Just came to a really hard realization that the reason I enjoyed the infinite intern campaign so much and not much of grotethe, it's just the beauty of the story and how I was able to relate to it but it was detachable in the sense that I was not this character, I just had so many similarities and through the arcs going through and through and character development, I was able to enjoy the story because I got that release vicariously knowing that I wouldn't get it in real life, and not only that it was modeling to show me how to get through specific things that I could relate to I mean obviously it wasn't completely accurate to what I was going through, but it was modeling something that I was refusing to look at and that's why it really helped, and that is okay the fact that I can't relate to a new set of characters.

And I think the beauty of that is the fact that if I never found that campaign it wouldn't have helped me the way it did, caused a paradigm shift of how I have reacted to new situations.

I can't thank Jon, Barbara, Blaine, Chris or Gus enough for that.