BRO DUDE FUCK i wanted to make a song because I’ve always wanted to have my own band or whatever (it’s just me, blurrycow- that’s the name of the band I made for music class, and that’s why I’m called that on all my media). Like in the spring for music class we had to make a music artist and come up with a vibe and songs and stuff but do it for another person. so i made blurrycow and one of my friends made songs for me and i made some for him but thats besides the point because in the spring while that was happening I made a concept album because i was bored and it was about how i really feel sometimes and it was called Alienation. it sprung from my album art that I wanted the friend to make for my “band” (again, just me, the one and only blurrycow) and it [the cover] included an alien abducting a cow because,, yk, aliens abduct cows for some reason. SO today I was like ‘hey i have time lmao lets go sit down and songwrite because I never really have time for that and all the other times it always sounds bad. maybe today will be different.” AND IT WAS.

In literally twenty minutes I had an entirely written and well structured song made SOMEHOW and i dont have the melody because my parents are in the room so I can’t play around with singing the lyrics but FUCK I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF because songwriting is SO HARD for me but today i managed to pull a WHOLE ASS SONG for SOME REASON and I am NOT complaining

Tomorrow I’ll play around with melodies and maybe even record if I can!!! fuck im so excited this has never happened to me before!!!!