“You shouldn’t cut your hair.” “I like you better with short hair.” “You are more beautiful if your hair is a little bit longer.” And all I want to say is I’m beautiful either way. 👩🏻🤷🏻‍♀️💇🏻‍♀️ . Stop objectifying human and all living beings. 🕊 My appearance is not a subject to your judgement. You don’t own me. . 🐲 You’d say you’re just expressing your opinion, so let me express mine: . If you don’t love me anymore because I changed my appearance or no longer look like who I was when we encountered, then you’re only meant to be in my life for a season, or not at all. 🧚🏼‍♀️ . You’ve never met my soul. . I won’t get angry at you. I’ll just tell you to fuck off in a very nice way. 🖕🏼 . . . #staywoke #womenrising #selflove #selfcare #nomakeup #womenempowerment #hairstyles #iammyown #youdontownme #loveyourself #staycurious #staywoke #awakenyoursoul #raisingawareness #meetmysoul #boundaries #womeninspiringwomen #womenwhowrite #dropthelabel (at Shanghai) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtH9Q46gZzB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=brj88dhxfj10

meetmysoul replied to your post: I really, really want to commit suicide right...

Um I feel like I can relate entirely. I push people away and I’m tricky about it so that no one worries about me. Then when I’m consumed in moments like the one you’re experiencing the loneliness is even more temptation. Keep fighting for your kids.

I push people away as well, because I've never had anyone there for me before. So now when I make friends it's always me keeping them at a distance, so when I find myself in real trouble in life it's only me I can turn to. And considering I never tell people about my depression or how I feel, I don't even have anyone to talk to about what's going on let alone ask for help. This makes me lonely as well, but I just can't muster up enough trust to actually let someone know.