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lizstiel · 1 year
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been doin this thing where i like. take a lil nap at 730, wake up at 9 and spend a few more hours awake and then go back to sleep again and honestly it fucks
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broadway-sollux · 1 year
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here iit ii2 the 2ong youve all been waitiing for.
congratulatiion2 we diid iit. 
we cliimbed that mountain and diid a 2iick piirouette off the handle of my priide.
lyriic2 beelow the cut. cover art by candyGroove​.
Sollux - Aradia - Feferi - E̲r̲i̲d̲a̲n̲
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iif ii wa2 your mate2priit iid never let you go we dont need no 2pace 2hiit two make that body glow loo2en up your bra2 girl2 and get up on the flow boondollar2 iin my claw2 that iid really liike two blow
2wag, 2wag, 2wag on you
headcanon bout my diick? lemme tell you that iit2 true do a double take, yeah, baby ii got two that mean2 one of them for FF and one of them for you
(2wag)
id like t0 be everything y0u want
)(-EY SOL! Let me talk to you!
iif ii wa2 your mate2priit, iid never let you go yeah iid get the biitche2, hiighe2t blood two low cyberiing on trollian, puttiing on a 2how iif ii wa2 your mate2prit, iid never let you go
iid never let you go
tell me bout your feeling2 2itting on a pile 2oon iill get you 2quealing and make iit worth your whiile yeah, ii dont mean to boa2t but feferii liike2 the view AA ha2 been a gho2t once but now 2hell be my boo
m̲a̲t̲e̲s̲p̲r̲i̲t̲, m̲a̲t̲e̲s̲p̲r̲i̲t̲! g̲o̲d̲ i̲ w̲w̲a̲n̲t̲ a̲ m̲a̲t̲e̲s̲p̲r̲i̲t̲!
eriidan, what the fuck are you doiing here?
i̲ j̲u̲s̲t̲ n̲e̲e̲d̲ t̲o̲ b̲e̲ L̲O̲V̲V̲E̲D̲
you piiece of 2hiit get out of my 2ong!
y̲o̲u̲ s̲a̲i̲d̲ t̲h̲o̲n̲g̲
(2waggiie)
id like t0 be everything y0u want
)(-EY SOL! Let me talk to you!
iif ii wa2 your mate2priit, iid never let you go yeah iid get the biitche2, hiighe2t blood two low cyberiing on trollian, puttiing on a 2how iif ii wa2 your mate2prit, iid never let you go
iid never let you go
y0u kn0w y0ure my w0rld y0u g0t all i need s0l spend a week 0n the sun, ill be calling y0u my matesprit
If I was your girl, I'd never leave you, Sol! I just want to LOV-E and treat you RIGHT!
iif ii wa2 your mate2priit, iid never let you go yeah iid get the biitche2, hiighe2t blood two low (highest bl00d t0 l0w) cyberiing on trollian, puttiing on a 2how iif ii wa2 your mate2prit, iid never let you go iid never let you go
na na na na na na na na na
iif ii wa2 your mate2prit
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doyouever-daydream · 4 years
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Round 2
Long Criminal Minds finale rambling AND LOTS OF SPOILERS.
So I rewatched the finale again ‘cause if I’m already crying let it not be because I’m remembering, let it be because I’m watching it again, lol. Here are some more coeherent thoughts not really but oh, well
Emily deserves this position so much!
CAN WE DISCUSS THE INTENSE LOOK THAT LUKE GIVES GARCIA WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT HIM AND LISA BEING HONEST TO EACH OTHER, IT'S LIKE HE WANTS TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE.
Reid wearing a short sleeved shirt obviously takes me back to seaon 1, crying, I think this was on purpose.
MATT LOOKING AT LUKE WHEN PENELOPE TALKS ABOUT LEAVING.
MATT AND TARA LOOKING AT LUKE LIKE TELL HER.
So I love how Luke is encouraging our bb Penny and reassuring he will still love her no matter what
WE'RE FAMILY! WE'RE FAMILY.
Young Gideon really resembles OG Gideon, not only in looks but manners and everything, hats off to the actor.
Everett Lynch looks like a professor I admire so much that professor and since day one that's bothered me.
I am living for this Rossi/Reid interaction. I think they're bond is very special.
"You go, girl" "Damn, lady" My babies JJ and Tara
ROSSI'S WINK TO BB GARCIA
Roberta Lynch's story impresses me more than Everett's tbh
I'm not sure why JJ's the snipper but I'm loving it.
It really bothers me they let Everett go... REALLY REALLY BOTHERS ME.
Every time they mention SWAT I'm like IS HONDO/MORGAN THERE?
That explosion reminds me of when Hotch was in a similar situation and now I'm sad 'cause he's not here.
I AM SO MAD THEY DIDN'T GIVE MY BABY EMILY THE CHANCE TO BE DIRECTOR.
It can't end with them both being dead. If it does, it's a weak ending.
Ok, Lynch is alive but HOW THEY MISSED THAT WHEN THE REPORTS WERE MADE, LIKE THERE WAS NO BODY.
THIS FLASHBACK SCENE WITH THE OG CAST IS MAKING ME BAWL. IT IS SO SPECIAL AND MEANS SO MUCH TO ME THEY DID THIS.
STRAUSS, I used to hate her and then I loved her so much, it was so hard seeing her die.
OK BUT DOES SOMEONE WATCHES SHERLOCK AS WELL? BECAUSE I NEED TO KNOW IF SOMEONE ELSE THOUGHT DURING SPENCER'S HALLUCINATION ABOUT SHERLOCK'S MIND PALACE WHEN HE WAS SHOT, AND THE SIMILARITY.
Spencer looks so handsome on that picture but I CAN'T SEE HIM THERE.
I do believe George Foyett is THE unsub of this show.
I really love Krystall but I loved Hayden so much.
I love they incorporated girl time even in a small way.
LUKE GETTING HIS BAE AND THE GIRLS COFFEE
That small exchange between Matt and JJ. Besties.
THEY FINALLY KNOW THAT SOAB IS ALIVE.
Check on my baby Reid.
I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, BLONDE MAEVE IS EVERYTHING. My theory is, he dreamed of her having blonde hair because of his mom.
From my opinion Maeve was Spencer's one true love but Max can be someone very special and close to his heart (but also my OC could be Reid's second love lol one day I’ll write that fic that’s been on my head for like 5 years)
ok but when Emily says they need security for their loved ones and then she starts with "Luke" I legit thought she was going to say stay with Garcia, make sure she's fine, which makes no sense but let a girl a dream.
Reid's apartment is number 23, my lucky number is 23, STAHP.
Watching Reid having a seizure is scary af.
Maeve talking about Gideon and that octopus gives me The Good Place vibes lol
I'll say it again MAJOR EPISODE 100 FEELS AND I'M NOT OKAY
MGG ACTING IS ON POINT
My baby Garcia remembering the trauma, sobbing.
MY LIVESTREAM PAUSED LAST NIGHT DURING THE JET PART AND OH MY GOD, BADASS FEMALE CHARACTER I'M TELLING YA
Is it weird that I am so happy that the jet had a part in the finale?
JJ's wedding flashbacks reminds me of when I first started watching this show :(((((((
I love Mendoza and Prentiss BUT I'll go down shipping Emily and Hotch.
THE SIMMONS HAVE ARRIVED
TARA'S LEWK IS FLAWLESS, SHE'S FLAWLESS
WILL LAMONTAGNE JR.
EVERYONE CELEBRATING MY BABY PENELOPE
HEROES BY DAVID BOWIE
GARVEZ DANCING
LOOK AT THAT NERVOUS MESS ASKING QUEEN GARCIA OUT
EMILY AND JJ TALKING ABOUT PENELOPE
CRYING ALL OVER AGAIN
Going back to the BAU after the party is so bittersweet but so thoughtful.
Luke is so sad Penelope is leaving already.
I LOVE TEAPOTS AND PUTTING PLANTS ON TEAPOTS AND LAVENDER. AM I PENELOPE GARCIA?
I knew they were going to give us one final Lily Kershaw song and it's just. I can't.
Watching Garcia's space so empty, breaks my heart.
FINAL THOUGHTS Over all I do feel closure. It could've been better but it could've been worse. Liike way worse. I wished they would finish Lynch's arc like 15 minutes before they did so we could see more of the team. Same with Maeve and Reid, I love them but I wanted more of the team. I wished we would've seen JJ's and Matt's kids one last time :( They failed to give us some closure on Tara baby, protect her at all costs.
I already said this, I started watching CM towards the end of season 7 and if I recall correctly it was the first time they ended the season at Rossi’s backyard AND used a Lily Kershaw song so for me watching this parallel for the series finale is very special (and sad and satisfying and nostalgic)
Having read interviews about the finale with Erica Messer and Kirsten Vangsness, I do understand more the finale and I feel content. Super sad and heartbroken and I still wanna cry all the time but content.
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dressstan · 6 years
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Reputation is Very Easily Interpreted as Gay and Here’s How...
Hey. So as a gay person, Reputation is sooo easily interpreted as gay af and I’m gonna tell you how, song by song. 
DIsclaimer: Even if I reference Taylor/her ship couples, etc. it is all in fun and because I like interpreting things as queer, not trynna say Taylor herself is actually queer or saying anything about her actual life or sexuality, I’m really just talking about the music here ect. Also, some of these are weak but some are SO queer it’s like, not even funny. 
Ready for it: “Knew he was a killer...no one has to know” the verses feel like satire, and though we already knew that and can chalk it up to media perception of her, this is also the only time in the song where she uses prounouns--when she is being satirical. Also she refers to the dude as a “jailer” which, like, gay. The chorus names no pronouns and feels much more real than the verses. The music get’s very dreamy and “old taylor” here. This is what the public doesn’t see. Also, if you wanna go Kaylor here, there’s that whole “Burton to my Taylor” thing that had to do with some place they went. 
End Game: All “you” pronouns. No references by Taylor to a dude. “Your eyes are like liquor and body is gold” I’m sorry, but like, (and yes I did see this somewhere else but I agree) who’d actually say that about a dude? “I know what they all say [media about her being boy crazy] but I ain’t trying to play [about relationship with girl]”
I Did Something Bad: She’s playin all the dudes in this one. The something bad is liking a girl cause of how the world views being gay. Or playing all the dudes is bad but she keeps doing it anyway. Either way, heterosexual love is not happening here, my dudes. Also no pronouns referring to new love, only about her exes. 
Don’t Blame Me: Gayyy. Again, references to all the dudes she’s been playin. “And toyin with them older guys, just a plaything for me to use.” Also, “And I would fall from grace, just to touch your face...For you I would cross the line...” Cross the gay line (haha) also, “fall from grace” fall from her super perfect het pedestal, become talk of the media and everything that would come from being gay. This song just gives off heavy gay vibes, especially with how she tried to make it sound religious while combining lyrics “I would fall from grace” is a very queer type of deal here, it kinda gives off a vibe of doing something wrong that can come with queerness, etc. And this song reminds me of “Take me to Church” by Hozier, and the gays love Hozier. Also, I have zero evidence for this one, but the “once was poison ivy but now I’m your daisy” line reminds me of the character Poison Ivy who is not straight and the song Daisy by Zedd ft. Julia Micheals which I have interpreted as gay af and is one of my go-to crush songs. 
Delicate: Gay. “Is it cool that I said all that? Is it chill that you’re in my head? Cause I know that it’s delicate. Isn’t it?” Fits the very queer theme of uncertainty in telling the girl you like that you like her because “ohmygod what if she decides she doesn’t like me, or doesn’t want to date girls or ohmygod what if I come off predatory” ect. Also, parts of this song are so wistful sounding- especially the “Sometimes I wonder when you sleep, are you ever dreaming of me? Sometimes when I look into your eyes I pretend you're mine, all the damn time 'Cause I like you” lines which can fit with the uncertainty of queer relationships 
Also, side note here, that line coupled with “my reputation’s never been worse so you must like me for me”  like, yes, I get this is a beginning of a relationship song, but it feels a lot like the person she’s with really is just here for her reputations and she just really wishes they aren’t and is trying to convice herself of that---this would be a straight reading of it and also no comment on tay’s actual meaning or life, just thought that was an interesting way to look at it
Look What You Made Me Do: This song hurts my soul too much to analyze it it’s so effing extra and I don’t really like it... buttt she did sample from “Too Sexy For My Shirt” which is a gay anthem and she did give them writing credits for the song so miss me with that “Taylor is stealing” shit
So It Goes: Once again, no pronouns. It’s a very queer-themed “hiding our secret bad relationship” song again. Also the “lipstick on your face” can be interpreted as Tay’s lipstick or the other girl’s lipstick already on her lips. There’s also something I’ve read about the “Scratches down your back” possibly being inverse cause of how short tay keeps her nails for playing guitar (or gay reasons if you wanna read it like that--jk i don’t have an opinion on tay’s sexuality)
Gorgeous: Gayyy. A personal favorite, this is my go to crush song. Firstly, gorgeous is not a word one would generally use to describe some dude you’re attracted to. This is a feminine word and while she refers to her “Boyfriend in the club doing I don’t know what,” she doesn’t reference the gender of the person she is talking about. Also, she doesn’t sound too fond of her boyfriend? Also this is my go to “I have a crush song” so I say it’s gay sorry. 
Getaway Car: “I wanted to leave him, I needed a reason” she wants to get away from this dude, you know, cause she’s gay. Doesn’t mention the gender of the person she’s with. This is a gay one night stand my dudes
King Of My Heart: Only refers to love interest as “King of My Heart” but no actual pronouns. I’m feelin the gay vibes by this point, though, so I’ll look past it. Also, “up on the roof with a school girl crush, drinking beer out of plastic cups” like you can interpret this as they bout have school girl crushes. Also, all the Kaylor’s think this is about Karlie Kloss, so there’s that. 
Dancing With Our Hands Tied: Queer themes af. G.A.Y. So this song and Dress are the Gayest straight songs I have ever heard. We are back to forbidden love here, folks. “I loved you in secret” gay. “Invisible locket” cause she can’t have their love on display cause it’s gay and forbidden, “Secret oasis...dancing with our hands tied” gay cause they can’t show the world and potentially hurt their careers “deep fears that the world would divide us” cause they’re gay and in the spotlight, “I’d kiss you as...If I could dance with you again” forbidden, wistful love is a gay theme guys this song is just so gay. Also, Kaylor’s also think this is about Karlie cause of the whole kissgate thing that happened whenever that shit was--but like, understandable, so there’s that.
Dress: GAy Gay gay gayest straight song ever in my gay opinion. “our secret moments in a crowded room: “silence and patience pining and anticipation” both gay. We back to that secretive shit. That’s really gay. Why would a straight couple be having to hide like this? Cause this isn’t a hiding from the media song, this is a hiding fro, everyone song. “Carve your name into my bedpost, cause I don’t want you like a best friend, only bought this dress so you could take it off” THIS IS LITERALLY ONE OF THE BIGGEST LESBIAN TROPES EVER. Falling for your best friend and sure, girls fall for and have guy friends, but the phrasing “I don’t want you like a best friend” is such a gay statement. Using “don’t want you like a best friend” instantly queers it up cause she could have structured this as a “I want you as more than a friend” but there is an implied “supposed to” when she phrases it like that like “I don’t want you like a best friend [is supposed to]” because she want’s the girl in a sexual way and not just as her best friend I’m sorry I’m rambling but like... realizing you’re gay for a best friend is such a gay trope I can’t even explain to you oh my god. 
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things: After dress, this isn’t super gay, but she kinda has to tone the gay down after that. “And here’s to my baby, he aint reading what they call me lately” feels kinda comp het after dress though. But this is also supposed to be a shade-y fun song so it’s fine
Call It What You Want: She does refer to her dude,  but as I’ve seen people mention before, she then uses the phrase “call it what you want” about the relationship. This feels kinda comp het after dress and Dancing With Our Hands Tied too but like, it’s fine
New Years Day: Cute af, no pronouns, het boys could never lmao jk there’s not much to this one
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