didn’t know what to say now, or if you even could say anything even after you had already said the most difficult thing when you asked him that very important question
but you didn’t really need to say anything else
now he knew what you felt, so you didn’t need to put in words
you both just needed to kiss again
and after you did, he whispered
“thank you (y/n), i had the best birthday today”
You woke up with a phone call
You were excited thinking that it could be Wonwoo, but sadly, it wasn’t, it was Mingyu
Since you hadn’t unblocked him yet, his messages didn’t reach you and he had to call you if he wanted to talk to you
and his loud voice when you picked up the call wasn’t the nicest thing to hear after waking up
“(Y/N) WHEN WERE YOU GOING TO TELL ME THAT YOU AND WONWOO STARTED DATING”
“what the- mingyu, i just woke up. we started dating last night. i was going to tell you today, after unblocking you”
“bUT YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THE SECOND AFTER HE ASKED YOU OUT
more like the first second after you kissed, he told me he told you that he liked you too with a kiss, i cringed a little but it was cute
also what you asked him LOL I tried not to laugh but it was hard
that’s so cliché
and you were saying that MY idea was cliché”
“we kissed twice”
“tWICE IN THE SAME DATE OH MY- YOU’RE GOING TOO FAST” baby, i don’t know what’s wrong bby
“but yeah, you should have let me know the second after you kissed for the second time,
unless there was more than that-”
“bye mingyu congratulations i’m blocking your number and now you won’t even be able to call me anymore”
“wAIT (Y/N) I WAS KIDDING-”
This scenario had a lot of not-funny-at-all comedy(?) and not enough romance/fluff with Wonwoo. But I don’t really dislike how it turned out, so I’ll leave it like this! I hope you all like this ♥ As I said before, I hope you all enjoy it, and Happy Birthday to our Jeon Wonwoo~!!
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( park jimin, twenty, college sophomore-- repeating ) did you hear ( EMERY "EM" STEELE ) has been referred to as the ( PARADOXICAL ) ? I heard ( THEY ) can be pretty ( GENEROUS ) and quite ( MOODY ). did you know ( EM ) was hiding ( THEY WERE SENT TO REHAB LAST YEAR BUT EVERYONE THINKS THEY WERE HOSPITALIZED BECAUSE OF HEART PROBLEMS ) ? lets hope no one finds out !
psst profile here and rules here aaaand.. just come to me for plots ;>
hihi darlings I’m Koko and pretty excited to get the party started with you all but before that a few things aight so I have a job and a life outside rping ( shocking ) which means I’m not gonna be here necessarily every day for hours, but I’ll at least try to check in daily for stuff if nothing else and I’m always down to plot and all that jazz hmu~ multifandom hoe either I’m yelling about games or shows or kpop or movies I’m a mess. yea that’s it. intros are not my specialty lmao
moving ON have some random info via bullet points that may or may not be important or relevant ( the first few kinda are!! ) [ ps. don’t mind me using he/his every now and then it gets damn confusing otherwise-- also feel free to write whatever pronouns when it comes to Em if your muse isn’t aware they’re non-binary ]
was adopted to the Steele family at age 6 ( early 2003 )
moved out as college started in 2015
regarding last year they were pretty out of it for reasons I’m not disclosing here, which led to a number of things of which one was excessive use of drugs, eventually addiction
shit hit the fan and Em’s parents were notified, who agreed rehab was the best option
that ran through from Nov last year to almost June of this
after which they moved back in with the family
I’m just assuming the general word in the town was that Emery had collapsed due health related reasons ( idk how the parents dealt with it, and I’m leaving that mostly up to the players so eh )
used to be a social butterfly and everyone’s friend basically lowkey flirt ( if there was a party you bet your ass Em was there ), the most likely to help an old person cross the road snort
now more reserved?? withdrawn I guess
still kind and playful and shit but more picky about towards who
or rather you get what you give. if you’re nice they will be nice. if you’re rude they’re gonna be rude back. all the while smiling cause excuse they were raised to be polite ( however sarcastic it ends up being haha )
tbh very black and white with people in general
either you’re their friend or you’re nothing to them. or you’re an enemy really depends how you act
like with family and closest friends they’re extremely supportive and the one people turn to when they need to vent cause no matter what Em will be there for them, just to listen or to be the shoulder to cry on
loves his family and would do anything for them ( even if that meant hiding his own pain )
on the other hand NO ONE knows how he feels, keeps all of them feelings bottled up bc doesn’t want to inconvenience anyone and kinda conditioned to think they aren’t allowed to show emotions so... openly? yea
( hello plot who wants to be that friend that finally cracks his chest open )
speaking of he’s just very emotional in general-- by which I mean FEELS EVERYTHING INTENSELY!!!
when they happy they beyond delighted. when they angry they furious. when sad feels borderline depressive.
but most of the time it’s also very fleeting, anger/annoyance tends to be explosive but it flies out about as quick too
unless it’s over whatever someone did to them personally, if it’s actually hurtful, in which case good luck Emery holds grudges to the grave so you better be on your knees apologizing or they might just never talk to you again. I’m not kidding they have dropped ‘friends’ over the smallest things
but with true friends Emery’s ride or die. you killed someone? ok let me help hide the body
genderqueer, uses mainly they/them pronouns as you probably already read but I do want to mention that it’s definitely not something they hide, though Em isn’t the type to go shouting it out for everyone either so it’s more in the know of himself and those close to him, and whoever asks, or if the topic comes up. or your muse makes that assumptions you’re free to do what you want I don’t really care? neither does Em jsyk
also stupidly affectionate, probably to the point of annoying with his siblings
hopeless romantic
but also picky so like.. had a number of flings but nothing really concrete
okay not picky but there needs to be a connection and a feeling that the other fits them like a puzzle piece. in ALL aspects.
kinda
secretly has dirt on so many people but like. nothing serious. usually. will spill EVERYTHING tho at opportune moment. one of his siblings arguing with them in front of their parents-- “I know you were playing games all night.” whoops now they got an earful
MUSIC THO!!!!
THEIR MAJOR!!!
THE LOVE OF THEIR LIFE!!!
music therapy was actually really helpful with the rehab. just. side note.
gets ridiculously happy and flustered whenever people compliment and enjoy anything he’s made
tbh praise in general is just a+ tactic in getting on their good side
that or bringing them coffee
equal amounts tea & coffee enthusiast
refuses to get up before a cup of tea. and then takes a coffee along when leaving the house bc if they’re gonna have to stay awake for the first class of the day it’s necessary
goes to yoga bc that also helped with rehab and meditation itself just wasn’t keeping him engaged enough
needs near constant stimulation tbh, can’t sit still, ‘relax’ is not a word in their vocabulary
has habit of jumping from one thing to another but there’s just so much to discover??? and see? and learn?!
so yeah things get started but also dropped lmao few things they actually stick with
plays overwatch cause.. why not it’s fun. healer main. ( listen I am projecting here let me be )
WHY IS THIS SO LONG?????????????????
yeah I’m just gonna end this before it gets more outta hand thanks bye come plot with me ye <3
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