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Day 23

Faith, Namjoon x Reader, 8/8 Chapters, 31k words

Chapter 4 starts in the best possible way, more sexy times! But our MC has yet to gather the courage to tell Joon about the baby!!! But there’s hope building in this chapter, that maybe...just maybe, our two main characters will be able to find each other again. They really are so damn cute together, it’s disgustingly adorable!

And then you give us this line in Chapter 5:

“There’s no classy way to say it, but you love Namjoon’s dick.”

I’ve already expressed my love for Kim Line dick. I wholeheartedly agree. Thank you for this line in particular. I want to make this one of those inspirational quote pics, this is perfect!

“when you held Namjoon’s cock in your hands, you could feel every throb and twitch as you worked him over. There were no lies or hiding of emotions here. You held his pleasure in your hands, and the fact that he would twitch against your tongue whenever your eyes met brought you joy.”

FUCKING POETRY GURL!!! I HAVE RUN OUT OF WAYS TO CORRECTLY AND SUCCINCTLY EXPRESS JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR STORIES, BUT THIS HERE IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHY. AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

“He’s wearing huge baggy overalls over a black t-shirt with a low neck, timberland boots, and a black furry Kangol hat.”

Did he ever really wear this?? If he did, I need photographic evidence, I need to add this to my photo archives!

And are we fully trusting Trey now? Idk, I’m not completely convinced about him yet. I know I wanna punch Keisha in the fucking throat, but I’m on the fence about Trey. Don’t do our girl dirty Trey!!!

And then our girl is forced to tell Joon the truth and he doesn’t take it well.

“One lie is enough to question all the truths,” Namjoon mumbles before stomping out of your apartment and slamming the door.”

AHHHH! I want them to reconcile, but Joonie is right! This one (huge) omission of truth is enough for him to question their whole relationship. I’m really rooting for them, but at this point, if Namjoon decides to never forgive her, I would totally understand.

And then the pic Keisha posted. BITCH! Seriously, I wanna punch her in the throat. Where’s MC McHaggins? In my best Matthew voice: “Punch you in the face, elbow you in the face. Neck slice!!”

And then Joonie makes the first move and this line made my heart skip a beat:

“I mean I’m as in as I ever was. I want you, all of you. I want to marry you and be a father to my child. Maybe give you a few more.”

AAAAAAHHHH!!!! He just needed a few days to process, but his love is still intact!

And Trey stepping up and taking care of the whole Keisha problem. I guess not all heroes wear capes!

“Faith is in her high chair, giggling and covered in different colored globs of food. Namjoon is sitting in front of her, also covered in food, but making up some rap about the wonders of fruits that she seems to enjoy enough to open her mouth for another bite.”

This is so damn domestic, it’s our MC’s dream come true. I’m hopeful again, are they gonna be ok?!?! I hope so!! And Joonie is so damn cute with Faith. He would make such a good dad, omg!

“Namjoon picks up Faith and comes over to kiss your cheek. The vision of two adorable dimpled smiles shining down on you with happiness fills your heart with joy.”

Don’t kill me with all this fluff. DON’T!!!!

Chapter 7 is like the culminating point of this story. There’s incredible fluff and the smut...LAAAWD!!! But the most satisfying part is seeing them heal!

“The two of you would crush each other closer after your whispered confessions, feeling like you could almost physically see the bridge between the two of you repairing itself.”

OOOH THE WHOLESOMENESS!! But enough of that, gimme my porn.

“Namjoon’s eyes flutter closed as he does a sound that could only be described as a growl. The sound went straight to your core and you shivered when he opened his eyes and pinned you with a dark glare.

“Get on your knees.”

Well dayum sir, weren’t you hinting at being a sub early in the story? And now you’re going full Neanderthal? Lol!

I actually love that you do this. I think many of your characters are more switches than complete doms or subs. It feels more realistic. I’m sure there are people out there that are more in touch with one or the other, but I believe most people are capable of taking on either role and it really just depends on how they're feeling at the time. Joonie needs to stake a claim here, but I have a feeling our girl did the same at some point!

AND THEN THE EPILOGUE!

It’s stressful, hopeful, funny, exciting. It’s everything!

“This is why you should have married my daughter instead. She would never have made you wait this long.” Namjoon’s mother says playfully, though her eyes are filled with concern.

Yes!!! Momma Kim’s got jokes!!

“Suddenly, the door to your room banged open so hard you were afraid it might have broken, and your husband came barreling into the room looking freakily similar to an angry gorilla you once saw on tv.”

I can see it in my head!!! I can see this clearly! Joon would go gorilla mode! I think that he would be a worrier in general, reading about all of the things that could go wrong during a delivery. Can you imagine it?! Lol

This story was just gorgeous. I think that there really isn’t a villain in this story, like there is in Beneath the Surface. It’s about two people who love each other and the price of fame. It’s about forgiveness and rebuilding bonds. It’s about connections that cannot be broken, even with time and distance. Thank you for this story, it was beautiful!

(and sorry for missing another day, but a bitch is tired lol)

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