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"do you even considering me in your future plan? do i even there?"
secangkir kopi di teras halaman terus berputar seiring dengan gerakan sendok kecil milik jinhyuk yang sedang mengaduk entah kopinya atau pikirannya.
sekarang fokus jinhyuk bukan lagi soal menjawab pertanyaan wooseok, tapi bagaimana wooseok bisa sampai pada pemikiran sekonyol itu. seorang jinhyuk? merencanakan masa depan tanpa wooseok? itu terlalu mustahil.
sudah lewat seminggu mereka berdua berhenti berkomunikasi, engga ada lagi jinhyuk yang cengengesan karena terlambat jemput wooseok ke kampus, atau wooseok yang ngomel ngomel perihal baju kotor jinhyuk ada di sembarang tempat.
jinhyuk juga engga bodoh buat melepaskan wooseok gitu aja, karena bagaimanapun setengah jiwanya udah dia bagi ke wooseok. waktu diserang pertanyaan itu, anaknya nangis dan jinhyuk ga bisa ngapa-ngapain. sampai sekarang dia belum bikin pergerakan apapun sampai seungyoun bilang kalau wooseok cuma butuh pengakuan dari jinhyuk.
wooseok baru pulang dari kampus waktu jinhyuk mengetuk pintu kosannya, dia engga bilang apa apa waktu liat wajah jinhyuk lagi. ekspresinya datar, bikin jinhyuk sedikit gentar.
"seok, kita butuh bicara"
yang lebih kecil cuma memandang jinhyuk dengan bersilang tangan, menunggu sesuatu yang mau ia dengar keluar dari mulut jinhyuk.
"aku.. egois ya?" baru kali ini wooseok lihat cowok gemini itu putus asa.
"aku pikir selama ini kita sejalan, aku pikir kamu fine fine aja sama apa yang kita punya, aku-" perkataannya dipotong decakan wooseok.
"kamu, kamu, kamu. emang semuanya ini selalu tentang kamu, jinhyuk. udah ya?"
jinhyuk menggeleng sambil berusaha menggenggam tangan wooseok.
"seok, waktu kamu tanya apa kamu ada di masa depan aku, jawabannya ada seok."
"aku gapernah bikin rencana tanpa ada kamu di dalamnya, semua yang aku lakuin sekarang buat kamu, buat kita."
"ada jaminan engga kalau emang aku ada di masa depan kamu?" berhasil, wooseok akhirnya mau mendengarkan jinhyuk.
"seok, aku engga pernah ada pikiran buat main-main sama kamu. walaupun ditentang dunia, aku engga pernah nyerah buka jalan buat kita di masa depan. sekarang, aku bisa bilang ke ibu aku kalau aku maunya sama kamu seok. aku engga peduli sama semua perempuan yang ibu kasih, aku maunya kamu kim wooseok"
wooseok tertawa kecil, menurut dia ini perkataan paling mainstream yang pernah ia dengar dari seorang lee jinhyuk.
"jinhyuk, denger ya. aku gapernah sekalipun takut kamu bakal end up sama perempuan lain. aku ga setolol itu, jinhyuk." ia berusaha melepaskan genggamannya dari jinhyuk.
"tapi kamu pernah mikirin ngga perasaan aku selama ini? kalau kamu bilang kamu egois, itu bener. karena selama ini semuanya selalu tentang kamu. gimana soal aku?"
"aku gapernah ngerasa secure di hubungan ini jinhyuk. rasanya kayak bahu aku terlalu berat dan kamu gapernah hadir buat jadi sandaran aku. kamu engga pernah bikin aku safe enough buat berbagi keluh kesah aku selama ini, you don't even ask what i feel."
jinhyuk diam. memang selama ini dia terlalu nyaman disekitar wooseok sampai-sampai dia lupa kalau wooseok juga harusnya dibuat nyaman.
"kalau soal perasaan aku sekarang aja kamu engga peduli, gimana bisa aku yakin ada aku di masa depan kamu?"
satu lagi pertanyaan yang bikin jinhyuk mengaduk-aduk kopinya. tapi kali ini dia engga tahu cara menjawabnya.
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El rico Pilón
#cuban#pdx#pdx101#pdxartist#pdxlocal#portland#new music#musician#youtube#bass#bass music#musicacubana
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to Koo Jungmo, whose smile is contagious like no other 💜
#Happy birthday Jungmo!#Cravity#Jungmo day#jungmo#koo jungmo#cravity icons#cravity jungmo#kpop edits#luvity#yes i made multiple edits but i posted them separately XD#jungmo icons#kpop icons#cravity edits#pdx101#kpop#cravity moodboard#jungmo moodboard#kpop moodboard#pd101
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rewatching produce x 101 because i miss the boys and have a very supportive roommate who's actually interested even though she knows nothing about Korea or kpop <3
#yea yea i know the show was rigged okay but i still love them#never enough pdx101 content xd#pdx101#produce x 101#she's watching it intently and enjoying 😭#we're on episode two bus she's already so invested haha i love it here
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do u ever cry over ur ult bias bc u just love him so much n hes so perfect n u r so glad u somehow found that specific idol n grew so emotionally attached to him in such a short span of time n u hope u never stop loving him this much bc he deserves all the love in the world
#☆ free speech corner#☆ 비티#yes this is abt minhee#yes i just spent a whole hour crying over how much i love minhee#but its not rlly a short span of time bc i've been attached to this mf ever since pdx101#n then i got attached to the rest of cravity like wow now i have 9 men to cry over#wouldn't have it any other way tho i love my vitys so much
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Am i gonna have to be a full time hwanhee warrior. Is it time for the hwanhee url again
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everything that this new trigger warning group under pledis has put out so far, cravity has already done before.. and im not even a shooter for the tooth decay boys.. i just love hyeongjun aka chuus little brother
#I've listened to 80% of cravitys discog bc i was a pdx101 stannie and hyeongjun will always be pookie btw#anyway tws are not special and i dont particularly like any of their songs except for hooky#* First hooky (i had to double check the title on Spotify lol)#z.post
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so my ideal top9 would be (in no particular order) haruto keita zhanghao taerae matthew zihao shanbin seowon woonggi because how fun would it be! versatile and fun performances are my favorite (zoom team you should have won) and these 9 would have what it takes to give us a break from cringy sexy performances
but based on experience it will most likely be shanbin zhanghao gunwook hui keita yujin taerae matthew/jay and jiwoong/jongwoo (who's pulling a seungyoun this season)
#p#i think hui will redebut bc cube can't take care of their groups to save their life even though they're loved by the GP#i wouldn't be mad about it i just want blue box to do their job :)#sadly. my 1-pick in pdx101 was suhwan. who was in super special girl#this time around haruto is my 1-pick. and is in supercharger#i'm afraid i jinxed him! sorry girl#my girl picks always debut though 😌
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everything i see about boys planet makes me want to watch the show more, even though i KNOW it is going to be an absolute trainwreck
#seeing some of the intro clips and wow just wow#maybe i need to watch all 100(?) of them like i did for gp999 and pdx101#<- not yet. i am not going to give in to my produce stan urges this easily#kpop
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trapped in a hell of my own making right now
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⊹˳⁺ ⠀⠀⠀ YOU’RE WATCHING : WHO IS HERO? THE STORY OF BETRAYAL, FEATURING THE CULPRIT : PDX101 !
ib. : midnight theories on yt !
final word count : 1.4k
warning(s) : none as far as i know, but do lmk if you find some !
𓂃 ⠀⠀⠀ INTRO !
❝ everyone remembers the trainwreck of a survival show, aka the fourth and last season of the franchise, PRODUCE X 101. and just like that, everyone should know the story about the fan’s favourite, HERO, who reached far in the show and continues to do so as a re-branded soloist. you better buckle up and grab the popcorn because this will be a long story. ❞
𓂃 ⠀⠀⠀ THE HISTORY OF PRODUCE 101 !
❝ for those kpop fans that haven’t heard about the PRODUCE 101 franchise ( which i’m still wondering because everyone knows about it at this point ), the franchise started back in 2016 as a female survival show, where one hundred and one female trainees ( hence the “one-oh-one” in the show’s name ) battled against each other for one of the eleven available spots in a girl group that would debut following the last episode of the show. the trainees would do challenges in each episode, showcasing their talents and abilities. by the end of each episode, a certain amount of trainees would pass into the next round, while others would simply be kicked out. terrible to be in that position of each episode, i know, but something about this show intrigued people. oh, and before i forget, the viewers get to decide which of the trainees would go forward in the show, despite it having judges for each aspect ( singing, rapping and dancing ), but before you gasp, remember that fact for later.
as the years went by, so did the show's seasons, up until 2019, when this video’s point begins too. for some reason, the fourth season was named PRODUCE X 101, and it was for the male trainees to compete against each other while the creators of it could sit back and watch it all go down. the show has many controversies, but for now, we’ll focus on only one, or at least try to.
the produce franchise was notorious for debuting strong project groups like I.O.I, WANNA ONE and IZ*ONE, so people expected the same for fourth season winners X1, only in their case, everything ended in shambles only a couple of months later. X1 was supposed to promote as a group for two and a half years just like the other three groups, yet they only managed to release one album ( the debut album ) called EMERGENCY: QUANTUM LEAP. debuting in august 2019, the group promoted the title track FLASH as much as possible, but with the allegations their creator show received, they disbanded the following year in january. what a kick to 2020, am i right? now i’m not saying it’s mnet’s fault, but i am one hundred per cent saying precisely that because in july of 2019 ( before x1 even had a chance to breathe as a group ), an investigation started due to suspicion of voting manipulations. ❞
𓂃 ⠀⠀⠀ THE VOTING MANIPULATION SCANDAL(?) !
❝ remember when i said that you need to recall that everything was decided by the public? well, here’s where it all comes together. as mnet explained in the first season, everything was selected by the fans, from the ranks to the final lineup that would happily debut. turns out that mnet lied and wanted to change the trainees’ positions as they wished to, which was quite dumb of them because they couldn’t hide it well enough and outed themselves. of course, the culprits were arrested, but too late, in my opinion. after the scandal broke out, X1 could do nothing but ( not so ) silently disband, which angered fans because, unlike them, IZ*ONE continued promotions as if nothing had happened. if you asked me personally, it was fucked up from the company’s side to abandon X1 and only focus on their sister group, but that’s another story we’re not concentrating on right now.
i think i speak for everyone when i say that the fourth season was the last straw because it’s when the manipulated ranks started to show. just by releasing the total number of votes following the end of the final episode of PRODUCE X 101, fans began noticing inconsistencies for each trainee featured. every contestant's final vote was a multiple of 7,494.442, which, if divided by the remaining trainees, is impossible because of how similar the number was, and it didn’t mathematically vary from each contestant. it was on december 5th when it was confirmed that the votes for IZ*ONE and X1 ( and possibly I.O.I and WANNA ONE ) were manipulated, making this worse for the fans supporting them from the start.
to make things worse, november 18, 2020, was when the court released a list of trainees that were fucked up by the manipulations, our dear HERO being one of them. ❞
𓂃 ⠀⠀⠀ WHO IS HERO AND WHY IS HE IMPORTANT ?
❝ so, after all, everyone must wonder WHO THE FUCK IS HERO, why and how is he included in this video. well, you will know if you wait just a few seconds.
HERO, full name KWON EUIWOONG, was one of the most known contestants of the PRODUCE 101 franchise. not much is known about his past; he did mention that he didn’t plan on becoming an idol at first but was later encouraged by his friend to try. his final rank was SEVEN in the last episode, and throughout the show, his levels were consistently high and never got under fifth place. need i remind you that EUIWOONG has been the fans’ favourite from the start due to his calm nature and talent in singing and dancing ( i would say in rapping, too, but he admitted he felt insecure in that aspect back then ). so imagine, to fans’ shock, when he was called onto the podium as the group's SEVENTH member instead of a higher number.
despite that, fans supported him along with the group, which some would say was a mistake due to the d-word ( disbandment ) of X1. like avatar aang, he vanished from the public and left everyone in shambles. he successfully avoided cameras and dispatch for a year and a few months, which didn’t go well on social media. back then, when his fans were unnamed ( now called ODDITIES ), they would boycott the company and demand to know what was going on with their idol. and as usual, boycotts never worked for companies like MIGHTY DEVIL and GLASSHOUSE; it went nowhere, and their questions weren’t answered. twitter almost went up in flames, and everyone was seen posting the same sentence over and over again: WHO KNEW THIS WOULD BE THE LAST TIME WE HEAR OF X1 AND HERO FOR A WHILE ( spoiler alert: everyone knew, they just didn’t want to admit it ).
when the list came out, fans could see KWON EUIWOONG being mentioned in it, showing that he was initially supposed to be in SECOND place and not SEVENTH like it was established in the end. pissed and thirsty for revenge, his fans refused to support their sister group, IZ*ONE and flooded the mnet’s comment section with negative words and threats. this, of course, went almost unnoticed by other fandoms, but it was mentioned a couple of times when talking about the whole shitshow.
i’m mentioning only HERO in this video because, unlike other trainees whose ranks went from low to high, EUIWOONG’s went the other way around, which is the first time that happened, from my knowledge. not only that, but everyone knew he was too good for SEVENTH place, with his talents and being named the ACE OF X1, but no one had proof of it until the ranks were released. ❞
𓂃 ⠀⠀⠀ WHERE IS HERO AND WHAT IS HE DOING NOW ?
❝ the hiatus and disappearance of HERO was hurtful to his fans and other idols. his previous members would say they missed him and wish to see him perform again, indicating he wasn’t interacting with them in private. for some time, i thought that was it for EUIWOONG’s career and was ready to give up when all of a sudden, it was like a blessing from the angels. the july of 2021 started terrifically for us because MIGHTY DEVIL finally had the balls to release the news about HERO.
you might be wondering how did the company announce his return? well, they technically didn’t; they released his debut single one day and went, ‘oh, here he is lol’. it’s badass, in my opinion, because there wasn’t any pity shown, just a short and straightforward debut single ( which received high praises and 30m views in the first twenty-four hours, might i add ), bringing attention to him and waking up his old fans.
i know that he just debuted ( again ), and i’m posting this way too early ( and on his birthday, happy birthday, hero! ), but i am sure that he will be okay and be able to showcase his abilities as best as he can. he’s still the ace, but this time not only of X1 but the whole industry, and he can only go up from here.
interested in his debut single? check it out in the description, and don’t forget to stream, support and love our hero as much as possible. ❞
#ficnetfairy#𓂃⊹˳⁺ ୭ study.#𓂃⊹˳⁺ ୭ extra.#kpop oc#kpop au#idol oc#fake kpop idol#fake kpop soloist#kpopfanfic#idolverse#oc soloist#fictional oc#fictional oc community
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🗯️ tatum says : why do i need to be a girl to date my members?
( ᶻ𝘇𐰁 𖦹 THE BASICS ──── ̊. ✶ !
BIRTH NAME : yu tae min (유태민).
ENGLISH NAME : tatum yu.
STAGE NAME : tatum (current). yutae (former).
BIRTHDAY : november 31st, 2004.
ZODIAC SIGNS : sagittarius. monkey.
PRONOUNS : he/they.
SEXUALITY : bisexual (private).
ETHNICITY : korean.
NATIONALITY : kiwi (new zealander).
OCCUPATION : idol. mc.
LANGUAGES : english (native). korean (fluent). korean sign language (fluent).
( ᶻ𝘇𐰁 𖦹 THE PHYSICALITY ──── ̊. ✶ !
HEIGHT : 183 cm.
KEY FEATURES : naturally reddish brown hair, his duality, his height, his shiny eyes, his lisp + kiwi accent.
FACE CLAIM : han dongmin (taesan boynextdoor).
( ᶻ𝘇𐰁 𖦹 THE PERSONALITY ──── ̊. ✶ !
OVERVIEW : tatum is a very dependent person. he gets very easily attached to people and forgets how to function when not around them. while originally not that bad of a problem, it got A LOT worse after x1 disbanded. he had spent so much time with those boys that he forgot how to do anything without them. he has a HUGE fear of being abandoned and losing everyone he cares about, and is very clingy and reliant on physical touch to calm himself. with that, to try and ignore the anxiety he often does a lot of impulsive things. he’d rather have a ton of fun with people even if they may get taken away from him than to spend his time worrying.
( ᶻ𝘇𐰁 𖦹 MISCELLANEOUS ──── ̊. ✶ !
HABITS : picking or biting at the skin on his hands and arms. following people around. rubbing his eyes. cracking his knuckles. clearing his throat. pushing his hair from his face.
FEARS : being alone (became worse after x1 disbanded). the dark. cats. death. losing his friends.
HOBBIES : volleyball. soccer. pottery. sleeping.
( ᶻ𝘇𐰁 𖦹 FACTS ──── ̊. ✶ !
🗯️ tatum DID NOT think he would be participating in pdx101. he was told he was filming an audition just for his resume and next thing he knew he was being brought to the studio to film.
🗯️ despite being OFTEN compared to a cat, he’s actually not very fond of them. one may even say he’s scared of them (don’t way that around him though, he gets defensive).
🗯️ he played volleyball and soccer growing up. he was a setter on his volleyball team and a midfielder in soccer.
🗯️ tatum and anton are not allowed to be alone while on social media because of the amount of out of pocket things they’ve said in comment sections just because they can.
🗯️ tatum has dermatillomania, and often picks at his hands and arms when anxious or overwhelmed. he also tends to bite his hands and fingers a lot of not picking at them.
🗯️ the riize members often carry stress balls and other fidget toys to distract him from picking at his skin. and biting his hands.
🗯️ tatum wears a lot of bracelets and rings to help with his dermatillomania. its easier to redirect himself when he has a part of his jewelry right there than waiting for someone to find him something else to play with.
🗯️ tatum, despite being in riize is still very close with his x1 members. specifically hero, woodz, and yohan.
🗯️ tatum is also close with camden from aespa’s the maverick, most of nct, and some other 4th gen groups.
layout inspired by: @anqelblccm! you can also find hero there. also find camden at @synkthemaverick!
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Play Bass
#cuban#pdx#pdx101#pdxartist#pdxlocal#portland#bass#contrabass#contrabaixo#cubanosporelmundo#cubanosenmiami#cuba#habana#musician#jazz#jazzlife#jazzlovers
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Happy birthday to the dearest boy, Koo Jungmo~
#Happy birthday Jungmo!#jungmo#koo jungmo#cravity#cravity jungmo#luvity#kpop edits#kpop icons#cravity icons#cravity edits#cravity aesthetics#pd101#pdx101
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OMG AAHHH I saw your detailed rizz analysis post and I must say… Y’all really blew my mind cause I do see why you rated the idols as such HAHAHAHA I was specially laughing in agreement at the Soob, Hwa, and Bermuda line ones~ Vernon makes soooo much sense too HAHAHA And I guess your Yunho rizz analysis explains why I’m so head over heels attracted to the man! Oh and I agree soooo much with the Changbin one too HAHAHA I saw you mention Wonho during his analysis and I agree HAHAHA But that made me really curious for Wonho and MONSTA X rizz analysis :((( If it’s not too much of a trouble for y’all, would you mind analysing them too?? Or I guess who do you think is rizzless and the one with most rizz??
hey anon! glad you enjoyed the rizz post :) to be honest I'm not too familiar with monsta x/wonho anymore (not for any particular reason just changing interests), but I'll do a quick sentence or two with my main impressions below! hope you like it <3
original rizz analysis
shownu: positive and high magnitude though not quite infinity. kinda similar to yunho? in that they are both large and soft and have insane charisma but iirc shownu has a thinly veiled thing for being dominated (or is he the one dominating icr) that parallels yunho's thinly veiled thing for feet. hence the similarities and hence the not-positive-infinity level rizz
wonho: fluctuates between +5 and -5. I did say he's very similar to changbin. buff boys. stronk. much strength. except they're also very sweet losers hence the dipping into the negatives. I gave him slightly lower magnitudes than changbin, I don't know why this is the instinct but I mean at least his negative rizz is lower magnitude than changbin's so there's that
minhyuk: low. very negative. EXTREMELY negative. iirc he's very much the puppy type and he reminds me a little too much of hyunjae. he's very aware of the fact that he has next to zero rizz and he WILL use that against you so watch out for the puppy eyes. it doesn't matter in the end though you'll fall victim to them anyway
kihyun: -15. I feel like I've been influenced by this one twt account that I follow bc they love kihyun and are also obsessed with pathetic men so by extension kihyun is pathetic and is down in the negatives. not super high magnitude at least which he should honestly thank me and his hyeya performance for. I was going to give him -1 but then I realized he'd be dangerously close to rizz neutral and that is not happening this man is not neutral on ANYTHING
hyungwon: ooooooooo this is so hard but I'm going to give him -10. he's kinda like chanhee. knows what rizz is. understands his rizz level is in the negatives. does not give two fucks. this gives the impression that he has positive levels of rizz since he doesn't care but be not fooled dear reader he's just a dying victorian child in the guise of a limp noodle dragging himself around the stage. pray for him
(I think kihyun would probably kill me if he knew his rizz levels were under hyungwon's please don't let this get past him)
joohoney: FUCK BRO THIS IS SO HARD. I give him +20. he has so much charisma as an idol it's insane. I watched some of pdx101 (I think this is where it's from) and every time I remember the BAKSU bit I flip flop between convulsing on the floor with laughter and wanting to watch if 15 more times. therefore he gets positive rizz except it's limited by his aegyo. sorry I can't watch that more than 0.1 times before I cringe into oblivion
i.m.: same suit as jangjun and co. he's so alien his rizz is like undefinable. started off with positive infinity magnitude, then it got too high so it like... collapsed in on itself and got converted into whatever the fuck it is now. I couldn't tell you what it is. he's so weird. he holds too much power. I love him very much
#lina answers#nas#anon#monsta x#kpop rizz levels analysis#hope you enjoyed this anon#oh and to be clear#shownu has the highest levels of rizz and minhyuk has the lowest#I think the reasons are obvious.
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