#moment is still soaked in my self loathing from years of being depressed replaceable always 2nd priority (or less) to those around me etc | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

angeltism · 7 months

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out of the shower , feeling slightly less shit about myself (and way less like saying uncalled for immature mean things) however still dealing with the realization that I am possibly the most replaceable person in the world

#➳ valentin vents #oh hey and look I'm gonna give some examples that aren't people who can actually read this . nice #but anyways ! nobody i have ever left has given a shit about when i did #to both of my only ever romantic partners i was never important enough to treat well . yippee ! (okay maybe some saying mean things but #neither of them should see this if the universe doesn't hate my ass with a passion ok)#and in all my friendships if i was replaced with any other generic person with social anxiety it'd be like nothing fucking changed !#in short i am incredibly replaceable and uu should maybe all consider replacing me asap because I'm p sure it'd be very easy to find somebun #with all my positives/neutrals and wayyy less of my negatives . idk . just a suggestion .#can uu tell i hate myself very very much even though i desperately try to hide it ! all my confidence no matter how much it's gen in the #moment is still soaked in my self loathing from years of being depressed replaceable always 2nd priority (or less) to those around me etc #but hey it's fine I am sure that tomorrow I'll think I'm the hottest person alive just as I did a few hours ago and life will be okay . haha

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