#my newest thing is that i can feel two like marble sized lumps in matching spots on either side of my neck | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vigilantejustice · 1 year

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now that there’s the very mild potential that there is Something Wrong i have become hyper aware of my body and there’s nowhere to put it. the awareness, not the body. is what i’m noticing a real thing? is it a new thing? is it psychosomatic? has it been like that all this time? is it because of something else? does it add up to something? to nothing?

#don’t want to be a dummy who’s freaking out about nothing y’know?#and like i said i’m not properly worried because nothing ever turns out to be the worst case historically speaking #it’s just a weird headspace to be in #my newest thing is that i can feel two like marble sized lumps in matching spots on either side of my neck #i think they’re lymph nodes but i don’t know if they’ve always been like this + i’ve just never noticed y’know?#and rationally surely if they’re evenly sized it’s probably just how my body has always been #it’s not like i’ve ever gone out of my way to check them before lmao #anyways. if i was sick in a big way i would feel sick in a big way so everything #will be fine :-)#personal

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