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fyodors-fancy-teacup · 1 year

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Fyodor Praying🩸

Inspired by that one panel in BSD chapter 77.

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#digital art #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd s4 #bsd fanart #bsd manga #bsd fyodor #fyodor mihayloviç dostoyevski #bungou stray dogs #religious fyodor #my daily fyodor food #bsd

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chuuyadelune · 2 months

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(BSD 113 SPOILERS) the fyodor jesus imagery is driving me insane, so here are a couple of things i noticed from this chapter (all translations from @/nineofscans).

1. fyodor’s position

so the first thing that was most obvious was fyodor’s positioning here. he may not be on a cross, but this is very intentional i would say! he is still in the position of christ on the cross.

2. fyodor’s outfit

i could be reaching, and this is less to do with jesus, but his outfit to me resembles a monk’s habit somewhat—perhaps signifying his position as a man of god.

3. stabbing with spears as the rooster crows

two things are standing out to me here:

first of all, stabbing fyodor with spears as a means of execution is interesting to me considering how jesus also was stabbed by a spears before being taken down from the cross after he gives up his life (following the “my god, my god, why have you forsaken me?” line—which was quoted in the last chapter!)

i cannot remember if jesus is also stabbed before then, but that is the one i remember the most.

the second thing that jumped out to me about this line was the part about the rooster crowing.

in the new testament, when jesus is betrayed by judas, he warns peter that before the cock crows, he (peter) will have betrayed him (jesus) three times.

what are the implications of that? i can’t really say, maybe it has something to do with why bram later gets stabbed with the holy cross sword and why he later works under fukuchi/fyodor. but it felt like an intentional nod to this part of the passion of christ.

4. bram as the devil

this is perhaps another reach, but i’m including it anyways.

before jesus re-enters jerusalem and the events of the passion of christ, he fasts for 40 days in the desert, where he is tempted from the devil (each of the gospels talks about this differently).

but anyway, this does say something. if bram is the devil, and considering all of fyodor’s positioning and religious imagery surrounding him—i feel the jesus references are very intentional. fyodor is deliberately positioned as— if not jesus, then definitely at least a disciple, or a messenger of god, almost supernatural in energy and appearance.

and with all the buddhist references to angels scattered throughout this arc—i think there’s a lot to be unveiled about fyodor yet. we definitely haven’t seen the last of him. but i’m excited to find this all out later!

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd 113 #bsd manga spoilers #bsd spoilers #bsd fyodor #fyodor bsd #this barely makes sense help #putting my religious trauma to good use #jem rambles #bsd analysis #i guess??#lol tagging it anyways #all of this assuming that this is fyodor n not a twin ancestor or smth #you never know!#but at long last… we have some more fyodor information

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seraphim-eternal · 4 months

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To love someone is to see them as God intended them.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

#philosophy #quotes #poetry #catholic #existentialism #moodboard #religious trauma #art #books #literature quotes #russian literature #fyodor dostoevsky #dostoyevski

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lotus-pear · 26 days

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BOY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT NEW CHAPTER........

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vintageshits · 1 month

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the way he rots my brain is insane.

I need him, please 😩

#crime and punishment #fyodor dostoevsky #raskolnikov #russian literature #literature #classic #rodion romanovich raskolnikov #fydor dostoevsky #my babygirl rodya #crime and punishment 1970 #Lev Kulidzhanov REALLY knew what he was doing when casting him as Raskolnikov #georgy taratorkin is my ultimate raskolnikov #more like #biblically accurate Raskolnikov #look what a cutie he is #he could axe murder my religious friend and her sister and I would NEVER make him feel guilty for that

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coentinim · 6 months

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I love religiously deluded characters. I love it when they're unaware of how morally corrupt they are because they believe themselves to be the right hand of God. I love the ones who know full well what they're doing, yet still feeling morally superior and righteous. Just. Religious delusion.

#religious themes #pucci #jjba pucci #fyodor #bsd fyodor #judge frollo #neon genesis evangelion #does it count???#jjba #bsd #feel free to add on to the list #these 4 are just off the top of my head #mine☆#innocent manga #Jean-baptiste

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cyber-night · 16 days

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Hihihihi, so important update as to why I have vanished. I was diagnosed with a genetic condition that affects my muscles and means I'm losing my fine motor skills, skills like typing and writing, so this is taking so much effort to actually do as it's getting worse. I'm okay. I'm going to keep writing, but it's going to be at my own pace so I can mitigate the effects.

Content Warnings: Non-con to Dub-con, Priest Fyodor, Religious themes, Dom Reader, Sub Fyodor, Drowning, Degradation, Hair pulling. Tell me if I missed something.

Fyodors head was pushed down under the water, his robes flipped up over his ass and pushed up his back, exposing his pale skin and malnourished body. You held his hair in a death grip under holy water, water he himself had blessed.

He was struggling to escape your grip, not really afraid but more angry. He was too weak to fight you off physically. He trembles as he tries to flee. Your cock pistoning into his tight hole. He manages to push himself out of the water, making you laugh as he struggles to hold himself up on the slippery marble lip of the font. After taking his skinny wrists in one hand and then shoving his head under the water again with the other you shift him so his toes are the only part of him touching the floor and then go back to brutally fucking him. He's left writhing and the fear kicks in as his lungs scream in pain at the lack of air. The way you fuck him like you hate him makes him want to cum but he can't he needs more, after all you're fucking him like hes a toy with no care for his own satisfaction.

When you shift to finally abuse his prostate, his body trembles, going weak he no longer tries to fight back, too lost in fear and pleasure. He's struggling to stay conscious with the lack of air. When you pull his head up above the water so he can breathe, he takes in gasping breaths, moans interspersed alongside them. "Think you can keep quiet, Father?" You ask cruelly. "Imagine what your parish would do if they knew you weren't just a sinner but a common whore." Before he can argue and fight back you push his head under the water again his head pressed against the bottom of the marble basin as his body weakly twitches. You pet the back of his neck with your thumb as you pull harder on his pretty black hair. Fucking him against the font with only your pleasure in mind. Once you cum deep inside him you let him fall to the floor in a heap and start putting yourself back together.

Father Fyodor weakly crawls over to you, drenched in water and trembling. His eyes wide as he throws away his pride. "Please- c-can I..." You cut him off with a laugh "aww did my holy fuck toy not get to cum? How sad. Tell you what, you can use my boot but that's all you get." There's a look of hesitation in his eyes as you lean back against a pew offering him your boot.

He crawls forward and positions himself so he can grind against your leg like a mutt. He hides his face in shame against your thigh before you yank his head back by his hair "Look at me when I'm being so generous to you Father." Fyodor looks up at you weakly his hips stuttering as he grinds faster trying to get it over with. "You should thank me." Fyodor closes his eyes before forcing out a garbled "Thank you" He then pauses and looks at you before whimpering "Need... more." You smirk and wrap a hand around his throat. "You need to feel like your dying is that right slut? Don't worry I can do that for you." Fyodor's body tenses as he cums on your boot his eyes rolling back in his head. "Father~" you sing, bringing him back to the present. "You made quite a mess. Why don't you make your God proud and clean it up." You say smiling sadisticlly "Though I hardly think we should waste it." Fyodors eyes widen at the implications but leans down and kitten licks at the cum covering your shoe.

Once it's clean, you lift your boot and press it against his head, pressing his head to the floor. "I can't help but think you need a less... absent God. You need one to keep you on a short leash and put you to use. I think I could be that God. We could trade your clerical collar out for a nice locked collar with a leash. What do you think?" You ask the priest idly, knowing he's so lost in the after shocks of pleasure and pain that he'll agree to anything.

#sub fyodor #bottom fyodor #bsd fyodor #bungou stray dogs fyodor #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky x reader #cw religious themes

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hoshiumiumi · 8 months

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never-ending

this was supposed to be a digitalized ver from a tradi doodle

#bungou stray dogs #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #2023 art #tw nudity #back on my religious imagery bs(d)#art

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soukokutruther · 22 days

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religious guilt fyolai i drew back in october :3

#fyolai #fyodor #fyodor dostoevsky #nikolai #nikolai gogol #fyolai fanart #fyolai art #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #bungou stray dogs fanart #gay #religious art #religious trauma #sillyposting #soukokutrutherart

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headchamberlain · 2 months

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The confession of Ivan Goncharov.

TW: TWISTED religious imagery, excusing abuse and even calling it a blessing, unhealthy obsession, overall disturbing things.

In this I'll be trying to flesh out Ivan's character, why he's the way he is and how the lobotomy affects him today. This is written from his perspective. Take the tags seriously, please.

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"IT ALL STARTED SO LONG AGO. HOW LONG AGO? I CANT REMEMBER. I DONT NEED TO REMEMBER. ANYTHING BEFORE MEETING YOU IS INSIGNIFICANT. MY FAMILY... MY FRIENDS- IF I HAD ANY- THEYRE INSIGNIFICANT NOW. NOTHING BUT SOMETHING I AM SUPPOSED TO HAVE, SUPPOSED TO CARE FOR, BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME LIKE YOU DO, MASTER.

I WAS STRUGGLING. I COULDNT CONTROL ANYTHING. NOT EVEN MY OWN LIFE. IT KEPT GOING DOWNHILL. I WAS HANGING ON- I HUNG ON BY A THREAD- BUT EVEN THEN I GAVE UP AND LET GO. I WAS SO LONELY. WHAT DID YOU SEE IN ME, MASTER? I WAS HOPELESS. I WAS WEAK. ID LOST MY FAITH; IN FACT I BELIEVED GOD HATED ME. I BELIEVED GOD JUST WANTED ME TO SUFFER FOR HIS ENTERTAINMENT. BUT THAT WAS UNTIL YOU CAME. YOU OFFERED ME A HAND. YOU SAID I HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME MORE THAN WHAT I AM. I DIDNT BELIEVE YOU. YOU TOLD ME YOU HAD A WAY TO FIX ME- TO MAKE SURE I NEVER FELT THOSE HIDEOUS, HORRIBLE EMOTIONS AGAIN. I WAS INTERESTED. I TOOK YOUR HAND. YOUR HAND WAS SO COLD, MASTER... BUT IT WAS SO WARM. YOUR FINGERS WERE BONY AND THIN. YOU WERE SO PALE. YOU WERE SO TIRED. I COULD TELL YOU WERE WEAK, TOO. BUY YOU WERE FAR FROM THAT.

A SURGERY, YOU SAID. A SURGERY THAT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN. FOREVER. I TOLD YOU THAT WAS INSANE; I TOLD YOU THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE. BUT YOU TOLD ME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WOULD I GET THIS CHANCE AGAIN? WOULD MY LIFE EVER GET BETTER? YOU WERE A MESSENGER FROM GOD, I REALIZED. YOU HAD ANGELS AT YOUR HAND, WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER. WHY ME, I ASKED. WHY AM I BEING CHOSEN TO BE BLESSED? WHY IS A PIECE OF FILTH LIKE ME CAPABLE OF HAVING THIS KINDNESS? BECAUSE, YOU TOLD ME, THAT YOU SPOKE WITH GOD. AND GOD SAID HE NEEDED ME TO LIVE.

YOU ARE A BLESSING, MASTER. YOU REALLY ARE. I COULD WORSHIP YOU. I COULD WORSHIP EVERYTHING YOU DO. IF I DIED I WOULD WANT TO DIE WORSHIPPING YOU. PEOPLE TOLD ME I WAS INSANE, THAT I WOULD GO TO HELL FOR WORSHIPPING YOU; BUT I KNOW THEY WERE WRONG. THEY HADN'T HAD A CHANCE TO MEET YOU. YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR ACTIONS LIKE I DO, MASTER. PEOPLE SAID WHAT YOU DID WAS EVIL; SUCH HENIOUS CRIMES, THEY WOULD SAY. BUT IS DESTRUCTION AND WAR REALLY A SIN? IS IT NOT CONSIDERED RIGHTEOUS? WHEN THE ANGELS CAME DOWN WITH TRUMPETS TO DESTROY THE EARTH, WAS IT NOT GOD'S WILL? WAS IT NOT HIS WILL TO TURN THE RIVERS AND LAKES TO BLOOD, TO UNLEASH DEMONS THAT SPOKE BLASPHEMOUS THINGS? YOU ARE RE-CONSTRUCTING THE EARTH. WHEN BUILDINGS FALL AND BURN, WHEN PEOPLE DIE, YOU ARE DOING IT TO FREE THE WORLD OF SIN. WHEN GOD FLOODED THE EARTH THAT IS WHAT HE DID. HE PROMISED HE WOULDN'T DO IT AGAIN. SO HE SENT YOU INSTEAD. EVEM GOD'S LOVE HAS LIMITS.

AFTER MY SURGERY, I WAS TERRIFIED, MASTER. I WAS TERRIFIED. I PICKED UP A PEN; BUT NOTHING CAME TO MIND. I COULDN'T WRITE. I COULDN'T READ. I SOBBED, MASTER, I SOBBED; BUT I SOBBED WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE. WASN'T MY VOICE SO BEAUTIFUL? WASN'T IT BEAUTIFUL THAT I CHOKED AND SOBBED IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD? WASN'T IT BEAUTIFUL HOW I COULDN'T GET A WORD OUT, HOW FAT TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEKS AND STAINED THE CARPET? YOU WEREN'T ANGRY AT ME. YOU BLESSED ME AGAIN, MASTER. YOU BLESSED ME WITH PURPOSE; I LEARNED EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I LEARNED HOW TO COOK, I LEARNED HOW TO CLEAN, I LEARNED YOUR TASTES. WHAT KIND OF TEA YOU LIKE, WHAT FABRICS YOU PREFER, HOW WARM YOU WANT YOUR BATH. I LEARNED EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND I MENORIZED IT. THAT IS MY ONLY PURPOSE, MASTER, TO SERVE YOU.

I WELCOMED EACH BLESSING YOU GAVE ME; I WELCOMED THE BRUISES YOU GAVE ME, I WELCOMED THEM ALL. I WANT YOU TO HIT ME ALL YOU WANT AND THEN KISS THE BRUISES AFTERWARDS. I WANT YOU TO TEAR ME APART AND SAY SORRY AFTERWARDS, EVEN IF I KNOW YOU DON'T MEAN IT, EVEN IF I KNOW YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN. OVER AND OVER.

IS IT SO WRONG FOR ME TO BE YOUR TOY? IS IT REALLY SO WRONG? IS IT SO WRONG FOR ME TO BE YOUR SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT? BEING GOD'S FAVOURITE COMES WITH RESPONSIBILITIES. GOD NEEDS SOMEONE TO HURT, SOMEONE TO TOY WITH, SOMEONE TO RUIN. THAT'S OKAY. I AM YOUR ANGEL. I AM YOUR ANGEL.

AREN'T I BEAUTIFUL, MASTER? PLEASE SAY I'M BEAUTIFUL. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND ILL BE BEGGING FOR YOUR ATTENTION LIKE A DOG. IM A NERVOUS DOG. IM A BAD DOG. I WAIT BY THE DOOR EVEN IF I KNOW ILL STARVE BY IT. PLEASE LOOK AT ME MASTER. PLEASE LOVE ME. I LOVE YOU MASTER. PLEASE LOOK AT ME. PLEASE LOOK AT ME, I'M BEGGING YOU, MASTER, DONT STOP BEING MY SAVIOR. DON'T STOP BEING THE ONE PERSON I RELY ON. I CANT FUNCTION WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW YOU SO MUCH IVE FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF. I DONT HAVE MY OWN ROUTINE; MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU. I CANT LEAVE YOU EVEN IF I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MASTER

IM YOUR PERFECT SACRIFICAL LAMB. MY WOOL IS SO PURE AND WHITE AND FLUFFY AND SOFT. WHEN THEY LEAD ME TO YOU THEY DONT HAVE TO TIE ME DOWN- I HOLD PERFECTLY STILL WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE. AS THE KNIFE DIGS INTO ME MY INTESTINES SPILL OUT SO BEAUTIFULLY AND CLEANLY AND IT STAINS MY PRETTY WOOL RED. WHEN I DIE YOU REVIVE ME AGAIN AND YOU TELL ME IM YOUR FAVOURITE. YOU DONT REVIVE THE OTHER LAMBS BECAUSE IM YOUR FAVOURITE. I TROT ALONG SO HAPPILY BECAUSE IM YOUR FAVOURITE. IM SO PURE LIKE A PORCELAIN DOLL LIKE A FLOWER LIKE AN ANGEL THAT LOST ITS WINGS.

PLEASE LOOK AT ME MASTER.

PLEASE.

I SEE THEM. I SEE THEM EVERY DAY AND THEY KEEP TELLING ME YOU DONT LOVE ME. SOMETIMES I SEE IT IN THE CORNER OF MY EYE. SOMETIMES THEY WHISPER MY NAME EVER SO SOFTLY; THEY TELL ME YOU DONT LOVE ME. THATS NOT TRUE, MASTER. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. SAY IT BACK. SAY IT BACK OR IM GONNA HAVE TO BEG YOU"

... -Written by Kiji.

If you've actually read all of this; I'm proud!

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minugasakuranohana · 9 days

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Пасха / Easter

Православная пасха будет 5 мая 🥚🎂

Николай плачет и ему не видно, что он ставит яйцо на голову Федько в очень неустойчивое положение и сейчас оно улетит Достоевскому за шиворот 😋

This year Orthodox Easter will be on May 5th.

Dost: Christ is Resurrected!

Gogol: He is truly resurrected!

People of ortodox belief uses colored eggs and sweets as gifts. When you give it to somebody you say "Christ is Resurrected!" And that people answers "He is truly resurrected!" and give you another egg or candy.

Gogol is crying and he doesn't see he put egg on Fyodor's head wrongly and it will fall inside his clothes 😝

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jaylion04 · 2 months

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Silly immortal Russian dude sketches

#gotta love religious imagery #bsd #bungou stray dogs #fyodor bsd #dostoevsky bsd #fanart #digital art

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fvedyetor · 3 months

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im so normal about them sorry

#theres more coming #bungou stray dogs #fyodor dostoevsky #sigma bsd #fyosig #bsd #religious imagery #bsd spoilers #bc yk #sigma :(#i love how bones animated the info transfer i hate everything else #fvedyart

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nolvngerhvman · 1 year

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no thoughts, only what I imagine Fyodor's religious trauma to be like

A/N: also I know I haven't responded to requests yet, I'm almost done with my exam week and I will continue to write them when I'm done with it.

please don't chase me with torches and pitchforks <3

If I become a sinner… I won’t be worthy of his love.

Oh the Lord above all, why is the love you hold for me is based on my behaviour? Will I be less of a blessed soul of yours if I sin? Won’t you love me anymore?

The old women in my local church who seemed to have a weirdly soft spot for me happened to tell me this, “God watches your every move my son. He won’t love you if you sin.” You won’t love me if I sin.

He won’t love me if I sin.

If I don’t follow the path that god had given me, I will be cast into eternal damnation in hell.

My entire soul, my life, every breath I take is devoted to you my Lord. Accept me, acknowledge me, love me.

I am just a sinful child who needs redemption from God.

Every Sunday I go to church to fulfil my duty as a Christian. So that I will stand out, you will be aware of how loyal I am to you, to be one of your best servants. I pray for hours, I wish for your forgiveness. Show me mercy my Lord.

When I’m able to, when I’m older, I will purge this corrupt world of sin, making it a world only existing of people who are pure enough. I won’t let anyone dirty it anymore my Lord.

A world without war, famine, or pestilence. A world without hatred and sin. A world in which every human is pure and kind. A world in which no soul has to suffer. Perhaps I am misguided, naïve, and arrogant, but it is what I wish to see.

If that is my sin, if that is what makes me evil, then I will carry it forever. In that way, at least, I will be remembered.

I will be your devoted follower, your servant, someone who was handpicked specially by you to cleanse this world. My Lord, will you love me then? Will that be enough of me to show my devotion for you?

Why won’t you hear me?

Why won’t you respond to my cries?

Are you selfish enough to overlook my prayers?

I don’t want to be alone. The only time I find solitude is when I’m in church, I feel protected by you when I’m under the roof of the cathedral.

So why won’t you do something?

If this world is your creation, you are the greatest evil of them all.

God gives us nothing. Only we can deliver ourselves from our suffering. God is a façade people use to justify their actions, whether they are good or evil. We are masters of our own fates, not God.

God is simply another sin to eradicate.

God is a lie. Nothing more than a tool used to control others in order to benefit themselves.

#fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoevsky #bungou stray dogs #fyodor imagines #fyodor bsd #religious trauma #bsd imagines #bsd x reader

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diamondwolfart · 2 months

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Quite a personal doodle with Fyodor because yes

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tsuunara · 2 months

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also hey guys i know i also did this at some point but lets not ship jesus x fyodor cause it's blasphemy and basically mocking a religious figure

#[ 🍮 ] ── tsu talks #[ 🥦 ] ── yuck!!!#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd fyodor #my gut was telling me that there was smth wrong w it and i shouldn't be finding it okay/letting it slide as someone who is in fact religiou #these crack ships w historical figures are okay i think #but can we not bring up a whole RELIGIOUS figure...

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