Morning After

Warnings: smut, oral f/receiving

You were unsure what had been the thing to end up waking you. It could have been the winter sunlight, bursting into the room all cold and white. It could have been the itchy hotel sheets, or the thunking of heat kicking on and off, despite that the room remained unreasonably chilly. It took you several moments to come to recognize your surroundings, eyes blinking blearily open in order to observe the slightly muscled arm draped across your torso, silver rings adorning the third and fourth fingers. 

Your nerves were the next to shake the fog of sleep. You felt Sebastian’s breath, puffing softly against the back of your neck and causing the skin there to erupt in gooseflesh. You felt the chill of your own skin, toes freezing against your calf, and fingers stiff with it where they wrapped around the blanket. You could also feel the impossible heat radiating from Sebastian where he curled around you and without thinking, you pressed yourself further into it, delighting in the feeling of his warm skin in direct contact with yours. 

Sebastian huffed out a breath, still mostly asleep and tightened his grip around you, pulling you more firmly taut to his body. The action was innocent enough, though in the proximity you could feel every last bit of his anatomy pushed against your center, nothing between you and his morning predicament aside from his boxers and your thin cotton panties. 

You squirmed in place, finding that his grip was far too tight to afford you any distance, your actions only serving to grind yourself against it unintentionally. Behind you, he groaned slightly and stirred and you froze, ceasing all movement in hopes that he would go back to sleep. Your muscles managed to relax slightly as he seemed to drift back off, though his problem was only growing against you. You wondered if it would be better to wake him up, if it was the morally responsible thing to do. Then again, you wouldn’t want to embarrass him and so you continued to keep eerily silent, practically holding your breath. You had no idea how much time had passed before restlessness returned to you and you attempted to free yourself once more. This time you tried to lift his arm, rather than going the route of wiggling out from under it again. Cautiously, you slid your hand under his, gripping it delicately and then trying to use your own arm to leverage it up. You had very nearly succeeded when Sebastian used your intertwined to pull you over so you were laying face to face. Blinking up at him, surprised, you stumbled over your words, “Oh, you’re awake”.

Sebastian nodded and smirked, full lips quirking up at both corners, “I am”.

Distracted, your eyes settled on his mouth, committing the shape and the color to memory, thinking about how nice it would feel to be kissed by him again, the deeper recesses of your mind wondering how his mouth would feel on other, more unsavory places,  and you didn’t even realize how carried away you had gotten until his face was mere millimeters from your own. You let a breath out, the warm puff of air tickling his skin and his smirk dropped right off of his face in favor of a much more serious expression. Sebastian’s icy blue gaze seemed to pierce right through your reservations, searching your eyes for any clue that you might not want this, while his calloused hand came to cradle your cheek, thumb brushing over the flushed skin. On instinct, you let your eyelids flutter shut and within the next moment, you felt his full lips pressed against yours, parted slightly so that your mouths could slot together. The hand cradling your cheek shifted so that Sebastian could wrap his long fingers into your hair, using it as leverage to pull you even closer. A whimper escaped you at the first swipe of his tongue against your mouth and you opened up for him so that he could press it inside of your mouth, licking against your own tongue fervently. Without realizing it, you had shifted onto your back, Sebastian’s knee parting your thighs insistently. 

His teeth caught on your lip as he pulled out of the kiss and then he was pushing sloppy kisses against your jaw, then your pulse, finally settling in the juncture of your throat where he bit down hard, sucking the bruised flesh in between his teeth and rolling his tongue over it, not pulling away until you rolled your hips against his thigh, leaving his skin dampened in your wake.

As if snapping out  of a trance, he let go and tried to move away from you, though you were quick to scramble for a grip on him.

Sebastain huffed and squeezed his eyes shut, trying to reign himself in before things went too far, “Wait, you don’t want this”.

Groaning, you threw your head back, “I meant what I said last night, Sebastian���.

Suddenly, his eyes were back on you once more, seeking out your own, though you avoided his gaze, embarrassed of your confession. You fiddled with the hem of your underwear for a few moments, looking down as you admitted to him, “When I said I still love you, and I miss you, I meant it”.

You didn’t dare look at his face, though if you had, you would have seen the arrogant smile tugging at his lips. “And when you told me you wanted me to make love to you…?”, he teased.

Hearing the lighthearted banter in his tone, you snuck a peek at him, eyes darting away as soon as you met his gaze. The answer fell from you anyways, mumbling the quietest affirmation you possibly could have in hopes of saving yourself from the embarrassment. You were sure your face was red as an apple, in fact, you were almost certain your entire body was. Sebastian seemed to take pity on you, using his fingers to tilt your chin up so he could see your face, “I love you too”, he said seriously, and then in a much lighter tone, barely containing a laugh, “And I want to make love to you too”.

With no further discourse, you were pulling him back down to meet your lips in a sloppy kiss, all teeth and tongues. Sebastian was quick to flip the both of you over, pulling you on top of him so that you were straddling his thigh and then he was grasping your hips hard, fingers digging into the flesh hard enough to send a dull shock of pain from the pressure. You didn’t mind as he used the leverage to pull you up and down his thigh repeatedly, pushing you hard against it. Within very little time you were a whimpering mess, eventually he moved one of his hands to your breast, squeezing and groping through your bra. Impatiently, you reached one arm behind you, unclasping your bra at the back and allowing the straps to fall from your shoulders. Sebastian eyed the newly exposed flesh hungrily, wasting no time in laying biting kisses against it, finally reaching your nipple and encasing it in his hot mouth. You moaned at the new sensation, hips stuttering against his thigh as he laved his tongue over the peak, then sucking hard enough to draw blood to the surface. You used your hand on his neck as leverage to pull him back up to your lips, murmuring desperately against them, “Please”.

You weren’t sure what you were asking for, you only hoped that Sebastian would know what you needed. He peered into your eyes for only a moment, appearing contemplative, and then just as you thought he would answer your plea, he was gone. He had flipped you over suddenly and begun his descent from your lips, to your breasts, and then even further south. Your hands chased after him but he was just a bit quicker. Your breath hitched in a frantic cry  and you jerked in his grip when his breath ghosted over your belly button. 

Sebastian hushed you, his eyes glittering with mischief, “Just relax”.

You forced your muscles to become pliant as he gently tugged your panties down, guided your legs over his shoulders, settling on his elbows in between them. His lips started with gentle, patient kisses on the insides of your thighs, continuing this way until you were struggling not to pull him closer, wanting to urge him into the touch that you so desperately craved. His tongue caught you off guard as it slid between your folds in one fluid motion. Your hands grabbed hold of his hair as if it were the reins of a half wild horse, though really you were the one lacking control. You squirmed under his touch, bucking uncontrollably each time he made contact. Two firm hands halted that movement, carving half moon crescents into your hips. You tried your best to hold back the cries itching in the back of your throat, begging for release, the same ones Sebastian seemed downright dedicated to drawing out of your throat. It had been enough to feel his tongue darting against you, to hear the wet sounds of his lips laying sloppy kisses at the end of each stroke. Then you made the foolish mistake of opening your eyes and looking at Sebastian. The pleasure that you’d felt firing from every nerve grew tenfold, it became so overwhelming that holding back the moans was no longer an option, “Sebastian..”.

The cry was met with even more enthusiasm. He kept his eyes closed, his nose dug into your pubic bone, his tongue made slow, languid strokes that lingered just a little bit longer over the bundle of nerves at the crest. Despite his unrelenting grip, you managed to start a rhythmic motion in tandem with his movements. From your position, which seemed equally close to and far away from Sebastian, you could see him smile against you. That was when he finally opened his eyes, immediately meeting yours like he had been waiting for the perfect opportunity to make his intentions known. Just as you lost all remaining air with a trembling breath, he closed his lips and began to suckle at your most sensitive point.  The full body tremors that followed caused a moan to rumble from his chest that in turn vibrated against you. The feeling was so intense that your body rejected the pleasure as an overindulgence. Your hands tangled in his hair tugged him to a better, more tolerable position.

He simply began again and you only pulled him closer, mumbling, “Feels so…”, and you were cut off by the intense need to clamp your legs around his head, eliciting another unfairly attractive moan from your…boyfriend? You supposed you would have to go over the semantics later. Each time his lips closed, your hips would lift and beg him for more. Just when you thought you were on the edge of bliss, Sebastian took hold of your hips in his arms and yanked you forward on the bed. Like he had been starved, he began to lavish you with slow practiced circles like he had done before. He remained persistent this time though, a steady hypnotic pressure of his tongue toying with you. The steady, short bursts of air from his nose betrayed his unhinged appearance.  His hair was splayed wild from your hands and his knuckles blanched from the pressure he maintained against your hips, surely enough pressure to bruise the fragile skin. Red cheeks and bulging veins in his hands and forearms reminded you that he was sacrificing his own comfort in exchange for your pleasure. You wanted to feel him on you forever, to feel the way his tongue rolled over you. Your feet locked behind his head, and you finally allowed your hands to pull him to the spot that felt unlike the rest. He trailed one hand down to join his mouth and you yelped, a jolt of self preservation causing you to close your legs tightly around his hand and head.  You cried out, feeling the angry red welts drawn into your skin as a response. You covered your mouth to muffle your moans and in the same second Sebastian had pulled it away, pinning it against the sheets no matter how hard you tried to wrestle for control. He wanted you to become so enraptured by the pleasure he gave you that you would throw manners to the side. You began to writhe against him once more, your fingers fumbling with soft blonde hair to try and find release. You sobbed his name and he waited only a few seconds more before his tongue was joined by two long fingers that dipped into your heat. Your tired muscles trembled beneath him. You fell to pieces, all of which held onto Sebastian for dear life. Tears fell from your eyes as you shook beneath him, though he continued to suckle at your clit, fingers rolling slowly within you until you came down completely. He waited until your body became still, albeit with ragged breath. Sebastian withdrew his fingers and watched how glazed over eyes stayed stuck to him, how your lips parted in one final whimper when you watched him take his fingers into his mouth, mumbling around the taste, “My sweet girl”.

like a prayer.

pairing: sebastian kydd x unnamed!black fem!oc. warning: 18+ sexual situations. descriptions of sex. summary: sebastian is inexperienced and his s/o shows him the ropes. song: like a prayer cover by miley cyrus. tags: @neeville@dulcewrites @crash-and-cure@cvpidspearl @blackwriter48 @wonderprince @venus2eros @adoreyouusugar @sunshinetoday1 @cosmic-parker @kaitaesupremacy @librarydame @louderfortheback

His eyes were mountainus lakes. Bobbing and weaving, flowing with passion. Within them were threads of gold she was desperate to be weaved in. They were intense. Strong like the currents in the 7 seas but as gentle as the rivers between earthly pastures. 

His lips were as beautiful as his eyes. A shade of pink that mimicked blush colored roses, much like the ones he gifted her eons ago. Her thumb drummed over his slick duo and encourage the parting of his lips and the relaxing of his jaw. Her mouth captured his and she inhaled all things exiting the entryway to his mind and soul. 

Her knees greeted the carpeted floor with a soft thud. She thanked her lucky stars for a durable pair of sweatpants. Her hands, smaller than his, slid up his pajama pants. His knee jumped at her touch. Through hooded lids, she met those mountainous lakes. They’d morphed into deep oceans, dark and brooding. 

She continued her advances. Meticulously, her fingers hooked around the waist band of his pants. Her nails, long and painted black, tickled his skin. A quiet whimper came from him. Her mouth twitched and her heart swelled with pride.

Down his waist they fell and below his knees they sat. She let a few moments pass to give room for any objection or retraction of consent. She smiled wickedly at the silence. 

“How you feelin’?” She questioned, prepared to remove the last article of clothing that blocked her from what she truly sought after. A treasure she’d been desperate to get her hands on. To dive into a sea of gold and diamonds. 

“M’okay.” His voice was hushed, quiet. Submissive. She hummed in response. 

“You sure, baby? We can stop.” Her torture began with soft kisses along his neck, down his collarbone and chest, and to his pelvic bone. His hips stuttered at the warmth. His large hand, one tucked behind his head, fell by his side. He wanted to touch her, to push her head lower so he’d finally get what he’d been aching for. 

“No, no, keep going,” he breathed out. “Please.”

Green light means go. In a split second, the tension that’d been built over the course of their relationship had exploded. Mentos in a shaken Coke bottle. 

She was in control and that she loved. Watching as he thrashed against the pillow like an impatient child, clutched the sheets by his hips, and chanted her name like a mantra. A delicate prayer to herself, the goddess responsible for the incomprehensible pleasure he experienced. 

"Baby..." He sang a sweet song. The only lyric was her name. Repetition, they called it. The constant saying of a sentiment. It fueled her ego, she had to admit. If she could have it play constantly on her cassette, she would. Lul her to sleep and bring her peace. 

She lifted her eyes once more. Her favorite work of art, he was. If only she could capture him in all his glory. Disheveled hair, rosy cheeks, bruised lips from constant biting, and heavy breaths. She pulled away for reaction, and was pleased when he shook his head and begged her to continue. 

His pleas and cries for mercy were enough to make her thighs clamp together. She wasn’t the focus, though. It was all about him. His release. His pleasure. 

Suddenly, his hand came to her head, tangling in her thick coils. She sighed at the feeling. His hips jerked. His song grew louder, more intense. Then the record scratched, and there was a stillness that filled the room as thrashing heads and bodily trembles were brought to rest. 

She removed herself and smiled seductively. Her hand came to her mouth to wipe away any remaining traces of him that she didn’t cage behind her lips. She crawled over his body and caressed his face gently. He leaned into her touch. 

“You okay?” Her lips ghosted his and he captured them sloppily. 

“M’good. Sleepy.” 

She giggled and nodded. “Shower first. Then sleep. Deal?”

“Deal.”

This man has me giggling and kicking my feet it's actually embarrassing.

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Austin Butler Head Canons

Warnings: Fluff, Mentions of sex. That's it.

Austin is most definitely a soft dom but slightly strict. Not just during any sexual activity just in general if your misbehaving or just being slightly difficult he will most definitely put you in your place. I can literally just imagine him saying "Y/N Knock it off sweetheart, you don't want to upset me do you? No? Then you better start getting your act together am I clear?"

Austin is very loving he will make it a goal to make sure you have anything you need or want even if you don't ask for anything he gives you the fucking world.

He loves your family with a passion if you have nieces or nephews who are in their toddler years he is AMAZING with them your siblings get along with him and your parents just in general adore him and hope you both get married.

He is amazing in bed, he focuses on your pleasure and makes it a fucking goal to make sure you cum at least 3 times just to prove whatever point he wants to prove. He always speaks to you in a loving way and even taunts you mockingly in the most softest tone ever whenever he's screwing you.

He always makes love to you he rarely is rough unless you want him to be rough but in general when it comes to sex he makes love and focuses on you and makes sure you feel good and your not uncomfortable and in pain.

Back to general things whenever you both are out on the town to get adult chores over with like groceries it's semi hell whenever you guys go to the grocery store there's people taking pictures or fans following you down every isle you go even when you guys are separated in the store to get something you are a main target so you both decided to wear masks glasses and hats and for the most part its worked.

that's all i have for now! i ran out of ideas but i hope you guys enjoyed this :)

Austin Butler is the type to look in the mirror smile and do the finger gun thing and say "Yup..Still got it."

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I'm literally in love with this man.

I would let this man pimp slap the fuck out of me.

HE KEPT THAT FUCKING SUIT

Summer Time Sadness

Austin Butler x Lana!reader (Basically the reader makes lana del rey songs)

Summary; Basically Y/N is performing at coachella and doesn't realize austin was there and watched her sing until she looked in the crowd

Warnings; Fluff, Semi-Angst

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It had been 5 months since me and Austin broke up. I was getting pretty big song wise I just kept my music genuine and that’s what got me here basically, I was performing at coachella since it was around that time of the year and everyone out there was excited to see me as my music was seen as relatable, everyone i knew was there to support me besides austin. (So she thought). I walked on stage and smiled before walking towards the microphone and started singing one of my most infamous songs on the internet.

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That baby, you the best

I sung my heart out as fireworks went off in the night sky as I looked around at the gorgeous lights until i noticed someone very familiar in the crowd and fear went through my body but i ignored it and kept going.

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style

High heels off, I'm feelin' alive

He was smiling clapping as if he was genuinely proud of me which made me sing even more

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothin' scares me anymore

Every memory of us glazed through my mind as I sang even more which brought tears to my eyes until I looked over at my very drunk friend Melanie who was cheering me on the whole time 

Kiss me hard before you go, Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That baby, you the best

Austin stared at me paying no attention to anyone else he just focused on me and held that charming smile on his face as I sang my little heart out to not only the crowd but now directly at him and he now knew that.

got that summertime, summertime sadness

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight

Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

I sang the rest of the song until I finally finished and got off stage and went somewhere secluded where Melanie got too first and hugged me tight while holding her flask “Babes!! You did aboslutely fucking amazing up there tonight!” I laughed at her squealing form as We held each others waists as she opened her flask pouring tequila into my mouth what i hadn’t realized was that Austin was watching leaned up against a wall with a smirk until i lowered my head and shook it not used to how hard that liquor hit me “Still doing it like a pro huh?” Melanie turned around and looked at me smiling before running off leaving me and him alone together “I didn’t know you were gonna perform until I saw you on stage from afar so I decided to come and watch.” I smiled slightly as he walked over to me and stood close, basically towering over me since I'm way smaller than him. “Well..thank you for sticking around! I really appreciate it Aus, i hope you’ve been doing goo-” He cut me off as she quickly leaned in placing a kiss on my lips which pushed me back into the wall behind me a bit as I kissed him back until we needed to catch a breath “I’m so sorry for what happened between us Y/N I really am"

I frowned as I remembered the main reason as to why we broke up, I felt alone in the relationship as he got focused on the Elvis movie which was fine but he barely acknowledged me when I was in a depressive state "It's fine Aus.." He sighed as he held me by my waist with one hand and used the other to make me look up at him as I had tears forming in my eyes and drop down my cheek which caused him to wipe my tears "Let's try again sweetheart..Please? I miss you so fucking much and I promise I'll give you my undivided attention from now o-" It was my turn to shut him up now as I pulled him closer and kissed him "I would love to Aus you don't realise how much I miss you crave you and just want to be around you." Music was booming around us but we ignored it as we were both to focused on being in each other's atmosphere "I love you so much Y/N" He wrapped his arms around me holding me close as if i were going to disappear into nothingness "I love you more Austin." We were finally back together, It was now making sense to us both as to why we ended up back in each other's different realities. Because we were meant for each other and we were meant to be together for the rest of our lives.

In the scene before the 68’ comeback, the colonel and Elvis argue, and Elvis goes ‘Hmm’

I don’t know why but that hum lives inside my brain rent free

MEEE HAHAHA

I'm embarrassed to have to resort to this, but it's a necessary evil... what platform are you watching the Elvis movie on? Austin Butler has me whipped.

I watch 'Elvis' On the website 123 movies! I think once the movie is added to streaming apps it will also end up on soap2day at some point but i'm not too sure! But i definitely use 123 movies whenever O re re-watch the movie! Hoped that helped you out love <3

Him & I Pt 2 (Final Part)

Warning: Angst, mentions of a possible ed??, Fluff at the end.

also bc of @amoreaustin I decided to make a part 2 <3

It had been 5 weeks since that encounter with Austin. I was sitting in the living room of my house at the piano feeling empty as I softly sang one of my songs that were inspired by the current break up. The constant ache in my heart made me feel dead inside as i remembered the 3 nicknames he gave me ‘DragonFly’ ‘FireFly’ and ‘Little Dove’ I was crying my heart out as my head was now laying on the keys while Cassidy walked inside and saw my shadow as my body shook from crying “Oh bubs..” She muttered walking towards me and kneeled to my level “Bubs it’s gonna be oka-'' I shot my head up as mascara streamed down my face “IT’S NOT CASSIDY!” I sniffled, laying my head back down while she caressed my back ever so gently. “He was my first love and I lost him.” Cassidy sighed as she practically carried me away from the piano and laid me down on the couch and wrapped me up in a blanket.

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Since that night I tried to move on but it was damn near impossible but I felt better. I just felt like I had a missing piece. The only main issue was I’ve been overworking myself to absolute hell to stay distracted. Tonight was the night of another concert I was on stage strumming the shit out of my electric guitar hair flips and all but finally the consequences of not eating food and not drinking water caught up to me as I suddenly flopped onto the ground fainting which made Jared and Cassidy sprint across the stage towards me and try waking me up until someone called the ambulance. I woke up in the hospital confused, frantically sitting up, my vision still blurry “I shouldn’t be here! The concer-” Austin's voice rang through my ears as he and my friends scurried over to me “Firefly settle down alright? You’ve been unfriendly to yourself sweetheart, relax.” Firefly, I haven't heard him call me that since before everything went to shit. The name brought tears to my eyes as I saw more clearly now “Y-You shouldn’t be here..”

Austin shook his head as he grabbed my hand standing above the hospital bed “No i definitely should be Y/N the news got out 20 minutes after you got to the ER. You shouldn’t be overworking yourself like this Dove. You need to be eating.” He used his stern voice with me as Cassidy watched from afar “I love you far too much to let you go on that damn stage without any food or water in your system just to end up nearly dying!” I huffed crossing my arms looking up at his standing figure “I wasn’t dyin-” he glared at Jared and Cassidy letting them know to give us a moment and they did “You realize you can die doing that Y/N?! I lost you once, I can't lose you again permanently!” I teared up looking down until he picked up my face “I love you Y/N with every bit of my fucking body. I would rip out for no reason at all if you asked me too” I felt tears go down my face as he gently planted a kiss on my lips “I missed you so goddamn much austin..”

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Months have gone by since that incident and Austin has stayed right by my side since then the moment we got back together. I was at his place today cleaning up the kitchen until he shut off the water with his hands on his hips. “And what in god’s name do you think you’re doing Y/N?” I smiled shyly and set the sponge down “Cleaninngg..” He smiled and picked up my tiny body and held me close. “I told you I was going to do the dishes didn’t I little dove?” I nodded until he grabbed the sink hose and sprayed me with water and splashed soap on me. “That’s what you get for not listening!” I squealed laughing as we ran around the kitchen having a water fight until he tapped out and held our wet bodies close to each other as he leaned in for a kiss as we were finally happy together. Nobody could no longer get in between him & I.

Him & I pt 1

Austin Butler & FemSinger!Reader

warnings; Fluff in the beginning , Angst, Sad shit.

Feelings couldn’t express the amount of excitement I felt as a singer. It was all I could ever dream of as a little girl and here I was at an MTV Interview with my band that was named Saturn’s sun talking about our lives and our newest album ‘Big Dreams Little World.’ I didn’t realize I zoned until my band mate Cassidy tapped my shoulder before I was about to get asked something “Now Y/N the fans wanna know.. Do you have a celebrity crush on anyone?” I smiled shaking my head “No not reall-” My band members roared with laughter as one of them Jared spoke up “Yes she does she recently saw that new Elvis movie and since then she has NOT shut up about Austin Butler” Cassidy chuckled as she fixed her hair while the interviewer smirked at me “Alright I MIGHT have a small crush on Austin I mean c’mon he’s a literal heart throb and is an AMAZING Actor but I swear to god” I point at the camera making direct eye contact with it before winking playfully “If I see any of you sick nasties make those fan edit’s of Me and Him together I will rain hell upon twitter” I laughed and ran my fingers through my hair “Well thank you guys for doing this interview with me for MTV we strongly appreciate it!” We smiled and thanked our interviewer back before walking out of the studio to go about our daily tasks. What my band didn’t know is that Austin and I have been seeing each other for a bit and we both have been hinting things about one another to any interview we held

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Weeks have gone by since that interview and tonight was the night where me and my band performed in one of the Los Angeles stadiums. By the end of our show Austin suddenly walked on stage with jet black hair Cassidy and Jared were confused but the crowd was screaming and shouting as Austin gripped my waist from behind and turned my head kissing me finally announcing to the public that we were together so Cassidy grabbed a microphone “Never in my life did i expect to see my Band member/ Bestfriend slip tongue with her celebrity crush” Austin pulled away laughing and clapping his hands at the joke as I grabbed my Microphone “I’ve been throwing hints everywhere and so has he I thought by now you would’ve suspected something” Jared gasped as he finally realized and pointed at my and looked at the crowd “THAT’S WHY SHE NEVER STOPPED TALKING ABOUT HIM!!!” I laughed hysterically nodding until we played one last song and Austin went backstage watching us until the final end of the night where I ran inside and wrapped my arms around him sharing a very sloppy kiss until he pulled away “You did fucking amazing out there baby doll.” I blushed and ran my fingers through his hair. “Why thank you Mr Butler.” He chuckled as i grabbed my jacket and said my goodbyes to

my band mates Jared and Cassidy before going out to Austin’s car to go home

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Months have gone by and since the concert we were seen as hollywood's IT couple until the press went on the internet posting about how Austin has been seen with Kaia Gerber holding hands last night at a nightclub so I got upset and posted publicly about it “I know I’m not the most perfect person in the world but I know for a fact I’m better than a home wrecking sleazy bitch who is well aware about me AND a cheating man whore while his girlfriend of 8 months works her ass off and losing her vocals to please the public.” I posted the video on my story and it went viral. Austin knew he owed me an explanation once he saw my post that was now everywhere. I was at the studio with Cassidy finishing up on lyrics we were making for a new song we had to release in the next 3 months. “I think we did enough work Y/N I’m gonna head out to Jared’s place you wanna tag along?” I shook my head grabbing my purse “Nah i gotta get some stuff and head home” We hugged and went our separate ways for the night, i finished my grocery shopping and was now at home unpacking foods until I heard a knock on my door “Coming!!” I ran over and opened it seeing Austin whom earned a glare upon my face as I tried shutting the door until he shoved his shoe in to block it “Y/N Let me talk. Please?” I kicked his foot back and shook my head “There's nothing to talk about Austin. Go home to the stuck up rich girl who hasn’t worked for a single thing in her life.”

He sighed and slipped inside my house quickly before I fully shut the door “Y/N It really isn’t what you think. My manager had me do that as a publicity stunt in hopes of us breaking up because he thought you were a risk to my career.” I scoffed shaking my head “So you didn’t fucking think to stand up for yourself Austin? That’s not a fucking excuse you knew I would find out and be in fucking pain” I teared up as he tried pulling me in for a hug but i was throwing a complete hissy fit punching his chest kicking and crying “8 God damn months Austin! And you let it all go to fucking waste for a god damn manager and a stuck up bitch!” I was a hot mess now my body finally gave out while he held me close to his chest “I know Y/N It wasn’t fair but I promise you baby doll I won’t do it again.” He frowned and held up my face to look up at him “You're my only girl got that sweetness?” I shook my head as I was now scared of actually being cheated on “I’m sorry Austin but leave..I don’t want to take any chances” He was now tearing up and shaking his head “Y/N Please don’t do thi-” I gently pushed myself off of him and shoved him out the door locking it and sliding down onto the ground crying into my knees knowing this might be the official end of him & I

nothing without you.

pairing: sebastian kydd x black!oc (bennett)

warning: nothing. old writing. prologue type beat.

song: nothing without you by tanerelle.

The scurviest thieves were desperate to grab onto the riches she possessed. The richest of the rich were envious of her valuables; from the dark bangles that dangle across her shoulders to the chocolate diamonds that gleamed within the light, the rows of jewels that sparkled when her lips were pulled back. She was a treasure; she was his treasure.

There was nothing he cherished more than having the privilege of using the key she'd given him to unchain the golden lock that kept her beauty concealed from the world.

The way she shone throughout the darkness around them was intoxicating. She was beckoning for him to run his fingers across the mounds of gold across her chest, and down the valley of her breast where the most precious jewel of all awaited. A treasure she was; so beautiful and sacred.

Bennett Jackson, lover and friend of Sebastian Kydd, was a sight to behold. She'd been the most beautiful work of art he'd ever seen before; swearing up and down she was crafted delicately at the hands of the goddesses of the earth.

"There's no one like her," he'd tell his friends with a smile on his face. They'd tease him, and call him a simp, but in no way, shape, or form, did it phase him because he continued onto loving her the way she should be.

She was delicate to him, like a flower. Once it was harmed, it was hard to revive. In the past, Bennett had expressed that she didn't know what love felt like aside from her parents, and even then, she wasn't sure if it was love, or just meeting to basic needs for a child. She'd been so beaten, bruised, and batterer by those who claimed to adore and cherish her forever that initially she rejected him with a huge "I don’t like you, blondie.”

Sebastian didn't find it in him to say something snippy back or possibly shoot down her confidence like people around him had suggestion, simply because he could see behind the facade. It was evident that she was hurting and all she needed was a simple "I love you and I'm here for you."

It wasn't until a few months later that they were in a place where those soft phrases could be exchanged. Even a year later, they hadn't come to an end, and neither of them planned for it to happen anytime soon, either.