While losing a pet can be rough sometimes, at the least I was sent this picture of me and Rocky that is, honestly, very funny

before i hop off for the night, here are some headcanons for Amber! (shoutout to @starryburglar for letting me ramble to her about some of these headcanons before tbh) 

- Amber can sing. as mentioned in this post here; amber has always loved singing. she’s also known how to play the piano since a young age.  - she loves animals in general just as much as Nathaniel loves cats. - has known Li and Iris from a young age. she and Li didn’t actually become friends until they were about 14. - Amber has a healthy relationship with Nathaniel. she cares for her brother a lot and, despite what some of the writing of mcl has tried to imply, is close to him. yes, they had a rocky relationship when they were kids, but they grew out of it and are close.  - Amber has been emotionally abused by their mother for years. she’s forced amber to keep rejection letters, told her to her face that she’s worthless if she isn’t pretty, called her names for her weight, and more.  - when the stuff with their father and nathaniel came to light, amber left their parent’s household when nathaniel did and also became independent. she hasn’t looked back and has been happier since.  - Amber is bisexual. for a while, the only person who had known was Nathaniel. she was scared to come out for a while because of their mother. unfortunately, she’s forced to come out because of Charlotte and Li outing her. (however, their plan backfires when people actually come to support Amber rather than ridicule her)

- some of the canon divergence come from where she’s at via MCL:UL. instead of being a beginning model, she’s working part-time as a barista at a local cafe. she’s also attending university in a fashion designing / fashion course. she and nathaniel are still living in an apartment together. - while she thought she wanted to model when she was younger, she took some time to really think about what she wanted to do. that thing was to work in fashion design. working with animals was a close second.  - due to being away from their parents for several years, Amber is a lot happier than before. she’s been working out regularly (going to the same gym as Nathaniel and Kim) and changed her eating habits; so due to this, she’s lost some weight compared to high school.  - honestly if she had the chance, she’d apologize to everyone she was horrible to before everything had went down with their parents. she was taking things out on her classmates and former friends; now that she’s older, she’s done a lot of reflecting and feels bad for the way she had acted up until then; especially after seeing the support that she and Nathaniel had gotten.  - 100% has cried over kittens because she loves them goodbye

Talk about... The biggest fight you've ever had??

Never been in a physical fight, but... I have been in some pretty big drama haha. 

So, oh god get ready for this one. I was sort of friends with this girl back in sophomore year of high school, we had met through my friend’s church, and me and her had kind of clicked you feel? She seemed SO genuine and cool, which is total bullshit, but back then man I thought we were like gonna be real close. She was super chill and we had a lot of the same interests, whatever. 

Anyways, I invite this bitch over to my house right. We’re having fun, facetiming guys, whatever. Being typical 16-year-old girls. Then she’s like “oh my god I love your dress!” Because my ass hadn’t put away my clean clothes yet and they were all sitting on the couch in my room waiting to be put away. And i was like yeah I like it too, obviously. She asks to try it on, I’m like sure. Go ahead. She tried it on, it looks good. Cool. Didn’t really give it a second thought after she took it off. 

Throughout the night or whatever she keeps trying to convince me to let her sneak out to go see some guy. I was like umm no I invited you over to hang out with me, not so you can sneak out lol. She got mad at me. Another thing she did was like keep hitting on my stepdad??? Like kept calling him a DILF and i was like WTF STOP RIGHT NOW 

The next day, before she left, she said something that pissed me off real bad. I don’t even remember what it was about, I’m pretty sure she had talked some shit on my best friend and I was like wtf bitch? And I remember I made up some excuse for her to leave ‘cause she had pissed me off so bad. I didn’t tell her that I was mad, I was just like “oh my mom said you have to go, sorry.” Whatever. As she’s leaving, this bitch shoves a pack of cigarettes in my hand and goes “omg hide this for me because my mom's gonna check my bag when i get home and that cant be in there.” And i was like wtfffff why did you even bring them. She just kinda like laughed or whatever didn’t answer my question, and then left. 

Later that day, i was finally doing my laundry. Go me. And I realize my dress isn’t there, and I’m like huhh?? So i check everywere, nope. Gone. I text her to see if she accidentally took it, she swore she didn’t have it. But that night I looked in my purse and legit $100 of my cash was gone. I was like this bitch fuckin’ stole my shit!! 

She still denied it. I literally was like bitch who else woulda stole my stuff, it was there when you came over & wasn’t when you left. I was kinda going off on her ahha i was being a bitch tbh. Anyways, she still denied it. Then her ass BLOCKED me on social media and posted a picture in my dress and holding up my cash. Thinking I wasn’t gonna see it. Thank god my friends came in fucking clutch and screenshotted it and was like YOOOOOOO. 

Anyways, so that was the beginning of the fight. I’m still blocked from like all her social media. My dumb ass started subtweeting her on twitter & i even posted an instagram picture of me, her, & my other friend at a Rockies baseball game (we were all in Colorado together) and i captioned it “shoutout to the blonde bitch on the right who stole my stuff” or something like that. And someone showed her, yeah yeah. You feel. Just dumb shit like that. 

So this hatred kinda lasted between us for a long ass time, and I saw her at a party a few months ago, and boy let me tell you... I about punched that bitch in the face so damn quick. I was trying to be the mature person and not start up shit from the past, whatever. But her ass started talking shit the minute I walked into that party and i was like wtf really. Nothing happened and she left the party eventually. Not because of me, but because her probation officer had called her and was like onto her or some shit, idk. 

She still hasn’t to this day admitted she stole my stuff... Even though I literally had proof... Whatever. 

Do the odds 🐢

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? i have cereal dry bc milk is gross but i do like cereal as a snack3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? mostly plane tickets or train tickets

5: are you self-conscious of your smile? yes altho i used to be worse7: do you name your plants? i only have one plant and no it has no name but now i feel bad, what should i name my plant???? 9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? Y E S always its a running joke at work that i’m always singing to myself 

11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? my mind has gone blank idk 13: what's something that made you smile today? texting15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! “you are taller in space” - this is fuckin me up cos princess leia is sO TINY imagine how small she would be on earth im emotional17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? i actually rly like my hair the colour it is at the moment but i’d prob go darker to try it rather than super blonde again idk19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? no im not organised enough for a journal but i do doodle in my work diary when i finish a to do list21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. i love my backpack that i haggled for in venice it’s blue and white and super comfy and i love it23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? netflix (and cuddling~)25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? i broke into my friends house once by crawling through the kitchen window bc she forgot her house key27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? bubblegum flavor? idk?29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? dan always squeezes my hand rly tight when he’s happy and i love it when he’s happy31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. i rly like socks, especially when they’re fun socks i hate just black or just white socks!! i like to wear them to bed too otherwise the monsters might get my feet but if its super hot i might not. i don’t always wear socks in the day but i’ll mostly put them on for bed

33: what's your fave pastry? uh idk but i had an amazing vegan donut in dublin it was delicious 35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? i like pens but just like basic bic pens i like to have lots and lots but uh i like looking at stationary in paperchase but i rarely use it37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? i like it clean but it is often messy because i am Terrible39: what color do you wear the most? burgundy! 41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? i read an anthology (the last one) from the otherworld series when i was in aus and honestly it was great i loved it so much that series means so much to me and it ended so many characters stories in a beautiful way43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? i have no idea tbh45: do you trust your instincts a lot? close my eyes and leap? uh yeah i try to trust my gut!47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? pineapple49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? i don’t rly buy physical cds anymore and i don’t have my own record player so~ i bought ed sheeran’s new songs last night on itunes??51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? marygrace - mr brightside53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? yes, yes, no, yes - i love rocky horror and i wanna see it live, heathers is Great, and pulp fiction is p good!55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? lmao i am a dramatic person idk i’ve probably done a lot of dumb shit57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? i cba but i could sing it from memory and yes of course59: what's your favorite myth? uhh idk i don’t rly have a fav??? i do like mythology tho esp greek stuff and i read some p cool fantasy books based on myths and metahumans61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? lmao i don’t even know omg my sister got me condoms once??63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? okay so my DVDs are all alphabetical except disney classics which have their own section, and boxsets are also separate, my books are in cubes and they’re sorted by age, also author and in series when applicable. also there’s a star wars section. i can’t wait to have my own place so i can get proper bookshelves tho tbh65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? my cousin adam! he lives in greece and i didn’t manage to go visit him over christmas when he was home which was sad 67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? a lil gloomy but then i’ll take buddy for a walk and we’ll bounce along together and he always makes me feel better69: what are your favorite board games? trivial pursuit, bezzerwizzer, pointless, articulate, taboo, pictionary, citadels, life ... i love board games71: what's your favorite kind of tea? anything fruity73: what are some of your worst habits? biting my nails, speaking too loud, chewing ice75: tell us about your pets! MY BABIES okay i have two dogs; meg is a black lab and she’s an ol lady now but she’ll always be my angel girl and she got me thru some dark times in high school tbh, okay then my boy - Buddy Boo Rainbow Maurice is his official name (blame my sister) but my lil buddy he’s my saviour honestly, so he’s a beagle cross but we dunno what with and he’s HUGE like a beagle on steroids but with his lil beagle face and floppy ears like goddamn cutest ever tbh he’s such a bundle of joy i love him So muhc. then i have 3 chickens (we used to have 5 RIP) and they’re called Dragon, Jemima and Sue Ellen (yes, she’s mine, yes named after a Dallas char) they’re p chill i read to them sometimes last summer we read the book thief and hp philosophers stone77: pink or yellow lemonade? yellow79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? dan’s mum invited me to spend christmas with them when she found out my family were going away and she made me a special christmas eve present like i was just ~another kid in the family and i went again this year and honestly it’s just the sweetest thing i love them all so much and they’re all so welcoming and wonderful and i don’t deserve such goodness in my life (also shoutout to delani who drove all the way to may and kate’s to surprise me for new years!!!)81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. like the sea when a storm is brewing, but with a hint of steel underneath and the sun is still just visible on the horizon83: what's some of your favorite album art? tswizzle speak now, ed sheeran + ??? idk i use spotify on my phone mostly i don’t look at album art hahah85: do you read comics? what are your faves? sometimes, i like anything about girls tbh87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? The Holiday, Star Wars, The Parent Trap, Rear Window, 17 Again, It’s a Wonderful Life89: are you close to your parents? yes they’re my heroes91: where do you plan on traveling this year? canada! hopefully disneyworld too, and i;d like to see more european cities; lisbon, krakow, berlin!!93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? i either shove my hair in a bun, braid it or wear it down 95: what are your plans for this weekend? hang out with my friends!97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? INTJ, scorpio, gryffindor99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. little miss, ours, truth in your eyes, follow your arrow, sugar we’re going down, a thousand miles, she is the sunlight, cotton eye joe