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sanctissimx · 2 years
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❛ if you’re tired of kissing me, i’d better go. ❜ Qi Zhuyin to Hua Xiangyi !!
@numinousdread ​—— qi zhuyin, you dumb butch
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She drew back, her eyes bright with question as she peered down at the woman bracketed within the prop of her arms. “Tired of kissing you?” she repeated, a slow smile spreading upon her lips as she spoke the words whose intention she could not fathom, for how ridiculous their meaning was. “When could I ever be?” 
Hua Xiangyi held up a finger, commanding Qi Zhuyin’s abeyance as she climbed off her to snatch a little tin of rouge from the outer robe she’d discarded at the edge of Qi Zhuyin’s bedroll. “Doesn’t mean that we couldn’t improve the situation, though,” she informed her, flicking the lid of the tin off, swirling the pad of her fourth finger upon the rouge within. She climbed into Qi Zhuyin’s lap easily, settling upon her thighs as she looked down at her with an impish smile. “Open your mouth, A-Yin.” 
Leaning down upon the point of her elbows, she parted her own to mirror Qi Zhuyin’s pretty mouth as her fourth finger traced the swells of the commander’s lips. “Pretty,” Hua Xiangyi decided, pressing her chest to Qi Zhuyin’s lasciviously. She pressed her lips to hers, drawing away with a soft smile, the red transferred to her own lips in not quite so neat a fashion. “Prettier on me,” she decided, not caring to see the results. 
Hua Xiangyi lowered herself again, kissing at the edge of her jaw. “But now I want to kiss you all over again. So you’d better not go.” Her hand slipped beneath the silk of her robe, her thighs bracing Qi Zhuyin’s hips. “A-Yin cannot leave me wanting.”
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xianqu · 1 year
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        “  i don’t have enough creativity to do something like that-  ”
     「 @numinousdread​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​   ❤ ‘d    for a starter. 」    
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uizado · 2 years
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@numinousdread​.      ‘  are  you  a  helpful  wizard,    or  the  kind  that  sits  in  a  tower  reading  moldy  books  ?  ’        from  shen  zechuan  ~
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howl  sat  perched  on  the  small  wall,    the  heel  of  one  of  his  boots  just  shy  of  the  edge,    knee  pulled  up  at  his  side.    the  cup  of  tea  he  had  made  for  himself  b̲a̲l̲a̲n̲c̲e̲d̲ ̲ ̲p̲r̲e̲c̲a̲r̲i̲o̲u̲s̲l̲y̲ ̲ ̲o̲n̲ ̲ ̲h̲i̲s̲ ̲ ̲p̲a̲l̲m̲,    held  upright  only  by  his  curled  fingers.    &.    his  gaze,    almost  catlike  in  judgement,    pointed  right  at  shen  zechuan.      ❛  you  know,    it’s  very  rude  to  ask  a  wizard  what  sort  of  wizard  he  is.    and  it  is  especially  rude  to  ask  him  if  he  reads  mouldy  books  in  towers.  ❜      oh  please  :    he  want  talking  right  out  of  his  arse,    &.    didn't  seem  to  care  very  d̲e̲e̲p̲l̲y̲  being  asked  the  question  anyways.    a  moment  later,    he  was  grinning,    taking  another  small  sip  of  his  tea  &.    blowing  at  the  steam  with  his  nose.      ❛  do  you  mean  to  tell  me  that  wizards  who  sit  in  towers  and  ready  mouldy  books  a̲r̲e̲n̲’̲t̲   helpful  ?  ❜
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* .゜ scenario  prompts  !                𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍  𝚏𝚘𝚛  𝚗𝚘𝚠.
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auco-archive · 2 years
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@numinousdread​ asked:     [ WOUND ]    onikiri 2 yorimitsu :>          ( prompt. )
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       he is a  ravenous dog  from  HELL,  beating his feet into sodden dirt uncaring of the bodies both familiar and not littering the battlefield,  far more focused on his prey instead.  he is more than that,  knows as much when he should return to the estate the young master.  but here,  HERE,  yorimitsu’s fangs drip blood and his sword is only an extension of his maw that takes and takes and takes.  it is greedy for war and trembles in his hand for another when this has only just begun.  for justice,  for peace.  past the reflection of his own face in the scarlet,  the untouched silver catches onikiri’s expression too.  what an  odd  thing he is,  out of place in his worry here where men lose their souls to the spirit of battle.  and yet there he stands with brows knitted,  hands clasping as if unsure of what to do.  swiping his cheek,  the onmyoji looks to the sky,  satiation  settling with the weight of blood in his belly for now.
        yorimitsu plays  dumb,  pretends he doesn’t see his shikigami’s lingering pause when he covers this sullied mirror back into its sheath.  a hand raises to tell his men to fall back,  that they will pause their  purge  here,  that he’s seen  enough  for today.  wiping the bronzing droplets from his chin,  he’s surprised to feel a tug,  sense dulled by the giddiness of a hunter parading his spoils.  no man dares an ambush from behind with onikiri there,  steadfast and waiting.  so glancing at the crook of his elbow,  the initial shock dies at the sight of calloused albeit  delicate  hands staunching the blood there.
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        “  what’s gotten you so anxious?  ”     ━━━  it’s said with laughter,  disbelief at the forefront of his amused scoff.  how cute.  something about such a public display of concern makes yorimitsu...  happy?  no,  not quite...  regardless,  the hand not under scrutiny pats the crown of onikiri’s head,  idle there a moment before tilting his chin up to face him.  loyalty  unwavering,  devotion apparent,  it’s a  DEDICATION  that he would doubt the sincerity of had it been anyone else.  but he created him just this way didn’t he?  no need to falter here.     “  such a  little  thing,  haven’t you seen it before?  don’t look so scared,  you’ll make me think that you can’t handle it.  though if it would ease your nerves,  you’re welcome to treat it for me else i ask the medic to do so instead.  ”
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hopewrought · 4 months
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Are you wearing pyjamas? From bela :3
the death of stalin sentence starters | @numinousdread
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"You're damn right I am!"
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It wasn't often a Grey Warden got anything that resembled downtime, at least not officially. But there were certain circumstances in which it was acceptable for one to briefly disappear, to go 'awol' so to speak but in a manner where your superiors would turn a blind eye to any temporary absences. If you were lucky.
One such instance just happens to be this current moment, with Bethany stopping by to spend a brief winter solstice in Kirkwall. The years without her family had been long enough. As for the pajamas? Custom made, Bethany chose to forsake the style of house clothes preferred by her older sibling in favour of a loose set of fleece pjs, embroidered with cute mabaris no less. They were as comfortable as they were ridiculous looking, and the Warden has no sense of shame about it. "Try this mulled cider for me will you, Bela? I feel like it's missing something but not quite sure what." A glass half-full of the aforementioned work-in-progress drink is handed to Isabela, certain that her feedback will be valuable expertise. "Merrill should be dropping by too, later. It's been far too long since all of us were in the same room!"
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woroti · 1 year
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❛ You worked awfully hard to piece yourself back together. ❜
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@numinousdread ◈ starter call.
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pctaldrunk · 2 years
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@numinousdread​ asked   :     dying is an art ,  like everything else . (shen zechuan, hiiii!)    -   3 AM MONOLOGUE (ACCEPTING)   
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 " - It’s better to die with a thunderous cry than to live silently.” He does not imagine he will DIE WELL - whenever that inevitable occurrence will happen. In the martial world, a good death is hard to achieve - especially true in the capital, where everything is tied at the end of a very long thread on the tapestry of the secret workings of the wealthy and powerful, forces at war with each other that have set root here for centuries. Anyway - there is to be no peace known to a man like himself, always climbing, always wanting to see the city lights from higher, still higher. In all likelihood he will die VIOLENTLY, with the taste of blood on his tongue and a blade in his chest - but who’s blade? Friend or foe? Sardonic TWIST to thin lips warms the cool face only by fractions - “And how would YOU like to die, friend?”
Casts present company a sidelong glance - stay in the capital LONG ENOUGH and one might come across something OTHER than birds and stars when clasping one’s hands behind one’s back and looking up toward the sky. Something interesting, perhaps? “You look like you could use a drink.” Remarks faintly - he is never the only one who does, on these glimmering nights with their false, man-eating beauty. Half lifts the jar, still lazily inclined in his perch. “ - If I’m qualified to offer one?” 
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shenzuns · 2 years
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continued  from  here   /   @numinousdread​.
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𝚃𝙷𝙴  𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙽𝙴𝚁𝚂  𝚘𝚏  𝚑𝚒𝚜  𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜  𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚕𝚎  betraying  a  glimpse  of  amusement  hidden  with  a  practiced  hand  ‘til  he’s  able  to  school  himself  into  something  more  befitting  of  who  he  was  (  it  couldn’t  help  to  be  said  that  watching  the  usually  calm,  focused,  older  brother  -  type  figure  startle  like  a  frightened  deer  was  very  funny  /  but  he  wouldn’t  say  anything  yet  ),  and  from  there  he  all  but  glides  over   —   is  what  a  poorly  constrained  author  would  write.  no,  he  shuffles  over  in  actuality  and  fist  fights  the  well  worn  instinct  to  stretch  his  legs  out  like  a  cat  in  the  sun  would.  habits  from  sitting  in  a  plush  computer  chair  for  so  long  had  really  imprinted  their  mark,  even  after  what  felt  like  a  lifetime  here  (  he  ...  didn’t  think  he’d  mind  a  lifetime  in  this  world,  beyond  his  temporal  imprisonment,  he  at  least  had  ambitions  ).
𝙷𝙴  𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳𝚂  𝚑𝚎  𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚗’𝚝  𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚎  𝚢𝚎𝚝  𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍  the  art  of  sitting  comfortably  next  to  zhangmen  -  shixiong,  he  wondered  if  he  ever  would  ?  he  wanted  to  be  able  to.  this  would  be  a  start,  he  supposed,  and  with  a  roll  of  his  shoulders  he  slouches;  much  unlike  the  air  of  a  refined  peak  lord,  but  differences  had  to  be  set  !  and  what  good  was  trust,  a  mutually  established  relationship,  if  he  couldn’t  even  sit  how  he  wanted  ?  (  still  doesn’t  have  his  legs  kicked  out  though,  but  baby  steps  ...  he’d  much  rather  this  than  a  surprise  system  attack  sending  him  into  bing-ge’s  chamber  of  secrets  for  the  second  time  )
❝   does  this  one  have  to  have  a  reason  to  visit,  is  it  simply  not  enough  to  say  hello  ?   ❞,  he  pauses  with  a  fidget  of  his  fan,  not  quite  wanting  to  disrupt  the  delicate  mood,  but  ...   ❝   ah,  it’s  qingqiu,  remember  ?   ❞,  he  speaks  soft,  lowering  his  fan  enough  to  show  the  harmlessness  in  his  words,  and  continues.
❝   this  one  was  ...  finding  his  current  preoccupations  tedious,  and  i’ll  admit,  seeing  the  indomitable  zhangmen  -  shixiong  startle  like  a  winter  rabbit  is  much  more  entertaining  than  whatever  havoc  this  one’s  disciples  have  decided  to  wreak.   ❞,  he  leans  in  close,  not  too  close,  but  conspiratorially.
❝   i  have  a  sneaking  suspicion  my  disciples  are  trying  to  exile  me,  zhangmen  -  shixiong  must  understand  this  one’s  perilous  position  in  these  trying  times.   ❞
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𝙷𝙴  𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙴𝙽𝚂  𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝  𝚊𝚜  𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚢  as  he’d  leaned  in,  pushing  the  other’s  shoulder  with  the  edge  of  his  fan  in  a  playful  manner,  almost  as  if  the  moment  hadn’t  happened  albeit  the  sharp  well  humored  gleam  in  his  eye  remained.  for  all  their  ...  misunderstandings  and  the  awkward  past  that  lingered  ‘tween  them,  he’d  do  well  on  his  promise,  and  if  it  scared  yue  qingyuan  off  in  the  process  ?   —   ah,  fuck,  wait  that’s  not  what  he  wanted.  whatever,  if  it  happened,  it  happened,  he’d  rather  that  than  letting  awkwardness  be  the  death  of  them.
❝   anyways,  what  this  one  is  saying  is,  would  you  like  to  accompany  me  today  ?  there’s  some  ‘  errands  ‘  this  one  needs  to  run,  and  pleasant  company  would  be  of  great  service.  if...  shixiong  isn’t  otherwise  preoccupied  ?   ❞
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sanctissimx · 2 years
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meme. 
Gymnophoria - the sense that someone is mentally undressing you (cezhou) @numinousdread .... im so sorry
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He’s not used to waiting. But for Shen Zechuan, he will. 
Xiao Chiye sits patiently within the glow of the hundreds of red silk lanterns that adorn the wall and ceiling of Shen Zechuan’s immodest dressing room. He’d spent a small fortune on them, and on the porcelain bowl full of lotus seed tangyuan in ginger broth he’d ordered expressly from the most renown pâtissier of the city. A gesture of some degree of grandeur, an attempt to impress the indifferent chanteur. Perhaps it’s a little too extravagant, he ponders belatedly as his eyes sweep the purview of his venture. But if there’s anyone who’d appreciate the theatricality of such a gesture, he trusts it would be an opera singer, surely. 
In an effort to busy his anxious hands, Xiao Chiye reaches for the cup of exorbitantly expensive pu-erh tea he’d brought as well, prepared by Shen Zechuan’s attendant. A plume of steam unfurls when he removes the lid, a momentary distraction upon which he can direct his attention until it’s ripped away at the sound of the door opening. Shen Zechuan floats through the threshold with an unpurposed grace, followed by his dutiful attendant. Without thinking, Xiao Chiye straightens, sitting up properly, though he does not rise to greet him. They exchange a wordless nod, an acknowledgement that goes no further than that. Xiao Chiye knows that though he is a prince’s son, he belongs in this space only because Shen Zechuan has allowed him to.
Dressed in a plain robe of funereal white, Shen Zechuan is as silent as a specter as he approaches his vanity, methodically opens all his cosmetics, and alights upon his chair with the authority of an emperor upon a dragon throne. Xiao Chiye makes no move, even tries not to breathe too loudly, in utmost respect of the ritual before him.
Shen Zechuan paints the rice flour white across his brow with a wide brush, over his eyes, upon the swells and hollows of his sculpted cheeks, and finally over the petal-pink lips Xiao Chiye’s gaze delights in lingering upon. The exquisite features of his face are obscured in the opacity of the white, to his spectator’s curious disappointment. But vermillion is daubed upon his eyes, edges softened into a delicate haze and cut with an artful black liner to emphasize the elegance of his phoenix eyes. Eyes Xiao Chiye wishes once might glance his way. 
Next comes the elm-soaked hair, woven in artful waves upon his brow, adorned with jeweled pins that glitter so assiduously in the candle’s light Xiao Chiye would hardly be surprised if they were true diamonds. His mind wanders for a moment, wondering what patron of his past or present might have been generous enough to gift such treasures….
Immediately he thinks of Li Jiangheng, his foremost rival in the attentions of the opera singer. And the only one he can think of with enough disposable income to make an empress of an entertainer. It incenses him, the thought of losing out. But less so than the devastation of losing him. 
“...Viceroy?” 
Xiao Chiye looks back to see Shen Zechuan glancing at him over the point of his shoulder, eyes lowered with an arresting demureness. “Sorry?” he asks, his attention now reverted to him. “I asked if you didn’t have a sweetheart you’d rather be with tonight,” Shen Zechuan asks, reaching for another diamond pin. “It’s the Shangyuan Festival, after all.” 
Xiao Chiye stands, rising slowly to his feet, walking purposefully over to Shen Zechuan’s side to pluck the pin from his hand. “I’m here, aren’t I?” he replies, his somber smile undisturbed even as Shen Zechuan attempts to snatch the pin back from his hands. Unsuccessfully. 
He gestures obscurely to the walls around them, covered from floor to ceiling in giant red lanterns. “Since you couldn’t enjoy the festivities, I decided I’d bring the festivities to you.” 
Shen Zechuan gives him a stern look that might have been frightening if it hadn’t been so lovely. Even under all that paint. Xiao Chiye lets his gaze linger upon the part of his pretty mouth, enchanted utterly by the sight of the clandestine pink tongue that peeks out behind the brazen crimson of his painted lips. Xiao Chiye wonders how hard a slap he’d receive if he caught him by his pale chin and thumbed away the red that hides away the pale pink of his lips from him. 
Willowy fingers unfurl, palm extended in requisition of that stolen pin, demanding its return. But Xiao Chiye only taps the diamond head of the pin against his free hand. “Let me adorn you with it,” he offers instead. 
Shen Zechuan huffs out a laugh with no edge of mirth to it, lowering his eyes once more to soften the inevitable blow. “I’m afraid you haven’t earned that right,” he says softly. “Even if I weren’t terrified at how crookedly you’d apply it.” 
Shen Zechuan looks away, feigning a distraction to allow a moment for Xiao Chiye to regain his face, while amending the slight with the elegant rondeur of his cygnet throat bared for his perusal. It’s an ambiguous invitation at best, and yet Xiao Chiye hedges his bets upon the possibility, touching a careful fingertip to the fine hairs at the nape of that perfect, unpainted neck. Under his touch, he feels Shen Zechuan tense, though he doesn’t move as Xiao Chiye drags his fingertips down the valley of his spine, against the gentle protrusion of his bones. 
And when he does, moving just out of range of that insouciant caress, Xiao Chiye snatches the edge of the collar back, only to be thwarted by the hand Shen Zechuan smooths over the nape of his neck, hiding it away from his wolfish eyes. “That is also not permitted,” he admonishes softly, but there is no mistaking the threat the lies between those words. 
“Then tell me what is,” Xiao Chiye demands, as genteel as he can manage.
Shen Zechuan looks at him with exasperation. “You’ve earned nothing from me,” he explains simply, as though he were placating an unruly child.
Xiao Chiye’s eyes are intent on him as he moves closer, enough that Shen Zechuan can feel his tea-mild breath warm upon his brow. “I’ve brought a sky’s worth of lanterns to you,” he points out. 
“And tanguyan fit for a noble’s tongue,” he adds, demonstrating both his understanding of Xiao Chiye’s efforts, as well as his indifference to it. “An entire festival within my walls. Yes, I know.” 
It’s entirely unsentimental and utterly utilitarian for Xiao Chiye to believe that any efforts on his part—even unwanted ones— constitute reciprocation of some manner of Shen Zechuan. But the expectation of reciprocity is the only language that nobility and men of Xiao Chiye’s kind understand, so he turns back to him with a soft smile to offer compromise. 
“So let us celebrate,” he decides, picking up another pin to show the viceroy. “In honor of Shangyuan Festival, how about a few riddles? If you win one of me, you’re free to adorn me as you please. If I win one of you, then I’ll dress myself, as I please.” 
Xiao Chiye’s expression is mildly perturbed, but there’s no deliberation in his mind. “Alright,” he concedes. And then, without hesitation: “You first.” 
Shen Zechuan looks almost pleased, his eyes drifting to the lantern-lined ceiling as he thinks of a riddle to begin with. “He is a grumpy man with thick skin and a big fat belly. Mute if you ignore him, loud if you keep touching him,” he recites, conducting the lilt of his words with the diamond hair pin in his hand. 
Xiao Chiye frowns. 
“Ten seconds,” Shen Zechuan warns cheerily. “Nine, eight …”
“I don’t know,” Xiao Chiye states, unhappy about his first defeat.
Shen Zechuan plucks the hair pin from his hand as delicately as he would a dahlia’s petal, and places it in his hair. “Too bad. A drum.” 
Xiao Chiye clicks his tongue with displeasure. “My turn. Two houses with doors wide open. They allow a million people in but can’t stand a tiny grain.”
It gives Shen Zechuan pause enough. “I give up.” 
Xiao Chiye takes the diamond pin from Shen Zechuan’s hands and places it precisely beside the one already nestled expertly within his hair. “A pair of eyes,” he says at last, satisfied with his work. 
Shen Zechuan laughs softly, his eyes landing upon the breadth of Xiao Chiye’s shoulders. “Clever,” is his verdict, spoken in half a whisper. He clears his throat. “They are twin sisters of the same height; they work in the kitchen, arm in arm. Whatever is cooked, they always try it first. But they despise soups.”
“Chopsticks,” Xiao Chiye answers easily, reaching into the red lacquered box for a silk peony hairpin in a staid deep coral, and affixes it above Shen Zechuan’s left ear. “A thousand threads, a million strands. Reaching the water, vanishing all at once.”
Shen Zechuan finds himself hesitating not for lack of answer, but for the unexpected scent of Xiao Chiye’s nearness: of the brightness of a wild sun, the gelid fraicheur of a wind descended of mountainsides, that blows through tall, untouched grasses in a faraway idyll. 
“Ten seconds,” Xiao Chiye reminds him, and Shen Zechuan is quick to assert plaintively, “I don’t know.” 
“A rainfall,” the viceroy informs him, answer curt, and points with a flick of his chin towards the aoqun hanging upon the door.  Shen Zechuan reaches for a pale pink one, but Xiao Chiye stops him. “No,” he says, imperiously. “The red one.”
Shen Zechuan reaches for the dark crimson aoqun embroidered with white peonies, but it’s Xiao Chiye who divests it from the hanger, holding it open for him to slip into. Xiao Chiye arranges the robe with exacting care, positioning the stiff collar perfectly center to Shen Zechuan’s nape.  Shen Zechuan peers down to straighten the blouse, unwittingly exposing the slightest sliver of skin that peeks out from behind the guard of the high collar. Xiao Chiye’s wanton gaze lingers upon it, taking advantage of Shen Zechuan’s distraction, until he realizes what he’s doing and catches his wrist to stop his hands. 
“I’ll do it,” Xiao Chiye says softly, and there’s only an edge of imperative to his words. He starts from the bottom, lining up the knot button with the clasp and fastening them methodically. There’s a shadow of consternation that flickers upon his brow when he gets to the last one, just at Shen Zechuan’s throat. Xiao Chiye swallows hard, his downturned eyes perusing the tenuity of the opera singer’s slender throat, the semblant translucence of his pale skin complimented by the vermillion red of his collar. Sure and steady are Xiao Chiye’s fingers as they attend the final button, in what appears to be assiduity on the viceroy’s part. But his fingers linger upon the clasp, unwilling to let go of the provisional closeness. 
He lets out a breath at last, his hands falling away in surrender to their obsoletion, knuckles brushing upon Shen Zechuan’s lithesome chest as they do.  “Your turn,” he says finally. 
Shen Zechuan’s pulls a demure but dubiously mischievous smile at the corners of his rubicund lips, rests the tip of his index finger upon his chin in pantomime of thought. “Hmm,” he hums, his smile widening to show teeth like pearls glinting in the delicate lamplight. “Sometimes it’s curved like a smile, other times, it’s round like a plate.”
Xiao Chiye says nothing, his footsteps the only sound in the silence of the room as he drifts over to the closet behind him. He skim through the robes, pulling out a cloud-white pei with water sleeves the color of a pale sky darkening. “The moon,” he says softly, his breath warm against the shell of Shen Zechuan’s ear as he leans in to supply the answer, excusing his nearness by draping the robe over Shen Zechuan’s narrow shoulders.
Shen Zechuan watches as Xiao Chiye moves away, realizing the gravity of this game as he slips his arms within the pale pei. The indomitable red of his high collar peeks through the opening of the pei’s collar, as insouciant as a tongue. There’s a note of quiet pleasure upon his features as he examines the combination, choosing a dark red skirt embroidered with gold fauna to match. “What belongs to you, yet others use it more than you do?” he asks, and Shen Zechuan’s half distracted with the arrangement of his skirt, tucking and arranging as he must. 
Occupied with his costume, Shen Zechuan does not see Xiao Chiye choose a gilded fengguan from a mannequin’s head, a stunningly ornate headdress ornamented with nine dragons and nine phoenixes, covered in gold leaf and inlaid with hundreds of glass beads of deep carmine that glitter as exultantly as real rubies. “I’m waiting,” Xiao Chiye reminds him, catching the point of Shen Zechuans jaw to angle it upwards and watch his face as he crowns him with the phoenix coronate. 
The fan of his inky lashes flutter timorously before Shen Zechuan dares to look up at the viceroy through them. Xiao Chiye recognizes the practiced flirtation, but the realization brings no less admiration for his proficiency. “Me?” he asks, the brilliant smile he pulls breaking as beautifully as a dawn. 
Xiao Chiye clicks his tongue in displeasure, his hand dropping away at once. 
“Your name,” Shen Zechuan laughs, reaching for his ivory fan at the edge of his vanity. “Naturally. It’s a very good riddle, of course.” 
The viceroy leans hard upon the vanity, brow purled in an unhappy louring. “You knew the answer.”
Shen Zechuan walks to the mirror to examine his costume and finds himself pleased. “I did,” he admits. “But you’d already crowned me. It seemed a waste to undo your efforts.” 
Xiao Chiye pushes off the edge and walks over to station himself behind him. “You knew all the answers,” comes his quiet accusation. “The whole time.” 
Shen Zechuan’s gaze is piercing in the mirror, staring at Xiao Chiye in vivid coquetry. “The Viceroy is too comfortable with triumph,” he contends, and Xiao Chiye’s vaguely aware of being condescended to, even in the gentle lilt of his erudite words. “I wouldn’t presume that you would know that sometimes—”  He turns to him now, eyes meeting his with nothing less than audacity. “Sometimes one must lose to win.” 
He punctuates his point by tapping the tip of his fan beneath the point of his jaw, smiling to himself as he returns to the vanity to examine his makeup one last time. 
“And what have you won?” Xiao Chiye asks, still sullen in spite of Shen Zechuan’s concession and his apparent victory. 
Shen Zechuan carefully pulls a heavy brocade sash over his head, and arranges the sash deftly upon his shoulders. “The company of Xiao Chiye,” he replies easily, turning to him in his full glory, his face neutral under all that makeup. It’s a gesture meant to show him how uncontrived the statement was, bereft of the guile of artfulness or artifice. That he means it.
“It isn’t winning if it was yours to accept in the first place,” Xiao Chiye argues, almost peevishly. “I’ve been asking for an audience for you for weeks now. Maybe months. You could have had my company whenever you wanted it.” 
“Not the playboy Viceroy,” Shen Zechuan asserts. “Not the lecher, not the drunk, not the one who keeps the company of that boorish Prince Chu—who, by the way, I understand you have a bet with? Regarding my favors and who might win them of me first?” 
Xiao Chiye does not move, does not flinch from Shen Zechuan’s accusatory gaze, the tips of his ears a perfect berry-red the only indication of his remorse. 
“I don’t care, actually,” Shen Zechuan continues, but the way the lilt of his words adopt a slight staccato hint otherwise. “But it was nice… to see a glimmer of who you are. Behind all that. I really hadn’t much faith that there was anything of note.”
There’s a silence between them, a stillness that neither of them are willing to break. Xiao Chiye’s ears feel scorched with a shame so great, so enervating, that he’s ultimately reduced to the unlikely boldness of having little left to lose and asks, “And what have I won of you?” 
Shen Zechuan laughs mirthlessly through his nose. “I considered offering you the opportunity to undo the work of your own hands. Isn’t that what you’ve wanted all evening? But I don’t think you’ve quite earned that, either.” He moves to a vase the pluck a white peony streaked with amaranth red, and tosses it in Xiao Chiye’s direction. “You can come back when it’s faded.” 
He staggers to catch it, but snatches it out the air, nearly crushing it in his hand. His fingers unfurl and so does the bloom within the palm of his hand, and Xiao Chiye stares at it to discern its meaning. “Tomorrow?” he asks, hopeful. 
Shen Zechuan’s turned in silhouette when he opens his fan and hides his pleased grin behind it. He bows once to the Viceroy, the little pearl strings on his phoenix coronet tinkling softly as he does. As if on cue, an attendant opens the door, through which Shen Zechuan might make his escape. But he turns back suddenly, fan stuck to the palm of his hand as his eyes light up in remembrance. “The tangyuan!” he exclaims, but his face falls immediately into a beautiful consternation. 
Xiao Chiye looks to the wooden box upon the vanity and slides it open, the large porcelain bowl  within. “Ah,” he replies, reaching into the box and uncovering the bowl. The white and pink tangyuan float within the ginger-sweet broth, like perfect summer moons. “They’re a little cold, but no colder than if you eat them later.” 
Shen Zechuan strides forward, gathering his water sleeves to his chest as he turns his mouth up for Xiao Chiye’s perusal, lips parting obediently. “Feed me.” 
Xiao Chiye stares at that rosebud mouth in bloom for him, remains frozen in aesthetic arrest of the sight of him before he reaches for the spoon and scoops one out for him. He holds it up to Shen Zechuan’s lips, that accept the ingress of the porcelain between them, the deep crimson of his lips closing about the pure white of the tangyuan and sucks it cleanly into his mouth. 
Shen Zechuan’s eyes lower as he daubs carefully away at the ginger broth at the corners of his mouth, his pink tongue peeking out as he licks his lips clean. “Tomorrow,” he confirms at last, commits a shallow bow as he watches Xiao Chiye slowly bring the empty spoon to his own mouth.
There’s only the residual sweetness of the ginger left upon it, but it’s the ghost of Shen Zechuan’s lips that he means to consume. And somehow he knows that, fan opening to hide away the pleased smile before he floats out of the waiting door like a gilded fantasy. One that Xiao Chiye is sure he’d do anything to dream up again.
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difficulttoforgive · 2 years
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happy birthday!!!
thank you!!! one hundred blessings upon ye 💖
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uizado · 2 years
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@numinousdread​.    Shen  Zechuan  conveniently  drops  his  fan  passing  by  him  Howl  oh  oops  my  poor  fragile  waist  can't  bend  to  get  it
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the  first  instinct  in  howl's  mind  was  just  to  tell  shen  zechuan  that  he  dropped  his  fan.    it  gave  off  a̲ ̲ ̲v̲e̲r̲y̲ ̲ ̲o̲b̲v̲i̲o̲u̲s̲ ̲ ̲s̲o̲u̲n̲d̲  as  it  hit  the  ground,    &.    it  was  quiet  enough  that  surely  he  should  have  heard  the  thing  softly  clatter.    howl  even  had  a  mind  to  feel  sorry  for  the  poor  thing,    &.    came  nearer,    his  expression  suddenly  shifting  into  suspicion  &.    u̲n̲a̲m̲u̲s̲e̲m̲e̲n̲t̲.    very  funny,    shen  zechuan  !    that    was  on  purpose,    wasn't  it  ?      ❛  let  me  get  that  for  you.  ❜      &.    without  a  warning,    he  leaned  down,    swiping  the  fan  off  the  ground  &.    blowing  it  off  with  a  breath,    his  gaze  only  leaving  shen  zechuan  for  a  moment.    he  met  it  again  as  he  straightened,    unable  to  hide  the  curve  of  a  smile  at  the  corner  of  his  lip,    &.    offered  the  fan  out.      ❛  you  should  be  more  careful  with  this.    next  time,    i̲ ̲ ̲m̲i̲g̲h̲t̲ ̲ ̲n̲o̲t̲ ̲ ̲g̲i̲v̲e̲ ̲ ̲i̲t̲ ̲ ̲b̲a̲c̲k̲.  ❜
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* .゜ unprompted  !                𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗.
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hirudou · 1 year
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some ship tags for wuya...because they're long overdue.
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numinousdread-a · 5 months
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pssssstt moving to @numinousdread
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nazorneku · 1 year
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𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐄 ? 
the eyes you are always looking. ahead, back, up, down. you can see all the possibilities, all the consequences, all the stars. your power is steady, squinting, taking everything in. your power is glaring, shining. your strength is in tears of happiness, sorrow, anger, fear. your strength is in your ability to dream, to understand. and you are never the first to blink.
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tagged by: @litpyres tagging: @numinousdread (Tsuku) , @bogachs , @scarletrotted , @inavagrant , @box-of-characters (Takumi or Wisteria), @ichoric (Mina) , @woroti , @ekidan , @lockhartred
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seabunnieart · 2 years
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a commission done for @numinousdread
our ocs cuddling ;;;;;
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