#sometimes im like 'i dont really have disruptive compulsions so i bet its just anxiety' | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

legobabyofficial · 3 months

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every couple of years I read more about OCD and go "huh. I think I, my mother, her mother, and her father all have moderate to severe OCD" and then forget about it until a couple years later when I read more about OCD and go "huh,

#today i learned about moral ocd/moral scrupulosity and was like #ahaha. i do that.#i arrange entire behaviors around whether or not it makes me “good”#also learned about moral contamination ocd and was like OH. OH OKAY. THATS ME AS HELL.#sometimes im like 'i dont really have disruptive compulsions so i bet its just anxiety'#then i spend an hour obsessing over something shitty i did when i was 20 and figuring out ways to 'balance the scales' w good behavior now #and like oh. oh thats ocd.#sometimes you get so used to a behavior you dont even realize its obsessive #damn #tabby talk #ocd #real ocd

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