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himbo-aficionado · 10 months

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I just think its interesting how at the very end of the story, we see Merlin walking past Avalon, the place where he sent off Arthur all those centuries ago. There are many different ways the scene could've went on to display his everlasting loyalty. It easily could've been a scene where maybe Merlin was with his wife and a kid who was named after Arthur, or he became a historian/scholar who kept the Arthurian legends alive after everything he went through or maybe even a physicist trying to build a time machine, find a loop in time to go back and fix the past.

But no.

We see him all alone, old and unequivocally miserable. No longer meddling with fate nor trying anything at all. Lost in a world beyond time that no man should live past or would even be able to comprehend. We see that he never moved on from Arthur, having somewhat a glimmer of hope deep within him. Nobody speaks about how insanely difficult it must have been to have hope especially when you have no end to your own life. As mortals, we can't even bear grief for a short period of time. Yet, Merlin lived the cursed life of an immortal, a life where he will only keep losing everyone he's ever loved. A life full of grief.

In the modern world shown, nobody even believes in magic or practises it and yet he...still believes that someday Arthur will return to him. In the past, he reiterates that he just wants Arthur to see that everything he does is for him. He tells Hunith that Arthur only likes him because he doesn't know him. We see he acknowledges that Arthur is doing acts of service because he likes him yet Merlin couldn't be satiated because he still wasn't his true self to Arthur. To be seen and known for who you truly are is to be loved, that is all he ever wanted from Arthur, even from the very beginning of their relationship.

"You never once sought any credit"

"Its not why I do it"

During the magic reveal, he said "I use it for you, Arthur. Only for you.", still desperately wanting it to be known that his entire life was devoted to Arthur. There was no talk about legalising magic and whatnot between them either after that. He only kept repeating that he was born to serve Arthur. We see in real time just how much he meant when he said "There will never be another like you, Arthur." Evidently, he meant that Arthur is the Once and Future King but it also plays out for Merlin, because there never was anyone like Arthur in his life after that. To the point where he could find no purpose upon losing Arthur.

And yes he keeps saying that its his destiny to be Arthur's servant, that he grew up and learned the meaning of duty but is that really all it is? Towards the end, it was apparent that Merlin's objective was no longer for magic to be accepted in Camelot (as much as he wanted it). Ever since he found out about Arthur's Bane, it was all about keeping him alive. Even when the great dragon told him that there is nothing he could do anymore, Merlin could not accept to lose Arthur. "I can't lose him, he's my friend." It didn't matter that magic isn't legal yet in Camelot. He could not give two fucks about it anymore or else we would've seen magic in the future scene. One can assume that he completely stopped trying to find a solution. Or even lost the will to live.

What I'm trying to say is that, the final scene really is more than just an epilogue to show his loyalty, immortality and despair. If you think about it for a moment, it shows that somewhere along all the fights, snide remarks, banter, and what he and Arthur think isn't exactly a friendship, - they're stupid, don't mind that - he was in love with Arthur. And Arthur loved him in return even in the face of death as the truth came crumbling down. Its not as simple as 'falling in love' because, I don't think Merlin woke up one day and realised that he was inconveniently in love with the idiot arrogant prince who was tied to him by fate.

Their love was inevitable but it definitely stopped becoming destiny and duty a long time ago, it became a choice. "I'm happy to be your servant till the day I die". Merlin was, and I quote "putting up" with Arthur not because it was his life sentence to do so; it was because he wanted to. The worst thing of all is: Merlin chose to do it for the rest of his life.

#didn't mean to ramble like that my bad #i was thinking #i will not do it again #merthur brainrot is real #warn ur friends #walk with me #today i will wear my white button down #merthur #bbcmerlin #merlin #arthur pendragon #bbc merthur

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jeremysknoxes · 8 months

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url change swift-of-corvids -> jeremysknoxes

intro post!!

hi, i go by calista but you can call me cali :) i go by she/her, and im a minor! im an aquarius and an intp, and im a ravenclaw. im a swiftie, and i listen to maisie peters, hozier , olivia rodrigo, conan gray, fall out boy, and twenty one pilots as well :)

previous urls @greekmyths-and-swifts, @swift-of-crows13 and @swift-of-corvids

art blog is @this-could-either-break-my-heart side blog @cards-on-the-table (cant link it but its that also i rarely use it)

oh i love corvids by the way

fandoms im in (in no specific order)

six of crows /grishaverse

the raven cycle and the dreamer trilogy

secret shanghai

*sighs* shadowhunters (this fandom is a blessing and a curse) (the brainrot is brainrotting so hard)

the magnus archives and the magnus protocol CEASELESS WATCHERRR

merlin :D

all for the game (you know, i get it- *gunshot noises*)

the song of achilles

GOOD OMENS

classic lit (wuthering heights, pride and prejudice, the picture of dorian gray)

shakespeare

probably more but i forgot

brainrotting over jonmartin, andreil, merthur, jerejean, gracetopher and thomastair at the moment send help

i held off on making this for so long because my pirating post is just way too useful for me so ill put a link here: pirating post

and thats all! hello nice to meet you!

random tagging system below the cut:

#cali says shit or #print.calishit - random things i wanna say #lord shit wotton -shitposts #all i really want is queue - queue (self explanatory) #oomen's eyeball - faves or #favs #say you'll remember me - things i wanna come back to or #hope i never lose you #where i pace in my pen - art, writing (mainly used in @this-could-either-break-my-heart) #cali's bookshelf - general book things! # i dont want the world i just want you - things that are not a want they r a need (also choosing an alec lightwood quote is so real of me)

#saves - saves

#intro post!!

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