#so Kim is left wondering that if it didnt matter either way then why wouldnt he choose Chay | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

laesas · 2 years

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Maybe 'Why Don't You Stay' is more about Kim asking himself why he didn't fight for a relationship that was so clearly making him better. He's saying out loud that Chay did nothing wrong, that being with Chay was the first time Kim felt like he had a purpose and a home. He's admitting to himself that love was actually what he wanted and then he's asking himself why he left anyway when every bone in his body was screaming at him to stay.

#the you in why dont you stay is kim grabbing himself by the shoulders and shaking himself violently #which is great because it saves me a job #kinnporsche the series #kimchay #kim theerapanyakul #kimhan theerapanyakul #''why dont you stay'' as shorthand for ''what the fuck is wrong with me why did i go out of my way to fuck that up''#look at the thai translation rather than the world tour version and then come tell me I'm right. :')#like its the voice of Chay in Kims head going ''why didnt you stay why wouldnt you choose this'' and kim not really having an answer #because leaving Chay didnt keep him safe #from drugs or from the mafia lifestyle #so Kim is left wondering that if it didnt matter either way then why wouldnt he choose Chay #but he realised all of that too late and now he's stuck and theres no going back (but there is he's just dumb and self-loathing)#anyway #stan jeff satur stream why dont you stay or something #jeff satur #kimchay wip #mine

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