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lotus-pear · 3 months
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guys idk about you but i am NOT ready to delve into uncharted waters as we move into new content with bsd in the upcoming chapter.
this new chapter could include anywhere from ada reunion and a return back to yokohama OR to a new horrible twist after fyodor’s death, ensuring that if he lost then dazai would too. taking dazai down with him.
not to mention if we return back to yokohama that’s a whole other gut wrenching story as one ada member is selected to go to the port mafia. i am not ready to see the futile and tragic looks on the other agency members as they grit their teeth and watch one of their own step into the world of darkness. the tragedy of letting someone go after they have all reconciled. being separated again, but for good this time
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viiinz · 2 months
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everyday I think about him (Ippolit Terentyev)
#idk why of all characters he's the one that has left such an impression on me but oh boy#it's been over a year since I've read his 'explanation' and everything that followed and it hasn't left my mind since#ippolit terentyev#the idiot#god all he wanted was some sympathy and recognition#and they just make fun of him#literally all this boy wants is to be taken seriously and no one does#they either laugh at him or beg him to shut up#because his vulnerability and the fact that he's dying makes them so uncomfortable#and he's so ashamed as well over his own vulnerbility#that even when people aren't laughing at him he'll imagine they are#and people blame him for being self absorbed?? like of course he is!!#he's EIGHTEEN and DYING#this is a teenager who's just come to the realisation that he has no agency over his life whatsoever#and that all that awaits him are the cruel laws of nature#he has a right to be upset about that#he's literally the man condemned to death that myshkin talked about#and yes he's ridiculous and awkward and not always right and incoherent and all that#and he can really be insufferable and contemptuous and unfeeling towards others#and even the state he's in doesn't really serve as an excuse for that#yet i feel bad for him#and he's such a teenager too he's so insecure and just wants to impress the people around him#and yes he's doing it for attention#of course he wants attention#can you blame him??#all he wants is to be heard#to feel like his life mattered#but instead everyone's just begging him to shut up#like they're just waiting for him to kick the bucket so the uncomfortable ordeal can be over with#sorry i just have a lot of thoughts about Ippolit and I'm being very incoherent because i didn't plan on typing all this lol
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axyer · 5 months
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Time for a headcanon from my CCCC AU
When Heart was an idfant, whom, for the uninformed, is like a small, mouthless version of Cameron (Whole) with the emotional capacity of a five year old, the love of a golden retriever, and the IQ of a flowerpot that are essentially baby versions of Heart + Mind's species in the AU, he had baby bird wings instead of his now vaguely pheasant and moth-like wings.
Idfant Mind was just as dumb as he was, but at the very least when Mind jumped off the side of a staircase he usually wouldn't do it again because, you know, it hurt.
But idfant Heart, having his fluffy little wings that needed training, would jump off of high objects, smack on the ground, then stand up and do it again until he would fly, which wouldn't happen for a much longer time.
Cameron thought that Heart was playing with like, a bean bag or something because he never heard a whine or a whimper (since idfants don't have mouths, they communicate through muffled whines and squeaks) and just left him be, but when he finally went to investigate he saw this broken beaten bruised (/ref) idiot who was convinced he could surely fly with tiny wings covered in down.
Cameron is very lucky that ids reach adulthood aged three, because there is no way those things would survive an entire human-length childhood. /j
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southstand · 5 months
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i would once again like to remind everyone on twitter that phillips and dorrington are EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD centrebacks (dorrington has never played a minute of senior football by the way) and everyone demanding for them to be thrown on is in some insane denial about their capabilities and ability to be the next prime maldini one second after stepping onto a football pitch. can’t believe i’ve got to say this but ange not subbing on 2, once again, EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD centrebacks into a pl game with no proper dm and no proper cb partner is actually not strange. it’s actually a very normal thing to do?
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miz-orque · 3 months
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Oo, Jimmy fanfic (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)
Oh, Jimmy fanfic ಠ⁠,⁠ _⁠ 」⁠ಠ
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I love when people go "it's like this book is just a cash grab!" about Chalice Of The Gods because yes! That's what it is! Rick literally said that he wrote it to make Disney money!
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meowmeowmessi · 11 months
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chelsea fans moving like true coolers during the burofax drama icl
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mistergreatbones · 5 months
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I like reverse robin because dick deserves to be a younger sibling. Or even a middle child. There should just be at least one universe out there where he doesn’t have to deal with all that shit
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pocketramblr · 8 months
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Posting during lunch break to see if anyone saw what I did with En's name in the planetary scout au
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castielmacleod · 2 years
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This is the funniest post ever. Where’s the joke
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tragedykery · 10 months
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what was stach’s tax policy
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seokmattchuus · 1 year
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Who do y'all think in zb1's legal line would be into kitten play? Kinda wanna do a reaction but I can only see matthew, ricky, and maybe jiwoong/hanbin 👀👀
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the-hype-dragon · 1 year
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every time a *certain author* releases a new book and every one of the one-star reviews on GR consists of her fans whining about how could this happen, she's such a good author, noooo..... I get a big smile on my face lmao
girls I want to tell you............ the problems you are just now seeing have been problems in her books since AT LEAST the late 2000s/early 2010s... you were just too young or too caught up in the hype train to realize it, to see the Truth. at least with each progressive book the scales are removed from more and more people's eyes! at last I am vindicated!!!
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if shane wright has a million fans, then i am one of them. if shane wright has ten fans, then i am one of them. if shane wright has only one fan then that is me. if shane wright has no fans, then that means i am no longer on earth. if the world is against shane wright, then i am against the world.
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sinegard · 1 year
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hmm people are watching the glory and falling in love with lee dohyun...........
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nonsupe-a · 1 year
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i know i’ve said it probably about a million and one times with practically no real thought other than rambles but the cia wanting to desk him after his incident in russia,   talking about the rest of his future as he’s laid up in a hospital bed,   in and out of consciousness for the better part of a few days before he comes to fully,   and vought essentially taking / buying him off their hands instead just so they can use him as a guineapig for the cv-a serum  ....  hits me.
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