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ravenousgf · 6 days

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saying "get help" is so condescending (unless its funny. and even then it could be funny because of that not despite it and now im getting caught up in technicalities) but really truly actually taylor swift needs some help from someone who doesn't like her recent music. and doesn't think all her decisions are great. the problem is she dismisses all crit by fans (fair enough, We Don't Know You) and loses respect for anyone bigger if they have anything not as peachy to say about her as the cultural zeitgeist does. sad! at least we'll always have love story 2008

#ts #breaking news! putting out a bad album about how you want to kill yourself isnt enough to incite like. actual feeling #fake rawness isnt a substitute for attention to detail and variety.#i KNOW she knows to make a sonically cohesive album AND a sonically diverse album shes done that well multiple times #like. red's no blue but it's still a pretty solid range of songs that sound quite different from each other production wise #and folklore the sonically cohesive album is her best work to date. so girl whats all this #save me from anton jacking of....

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol #this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable #im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work #property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me #like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well #and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for #Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too #like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and #down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy #last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just #feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b #put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back #down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then #that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her #i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better #on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out #dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really?#ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious.#i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles #but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol #unrelated

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pcktknife · 1 year

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staying up late watching um actually and feeling so proud about knowing where the sickle hand weasel is from I almost called it sneasel as I was typing this lmao

#thank you legends arceus aha #also the myling i was like that sounds like some finnish moomin tove jansson shit and i was riiiiiight #i said thats probably up north in europe scandinavian woohoo #i did forget where the very well known minotaur was from so thats imaginary points off of a game i wasnt winning already #got the fake transformer too that makes me so sad i wanted the keyboard to b real so bad #kae.txt #i gotta sleep man 😭#wait im thinking why the hell wasnt sneasel flying type kamaitachi(?) are wind spirits that felt like a direct connect #whatever i dont care i do prefer poison over flying shit dont gotta tie in with every piece of mythological lore #the point comes across is what im saying

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audinite · 16 days

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pokemon storytelling through the pokemon itself and even the moves is always so good

#mwah #idk if this is a stretch but with kierans team its just kinda funny when #hes on his joker arc #cus hydrapplehas dragon cheer which yknow gives ur ALLIES stat buffs #and hes had that mon this whole time (evolves via knowing that move)#he was faking it sooo bad (NOT LIKE ACTUALLY cus he was fr going through it but like i see through you)#it was nice when he was fighting with us towards the end of the dlc and that he used dragon cheer for me like 2 times #also for the faking it part i said like he was definitely going thru it but he did say like #finally its over now #so its not like he wanted to be like that #i see thru it all #Does this make sense to anyone. im just rambling #i just realized i omitted some words so this sounds weird EEEP

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owoesies · 1 year

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i love making comics that are just "this might make you cry your eyes out but at least the characters are with you on that"

#🎤🐛#i say this as i just wrote another comic dialogue about belos getting the shittiest father figure of the year award #yknow one thing about me is that i love writing belos like mother gothel #just to make it sting more. and it does. it does sting.#maybe not with you but definitely with me. ouch. that hurts.#so as fucked up as it sounds i love including sweet words and hints of belos actually caring for hunter #even hugs and warm smiles #but its all fake. always remember that with my art. its all fake.#the I love you's are fake. the I dont want you to get hurt's are fake.#its like. bad! no! danger! danger! but the boy raised by this man doesnt realize that #am i projecting? always #does it hurt? yes #will i make this comic anyways? sure

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kitttwilight · 1 year

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MIKU IS LITERALLY SEETHING RN. teto is HIGHER QUALITY THAN HER. she sounds MORE HUMAN than miku. how the tables have turned.

#this is why NT was a mistake #crypton is far behind everyone else #it's so weird how Miku used to be the star of the world of vocal synths but now she's downgraded #i mean KASANE TETO. the PRANK VOCALOID is more realistic than her now #and I get what crypton is going for #they want a robotic voice. but they'll never return to V2 no matter what #NT Miku can sound great with the right tuning but most people just want Miku AI #and now a lot of vocaloids are either becomin CeVIOs or SynthVs #or getting a V6 AI voicebank like Gumi #and miku's behind everyone #this is why vocaloid is dying. other softwares are becoming better than vocaloid & the entire backbone of the vocal synth genre (miku)#is downgrading. while KASANE TETO is here sounding like a real girl. she was a FAKE DIVA but now she is better than miku this is so crazy #I LOVE LOVE vocaloid but everything else is beating it lol. and V6 isn't even that great #miku is awesome but i feel bad for her lol #kitt.txt #vocaloid #utau #miku #teto #kasane teto

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decompose1 · 7 months

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i. i avoided watching the springy episode for a WHILE because like. the amount everyone was shitting on it was horrible. it like genuinely ruined any passion i had in ii for a while because it was nonstop. you'd think they SHOT Cabby with the reactions. and then i watch it and it's like. eye-rolly at worst. what am i missing

#speaking as someone with brain damage and major memory loss #idk? maybe i'm biased because i came in with the knowledge that they fix it up the next ep?? but i feel lost????#there IS a difference between ''well-intentioned but missed the mark and looks bad'' vs ''genuine egregious acts of ableism''#you made it sound like the second. it was the first #anyways it was a cool ep otherwise #it felt very ''mascot horror'' which was kind of funny and i had to take a deep breath and go ''yea ok. i guess'' about it #made some jokes to callie abt springy #but like it was fine #i liked the fake past players #fun play on mephone's insecurities #i literally only didn't like bot lying + cabby rolling over the file #but it just sorta reads as cabby overcorrecting so people won't hate her #re: her overcorrecting BEFORE bc she was told she scares people #which sucks a lot yea and im sure it wouldve been more delicately handled in the hands of a disabled person but like #it really couldve been a lot worse #you all made it SOUND a lot worse #i avoided the episode because i was SCARED of it being worse #i went in expecting it to be awful #i dont rly think bot was wrong for not wanting a personal vent convo written down tbh but thats the only bit they were right for imho #other than that yea it felt weird and im glad they fixed it up next ep. ezpz.#wish they did not lead my dash to be convinced they hate the disabled for several months. that was a fun time for me (disabled)#anyways #im not saying it was handled amazingly but it really couldve been way way way worse. can we simmer down now #meow.txt

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buck-yyyy · 11 months

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local guy is trying so hard to be normal about the new edition of a board game replacing the old one

#we somehow lost the one we had #and so now we’ve bought a new one but it’s DIFFERENT #and i’m trying my best to not get really upset because i know it’s stupid #but it’s like an itch i can’t scratch because it’s wrong and different and i miss the old one #this is such a stupid problem to have but i’m genuinely on the verge of tears #i miss the old one so bad and i don’t want to have to adapt to this new one #hate change so much. even when it’s stupidly small #i just loved that game and this new one feels fake and dead and i—agh i sound like i’m sick years old ;-;#six*#too much stuff is changing all at once and it feels like everything is spinning out of control #the dry cleaners is gone and my stairs are different and they’re getting rid of a restaurant near me and suddenly i’m almost done with my #junior year of high school which means i’ll be a SENIOR and i just—i can’t do this i really really can’t

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wardrobemoments · 1 year

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German mentalistas what's your take on the German accent in Red Hot (3x07), Mashburn's crazy supermodel ex? I've heard a few German accents and this one sounds a little off but maybe I'm just dumb.

#the mentalist #like is it a real german accent?#is it fake?#if its fake; is it good or bad?#inquiring minds want to know #i just started studying german actually and i know my accent is horrendous so i'm curious how bad i might sound too lmao

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innocent-until-proven-geeky · 1 year

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#I find the ‘I do this thing because…’ way to determine whether a symptom is adhd or autism incredibly unhelpful personally #I don’t know! sounds bother me because they Do!#I can’t catch social cues because I can’t!#I don’t even know if I’m paying. attention to cues because I can’t make eye contact #do people MAKE other social cues?#I’ll read something like ‘this posture means someone doesn’t want to talk to you’ and try it and no one seems to notice #so how do I know it’s real?#I guess I’m feeling INCREDIBLY invalidated by… idk #people with adhd who don’t think they could possibly also have something else #whether that be autism or SPD or something #bc then all my symptoms are just adhd and I don’t IDENTIFY with my adhd #it doesn’t MATTER to me #unlike being autistic I don’t think I would be a different person if I weren’t adhd #I care about adhd advocacy and accommodations but I don’t care about MY adhd #people who insist that their symptoms are ONLY adhd (implying that mine also are)#make me feel small and insignificant and fake and like I don’t belong anywhere #and I get that that’s a me problem. but it’s still a problem I experience that hurts me #I’m feeling incredibly dysregulated now so I’m done #having a bad night I guess

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agirlinthegalaxy · 2 years

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Okay, some people in the tags are like. weirdly happy that Wally is dead and weirdly rude about fans who don’t think he’s dead for real. I don’t. I don’t know how to explain that the show has had multiple opportunities to show that Wally is definitely permanently dead and they have. Outright decided against using all of them to show that Wally is dead. This is a superhero show. People come back to life. We saw that. Literally this season.

#( abi watches | young justice )#( spoiler alert: young justice )#i mean not really but idk what else to tag it under #but fr like i've said it a couple of times but if they want to show that wally is really dead:#they are doing a bad job. they're writing is so poorly if they're trying to prove it #i dont know what else to say but this isnt how you write a character that is definitely dead? like babe?#the artemis saying goodbye to wally thing alone is enough evidence as contradictory as that sounds #because they could have played it as real but they didn't. if wally was permanently dead and they wanted to make sure viewers knew #they wouldn't have had zatanna be like yeahh that was fake that was artemis' head #or continuing to skip over dick's grief about wally #and wally's appearance in the phantom zone. and in gar's hallucination. and in dick not actually dying bc they could've done a between momen #and they didnt. they've had a ton of oportunities. and they havent used them

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bulletsfrank · 2 years

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“man why does everyone hate me ?!”

authors note: it was simple. he was the most unlikable person alive.

#i have so many. sigh.... like i don’t even have the energy anymore bro #i’m like why do all my friends hate me why am i so alone why am i so isolated when I DO IT TO MYSELF..#i withdraw because i have no empathy anymore... i don’t even really have the energy to fake sympathy..#it’s as bad as it sounds #i really do ask myself why i’m so alone when i a. deserve to be and b. am too mentally ill to form meaningful connections #everyone hurts me and scares me and i don’t GET anything. like ever. i don’t understand anything. i want to die because #this life gave me this burden of my mental illness and it’s so big and takes over everything and #even getting help it was an unmanageable beast ... and everything feels so far away.. so fake .. so #it’s not real y’all. it can’t be #This cannot be how i actuallt grew up #if ten year old honey saw me he would be inconsolable lol. anyway i uh #that picture of the runway fashion model wearing the shirt that says #my demons won today. sorry #that’s me except for my whole life. like sorry. i won’t ever get better. there’s nothing more to me besides being miserable #i never see myself as someone to overcome it that isn’t me. so i’ll die with this pain clasped in my hand like a pearl #laughing my Dayum ass off!!!!??

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trainwreckweather · 2 years

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#I'm about to talk shit about fam stuff so like is this going to give me bad luck maybe #i try so HARD to be a good person I deserve a little fam gossip/shit talk as a treat ajsjdjdjfjfj okok #i will keep all names out any my older sister is a weirdo narcissist racist (she thinks she's black)#and she scammed my old ass dementia-y gram outta well over 15k and owes everything she knows money #even though she posts all about her scams online and used to sell fake covid cards and flaunts stacks of cash and her posh life in Miami #and she has an open federal case against her #and she feeds all her little sometimes MINOR sisters hard drugs and alcohol #i am saying all of this to make what I am about to say seems way less shitty bc I don't usually make fun of people doing things they enjoy #but uh anyway! she goes to the 'stu'to record songs for her 'rap' career and #and #LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO WAIT LMFAO YOU COULD NOT PAY ME ENOUGH #YOU COULD NOT PAY ME E-FUCKING-NOUGH TO POST ANY OF HER SONGS #SHE THINKS THEY'RE GOOD TOO #EVEN WITH THE HELP OF THE AUTO WHATEVER THE FUCK OH NO OH GOD NO #SHE PUTS THAT SHIT ON HER STORY TOO LIKE OH MY GOD PLS I GET SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT SO HARD #i want so badly to like... share a clip to prove I'm noy being dramatic but I won't go that far #please just believe me when I say it sounds like a kids bop rapper was given a mic unsupervised and told they could swear #and maybe say some slurs #as a treat #ok that's all I needed to do it #I'll once again return to my godly non-judgment human activities ajsjdjfnfjdjd

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sharknark · 2 months

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i'm the worst kind of bts elitist, i insist dark & wild is their best album, i brag about liking the prologue mix of butterfly better, i'm the bitch crying about how shit butter is and how "i miss when they were hip hop"

#dark & wild is so good #... man #what am i to you-- rm's vocal delivery in the latter half of the song is so goooood #danger-- she's a classic. the mv is so funny watching a bunch of teenagers in egregious eyeliner jump around but she has banger qualities #war of hormone-- this track is a crime against humanity and she's a banger while she's at it. jhope's part 😍#hip hop phile-- trust a bts song to start with an appalling beat 😭😭 i confess however i love this track #let me know-- kinda nasally i know the fandom really likes this one but eehhh . rapline is good as always tho #rain-- the spiritual successor to 13430 but more groovy. she bangs so hard. suga always whispering 'suga' before his verse 😭#cypher 3-- i like the other cypher's better this one suffers from having supreme boi on it. this has the suga bisexual line tho so W's ther #what are you doing now-- 40 seconds of groovy sounds what more do you want #could you turn off your cellphone-- A BANGER what can i say??#embarrassed/blanket kick-- this song gave us chaotic fake making out choreography #24/7=heaven-- jungkook gets a bad rep these days but boy can sing #look here-- this song is STRANGE it does not sound like a bts song at all but i still really like it #2nd grade/sophomore-- underrateedddd ass banger. the year after debut was so frustrating for them and you can really feel it in this album #do you think that makes sense?-- explain it guurrlll man i love this album #i remember when the persona album dropped i got hopeful it'd be a return to form with the intros/outros/interludes #uhmm kinda was but it was immediately followed up with butter. BUTTER. dude. BUTTER. i can't #i just have to accept at some point 2014 bts is long gone and they'll never make music like that again cry

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kip-has-fleas · 3 months

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hi guys i was faking :D /gen /srs

#i literally want to commit die so bad #how did i not realize i was faking???#but it's literally so obvious like #i have to think about them for them to talk #i'm always having to decide who's talking #switches only happen when others are around #voices sound more like if there was a song stuck in my head than if someone was talking #this is tearing me apart oml #i almost died the other day over it but whatever #eyerolling so hard rn

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