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Aankhon ke zarokhon se...

chapter 3 of sangam tera....

summary - when his change in behavior and often interaction with her started to confuse her and they had to work things out between them.. [ angst,emotional ]

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No one's pov..

if the lotus eyed woman said she wasn't shocked, confused, surprised, amused, off guard, baffled and whatever correct word was applicable at the very moment to describe whatever she was feeling as the tsunami of unsaid words the emotions the feeling buried deep inside her heart than it would be a big lie. her eyes widened ever so slightly as soon as the husband of hers held her arm like never wanted to let go and pulled her towards himself she swear she never felt her heart beating too fast.

he confused her she was so frustrated by his change in mood and never fixed emotions she was done at this point her heart craved the comfort the happiness the peace she always dreamt off but the man she was standing in front of right now definitely had some other plans why he just couldn't stay same why he had to be so confusing and hard to understand she was willing to do anything for him hold him let him take his walls down for her and she would welcome him with open arms.

but he wasn't the kind of person to make anything easy he wasn't someone who would blurt out his real emotions and feelings so easily Niyati wanted to know the person behind this cold serious grumpy guy who always stayed angry she knew it wasn't the real ram but then again he wasn't giving her any chance to know the real Ram not that she was ever hoping he would but still the small ray of hope after whatever happened outside today she as convinced that he actually cared a bit.

she didn't wanted to know why he took her stand she wasn't sure either but at least he did and that was slowly confusing her to another level she wasn't even sure where was his mind he hated her right ? then why ? why he actually did that ? when he clearly himself said that there was nothing between them and she was non existent for him then he wasn't clearly the one to defend her. the man actually drive her insane at this point she had no idea why was all this happening ?

the lotus eyed woman took a deep shaky breath controlling her emotions somehow not meeting the eyes of the man standing in front of her staring at her like she was the only existing thing in the world the only thing that was why he existed he was alive and he was breathing. his intense look felt like she was the only thing that mattered and Niyati not wanting to feel all this couldn't help herself but got more frustrated and confused than she already was she truly was not getting all this.

" Ram i think you should get some rest and let me do some work" she spoke in a calm and composed tone keeping her world short and simple afraid that she will speak more and the emotions she had been hiding till now will get betrayed by her mouth and eyes which never wanted never in her worst nightmares as well. she gave him a look wiping her hands with the kitchen cloth walking towards the dining table to set the dinner not paying much attention to her husband.

but Ram just stood there silently watching her every moment not uttering a word feeling himself lost in his own head he didn't understand what was actually wrong with him ? why was he acting up this way the way that guy outside talked about her spoke things about her the look he had in his eyes for his wife Ram felt like if he could just burn the guy alive at that moment nothing else mattered at that time just the flithy words echoing in his ear drums testing his patience .

Ram knew one thing that when people met someone it was so clear at the moment that they both belong together some where at some level as friends, as lovers, or as family, or maybe as something entirely different they just work somehow god knows why but that is what Niyati was doing in his life they just worked together it didn't mattered if she hated him someone as a monster like him or if he hated her ?the answer was yet to be known whether they both understand each other or not ? or they were husband and wife ? strangers that didn't mattered ? and the strange thing was that

it made him feel alive ....

that he wasn't a mere dead soul working for a cause at all that he was also breathing that he was alive that he was a human just with the existence of a certain woman and yet he hated her for making him feel so confused he had not felt so many emotions in his life till now but the woman he got married to definitely had some other plans to throw him in the void of emotions.

he didn't knew that feeling the impact she had on those around her he doubted that how much someone needed the rare smile she sometimes gave he doubted if she knew how much her kindness was turning someone's life upside down she didn't knew the hugs of her he had imagined in his mind about her those long comforting hugs to just hold and tell him everything was going to be okay that he was not alone but then again why ? he himself made one thing clear that she was not more than a stranger to him.

he believed in one thing she was someone he was building a connection with they were married for more than 1 and half years now and he had came to realize one thing that he didn't hated her as much as he had come to make himself believe he did. a connection so drawn to him he had never expected before and somewhere in there he knew as the time would pass this connection would grow more it develops over time they were going to experience a love so deep, strong, and complex that over the time they began to doubt

if they ever loved anyone prior...

that ' soulmate' connects with them in every way and every level every moment which actually brought a peace, sense , calmness between them.

she was happening to walk over his heart like she always belonged there took down his walls and lit up his soul on fire. " Ram ?" he snapped out of his head at the sound of his wife as he turned to look at her confused and still a little lost somewhere looking at her sighing taking a deep breath looking at her and mentally scolding and cursing at himself for thing about such stupidity and being this idiotic taking a deep breath again he found her looking at him in confusion as she looked away after sometime gesturing towards the food on the table and then walked inside the other room.

ram with a confused heart and heavy mind got fresh taking a nice cool shower to keep himself calm and try to give some time to himself battling with the demons inside his head and the battles of his heart the conjured up emotions trying to threaten to come out without having any real and literal meaning of them as he sighed slipping onto fresh pair of clothes.

coming out of the bathroom he noticed Niyati flipping through some pages of a journal and her eyebrows were creased with worry seeing him she quickly put it back getting up from the chair slowly silently motioning him to have dinner he took a deep breath giving her a silent nod rolling up his sleeves and sat down on the chair.

all the while only the sound of spoons clinking kept echoing in the dining hall but for Ram the atmosphere wasn't quiet or silent it was loud and filled with so many voices ringing up in his eardrums asking for answers and the reasons for whatever he was doing as he looked calm having his food without saying anything he could feel the eyes of his wife looking at him staring at him asking for something but it felt like she didn't know how to ask and what to ask ?

was she still thinking about the previous events ? was that guy's word's still hurting her ? of course they would she was a mere human after all she would definitely get hurt and its not like it was the first time she got hurt like this and that made the man sigh because he didn't wanted the lotus eyed woman to go through such things he was ready to take these words on himself they didn't hurt him he was used to them but for her ?

no no absolutely not she didn't deserved all this in fact she was such a pure soul after bheem told him how she stood up in defense for Akhtar against the british officer yeah he was happy from inside he was proud of her from inside but dare let anything show on his face.

that's how she was messing up with his brain.

" apply this on your bruises or else they will cause you more pain" he stopped wiping his hands with the towel turning around to look at her as she stood there holding a small glass bowl in her hands it looked like some salve her eyes wandered on his hands as the bruises on his knuckles were still visible he sighed " i will be fine" he nodded and spoke in a very small short composed tone as Niyati looked down at the bowl in her hands and then at him

walking inside she looked at him and then pulled the nearby chair putting the bowl on the table still not saying anything while Ram watched confused not understanding what was she doing ? she gave him one last look her dark brown lotus eyes peered in his chocolaty one's with different emotions dancing in them as she took his hands in hers and softly and gently applied the mixture on his bruised knuckles. if he said he wasn't surprised than it would have been an understatement .

The way his eyes widened a bit so slightly as soon as her warm hands touched his cold one's he felt like he got his breath back. as like that is where he actually belonged he needed to hold this hand to live to survive it was the need the touch was so caring so soft it was like that's what he needed the comfort the peace he felt he never knew he could and would feel familiar with such feelings. his heart hammering against his chest as he tried to look unaffected but whom was he kidding ? he didn't felt this relaxed and peaceful since his family left him and all but this day this moment it felt like his life was turned up side down .

his fingers twitched betraying him his heart his mind he wasn't supposed to be feeling all this he had an aim he needed to full fill a promise there was no point of feeling such stupid things but the constant soft breathing the lotus eyes fixed on his bruises the focused look of the woman sitting in front of him treating to his wounds he never felt like this it was his mother always who treated his wound with so much affection care and love.

it all looked same with Niyati as well her eyes held the same care and love ? the way she silently sat it was making Ram lose his mind he never had anyone to take care of him like this getting all this from the wife he hated the wife he despised for no reason was making him feel things which he never thought existed inside him.

his eyes kept trying not to get lost in her brown one's but as if her soul was calling him to immerse himself in her to know the woman these beautiful eyes hid the woman who was the actual niyati ? there was a sudden urge inside him to know her more. he sighed making her look at him " is it hurting ?" she asked softly too softly that Ram felt like its been ages since someone had to talked to him in such comforting tone he gulped hiding the tsunami of his emotions nodding at her " i am okay" he said in a rather soft tone as well.

she gave him a small smile resuming his work but there was something Ram wanted to know how she was still there if anyone as at her place they could have left after dealing with something like this but she never said anything never complained about anything just stayed inside her own bubble. she didn't deserved such treatment.

" can i ask you something ?" she asked in a slow hesitant tone making him realize he was again lost in his world as he turned to look at her giving her a nod after looking at her for sometime " why did you do that ?" she whispered making him frown in confusion what was she talking about ? " what ?" he whispered making niyati sigh as she took his another hand " that guy " she looked away as his senses got alert was he bothering her from too long ?

why ram wasn't familiar with all this ? there was definitely something she was so worried about " what's wrong ?" he asked softly she looked down at their hands " why you defended me?" she whispered finally looking at him "you hate me " she gulped " then why?"the last words came out all breathy.

and the fact that ram actually didn't had answer for that he definitely didn't knew why he defended her she was his wife wasn't that enough of a reason but what caused this much of anger as he glanced at his bruised knuckles and then at her. " because you are my wife" he said in a short simpletone not making anything more complicated

" take care" she smiled a bit at him he realized she was almost done as she got up walking out while he looked down at his perfectly bandaged hands but in such a lost state that he didn't knew what to say what to feel how to feel ? as she didnt said anything closing the door gently behind her while he just sat there pondering over his own answers and reasons.....

what was happening with him ?

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