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izzy-b-hands · 2 months

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I'm going to do dishes, and when they're done, I'll have a final idea for my zine draft that will be better than the-

*checks gdocs page*

Current five drafts, two of which are over word count so can't be used (but might survive as just. fics I publish on my own at some point if I can get my brain to not instantly feel overwhelmed by the ao3 publishing page lmao)

This will work. Surely.

#text post #im not worried abt not having anything bc ive written my best stuff for things that had deadlines #but i really wanted to have this like. as close to done as soon as possible instead of percolating on ideas for ages #i also haven't really had time to just. sit and focus on this alone. Or i've tried but then it hasn't worked out #and i think im pushing it too much and that's making it worse. going into it like NO THIS DRAFT IS IT #when what i really need to do is just. idk. probably get wizard high and put on music and maybe some vids for background noise #let myself ramble and rant abt the ideas as they hit then let myself dive into writing one if i get a hook in it #...sometimes writing is like fishing if writing involved hooks or fishing involved metaphors #sometimes fishing does do that tho so. what if i got a hook out fjdlkafjdslf #im putting off both the dishes and the brainstorming AWAY GO I TO THE SEA OF SOAP AND SPONGE #and when i return. i will try to be gentle w/myself on this. and get wizard high and see abt just. letting the ideas flow #...and I will stop worrying abt the bad faith readers in the fandom bc i think that also is once again making me over worry/think every ide

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