#sometimes i can barely catch my breath when im dming someone
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i wish i was better at making online friends there are so many ppl that i dont even see on here anymore i thought were sooo cool and then was just too nervous to strike up conversation until it all died down
#i also think about how over the years ive gotten easily over a dozen anons saying they thought i was hot or had a crush on me.#and i know they were anons but like. should i have done something abt that. was that a lost connection#many lost connections?#im just honestly. very very nervous#when i first started blogging i assumed much like ppl i’d seen online that my severe social anxiety wouldnt be as bad online. that isnt true#sometimes i can barely catch my breath when im dming someone#even my close friends know im not a great texter#its sad. i always want to but get too scared to#im not against any of it. friends or dating or anything its just im. perpetually nervous#for some reason posting and replying to posts and sending asks doesnt even feel scary but dming does#and theres also been the rare times that ive had ppl on here i was.. not not into#its rare for me to admit that at all but like idk even what to do with that
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