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102818arcvd · 6 years

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Hey guys, this is something i've been thinking about implementing with my muse. This is a sort of plot call BUT also just maybe an opportunity for all of us who are applicable to input some character development together?

This has to do with Rubi's radio show. I didn't do it prior because we didn't have many people who I thought would listen in on her radio show, but lately we've been getting alot more students of different types and teachers and people who may even listen in their cars (As radio shows from colleges apparently do play through your radio stations as well!)

I was thinking of doing something cute for people's muses to input a little healing as well as being able to voice the struggles of their life and have our little bun give advice. If you're interested in the idea, please read on below.

This might get a little wordy, but let me help some of you guys get up to speed about Rubi! She is actually very embarrassed by her name and goes by the name Eunmi in day to day interactions. You won't know her by the name Rubi, UNLESS you knew her before college OR listen in on her radio show: "Goodnight, Goodmorning".

Theres very few people who have put two and two together and realized that our talkshow host, RUBY, is actually rubi! She used to do busking when younger, but now she sticks to singing over the radio show whilst continuing her studies. She often invites other uprising musicians she knows or people of interest onto her show to let their voices be heard in any way possible and so this can easily become a plot for anyone! But the main direction of this post is that she has a time where she reads the submissions to the inbox for the radioshow as well as letters and reads them aloud.

People may talk about a crush, or a struggle in school or life-- sometimes it is themed, but overall its a sort of just 'healing' area, she speaks about things to uplift others and listens to their worries while trying her best to give them a helping ear, someone to listen to their problems wholeheartedly like a friend. This is the sort of comfortable area she tries to create for people who listen to her.

( i havent decided a date/time yet or if anyone would even be interested in such an idea, but i was thinking that maybe since fridays and the weekends are when we are getting our messages send out for memes and such, it'd be a great time to do so)

I was thinking that maybe if people were interested there could be a few submissions or inboxes for this idea and then rubi could reflect and do a little radio show self para or whichever helping some anonymous muses with their issues and giving them a healing time~

If youre interested please let me know or like this ;u; i thought it might be fun to try out.

#wy:call #wy:ooc #idk if this is dumb.. if it is i'll just scrap the whole idea #but !! idk. ( / w \ )

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hinogprivacy · 3 years

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Thats her. Writing this now while she’s sleeping sa call. Haba ng usap namin. Was not the same anymore at all. Walang lambing, walang baby, seryoso talaga, blunt. She became a strong woman na sobrang taas ng respeto ko ngayon. Tbh, i dont wanna bother her anymore but at the same time I still want her to stay with me. Convo started off with me saying kamusta. Classic line ng di alam kung anong sasabihin pero may guts na mag ask if “can we talk”. Dami kong nalaman sa kanya. Galing sya sa friends nya last night. Nag inuman, bonding, tawanan. Im happy for her she met new ppl doon. But theres this guy that I hate the most for her si Jayvee. Di ko sa hinuhusgahan ko yung guy pero una pa lang alam ko naman na talaga gusto nan kay lyne. Dati pa man last year nag dm sya pasimple, ayos kami ni lyne. Single yung guy alam ko yung motif, pero si lyne she dont see it that way, friendly lang sya. But theres me. Alam mo na boyfriend instinct. Ngayon sabi nya sakin, kasama nya the whole night si Jayvee. Nakikinig si jayvee sa rants nya at masaya daw sya na may genuine na nakikinig sa kanya. Inuman sila ganun kwentuhan siguro dk what happened next. And theres me here nakikinig lang. Deserve ko to. Yung marinig ko to. Kasi ako naman dapat nasa pwesto ni Jayvee, but what did I do. I wasted her whole time, ngayon she’s strong she doesnt need me anymore. Yung pain sa puso ko, tangina inakin ko, sabi ko sa isip ko “tangina damahin mo yan, sa mga ginawa mo sa kanya kulang pa yan.” Patuloy ako sa pakikinig, Nilakasan ko at sinabi ko “okay lang ako” “gagawin ko lahat bigyan mo ako ng chance pa” “magsimula ulit tayo ng dahan dahan” “ako naman this time, wala kang kailangan ibigay” . Sa sobrang bait nya sinabi nya “no, hindi ako selfish” “gusto ko pag okay na kung babalik dun tayo mag aayos hindi ganito”. Sobrang na touch ako pero sinabi ko parin at sinabi paulit ulit. “Last chance”. eto talaga yung babaeng gusto ko makasama habang buhay. Pero sinaktan ko ng big time. Dahil lang sa pagkawalan ko ng “oras” no cheating involve. Di ko kaya gawin sa kanya yun. Nangyare lahat to dahil sa selfish kong pag desisyon na maghiwalay na muna kami ng landas. For the past 3 months di nya ko pinabayaan, pinilit nya ko na bumalik sa kanya, sinubo nya sakin lahat ng sagot, solusyon para maayos kami. Pero wala. Ako tong di grateful. Nandyan na sa harapan anong ginawa? Sinayang. Now mag hulos dili ka sa ginawa mo ryan. Okay na sya ngayon ng wala ka, ngayon ang tanong anong gagawin mo?

Nag open ako ng deep thoughts ko for the cause of my depression. Nakinig lang sya. Wala ako mapagbuhusan neto sa kanya lang naman ako nakakapagkwento ng buhay ko wala ng iba. Nabuhos io halos 1/4 nasa isip ko siguro dami pa kqsi hirap lang mag express talaga sa iba. Pero dami ko nasabi. Feeling ko nga nakatulog na sya. May nasabi sya sa huli. “Pasalamat ka nga meron ka na ng lahat rapos ganyan ka pa” di sya exact words pero along the line yan. Di ko ineexpect na ganun sasabihin nya. She’s not my girlfriend anymore talking, she’s her na yung sinaktan mo at now bumangon mag isa at kinaya mag isa.

Sabi ko. Lyne please. Lyne please. Lyne please. Kaya pa natin to. Ako na muna. Lyne please. Lyne please.

“No, di ko kaya, di ko alam paano, di ako ready pa.”

Sakit. Di ko alam sasabihin dun. Sa mga pinagdaanan nya sakin? Grabe lang.

Lyne sana nababasa mo to. Gusto ko malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita at sana bigyan mo ako ng chance na mabago to, ma end yung cycle na to, at mapakita ko sayo na sobrang genuine ako na gawin lahat para sayo hanggang sa dulo. Di ka na bibitawan, at malakas na yung kakapitan mo. Gusto ko respetuhin yun gusto mo, pero ayaw kitang mawala. Ayokong pagsisihan to na bakit di ko pinilit, di ko binigay muna lahat bago ako gumive up. Kahit hope na lang meron ako. Gagawin ko. Gusto ko pag bumalik na tayo, wala ka ng iisipin pa sakin, dapat pang ika worry, masaya ka, di ka nag hihirap, wala tayong problema kkundi kung pano lang natin masosolusyonan lahat ng pagdadaanan natin at hindi na tayo mismo yung problema. Gusto ko maging safe space mo ulit lyne. Ayoko mabasa mo to ngayon kasi gusto ko mag pakatatag ka sq desisyon mo, gusto ko na i test mo ko kung may nagbago na ba o ano. Ayokong kaawaan mo ko at na gi guilty ka lang kaya ka babalik. Gusto ko bumalik ka kasi alam mo na or nakita ko na yung pagbabago dito. Di man ngayon pero sana bukas or sa susunod. Ibabahala ko na kay bathala ngayon. Sarap pakinggan ng pag hilik mo sa call ngayon haha. Sana palagi ganito. Makatabi ka sa lahat. Wag susuko lyne. Hanggat nahinga mag mahal lang. Sorry for hurting you. Never again. Havent slept for 2 weeks mahal. Kung alam mo lang. but i dont want u to worry about me. Kasi I got this!! Eto na lang yung pinaniniwalaan ko. Yung grabeng pagamamahal ko sayo. Sana talaga ganun na lang kadali lahat. Patawarin mo ko lyne. Gusto kita mayakap ng mahigpit.

This is how I start my month of Aug 2021.

Pre ikaw naman: pahinga ka na. Kayang kaya to. Hayaan mo muna siguro sya this time. Goodnigjt tol. Speechless ako sayo man. Haha ang tanga mo.

Goodnight Bob. Praying for you always. Remember? Eto yung centre ng relasyon natin. Si God. Wag mo sana makalimutan yan! Even sa life sya parin. Sleepwell madam. I love you mahal. Miss saying this back to you many times as we can. Mahal na mahal na mahal at misss na misss na misss na kita kung alam mo lang. CELYNE PARIN SIGAW NG PUSO KO! haha. 🌻

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survivorelsalvador · 7 years

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EPISODE 1 - An Army Of Porn Pete (TM) - Josh (Camp)

(If a confessional is just a gif or a picture then it was most likely Veronica, winner of Jeju Island, uwu <3)

WILLA

One world? This is going to be an iconic mess and I can't wait to see how this turns out.

WILL

Will she decapitate me or will we work together: The Regan/Will love story begins all over again (for when these go public I have nothing against you Regan you're a queen in my eyes)

DANA

How quickly are you trying to kill me. First of all: I literally know 99% of these people and am playing in Athena with them right now, which makes my game in each more complicated. On my tribe: Me, Chris, Willow, Willa, and Austin The only person I don't know is Austin. I'm aligned with Willa in another game and was aligned with Chris in the same game. Willow and I were friendly in Solomon Islands. Hopefully this puts me in a good spot. Other than that, going through the rest of the cast on other tribes: Playing with in Athena right now: Adrian, Kai, Lily, Jaiden, and Nicholas. I'm in an alliance with all of them except Adrian (who might not like me after tonight). From Solomon: Zakriah, my literal child and snapchat streak buddy. He's also vv close with Willow, so this is good. Potential alliance? From Great Lakes: Kyle and Ashton. Idk Ashton AT all. We were never on a tribe together. Heard he's pretty good at orgs though. Kyle and I didn't super get along in GL. I voted him as first merge boot, he voted me, and I went home. I've also heard a lot about Regan and i'm excited to meet her. Basically I know/ have a relationship with half of the cast, so this should be INTERESTING. I'm excited.

JAKE

So the game hasn't even officially started yet and I formed a tight bond with Kyle and Lexi. I feel that we all relate to each other pretty well, so I like where this is going.

LEXI

Ok so i already have an alliance with ribsor and jake. I know jake from a mini we played together and we bonded right away. I also know regan,austin and jaiden from the other tribe. I have a good relationship with all 3 so that made me happy seeing them. I hope they can stay and fight until merge. Heck i hope i can stay and fight until merge. this is a small tribe so thats alittle scary. Also this one world crap aint working for me. I cant talk to that many people and keep up. I'm in another tumblr game and hosting a skype org...so its hard to keep up. But i try my hardest and im just glad i got in an alliance already.

WILL

I actually feel pretty good so far like I think I'm on the good side of mostly everyone on my tribe - two of them played with me before two of them don't know me - and I'm already sensing some tension between certain people so like... this will be a good one lol. Plus I have Nicholas on my side through one world and I've made some other lowkey connections so it's all going great for the first day

KAI

Been a pretty quiet day, no ones really spoken much so kinda worried but oh wwll

JOSH

OKAY. Hello. I'm here to confess and such for the round since I haven't just yet. I'm feeling pretty okay on my tribe so far? I know Regan from previous experiences and we're friends and I think that Jaiden knows he isn't super popular so he'll rely on me to kind of keep him safe? I"m talking with Will a lot and I enjoy him so I'm glad to have him here. The only person I'm not feeling really great about is Zakariah so far? I'm not sure how close he is with other people, so I have to wary about just throwing his name out. But, if I had to choose someone to be at the bottom of the totem pole on our tribe.. It'd be him. He's not super active. I can also see Jaiden being a bit of a flop and being first to die, so I'm just going to kind of figure out where people STAND here right now and figure it out later. Because I don't imagine us being on these tribes of five for too long, so I just need to make sure that I do my best to survive here while I still can. I'LL HAVE MORE THOUGHTS AFTER I TALK MORE STRATEGY BUT I NEED TO WORK ON IMPROVING MY SCORE

DANA

my new aesthetic in games is to just talk to the hosts in host chat instead of the players because i love them more. <3 Rob

WILLOW

I'm just gonna do a cast assessment rn bc why not Dana- Ahh we played in Solomon together and I love her, she's so sweet! Austin- We talked a lot last night and he's really nice, and has a good taste in survivor opinions Chips- Hasn't messaged me back yet and has only talked in the tribe chat twice Willa- Seems cool, but didn't talk to me for very long Also I'm confused about what happened during the "fight" in One World Also One World is too much at the beginning so I might just stick to talking to the people on my tribe first, and then once theres a swap I'll start talking to the other people idk.

ADRIAN

Whew El Salvador! Que tal chicos y chicas? Me llamo Adrian y yo soy no esperando nada mas por el juego para comenzar! Like this tribe a lot and really, I see 2 people from other games that are running side by side on my tribe, and really its cool to see that people are willing to work with me. But there is the downside of having people being inactive on the Apopa tribe, and really I'm not ready for shit like that to happen so quickly.

Of course it would be One World this season. I see alot of familiar names and faces and I'm already thrilled to start this game, until I see Regan. Is it possible to hate a bitch because of how negatively she rubs people upon meeting them? Wait, hold that thought. Yeah. Its very possible.

Its not even the end of Day 2, and already this bitch is asking for me to rip her head off. Like I don't give a flying fuck. Don't slander my name when you don't know me either. Fuck. Seriously, don't go preaching shit you won't practice. Regan's asking for a verbal beatdown, in English and in Spanish.

Keep it up Regan, and I will end you before you have a chance to be on a tribe with me. I am not someone to fuck around with and I don't care how many people would say that I should apologize to her. I guess I can't play more subtly now cause I just ended the living shit out of her. Oh btw, she can have her wig back. There's like pieces of scalp like attached to it.

(Note: Each paragraph was its own confessional)

DANA

My tribe is killing me with this challenge. Why did none of them start until like 7hrs before it is due when none of them know any Spanish and this challenge is semi-all about putting in time. Me right now: trying to make up for literally everyone's scores on my tribe. Quick assessment of my tribe? (Even though I knew everyone except Austin before we got here) Austin: Putting in a lot of effort to be friendly, which is good. Probably will want to work with him honestly but betraying someone I am already friendly with to do this will be hard. Chips: Isn't speaking to anybody. Why? Idk ur guess is as good as mine honestly. Willa: Honestly a fav. He better want to work with me here. Willow: My queen. My thoughts on one world? IT IS HYSTERICAL. Pls bring Regan back so she and Adrian can fight more and I can intervene with lighthearted comedy. Honestly I love problems and drama, sign me up pls.

LILY

Hi! So I don't know what I'm doing playing two games cause it ain't my style but I'm trying. So far I really like jake on my tribe because he is also a Michigander and that makes you awesome. I also like will a lot but he isn't on my tribe sooooo. Yeah. Also I suck at Spanish. So yeah.

AUSTIN

I know nobody on my tribe. So far I want to work with Willow and Dana!! Honestly I'll probably be the first boot but my goal is to make the tribe swap I guess. I know Lexi ribbons and Jake I hope I play with them :)

WILLA

Dana is a lesbian? oh cool

JAIDEN

I have nothing to tell the world about my experience... yet.

MICHEAL

Dana is a lesbian which is not a suprise i mean have you seen her profile pic anyway in the game i made no connections i know what a great way to start the game but tonight i plan on making them

NICHOLAS

KAI

WOOO! WE WOOONNNN! That's pretty awesome!

RREGAN (That’s how she spelled it in the confessional hehe)

im perfect ill send one after bbhell ty

ASHTON

Well ugh life is good. This game on the other hand I have no idea what's going on. I've talked to richie cuz i knew him already but that's about it. Overall i'm happy im not gonna be first boot but pretty sure i'll be gone soon lol

RICHIE

who am i if i dont start off the game with my first confessional saying "i hate this fucking tribe!!!!!!!!" i've been out doing things for the last 3 days so i havent gotten a chance to do anything or really talk to anyone but i just played the duolingo immunity challenge before i went to sleep and when i was on the bus and train going to my friends lmao i didnt realize that i was the only one who was actually putting effort into it and thats sad because i really didnt play much but i guess the rest of my tribe is just full of flops!!! ashton i played with before we didnt talk much and we voted for eachother but i like them hope we can talk kai i talked to a little but like..... that needs to be worked on michael is the biggest flop ive ever met they are perfect first boot material if i leave before them i'm never playing another game and nicolas seems cool thats it! uneventful first week my social game is weak nothing happened not much to report but whew

KYLE

this host sucks

NICHOLAS

hello i am excited for this game but my tribe is dry as fuck besides richie

#ididntconsent

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