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fangirlings-world · 6 months
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i’m gonna keep sitting on my jjk hunger games au verse until I feel confident enough to write it. it’s the most devastating angst i’ve ever conceived in my brain (but hurt comfort ofc) I blame the art I saw on tiktok with gojo as finnick
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monochromatic-ahhhh · 2 years
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Whatever it was she wanted to find, it probably wasn't you
hmmm vague vent fic (abt someone i know) that isnt really a fic anw delete later
It's a game of hide and seek, but you don't think she knows that. You doubt it even crosses her mind. You're hiding, but she doesn't seem to be seeking. Just…waiting. Can't hide in the bathroom forever.
The game stopped, you figured. You went out. She was waiting, ready to nag. Because she loves you, she says.
You're scared.
She said she's dying. She said you'll be the death of her.
It was your fault. You knew better, you should have known better. You should have cared more. You should have.
Her eyes shout 'useless'. You're not gonna look at them anymore.
You're scared to study. She won't see it as studying. So you work. Anything to do, anything around the house. She won't see it, but you don't care. As long as you can be anywhere but the study room,
It's too late anyway. She didn't seem to find what she was looking for. What she found was....was it a disappointment?
Maybe she knew hide and seek. She just wasn't seeking you.
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midnightmah07 · 20 days
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Pookie bear
I am making a tiny fic of the siblings
And Idia's a jerk in it/lh and slight exag.
I'm probably gonna post it over this weekend, but uh yeah, my future apologies if it's bad or Perse is ooc, I tend to burn out more easily when writing something without reference
But uh yeah- yeah-
Ohhhhh good luck with that!!! You can do it!!! And dw too much, it's hard to write other people's characters lol
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seth-shitposts · 9 months
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Okay so since whenever we do post day I fic, it won't be until after the event, I'm going to throw down a couple of my favourite Zeb episodes.
There are three that come to mind right off the bat that I particularly enjoy seeing Zeb. I'll list them leading up to my favorite (It's Alex fronting atm)
Afternote: went over board a bit and included favourite emotional scenes, so this is a Day I & II post.
So here we go @zebappreciationweek
Favourite Episodes + Scenes (Alex)
3.) s2e10 - The Future of The Force
Even though this one isn't Zeb-centric, perse, I still enjoy seeing some of Zeb’s development, seeing more light be shown on his character and his internal conflict.
2.) s1e3 Droids In Distress
I greatly enjoyed that much about Zeb had been covered in the episode, that we got the chance to learn a good portion about him right off the bat.
1.) s2e14 Legends of the Lasat
This is arguably my personal favorite episode. This one hit hard and intense and we were given so much more about Zeb and honestly made me want for more. (I need it, give it to me now.) Not just was the story telling of this episode amazing, but the music had no right to hit as hard as it had (it did and it should do it again).
Now time for some ✨️Honorable Mentions✨️
s1e4 - Fighter Flight
Seeing this one after watching Droids In Distress, I had been thrilled to get more characterization on Garazeb Orrelios. This is also one of the funniest episodes to me while it was still packed with development and laying down the world.
s1e2 - Spark of Rebellion: Part 2
This one became one of my favorites with Zeb during the 2nd complete run-through of the show and the scene of Zeb alone after having lost and left Ezra behind hit me so much harder because now I had more context of just how hard that probably hit Zeb. The start of rebels, if I'm remembering correctly, takes place just a few years after the siege and fall of lasan. And up through to s2e14, Zeb is still very much in a deep level of guilt and regret about his failure to protect his people and his planet. So having seen that and gone back to this episode, to *that* moment, the solitude and guilt absolutely came crashing back down on that man.
s2e5 & s3e14 - Always Two There Are & Warhead
These two are thrown as a pair in this moment because of the fact that they both show how resourceful and intelligent Zeb is. Exactly why he is unquestionably and undeniably Captain of the Honorgaurd. There may be areas Zeb is weaker in, but he has just as many, if not more, strengths and his intelligence and ability to think on his feet is most certainly a strength.
s2e17 - The Honorable Ones
I feel like this one is probably self explanatory and has probably been hashed a hundred times by so many other people. But, this one is very much a cumulation of above reasons, and adding in the fact that Zeb has an open mind and an open heart. Even though he's not at all thrilled to have to be stuck with Kallus, as the night goes on, he does take in what Kallus tells him just as much as Kallus does for Zeb. This was a major development for both their arcs. Zeb has just started learning how to forgive himself for his failure on Lasan, he may not be able to change what's happened, but that doesn't mean that there isn't a future. He learns that there is more to Kallus than what he originally thought. And even if that "there's more" doesn't change kallus, it's the fact that even having one moment where they had to work together and were forced to see each other in a different light that helped in their development. Even if that moment died there on that moon, the affect would have still lingered and followed them.
There's definitely more, but I got through the bulk of what I wanted to touch on.
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minthe-lover · 1 year
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Plants a Connection
After Minthe was turned back into a plant you formed a close connection to her. A curtain pink Goddess got annoyed and jealous at it. So this fic was planning on having like.. five more parts but I spent way to long just getting through the first two.
It was a long three years, there was constant working and while Persephone was doing her best to fill Demeters shoes there was definitely a difference. The days started to drag on, you tried to distract yourself with hobbies and work but you couldn't help but long for something new.
There is only so much distract you could get from exploring the nearby forests, swimming, and playing games with the other nymphs. Plus the small library that had stopped getting any new books three years ago, only lasted two years before you were rereading things.
Not to mention most of them where Persephones old textbooks, and a eight hundred pages about plant growth couldn't save you from boredom. Days began to get repetitive, before the punishment you would have been joining Demeter on her travels. Making sure to take notes of whatever was important and getting to enjoy technology the other realms had to offer.
During the punishment, besides the normal duties of helping in the fields you were also tasked with following Persephone and writing down any important information, record keeping was boring but easy. That also lead to hear many many of Persephone daydreams and reminiscing on her time with hades. At first you didn't mind accepting they were simply the lovesick rambling of a first crush in a stressful situation.
After awhile they began to annoy and even worry you, hearing about their first meeting or even first kiss and how strong the feelings where even after years. It brought up a protective concern for someone you consider similar to a sister, though you kept your feelings to yourself.
When any of the nymphs brought up even the slightly bit of worry or question about the relationship, Persephone quickly dismissed or even for what she considered particular bad remarks lead to arguing. You wished to avoid such confrontation, and simply hoping Persephone didn't end up getting hurt.
It was a routine you got into and slugged through in hopes for the future to return to normal, you did see persephones abilities getting more controlled. Though it truly came to show when she turned the mint plan back into a nymph it originally was.
You where told what had happen to minthe, you did join with Persephone in her anger towards her at first. Hearing of how she harmed people close to you, but then came a creeping sympathy and sadness. Yes you missed your loss friends but you saw the destruction Persephone had caused.
Not to mention the lonely nymph that was trapped in a simple potted plant. You found yourself visiting her often, sharing a few kind words in hope she could hear you and get comfort from them.
Today was another attempt like the others to turn minthe back, Persephone straining and focus. Then something different, a few seconds of complete stillness. The wind in the air no longer moving the leaves before they began to merge together and grow.
It was the first time you saw a underwold river nymph so close. Her deep red crimson skin stood up a great deal against the soft green of the grass, though you couldn't get a word in before a small argument between minthe and Persephone broke out and she rushed off into the bush.
Persephone was stopped from running after minthe, but she sighed and started to complain about minthe. "I get she angry but I got to much stuff to deal with right now! Why does she have to be so difficult!!"
You were staring at the forest line where minthe disappeared, you felt bad for her. The confusion and anger she felt must be difficult and you wished you could help, instead you turned to Persephone attempting to calm her frustrations. "Perse... Please, she confused and frustrated as well... She isn't purposefully being difficult.. she's just trying to make sure that she's okay after something traumatic"
Persephone just groaned annoyed "come on! She just selfish and doesn't care about anyone besides herself and has always been difficult! I told you what she did to hades!"
You gave Persephone a small look, knowing you couldn't convince her otherwise so just nodded along as she complained. Once she cooled off she gave instructions to the nymphs to bring minthe to her once they found her.
It was a few hour later when they did, and what you saw broke your heart. Minthe yelling out in shock when she learned of the punishment and that after she was freed from one prison she was trapped in yet another. You saw the few stray tears in her eyes as she stumbled a bit away from Persephone.
Then the anger came, Persephone was laughing. Not loudly or boastfully but a small under the breath chuckle as minthe shakes in shock at the fact she can never return home. Something in you snapped and you glared at Persephone quickly walking past her and to minthe.
You spoke calmly attempting to calm her "minthe... I know this is alot... I understand it will take awhile to fully comprehend what's going on, but I'm here to answer any questions you have..." You paused looking over at a confused Persephone with a small glare. "Without any judgment, of course."
You say that Persephone was gonna attempt to rebuttal that but was cut of by minthe "What could you possible understand you lit-" you saw her bite her tongue and take a moment to stare at you before pausing. "..... I know your voice" she whispered under her breath.
In was a second later you where being dragged away Persephone yelling at minthe in the background. "You gonna tell me what I need to know and then you can go back to that screaming pink puff." Minthe again retreated into the bush with you close behind and once you both were hidden from Persephone she stopped turning to you.
"... Is what shes is saying right? Are we really trapped in this shitty place!" You nodded sadly and minthe stumbled again sitting on the ground and swearing under her breath. You frown and sat next to her, taking a moment to pick your works to attempt to comfort her.
"... It's... Terrible... And a lonely experience... But I'll make sure you have everything you need... The punishment could technically end any year now... Though... I know none of that is going to make you feel much better... And while there isn't alot of private placed here, I know one where you can go to be alone for a bit..."
Minthe paused before taking a Shaky breath. "... I... I don't remember much of being a plant, It was all muddled and it was like being trapped in dream but every so often I heard things, most of them weren't the nicest but.. I heard your voice the most often and it was always.... nicer.."
It was clear that it was minthe's way of thanking you without actually saying it. Minthe looked away before getting up "Well.... guess I'll go back and deal with that dumb puffball of a god... I'm guess you don't got any alcohol I could have to make it a bit easier."
You laugh a bit with minthe before leading her back. It was a rocky start with minthe, Persephone was always snappy at minthe and Minthe wasn't that great either. Though she grew into her role as a teacher, branching out from teaching the children to the older nymphs. Helping them learn skills more fitting to a life in the city for whenever the borders may open.
Despite being busy with Persephone you were always trying to find an hour or two when you could to sit in are her classes. She was a great teacher, explaining things in a clear way that wasn't boring or stiff. It was clear that the nymphs began to warm up to her, after knowing her many began to warm up.
Though Persephone and later Daphne still held a grudge, often talking about her in a negative way. Still strong and clear of their hatred of her. You very much had a growing interest in her, she was beautiful and alluring. She made you laugh and the time spent with her was fun.
It was a day during one of her classes, you sat near the back listening in. Having arrived closer to the end you missed most of the context for the lesson but you enjoyed listen none the less. Afterwards you stay in the back as a few of the nymphs chatted, simply enjoying the cooling air of the late afternoon the sun soon going to begin setting.
It wasn't long till most of the nymphs left and minthe joined you in the back letting out a tired sign. "By the gods I don't think I'll ever be used to so many nymphs looking up to me... Guess I really got them fooled" She laughs softly and you shook your head with a smile.
"oh please you know your great at it and You love to find different ways to boss people around~" You and minthe shared a laugh before leading into a comfortable silence. Minthe paused staring at the forest line before speaking up "hey... do you wanna steal some wine and fine a pretty spot to...."
Minthe trailed of clearly gather some strength to continue. "I want to invite you on a date.. I thought that getting drunk while watching a sunset would be a fun idea.... I can tell your desperate for some time away from persephone..."
You could help but smile brightly "Yes!... Yes I'd love to go on a date.. you go find a nice spot.. and I'll get the alcohol. I know where Demeter kept the good stuff, and it should still be there" you winked at her.
She followed with a small laugh "good to know I should go to you if I want to get wasted.. I'll see you back here in tenish minutes?" you agreed and both went separate paths.
You quickly rushed to the Demeters hidden pantry, you knew she that Demeter wouldn't have much use for them and wouldn't notice a single missing one whenever she does return. You started back out to find minthe before passing by a familiar pink face. Persephone gave you a smile "There you are! what are you doing.... where are you bringing that?"
You couldn't stop the large goofy smile that formed on your face, extremely happy to be sharing the news. "I'm going on a date with.." you paused knowing Persephone feeling towards minthe but you were to happy to care. "Minthe... minthe asked me out on a date! and I'm so happy and excited"
Persephone shared your excited smile at first, but it quickly fell at the mention of who "... minthe.. why would you got on a date with her.. she's terrible! She will ruin your life! she was a terrible girlfriend to hades! don't do this you'll regret it..."
Your smily fell quickly after as well. "Perse... Your acting like acting like we just got engaged.. it's a first date, we're gonna drink and talk. Plus it's been almost four years since minthe has been in a relationship, she been doing better and alot of the nymphs trust her.. and I do as well"
Persephone mood seemed to have soured even more "Don't act like you know more then me about her! I've told her all the shitty things she's done and why are in love with her."
You couldn't help but laugh "Persephone... You knew her for less then a month three years ago.. I've been friends with her for multiple months and again I'm not In love with her... it's a first date!"
Persephone eyes glowed a bit red letting out an annoying sigh "Fine! go have a romantic night with the nymph that messed over my life! Go have a fun time when I'm stuck away from the love of my life because of that nymph you 'trust'"
"Perse! you knew him for a month and you never even went on a date yet! and you haven't even him in over three years... how could you possibly call him the love of your life!... because he gave you some gifts.. and was passively nice to you? Perse.. I'm saying this because I care about you... is that really what you want your love to be based on"
The goddess glared at you "What, How dare you say that! hades is the love of my life and minthe is just a little weasel who got in the way and completely ruin it! Why does she get to have a fun time while I'm stuck flirting with a tree!"
You just signed softly, no longer in the mood to argue "Persephone.. that happened three years ago, your reaction was to turn her into a fucking plant.. and you haven't honestly apologized for it... and guess what.. just cause you can't so something doesn't mean other people also can't. So I'm going on a date with Minthe and you're just going to have to deal with that fact.. and if you care about me in the slightest you'll support my decisions."
You quickly walked away for Persephone could add anything else, you just wanted to have a enjoyable night with Minthe. You met up with her, she was sitting around looking bored. "Minthe! there you are.. sorry I was a bit late.. lets get this started"
"nah it's alright, I found a pretty great spot.. though I'm guessing you already know about it." She held her hand out which you took, being careful to not drop the wine as she lead you to the bush and to a clearing. The sun was just beginning to set through the trees leading to a beautiful thing to look over.
You both sat down next to each other pouring each other a glass of wine and sharing them. You relaxed quite quickly around Minthe, joking around, making fun of a few of Persephone outfits, and just generally having fun.
"I was completely sure that her boobs where going to pop out, she must be using magic to keep them in.. cause she turned around to fast one and it 100% should've pop out but then it didn't somehow!" Minthe explained laughing loudly, and you followed in the laughing.
Minthe let out a happy sigh as a comfortable silence started taking a few sips from her glass. The sun has set and you where both staring up at the beautiful stars. She pauses looking at them to look towards you "... You know.. for the longest time I though that I was.. unloveable and didn't deserve any kind relationships.. my last one was... questionable in many ways... so thanks.. Even if this doesn't turn out into anything I'm just glad to be able to have these moments"
You smiles gently, moving to wrap and arm around her shoulders sitting a bit closer. "Same feelings here... I really enjoyed this.." you paused face heating up slightly "is there anything you want to make it more memorable.." you asked with a small whisper.
Minthe smirked, moving to give you a small kiss. "For now.. I think this is perfect..." She happy cuddling against you, simply relaxing and allowing herself to enjoy the time with you.
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galacii-gallery · 4 years
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it was mentioned that you allow others to use perse on art stuff, what about writing stuff? i'm kind of writing this fic that involves a lot of ink's various children, and i haven't really gotten to the part that addresses the reaperink children yet, but can i write perse in the future? thank you for drawing
feel free to use Perse in writing as well! :D they can be used in anything be it art, writing or roleplaying.
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missdawnandherdusk · 4 years
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Hello again! I hope you're well. I understand if the following question makes you feel uncomfortable so please tell me if so or don't even answer. I'm a writing blog as well and, again, I really love your writing; what do you do when you're in an creative block? sometimes I can't develope an idea or get the writing done and this really upsets me so I'll be happy with some tips.. Again, no need to answer if you don't want to. 💛
Hi sweetheart!! No I don’t mind answering this at all, as long as you forgive my answer:
How to Beat Writers Block, by MissDawnandHerDusk:
Reread what you’ve written! A lot of times when I can’t keep writing I reread what I’ve done and really think about where it can go next which leads me to...
DELETE STUFF!! I know this seems counter intuitive BUT when writing and you just lose the will to write it might be because the way you’ve continued doesn’t flow well enough for your creativity vibes. Not that there’s anything wrong with what you’ve written perse but try deleting the last scene or two and take the story in a new direction!!
Ask your followers!! You guys see me do this a bunch!! I want to write and have the creativity to but I have no idea what to actually write. Ask for input. Ask a few of your friends, DM some followers and ask if they have anything they want to see but haven’t requested. It also gives you a feel for what to include in the future if you don’t get to all the requests
Watch a Disney movie!! Or any movie that’s cheesy really. Pride and Prejudice, the Princess Bride, Twilight. Maybe your favorite TV show, supernatural, doctor who, Sherlock, ATLA. It helps to see things in action, see different narratives, different characters interact. There’s nothing new under the sun so don’t be afriad to steal a scene and rework it into your own narrative (I do it all the time) (A Death Eater and A Dancer came from Phantom of the Opera; Ten Things I Hate About You, well that’s obvious; Beautifully Beastly is based on Beauty and the Beast as well as The Sound of Music)
Listen to some Taylor Swift (or any artist of choice). Find a song that’s always resonated with you and write about it. Write how the song makes you feel and don’t stop until you’re satisfied and every last word is written. (The Boy Who Lived is based off of You’ll Get Better Soon; London Boy is from London Boy shocker)
Write through some events in your life but add your favorite characters!! Feel scared and alone? Add someone who will sit and hold you. Feel happy and excited? Give a scene where your characters are the same! Draw from your emotions. Feeling mopey and lazy? Write a lazy Saturday filled with laughter and laziness. Scared about an upcoming test? Who would help you study? Nervous about a new school? I bet you some other characters are too!!
Don’t feel like you have to keep writing the same story! I’ve switched up my narritives a bunch! Try different time periods, different locations, different points in life— they all help to spark creativity. Dude change up fandoms even. Not feeling like Harry Potter today, well here’s a 17k word Sherlock fic that will never see the light of day but you know what? You’re writing!!
That’s what writing is about. Finding a muse. And mused are from a lot of different places, as you can see from above. People, friends, movies, shows, music, they all evoke an emotion. And then was writers we have the brilliant task of conveying those emotions through our lens (lense?). And it’s also PEFECTLY OKAY to walk away from writing for a while. Do something else creative that you enjoy!! Draw, paint, sew, take photos, bake!! Really it’s not about “writing” but rather being creative and it’s important that you have balance or you will burn out and never want to write again.
Honestly, slow and steady wins the race here. Heaven knows I’ve been working on that. So don’t be afriad to take longer on fics that used to take you a day or two or walk away from them when you’re not feeling it.
You want to create and that’s what matters, so go and create!! Find a muse and keep writing, or find a different outlet!! Just keep moving forward.
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girlmeetsliv3 · 4 years
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Q & A
The 2K follower special is here. Thank you to everyone that submitted a question. The transcript is below for those of you who would rather read. Hope you enjoy ♡ ♡ ♡
I do apologize in advance as my mic picked up on every little sound. Such as me rubbing my arm soothingly and my accidentally hitting my ankles against my chair. Also, sorry for the long pauses this was the third take and it was the best one. 
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Hi everyone, this is Cloud. I’m doing this Q & A special as a thank you for getting me to two thousand followers which I really appreciate. It’s twenty questions long, I don’t think it’s going to take a long time. I do apologize in advance if I’m a bit awkward, I’m alone in my room talking to a mic. So, I do apologize in advance.
1) Where are you from?
          I’m from South Florida, but my family and I are Latinos.
2) What made you decide to write specifically yandere? And would you ever post a nonstandard story on the blog?
           So, what got me into yandere or what really opened me up to writing it was the fact that when I was twelve or thirteen I was really into wattpad stories. A couple years ago, when I revisited them I realized that a lot of them painted these abusive relationships in a positive light or just romanticized them a lot. Which is terrible, because when I read that I grew up thinking that’s how relationships were supposed to be. That your partner is supposed to be possessive, kind of controlling, and a bit handsy sometimes. Which is obviously very wrong.
           What I like about yandere, what got me into writing it, was the fact that I could portray these relationships that had been romanticized when I was younger - that the media often romanticizes - that it’s not healthy. It’s not good. Specifically, people who are inexperienced the way I was. I think you can hear about all these red flags and different things, but if you’ve never been in a relationship and you don’t really know what a red flag looks like I think it’s important to know those signs. I think that’s why I write my stories.
           On whether I would ever post a nonstandard on the blog, I have wanted to write other stories but I don’t think I’ll do it on this blog. Just because this blog is so centered on being a yandere blog and my followers/readers sort of come to my blog expecting something. So, I would probably open a second blog and just write other stories on that.
3) Who is your bias?
           I like to think I’m OT7 bias. I love all seven of the members and support them, however, the people who first caught my attention from BTS were Tae and Yoongi.
4) How long have you been writing?
           So I’m twenty now, I would say I’ve been writing for over ten years now. I actually got in trouble a lot back when I was in elementary school and middle school because instead of paying attention I would just write little short stories or chaptered stories, that just really made no sense, during class. I would just write it on scraps of paper instead of actually taking notes.
5) What got you into writing?
           I think like a lot of people I was really into books. I loved books so much. I want to get back into them, but I think a lot of people can relate when I say I’d rather read a 100k story than open up a book. What got me into writing was definitely reading, I read so much. I carried a book with me everywhere. I read so much that my parents told me I had to stop reading - that’s the level I was at. (insert awkward laugh) What got me into reading though was this little, not really popular, book called Twilight. I was eight when I saw the movie and then I got the book for my birthday. I just fell down a rabbit hole after that of just reading.
6) Your favorite fic so far?
           That I’ve written would definitely be Datura. I just love it so much, it holds such a special place in my heart - all those characters.
7) What’s your favorite non-yandere fic?
           I have several, I even have a blog called @girlmeetsfics (shameless plug) dedicated to all the stories that I find. Cause I have my likes locked. But, right now my top three are: @rkivenamu, I’m sorry if I mispronounce these usernames, Let’s Be Bad Guys. I’m a slut for OT7 in space, I just am. That story is so phenomenal. So well written. The characters are so interesting. The stakes are so well written. I think it’s difficult to get action done well in books, you can get tension, but when it comes to action scenes its difficult to elaborate on them, but she does it so well and you really feel that the character’s lives are in danger and that anything could happen at any second. I’m actually such a fan of that story and love it so much that I followed her or them and I put on the post notifications to be notified for when she would update again.
           In second place, I have @btssavedmylifeblr Void. If you haven’t read that - you’re missing out. It’s amazing. It’s phenomenal. I love the character’s so much. Again, I’m a sucker for space stories, I just love sci-fi.
           And then recently @gukslut Rattled is such a beautiful and heartbreaking tale. It’s so human. I’ve never read such human characters before, they are just so real and raw and I just love it. So, I would definitely recommend checking it out.
8) Is there any style of writing that you try to emulate?
           Some of my favorite authors are those turn of the century authors: J.M. Barrie, Lewis Carrol, etc. I really love those stories. If you’ve ever read some of those authors - Edgar Allan Poe and some of Lovecraft - they are third-person point of view, but its this weird blend between you being a person in the story and the story being told to you.
9) Name a trope you hate.
           I don’t really hate anything. What I don’t like to maybe read or write is a boring protagonist. I don’t like a character that is so blank slate that they just have no personality. Or nothing to do and they’re just there to be pushed around. They’re a really passive protagonist and don’t get me wrong, you can definitely do a passive protagonist right. I just really don’t like protagonists that are a blank slate, that you have to force yourself to give them a personality. That there’s no personality given to them by the author.
           I do understand that the stories I write, and the most popular stories are, self-insert or member x reader but I think you can manage to get away with still having some characterization there.
10) What is a dynamic you always include in your stories?
           Something I like to highlight a lot is codependency. From my personal experience, a lot of the toxic relationships that I’ve been in - even though they haven’t been romantic, mainly platonic - suffer from codependency or it’s definitely one of the dynamics that play a significant role. So, its something I always like to highlight in these relationships. With co-dependency, it might not always seem bad to be entirely reliant on someone, especially if your self-esteem isn’t that high (self-esteem as defined by Adler & Stewart), but it can really quickly turn toxic in the hands of the wrong person or even in the hands of the right person.
11) If you had to pick to be the OC of one of your stories who would you be?
           This is going to sound weird and kinda masochistic, but I would be interested in being the OC of the Violent Delights story. Even though all the character’s in that story are so beyond intense and given how it ends. Well, the series might not end like that I’m still not sure. But given how the one-shot ends, it’s kinda depressing but that is the OC I would be.
12) Any upcoming fics you’re excited to write about?
           I’m excited for Violent Delights. I have something in the works, regarding that story, with a really popular writer on Tumblr. Hopefully, it works out. I really hope it does, but I’m really excited for that story and I hope you guys are too.
13) Would you ever write for other groups that aren’t BTS?
           I’m not sure. I really want to write girl groups, I think that’s my main thing. I think the yandere dynamic with women changes a lot. There’s this stereotype that most yandere tend to be girls, because misogyny, and whatnot but I really want to write a girl group. I don’t know which girl group…(thinks about it a little) eh, I kinda do. So yeah, definitely girl groups.
14) If you could do a collab, who are the top 5 writers you’d want to collab with?
           The first two are the ones that got me into yandere or at least writing yandere, which are @sweetbunnykook and @chinkbihh. Min, @jooniescupcakes, I’d love to collab with Min. Recently I discovered, (by recently I mean two months ago) @taequois she writes some amazing yandere stories and she isn’t afraid to go there and I love that. I really like dark stories.
15) Are there any discontinued stories you can see yourself coming back to?
           I would love to go back to Inferno, Purgatorio, and Paradiso. I’d love to go back to them and rewrite them - completely change them. I wouldn’t delete them perse, especially not Paradiso because that is the first story I ever wrote on the blog, but I think I’d reformat them and make them really long one-shots.
16) What’s your favorite animal?
           My favorite animal used to a cheetah. I don’t really have a favorite animal anymore. The only animal that I can say that comes into my mind isn’t even real: it’s because I finished watching Avatar so a flying bison would definitely be my favorite animal. Realistically, maybe a cheetah and my second would be a cat (I really want a cat).
17) Would you ever write a hybrid story?
           I would never say no, because I don’t know what the future entails, I’m just uncomfortable with hybrid stories. By that I don’t mean that they make me uncomfortable, I mean that I don’t know enough about them to feel comfortable writing them. There was a while between me saying I was going to write an ABO story and then me actually writing Lilies of the Valley because I had to do a lot of research. Search thinks like tropes because I really wanted to avoid a lot of cliches. I actually read and there are a lot of really good hybrid stories. So, I don’t know if I would ever write it. I am open to it, but I have a lot of works in progress right now.
18) Is there anything that’s a hard limit for you?
           Yes, I think I could never write sexual assault. I know a lot of my stories feature dubious consent because of the situation the protagonists are in, but I don’t think I could ever write explicitly sexual assault. So that’s definitely a hard limit for me.
19) When is the next part of pon coming out? Before or after you finish lotv?
           The reason pon has taken so long is that I have to catch up from where the second part ended to the end of the one-shot. Part three is essentially the one-shot. Obviously things are going to be different, but from where the story ended to the end of the one-shot which is insane. It’s a lot. Pon only has like five parts, I wanna say, so it’s definitely a lot. I have some of the outline worked out, but it’s a lot.
           I can’t say right now if it’s before or after Lilies of the valley. I have most of Lilies of the valley written, I don’t think there is going to be more than ten chapters - maybe twelve at most. I want to say a mid to late June deadline is what I have right now. My plan is to put out prince of nothing part three and then the day after put out Violent Delights. So look forward to that, please.
20) Do you see yourself doing this in the long run?
           I wanna say yes, I’ve only been here a year and it feels like such a short amount of time looking back because so much has happened. I never thought I would reach 2k followers. I never even really thought I would reach 1k, to be quite honest. So, I see myself doing this for maybe one more year - I don’t know. With the way things are going on in the world, things are difficult but at least now I have time. Time to write, even though god knows sometimes I just can’t.
           I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. I really enjoy doing this and it makes me really happy. I feel like I have a safe space on this blog to go to when things get tough in life and I’d really like to thank you all for giving me that. For giving me a platform in which I could express myself and share my stories because for the longest time I thought that no one really wanted to hear them. So, again I’d like to thank you all so much for that.
           Okay, so that’s the end. I’m sorry that this was a little long, I will have a transcript (this right now). So again I’d like to thank you all again for 2,000 followers. There is a lot more coming, I have a lot of surprises planned for you guys that I am currently working on. I’m recording this on Friday and plan to upload it on Sunday. Again thank you all, this is Cloud signing out. Kisses. Bye.
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12 and 25 for IA!
🎬 Behind-the-Scenes Fic Asks 🎬
Thanks Perse!!!! these two do kinda go together, but I'll explain why!
12. Was there a scene you wished you could have included? Why didn't it fit in?
So in Chapter 11, where they were at 79's I was going to have a seen of Fives teasing Rex a bit for how obviously in love he was, and Rex was going to brush him off, but then the scene would get serious. I was going to write in a moment of Rex asking Fives to look after Talia if something happens to him. Honestly, it was partially laziness that I didn't write it - the dialogue wasn't flowing in my head, and I wanted that chapter done with because I was sitting on it for so long. I do regret it, because I had another idea in a future chapter that could tie back into it but we'll see. Who knows, i've incorporated flashbacks before so maybe I have another one.
25. Is there anything you would change now about this fic? Why or why not?
I wish I had given more time into developing Rex and Talia's working relationship before feelings were involved. I originally thought of two ish chapters to go in before the island sequence began, one of their first actual mission together (where Talia and Anakin get into a bet to find out who's the better leader so they trade troops) and another of Talia in the training room with the men, she and Rex spar and it gets a bit hot. (tbh this kinda turned into my Talia and Fives fwb Au fic). I think I was just self conscious in my abilities as a writer, and didn't want to have people hanging around too long before anything happened betweem them. I am happy with the format I got though.
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