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It bothers me so much that people seem to think oh yeah ofc Karin and people would hate Orochimaru, despite the fact.

They continuously. Willingly. Always. Go. Back.

I get that yes abusive situations are hard to get put of but take Karin. She was imprisoned in village i cant google the right spelling of, and she broke out to see Sasuke who was near by and immediately complains to Orochimaru about how sasuke stabbed her. The tone indicates to me its comedic. Like shes taddling to a parent that she got beat up by someone

This doesnt read to me as an abuse victim feeling forced to help after. Karin could have just not joined. She also didnt have to stick by orochimaru at all after the war. Theres legit no reason. Yes technically he is all she has left in a way, but to me i feel it adds more layers to Karin and the whole grey character orochimaru can be

Yeah hes evil and did horrid shit. But he also saved one of the last people from various clans. Karin was treated far better by orochimaru than by the grass village because *they killed her mother* while Karin clearly was rewarded praised and promoted for her work.

Could she be upset with orochimaru? Yeah who isnt angry at people youre close to. But in the end she chooses to stay and help work with him because they are her family. They are all she has left and is happy to stay where she is understood and accepted not for her blood ties, but because shes proven to be intelligent and valuable.

She gets to be her own person

phew. made a new carrd !! feel free to check it out and let me know of any issues :) added two new muses (space necromancer & gow heimdall) but for now their info is only in my head 😌

With Ahri being an actress. A star guardian and all that. You could maybe have your agent call her agent and maybe the producer to include you and potentially the rest of the KDA as star guardians. Maybe combine the costumes. (I do wonder who is the agent of each member though. Is it just a normal human or a champion)

hi anon! i wanted to answer this ooc to address s few points.

im not sure if you’re the same anon i’ve had before, but i’ve stated before that i do not tie most skinlines into each other. nor do i see verses like coven, spirit blososm, or star guardian as parts that K/DA does as acting or whatever else. it might be joked around a bit, but it is not part of the narrative i write for my evelynn. the primary ones i relatively tie together are the base runeterra -> ( sometimes ) blood moon -> k/da

that said, the rest of k/da save for evelynn do already have star guardian skins! in fact akali and kai’sa were the main focus for the most recent itteration of the verse, with seraphine being part of the wild rift story. personally im on the fence if evelynn needs to be in the universe or not, because it’s blatantly obvious they’d play her as a sexy villain once again ( which isn’t a bad thing, but that’s all they’ve really done for her lately ).

third, im not certain if it’s stated in her lore or not, an ahri writer would have to confirm, but it is not for me to confirm or deny if she acts like that for shows. that is also inflicting a hc onto someone else’s muse that i’m not entirely a fan of doing :(

O SORRY DIDNT REALIZE I HAD 2 B THAT SPECIFIC. I JUST THINK ITS CLEAR 2 EVERYONE HERE UR MORE FIT 4 A CULLEE THAN A CULLRR. ESPECIALLY NOT W/ A VIOLET NO LESS.

. . .

I beg your pardon?

Do forgive me, but I require you to be even more specific than that because, and I hate to assume so please do correct me if i am wrong, but it sounds as if you are deciding I am unfit to be a culler simply because of my blood color falls outside of the caste system

Is that right?

Gonna force myself to sleep for a bit but just

I love you guys

Genuinely

Thank you to all of you for accepting me here, for welcoming me so easily, for helping me feel like I do have a place somewhere

I'm my last fandoms I'd started to feel like I just didn't belong any more... but here, I can be myself, I can be more open about how I'm feeling and what I'm thinking, I'm supported and encouraged and I can't begin to express how much each and every one of you truly means to me

Even in moments I feel like utter garbage, I have such amazing people like @strykingback , @xluciifer , @heliacalxrising ... you guys were the first to come to me today to make sure I was okay. I can't express how much that means.

Each and every last one of you reading this: I love you so, so much, and I always will. Through the good and bad. I and others out there will love you for being you.

If I deserve such kindness, then so do you. We all do. The world may be a cruel place sometimes, but don't let it take away your spark, your compassion, your kindness.

I love you. I love you so, so much. And I'm blessed to know you. Thank you for coming into my life and making my world brighter by being part of it.

Even in moments I don't feel I deserve it.

oh i am so autism tonight folks

I've had,,, major burnout this week, I think. Writing and socially. oTL I work a six-day week next week so I think I'll like,, pop in for small silly things sporadically. Just to keep myself from going under lmao.

um! I'll reblog funny memes tonight. And I'll do some Sinday stuff tomorrow. I'm just exhausted in the very essence of the word.

[ me being comfortable with you means i'll send you the most cursed, wtf content i found to you in the middle of the night bc i refuse to see those alone & you must suffer with me. ]

CARRD IS (sorta) READY! please for the love of fuck only look at it on ur desktop

Suffering from headache that won’t go away eeehg, it’s been three hours ..

sitting here thinking about the fact that eventually (after many months of therapy) diavolo would want to make amends with their daughter....

So time to be sappy on main.

The top left picture was taken March 12, 2015. Two days after making my Emma blog. I was about to graduate high school and go to college, leave the nest and be independent. Hoping to start my career in acting. 2015 was one of the hardest years of my life and one of the most emotionally traumatic. My first college boyfriend wasn’t a nice person to me, to be vague. 8 months of my life was taken up by him with my only escape being tumblr as I made the dumb mistake of getting him into my colleges theater program.

Throughout these years, through ups and downs, tumblr and Emma have been there for me.

I got married this year. I never even imagined myself having a wedding, let alone finding someone who balanced my weirdness with a nerdy grounding in science. I went from being taken advantage of by the theater system where I was interning at (80 hrs a week with being paid only $150 and no housing accommodations) where I met my future husband because I had no time to meet people so I downloaded hinge at 11pm in the stage managers booth and he commented on my Carmen Sandiego cosplay, to being jobless during the pandemic and trying to figure out where I fit into the world. Theater didn’t exist in lockdown, not the way I knew it. During lockdown was when I got my first acting role outside of college. I was in a short film and it won an award.

Since lockdown, I did retail and now work a stinky corporate job. Most importantly, though, I’m doing what I wanted to do since I was a child. I’m auditioning and acting on camera. I’m a lead role in an indie film (top right photo was taken on set last weekend) and have a few other projects that will hopefully be in the works. I’m able to actually try to learn about my mental health and learn who I am and try to grow from the trauma I’ve endured. I am in such a different place than I thought I would be in 2015 and I’m so proud of myself.

2015 Shannon, hoping you were going to make it and do acting, you’re doing it. You are working towards your goal and learning to love yourself. I like to think you’d be proud of me, and I’m so proud of what we’ve become and what we are going to continue to grow to be.

9 years and counting.

BUT LOOK!!!!!

Sorry again for my absence, but I will have to be gone for a while longer. There have been many chaotic changes in my life as of late, and unfortunately I have received some very awful news that will prolong my absence. I miss writing, and will return when I am ready. Thank you all for your patience.

barbie never uses the ‘random’ setting on her various toys because she needs predictability in her life.

Okay so I know I keep asking for help when I’m barely here and I am putting together a go fund me and working with my state, but with Christmas literally next week and and with how everything has been going and with next to no family help (outside of their grandma on their dad’s side.)

So if you can help out I would now you everything and if there is anything you need help with just ask and I’m there! (Not that I have many skills but even still I can occasionally make silly doodles.)

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