ooc. imagine working your entire life towards eradicating a tyrannical system, only to enter that system in the hopes of destroying it from the inside-out and finding out that you have to choose between doing what you set out to do or preserving the lives of your family. imagine being forced to represent the very same system that destroyed your family because that’s the only way you can save it. imagine still being blamed by the fandom for the actions you didn’t want to do and being equated to the level of your abuser. imagine.