that one ao3 user doesn't even know they passively ruined my life with their bookmarks

well dear gaystan i have seen maybe 10 episodes total, actually maybe closer to 20. i know about a lot more though i observe.. i listen....! Also i have a mutual who's kinda into the show but not a part of the fandom exactly and he's provided some insight but to be honest, the answer to the million dollar question, to why am i here, is this: once i read a fic on ao3 that really touched me, like made me cry and stare up at the ceiling and genuinely think about my life and about who i am, real catharsis, it was fucked up and beautiful etc and with tears literally still streaming down my face i checked the author's profile and, i never do this i really don't i don't know why i would but this time i checked their bookmarks. and what did i find there. south park rpf. the south park guys having a DIVORCE i was flabbergasted i couldn't conceptualize something like south park rpf before. and i found it through an author i was ready to become a fan, nay, a devotee of. that immediately snapped me out of whatever i was doing previously ngl i laughed so hard.. still find this a wee bit funny. ever since then i've been fascinated with whatever gay tumblr users are doing and have done with south park

that tweet that's like im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc about that rn. that's me with south park i'm drawn to it i've always liked controversy and getting to hate parts of the things i love and i like animation for adults in general and at some point i started having a positive attitude towards it but i honestly don't have time for this shit rn i'm busy almost dropping out of college. maybe when i'm more stable i'll be able to take a blow in personal development like "becoming a south park fan". or rather a hostage of south park and/or trey parker as that is the vibe i'm picking up <3

this is SOOOO fascinating love you man continue on your journey namaste. what was the fic