Finally posting my gift from the SteveBucky Gift Exchange! This is for @righteousradical and @space-and-thyme 

(This fic was posted last month but I have only been able to post it to Tumblr now, oops. lol)

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Every @ I get, I have to tag someone I love/look up to

@hightechgenius Ezra is amazing. A skilled and intelligent writer. Thoroughly understands all of their muses and is able to portray that characterization so divinely. Plus, they are a lot of fun to talk to ooc and have honestly helped me calm down from anxiety attacks a few times. They are brilliant and I love them dearly.

@intothewildseaRini is also amazing. I’ve been bothering them for years now. So creative and so excited about their muses. Their descriptions and headcannons are to die for. They’re so wonderful to talk to ooc. Sweet and understanding. I love them dearly too.

@righteousradical(Is this cheating? I feel like it’s cheating somehow lol)Jinji is amazing too. We don’t always talk a lot but when we do it always puts a smile on my face. They are a brilliant writer. They rip my heart out and put it back so easily. Not just because of their ideas but how they write them out. They are lovely and, shocking no one, I love them dearly.

I Suck At Titles || Closed

As plotted with @righteousradical.

Nathanael didn’t like violence, but he also didn’t like suffering and bullies, so when the army wanted to recruit people for medics, he signed up. He knew it was going to be tough, not just the necessary training and all that, but living with the other soldiers. Nat was painfully aware that he was different, not just in appearance, but also in personality... and abilities, but that part was a secret, just like his sexual preferences.  But just because he knew it would be tough didn’t mean it wasn’t annoying or painful.

Most of the time the... hazing, although it wasn’t just an initiation thing, were rather harmless, like stealing his blanket, putting mud in his shoes (how old are they? 12?) or hide some item when it was time for inspection. Though there had been a couple of bloody noses involved and making sure he tripped and spilled his food wasn’t uncommon either. Of course none of this happened right in front of a superior, even though they had to know what was going on, and Nat never complained, knowing that would make things worse.

Today, his unit might have acted differently if they had known who would be present, as they once again made Nat trip and fall, very ungraciously, onto the ground. At least most of the spilled food hit the ground and not his uniform this time, he’d been punished for that more than once, not keeping his uniform ‘clean enough’. Nat clenched his jaws and scrambled up on his feet, hearing the laughter behind him, but he didn’t give then as much as a glance, they didn’t deserve it.

Nat had barely sat down, as far away from the others as he could, when he heard someone speak up. Turning towards the voice, his jaw dropped immediately. It belonged to no other than Captain Steven Rogers.

14, 22

honesty meme || @righteousradical

14.) Do you think rp has had a positive or negative affect on your life or you as a person? 

Definitely positive. I’ve gained most of my friends through roleplaying and it’s also my main outlet for my feelings, especially those I can’t show or do anything about as myself.

22.) What would make you block someone?

Repeatedly breaking my rules despite having been gently reminded about them. Posting things ooc that’s racist, homophobic or in any other way hateful.Posting untagged chainposts (you know the ones saying ‘reblog this or this will happen’) or untagged nudity. All personal blogs gets softblocked for the sake of my sanity, I’ve had too many ooc posts reblogged and that haven’t been deleted when I ask about it.

26, 27

honesty meme || accepting

26: How do you feel about vague posting?I don’t see much of a point to it unless I’m being a little shit about a good thing [i.e. I might vaguepost about something I’m planning for @misstisalir or @rightisntalwayseasy bc I know them both IRL and have been known to arrange for surprise gifts or outings or something] and want to let the other person know something is coming but still preserve some element of the surprise. Otherwise, why bother? No one needs the drama.

27: Do you follow people even if they don’t follow you back?Sure. I might unfollow after a while just to clear and organize my dash, but I follow plenty of people who don’t follow me back.

{Closed}

@righteousradical​

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“Fred, I’m sorry. I can’t do this.”

She places the solitaire engagement ring in his palm, before she turns away from the man she’d thought she would spend her life with. As she walks away, she doesn’t cry, or feel remorse. Instead, she feels free. The only downside? All the money and time she had wasted. Fred had wanted her to settle down and becoming a boring housewife. Maybe at one time she might have been content to settle for that. But, fighting in a war changed a girl.

Thankfully, they hadn’t moved in tougher, so she was free to escape back to the safe space of her own apartment. Just as she collapses on the couch, her tabby, Felix, comes purring and settled in her lap. Her phone beeps, indicating a new email. She opens the app and checks it, thinking perhaps it was from work. But, no. It was a reminder from the travel agency about the two week cruise she had booked for their honeymoon. The tickets were non-refundable at this point. Peggy pulls up her message app, texting Steve.

[text: Steve] So, I did a thing. I kind of... called off the wedding. And… I have two non-refundable tickets for two weeks in the Bahamas. Come with me?

righteousradical replied to your post: The wolf strides forward, brows knit together as...

Steve vc: YOU CAN’T END ME, LOOK HOW HANDSOME.

“If I wanted to look at handsome, I’d stare at a mirror.”

@righteousradical continued

Who would you be a daddy to?

Steve harassment [accepting]

“No one, Buck,” Steve says. At least he doesn’t think so. Stranger things have happened. He supposed if the right person pushed the right buttons in the right context… “You don’t think it’s a little weird?”

           “Callin’ your boyfriend daddy in bed? Yeah, a little. I definitely don’t wanna think about my father while screwin’ somebody. But, y’know, after Norse Gods and aliens and metal arms and the two of us endin’ up in the future… It’s the kind of weird I can get over, y’know? Not that I’m a decent parameter when it comes to sex stuff.”

           By this point, Bucky was pretty good at keeping open-minded and rolling with the punches, rarely getting stuck on something in particular. Except the banana thing. It kind of surprised him that Steve seemed to be weirded out by daddy; then again, Bucky had always been surprisingly adaptable and, regardless of how freaky the world was, anything was an improvement from the years between ’45 and 2014. (And the first twenty years of his life. Thanks, Dad.) Besides, maybe the fact this was a sex thing made it stand out. Bucky honestly wouldn’t know, he had a fucked up relationship with sex, now.

“i don’t feel like the same person i was before it happened.”

random starter that I lost / not accepting

_________________ “ I do not think any of us will ever be the same, Steve.” He spoke from his experiences && Tony knew that he would never be the same again.  “After all of this, after what we’ve seen && experienced, nothing can ever be the same again.”

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD ♡✧( ु•⌄• ) once you get this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask box of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it's nice to know that someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out. 💕

Maaaaan. You’re a sweetheart. The same goes to you for the record xP You’re a brilliant writer and person and I’m lucky to interact with you when I can.

Everyone love on this person on here and on @weaponizedembrace

@righteousradical || cont. 

She tips her head back in order to flash him a grin. “Well, Cap, I’ve been lead to believe that down-home American boys such as yourself are genetically predisposed to helping a damsel in distress.”  

Successfully navigating her way to the couch (with his assistance), Natasha deposits her haul atop the cushions, and fluffs a pillow between her hands -- before promptly tossing it in his direction. “You agreed to this, remember? I don’t recall holding a gun to your head, Rogers.” Although it does sound plausible, with her.  “I did glance over your list of ‘must watch films’ - you’re welcome - and I picked something that didn’t seem like it would put us both to sleep. So ‘The American Astronaut’ it is.” 

@righteousradical | lyric starter | when the party’s over - billie eilish

        “Don’t you know I’m no good for you?” The question is mostly rhetorical, murmured in a hushed tone just loud enough that he knows Steve can hear. He tries to keep the emotion out of his voice, keep it neutral, and usually that’s a skill that’s effortless for Bucky- the blond is perhaps one of the few people who might be able to read the truth behind his monotonous words. “I’ve learned to lose; you can’t afford to.”

@righteousradical

[ text: Steven ] im at a bar.

[ text: Steven ] you should see it here, I might get laid tonight

[ text: Steven ] probs not but one can hope

[ text: Steven ] come meet me

rimming

Send me a kink and I’ll rate it

Receiving:

fuck no | no thanks | eeeh | not sure | I’d give it a shot | sure why not | omg yes | there go my pants | holy fuck take me now

Thor isn’t opposed to giving it a try with the right person but it would be very ship and verse dependent. It’s a vulnerability thing and it would only happen under certain circumstances. I’m sure once he got over himself and tried it, he’d love it.

Giving:

fuck no | no thanks | eeeh | not sure | I’d give it a shot | sure why not | omg yes | there go my pants | holy fuck take me now

My Tumblr Crushes:

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thatsmrfantastic

mister-dxctxr

righteousradical

mightyheroics

hisstark

steverogerscpt

spiderpcter

suitofarmxr

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✨  ───  FAVORITE ACTOR? 

well,  obviously  that  right  belongs  to  SEBASTIAN.  he  brings  such  beautiful  depth  and  complexity  to  bucky’s  character,  and  accomplishes  this  with  very  few  lines  and  very  little  screen time.  this  blog  is,  for  the  most  part,  mcu - based.  it  is  because  of  sebastian’s  performance  in  CA : TWS  that  i  decided  to  write  bucky  barnes  as  a  muse.  mcu  borrowed  many  aspects  of  bucky’s  character  from  the  comics,  but  i  love  the  divergences  they  decided  to  take,  and  my  favorite  parts  of  the  character  are  the  pieces  sebastian  has  added  /  focused  on.  he  has  been  my  inspiration  for  the  passed  four  years  and  i’m  so  excited  to  see  how  he  further  evolves  the  character.  not  only  does  he  breathe  such  life  into  the  character,  but  the  man  is  also  a  sweet  heart,  especially  to  his  fans.  i’ve  been  lucky  enough  to  have  the  chance  to  go  to  three  of  the  cons  he  has  attended  and  every  single  time,  he  has  been  humble  and  funny,  engaging  and  kind.  it  is  easy  to  love  him.  it  is  such  a  joy  to  have  him  as  my  muse’s  puppet - master.   

 ✌ ───  FAVORITE FIGHT SCENE?

hands  down,  the  fight  scene  ‘ on  the  bridge ‘.  holy  hell.  from  the  second  that  fight  scene  kicks  off,  with  sitwell  being  ripped  out  of  the  freaking  car  and  thrown  into  oncoming  traffic,  to  the  soldier  flipping  off  the  car  and  sliding  like  a  spider monkey  across  the  asphalt  -  to  the  split  second  after  the  soldier  shoots  natasha,  when  he  suddenly  appears  behind  her  with  his  gun  aimed  and  ready  to  fire,  to  the  beautiful,  mesmerizing  showdown  between  steve  and  the  soldier…  everything  about  that  scene  is  perfection.  that  fight  scene  is  so  beautifully  choreographed,  it  still gives  me  chills.  god,  it’s  so  GOOD.  the  pace,  gaah!  super  soldier  pitted  against  super  soldier,  and  it  is  so  enthralling.  it  is,  in  my  opinion  THE  best  fight  scene  in  ANY  marvel  movie.  the  fight  scene  between  batroc  and  steve  though,  that  definitely  gets  a  honorable  mention.   

☠ ───  FAVORITE VILLAIN?

i  have  to  admit  (  maybe  an  unpopular  opinion?  )  but  i  think  marvel  villains  are  somewhat  lacking  in  dimension.  also,  again  something  to  keep  in  mind,  i  have  very  limited  knowledge  of  the  comics,  so  i  am  basing  this  mostly  on  movies.  and  when  i  think  back  to  the  more  recent  marvel  movies,  no  one  really  stand  out  as  anything  spectacular.  ultron  looked  BADASS  in  the  trailers,  but  paled  (  again,  imo  )  in  AOU.  i  like  certain  villain’s….  yondu ( would  he  be  considered  a  villain? )  nebula  ( would  she  be  considered  a  villain?  )  i  LOVED  dotty  from  agent  carter,  she  was  fucking  fantastic  -  but  still,  lines  are  a  bit  blurred.  i  liked  killmonger  too.  jeez,  i  think  i’m  going  to  have  to  take  this  back  old  school,  to  the  original  OG.  favorite  marvel  villain  has  to  go  to  willem  dafoe’s  GREEN  GOBLIN.  as  much  as  i  don’t  like  toby  maquire  as  spiderman,  dafoe  did  an  awesome  job. 

MARVEL MUNDAY MEME ( meme ) // ACCEPTING [ ✨✌☠ ]  // ID: @righteousradical​