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soooo, visiting my bestie/ex-gf went... good I guess?

Guuuuuurl I am a "professional game designer" (not bragging, it's a silly nonsense job that doesn't pay well) and I WISH our target audience was half as good at games as you.

If every player was anywhere near as good as games as you are we would be making much harder games with a lot less handholding and a lot more complex mechanics.

One of the things new designers have to unlearn is what is "intuitive" in game design because the average game designer is far more game/media literate than the average player.

And watching you stream, you're probably more game literate than the average game designer, even. This makes sense when you think about it; the average game designer spends most of the work day making games rather than playing them, and they tend not to have the breadth of genres.

And that's ANOTHER thing; speedrunners or eSports professionals or whatever are usually amazingly good at one game; streamers tend to be good at many many different genres of games, and still far better than the average consumer.

You guys know I used to be a game designer too, right? I went to college and stuff. I quit cause I hate deadlines but I still have the design stuff and technical knowledge in my head. That probably has to do with it.

guuuuuurl i have to get this off my chest - I've been talking to this older guy online (no not Badj) he also does the adult VA stuff and he's very good and reasonably well-known. but that's on the side, he's a software developer as his day job and he's so damn cute. like a giant bear, he has a large female audience who coo over him but I mean that's understandable so I'm not jealous but I am a bit? I'm being stupid it's not like he and I are dating, but ... I invited him to a Halloween party last night, I got absolutely drunk (still alright and not messy drunk but you know, a bit unstable on the feet and I was so social where I'm more reserved usually). HE WAS SUCH A SWEETHEART, he kept holding my hips and guiding me through the party and sat me down on his lap outside next to the pool, caressing my back and THAT DAMN VOICE WHISPERING PRAISES AND COMPLIMENTS IN MY EAR DAMN I WAS FERAL. but he said we shouldn't do anything because I'm so drunk, he was proper drunk too though. but no I got so worked up because he's got such a dad bod but like super hot, muscular arms and all - amazing legs ... and he kept pulling me closer on his lap and kissing my neck ... BUT, one of my guy friends came running up to us - super drunk - and he kept talking to me and ignoring him and asked if I wanted to go to the second party with him because we always have a good time and he needs someone who drinks on his pace. THEN THIS MANS GRIP TIGHTENED ON MY HIPS AND HIS VOICE DEEPENED AND WAS LIKE, "we already have plans for after this." but alas, long story short, he got pissed at me because he thought my friend and I were together and he didn't wanna believe otherwise so basically he just LEFT and my baby boo bear hasn't been replying my messages even if he's online - I have been PLAYED BY A MAN 15 YEARS OLDER THAN I ?! I'm so dumb 😭😭😭. I have an important project due tomorrow but I keep checking my phone and checking his socials 😭.

so sorry - I just needed to rant because I can't tell my friends about this, even if I'm in my 20s they'd freak out that he's in his late 30s.

YOU HAD ME IN THE FIRST HALF I'M NOT GONNA LIE

bestie hold up. no. no, no, no. this sounded so fucking good up until you dropped that he LEFT?? this man in his fucking late thirties left you at the party, because he didn't want to believe that you were telling him the truth about you and your guy friend?

my darling, I'm so sorry to say this but that's literally a baby boo bear. what we are looking at here is a man child, who still in his nearly forty years of living has not learned how to communicate EVEN THOUGH his literal hobby/job relies on him speaking?? 😭

no but seriously, him not replying to you after an argument even though he is online is abusive. I will not bend on this. giving silent treatment as a way to punish someone is manipulative af. does he know that you have an important project tomorrow? if he does, bestie—drop him. please, I am begging on my knees for you to drop him.

on the off chance that he actually suddenly replies and tells you that he had an emergency or... something that stopped him from replying today, yes sure you can give him another chance but remember that even then—instead of communicating—he left you at the party. he also acknowledged that you were so drunk that you shouldn't do anything together, but apparently in his eyes you weren't drunk enough to not be left behind?? yeah you were with your friends, but I just absolutely love men who are protective and possessive but have no issue just dropping you the second they get their feelings hurt over their inability to communicate and trust their partners.

I'm sorry if this is too harsh and too straight forward. I just... I feel so shitty for you? I'm so sorry. you don't deserve to be treated like this. you really do not, and hey—based on what you've told me you absolutely did nothing wrong. you're not dumb. he made you feel special and wanted. it is not naive or stupid to want and need that. I am so, so sorry that he took advantage of that, but please know that this is not on you. 💗

MESSMERIZING HYPNOTIZING

Im just sitting in my car and WAITNG FOR MY GUUUUUURL Messmer the Impaler for ya <3

DLC IS IN JUUUUUUUUNE LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO :DDD <333

Any headcanons for Emily alone?

MY GUUUUUURL I love her

She is a bit taller than Lena and maybe a year older

She's a photographer

She has an older sister who has kids and watches after then from time to time

Em loves to sleep long

People think she's helpless but she's always 100% down to throw hands if she thinks its appropriate

She's more of a cat person

She loves watching reality/trash TV like talent shows or these wedding shows and stuff like that

She was more one of the quiet kids in school, sticking with her friends. They weren't nerds but not the 'popular' kids either

She made the DnD, sorry, Questwatch campaign to keep the heroes busy and distract them a bit

I like the headcanon that she is Moira's niece, just because it leads to funny situations

So I think she's either Irish or scottish

She's definetly the stricter parent to hers and Lena's kids but they ofc love her very much

Sorry there aren't much, I think I said it before but I usually have headcanons more for AUs and on the go but have these!

Girl, I feel like we could spend HOURS discussing why we were ROBBED of more of The Right Stuff. I will NEVER NOT BE SALTY.

Guuuuuurl...

Let me pour you a margarita lined with my salt and we can dish.

Nat this is killin me but imagine you’re a fellow member of the LoV and instead of Dabi sending that WILDING voicemail to Hawks he sends it to you instead on accident 😭😭😭

Audio in question

TADO, GUUUUUURL IM DYIN!!!

I'm so torn between which of these three reactions I would send him back 😂😂😂

But any of them would be alongside this message I can't stop thinking of respondin back---

<daaaaaaayum that's a whole lotta disrespect from a man that pouts when I tell 'em to slap my ass harder and talk dirty when we fuck>

<guess I need hawks to give me some pointers on how to get you this riled up 😗>

<😘😘😘>

MY LOVE. I AM BACK. GUUUUUURL YOU CANT JUST LEAVE OFTM OFF LIKE THAT, I NEED TO KNOW HOW That PLAYED OUT!!!!

With reckless abandon

Your friendly neighborhood angst whore

HI BABY!!! WELCOME BACK!! I hope you’re doing well!!

HAHAHAH I adore you, thank you for reading and being so nice! This made my day 😭💞💞 AND I WILL FIX IT I PROMISE

🍓😇

you're so so sooo kind, you're really one of the kindest people i have ever met and i have so much love in my heart for you! i'll forever be grateful that you existed and worried about me and took the time to try and make me feel better, that you shared part of your story with me. i think you are amazing, not only because of what you've been through, but simply because you're you. strong, kind, bright (and complex because tobirama and madara, guuuuuurl). and you also speak two languages, that's pretty badass, bilingual girls unite 👯‍♀️

aaaaaaaaand i love your writing and i think you have great ideas - i mean, that one you wrote with obito/madara/sasuke lives rent-free on my mind, i love it! 🥵

wish you nothing but the best life has to offer. thank you 💕

send me an 🍓 and i'll compliment you

🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ Hi, I’m Luna and I’m just blob of a human who was plopped onto this planet for some reason and I like to scream about stuff I’m interested in.

Yeah, this image about sums it up.

You may follow or interact with me as long as you’re respectful and mindful of everyone else. (And I mean everyone, Karen) Bullies and haters may go away and sit in the corner to either melt away into a puddle or rethink their entire existence as a human on this planet.

Some things about me include…

Name: I named myself Luna/Lunita because I couldn’t think of an internet name so I looked up to the night sky and thought, “Moon… Yeah, it’s good enough.”

Age: I am old enough to get married but not to drink alcohol in the USA. No, I won’t be updating this when it changes. It may even change tomorrow and you’ll never know. (Or maybe I just got married but can’t down a glass yet)

Species: Human female. Although, for about a month when I was five, I was convinced I was part magical unicorn. (I’m still mad that I’m not)

Ethnicity: Hispanic/Latino. More specifically I’m Mexican-American who speaks fluent Spanglish in all my pocha and chicana might.

Emojis: I use emojis a lot. Especially if I am thanking someone or like something. You’ll just see a bunch of 💖💝💖💘💖💘💖💕💓💗💕💖💝💕💓💗💝💓💖💞💞💓🩷💘💖💕💘💖💘💝💘 spattered everywhere. Sorry, not sorry. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

Something That I Don’t Have A Category For: I have some health things that sometimes land me at the hospital or extended bed rest, sooooo if I post something a little weird or hyper just blame it on the meds or a long night and I’ll fix it later. Also I may disappear for a bit but I always plan to return.

Humor: Broken and not due for maintenance anytime soon.

Names: I call people “bro” gender neutrally a lot and use it in place of calling someone op. Sometimes I’ll call people “guuuuuuurrrl” (girl) too in the same sense. One time I called an old man who was a veteran, “guuuuuurl” by accident when I got overly excited. He was cool and laughed it off.

Favorite Color: Scarlet red and turquoise. Not mixed together, I like them separate.

Favorite Songs: (It changes over time) Uhhhhh, High Hopes by Panic at the Disco cause it makes me feel like a superhero and I like the dance they made for Just Dance and I Can Only Imagine by MercyMe cause it hits different after certain life events.

Pets: Some dogs, cats, and fish. I will protect their identities by not mentioning their names or what they look like because they are secretly superheroes who fight crime every night after I go to bed. (At least that is what I am told by the horde of little kids who I am related to)

@jasmineofthecommonwealth is my other main blog that’s dedicated to my Fallout OC and some companion reacts get sprinkled in there when I feel like it. I probably spend more time over there than over here.

@nintendo-girl-4-life is my Nintendo blog.

@you-are-wanda-ful is my Marvel blog.

Avocado moss battery acid choccy milk royalty and mostly bubblegum bish. (We share the brain cell.) Love you boo. Will be devising a heart breaking HartMart AU later.

Moss: We're besties now and I'm gonna take you on a walk in the forest with me :)

YOU'D BETTER, FRIENDO.

Battery Acid: You scare me and IDK whether that's a good or a bad thing

I scare myself and I am honored that you find my superposition between sanity and insanity appealing.

Choccy Milk: We are baking cookies together and you don't have the option to say no

SAME AS THE FIRST, BABEEEEY. I'M SO IN.

Royalty: I am in awe of your talent 25/7

Dude, you and your work inspire me every damn day I love you so fucking much.

Bubblegum bish: only person with a brain cell in this joint, I respect you

That brain cell is furiously running the hamster wheel of my mind. It isn't very smart, but it's damn persistent.

Also...

🥑 I want to write fanfic about your cast

GUUUUUURL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEAAASSEEE. WORK YOUR MAGIC ON MY GOONS.

Guuuuuurl, I need a part two to the toxic story right the fricketty frock now!

Btw! The writing was amaziiiing, had me pulling out my own tears man, how dare you?

Heheh I’m working on editing it rn

Thank you and I’m sorry for getting you in the feels I guess I just have a knack for angst 😏

I deleted the post I wrote about Meg cause I thought, maybe I was too harsh. I had some conversations, heard from others and their perspectives. And I could understand where people were coming from. To an extent.

But you know, I need to keep my energy.

Miss Tee Noir did in fact convince me with the idea that maybe there were underlying levels to this shit. “Oh, y’all want to put so much emphasis on my pussy, well this pussy depressed. How bout dat?”

Like I can kinda feel what that’s giving. But guuuuuurl I thought about it and

Im not trying to discredit what Megan has been through. But if you gonna talk about it, girl talk about it. Match the music with the theme. Be all the way 1000 about the feelings and emotions.

Why we got a twerking beat and dance break in a song where you talking about self harm or falling into alcoholism. Talking about not feeling heard or protected. Talking about your traumas. Like these are heavy topics. And although the concept of the snake shedding its skin, I was here for, the execution is just ho hum. Like I appreciate what Tee was reading into it, but I don’t know if I quite believe that Megan herself set out with that message. It just wasn’t giving that level of vulnerability. It wasn’t giving that level of

…forethought. Or creativity even.

Like I said in my previous post. Give me a Dancing with The Devil or a Pills and Potions. Give me Stay.

If the topic is heavy the song needs to be sonically heavy. The video needs to be visually heavy. Instead it’s snake skin bikini and Vogue. It’s look at me while I get naked. I mean you want me to believe bad bitches have bad days too but baby, the motive seems to be this revenge body, not whatever mental/emotional growth you’ve had. And if you don’t feel like acknowledging it, then don’t. Nobody said you had to put your personal experiences in a song. Regardless of how public those experiences were. But if you gonna do it… be real. Sex appeal don’t need to be added to every fucking thing.

And I wish she would have given us that instead. It’s such a missed opportunity to say I’m more than the Meg y’all have come to know, or at least I’ve evolved past her. But I don’t think Megan has really grown. I think Cobra was just to say she won. I mean there’s a rock remix for fucks sake. That song is a “kiss my ass” to people. Not a, here’s my story song.

Update: Nikki started Pink Friday 2 with one of her most vulnerable songs to date. At first, I didn’t even like it. Mainly because I didn’t like how much of the Billie Ellish sample was used. I was just like Nick, is this your song or Billie’s? But despite that, I could appreciate her for trying something different while opening up about something sensitive. While opening up about grieving. When I started listening to what she was saying, I stopped caring about the hook/sample and started listening to the story she was telling.

That’s what I wanted from Meg.

Could you imagine Nicki talking about the death of her father on the Barbie Dangerous beat?

Exactly.

guuuuuurl just gimme my pay :(((((((((((

guuuuuurl yes i am the voice in your head yes i am sexy yes i wrote that fic get the fuck out of my bookmarks. giiiiiiirl