#my mom 🤝 the doctor who sent me home with a ibuprofen prescription Saturday > let's see how bad can this get before doing anything | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

pinkieroy · 8 months

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I hate when my mom plays dumb so much, I told her why I was angry with my friends and she was like hmm, then I got all excited about wanting to use pink and blue highlighters on elliot page's book, and she went (very judgy) "you care a lot about this"

I'VE COME OUT TO YOU, YOU KNOW WHY I CARE

#it's like last year when she saw my self harm scars like i hadn't told her when i was 13 and asking for help #it's why when I was very obviously starving myself in the last year of school she ignored it #i'm only on treatment for depression/anxiety because I couldn't function anymore #i'm so tired of needing to be at my fucking limit to be heard #and now i'm on my late 20's so i do feel like an idiot for needing my mom to listen #“i was so young when i behaved 25 yet now i find i've grown into a tall child”#text #personal #pms? exhaustion from being unable to eat and sleep properly for 3 days? who knows? i just want out of feeling like this #my mom 🤝 the doctor who sent me home with a ibuprofen prescription Saturday > let's see how bad can this get before doing anything

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