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graveyardgremlins · 3 months

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I'm writting a DPXDC fanfic, which is Constantine centric and sorta trying to mimic the vibes from Hellblazer. So far it's just him pinning and yearning and feeling more guilt than the average catholic, while reseaching weird things that have been happening (It's Danny).

I'm going to do some small, background Dead on Main because I love them. There is going to be a little of Constantine/Zatanna, but they don't get together.

I'm thinking of calling it What thing worthy of love can be found in me? Thoughts?

#dp x dc #john constantine #fanfic #zatanna #little bit of #dead on main #inspired by #hellblazer #because i've been reading it #and obcessing over it #have you ever realized that Constantine has the same initials as Jesus?#imagine being John and carrying your cross (guilt) around #punishing yourself and drowing in self hatred because you keep failing people #only to have something in common with the savior of humanity #to constantly sacrificing your happiness for others #only to have something in common with the one who died for our sins #to think that you're not deserving of love #only to have something in common with that who loves all of us #to being cynical and hopeless #only to have something with the most hopeful and kind human #can you imagine?

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