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miraculous-ninjabird · 10 months

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Considering Chuuya and the potential technicalities of the vampirism and I can’t decide what is more painful.

The idea of Chuuya being completely unaware of what he’s doing and only realizing what he’s done afterwards or the idea of Chuuya being 100% aware of what’s happening and being forced to watch helplessly while being controlled by someone else’s ability.

Chapter 109 spoilers in the tags

#bungou stray dogs #bsd chapter 109 #I’m desperately leaning towards the second option #because if Chuuya is aware and watching the that means he’s capable of attempting to wrest control of his own body back #(he’s capable of reacting predictably to Dazai’s taunts because he knows if he could just *touch* him he’d be free)#(he’s capable of doing his damn best to stop that bullet from actually killing Dazai because if he can’t he’ll never forgive himself #because if he can fight back enough control to make it SEEM like Dazai’s dead #then he can get Fyodor to leave and then maybe they’ll make it out alive #not okay but alive at the very least #I’m going feral can you tell #rotating this thought in my head at 1000rpm in hopes it makes it true #chuuya nakahara

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