#seriously gonna die if i have to return to uni for studio that had me literally crying last fall from how bad my mental health was
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#seriously gonna die if i have to return to uni for studio that had me literally crying last fall from how bad my mental health was#like im at an all time low rn i really dont need that#i just want something in my state idk how much i have to pay for rent & im ready to drop 500 facking dollars to learn how to drive#i want to LIVE i dont care how much i have to budget i jsut want to be independent & away from my m*m & no longer bothering my sister#i feel like ive never been able to experience true happiness....#like nothings ever gone well for me#i worked my ass off to get an internship for the summer while crying to myself every other day bc of my depression#and i didnt get one & now ive spent all summer trying to get one for the fall & have had zero success & its already aug#and im just so so so tired#im away from my m*ther & im still dealing w the consequences of her abuse im so tired of living this way#i want success i want happiness i want to experience love#im 21 & my life has been so miserable i dont want to live like this for the rest of my life but sometimes it truly feels like im going to
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