#my friend suggested metrocon in July but
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I wasn’t going to let the fact I couldn’t go to Megacon get to me but here I am. Letting it get to me (:
#i keep seeing everyone’s pictures and i’m really sad#i wanted to go so badly this year#my friend suggested metrocon in July but#i’m probably going to be working at that time if i can get a job and also probably wont be able to throw together a cosplay#and i really dont want to go to a convention without one#sorry i just feel bad#everyone else gets to do cool shit and go to fun events while im always stuck at home because i have no fucking money#this is why i want a job but i dont drive and i’m living between 2 different cities#and in the one city i have a high chance of running into my mom and i can’t handle that#like wtf am i gonna do tell my boss my abuser is coming in and i need to get out of there?#like hell thats gonna work#idk#i’m just getting depressed#i’m trying to sell my commissions but not one person has even messaged me#my main income is survey sites and financial aid i get from school#and all my financial aid money goes to my grandparents and for food#while with the survey sites i maybe get $10-$25 a week#that’s not a lot#idk what to do#i’m trying to earn money but like... nothing i do works
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