i go insane everytime i think about them

Saturday, January 6th, 2024!

8:22pm tbh just checking in, got McDonald's, broke up with my texting situationship tinder bitch that was too pussy to actually meet up 🙄 never again lol met up within one week or ✂️✂️ weirdo.

Watching "Daughters of the Cult" miniseries on Hulu! Straight chilling tonight, still have multiple bruises so tbh I'm just laying low till those clear up and until my check drops sooooo yeah rock out 😅

8:55pm Also made brussel sprouts bc I need to eat healthier so I can pull more bitches 😂 Monterey steak seasoning is underrated and I need to get a fresh one bc sometimes Creole gets tired!!

1:46am Just gonna slap this on here, I got rid of tiktok and Instagram for the most part, now I'm spending too much time on Reddit tbh which is probably 100x WORSE lmao n00b alert. I think bc it's actually interesting lol like reading little blogs but TOO MUCH I'm doing too much. Need to start getting more sleep, we'll keep doing one thing at a time tho. At least I'm not sad anymore :D I felt a twinge reading some stuff about open relationships but I just don't gaf anymore. I looked at both their tiktok pages and just kinda felt... nothing? They're both SO FAKE it's kinda like I'm not even looking at pictures of real people, like it's a show or an act and I'm just like huh.... ok and move along. Not in a bad way though, more like in a healed way tbh. I can't *not* think of all the shitty things he did and said to me anymore. It's hard to remember the good which is CRAZY IRONIC that he keeps texting me sappy shit like idc idc idc you lost that bitch bro she's not there anymore, caring, doting, empathetic me is literally dead like I don't feel bad for people anymore. People are low-key shitty AF (I know not all but damn I feel like most are at some point? Like we're all capable of being shitty, I was even shitty at one point). Life is weird.

- Get more sleep

- Drink more water

- Eat more fruits/ veggies

- Vibing waiting for $$$